CHAPTER XVIII.

THE QUEEN PROCLAIMED IN THE GIANT CITY.

“Half-hearted, false-hearted! Heed we the warning!

Only the whole can be perfectly true;

Bring the whole offering, all timid thought scorning,

True-hearted only if whole-hearted too.”—HAVERGAL.

Another Passover season was at hand, and the few Israelites in and

about Bozrah, not being permitted to celebrate the feast, at Jerusalem

were gathering for a “Little Passover” at the Giant City. There was

sadness, murmurings and fears in the hearts of the people. Sadness in

remembering the decadence of Israel; fears, for there were Mamelukes

hovering threateningly in large numbers near the city; murmurings,

because fault-findings, the last stage to indifference, flourish when

religion is decaying. Faith and doubt waged their eternal battle; and at

Bozrah, doubt appealing to present facts, had the easier part against

faith, appealing to past providences or unseen hopes. There was clamor

for a change, but the leaders of the people were purblind to any new

light. They crushed their own secret doubts and continued to enforce

what they believed, because they had believed it. They felt a sense of

responsibility, and that made them very conservative. Before the sun had

reached high-noon Bozrah was all astir. There were but two principal

streets in the city; these ran by the four great points of the compass

and crossed at its center. Two companies of Jews of very different

make-up, each moving along one of those streets, met, and, in passing,

quite accidentally, the two processions formed a cross. One of the

companies was made up of priests and serious old men, the true elders of

the people. They tried to appear very wise and very pious, and succeeded.

They tried as well to cheer and comfort all, and did not succeed very

well. The other company was made up of young Israelitish men. They were

going eastward; the old men walked northward, away from the sun, now a

little more than southeast. By the side of the elders glided a row of

shadows of their own making. But they were as unconscious of these as of

the shadows their musty traditions flung over the people.

The youths felt like singing, so they sang. The sadness that was so

general was not very deep with them. They would have liked to have sung

a sort of convivial song; but, that being forbidden, they compromised

with their consciences and the situation by singing the one hundred and

twenty-second Psalm, with the vigor of a madrigal. They had a surplusage

of vitality, and they let it flow out in the pious canticle. Certainly

they conserved outward propriety; as to their inward feelings, they

themselves hardly knew what they were; hence, it would be unjust, for one

without, to pass judgment. The Psalm was appointed to be sung at this

feast. They say the returning captives, coming from Babylon, centuries

before, sang this song as they ascended to a sight of Jerusalem.

Now, some of the elders had come to think it piety to morbidly nurse

their sorrows. They were never happy except when they were miserable. One

of these paused and addressed the young singers:

“Children, cease. Your time is too much like a dancer’s.”

Then all eyes turned toward the leader of the youths, a man with a

Saul-like neck, large mouth, wet, thick lips, and burning eyes; all

bespeaking a person who is never religious beyond the drawings of

religious excitement, for excitement’s sake, and never self-restraining,

except as checked by fear of a very material hell. Such an one, if he

have any regularity in his piety, will have it because somebody opposes,

or because, having swallowed, with one lazy gulp, a heavy creed, he

thereafter goes about condoning by habit his petty vices, in trying to

force others to be better than he himself ever expects to be. Such are

never spiritual, and seldom martyrs; but they make good persecutors, and

so do a work that compels others, by suffering, to be spiritual, and, may

be, good martyrs. This leader made sharp retort, thrusting out his chin

to enforce it:

“The Psalm is all right, and, if the old men sang more, they would have

less time for moaning. Singing and moaning are much alike, only the

former cheers men, the latter, devils!”

“Son,” replied the patriarch, “revile not the fathers. We do not condemn

thy joy as sin; but yet it now seems inopportune. We are entering

captivity, not liberation. Our holy and our beautiful temple is in ruins;

our people like hunted quail.”

“But, this is feast time,” said the youth.

“What a feast! I remember it as it was when the nation gathered at

Jerusalem, to the number of nigh 3,000,000, and offered 250,000 lambs.

Ah, now, a handful, in this grim old city surrounded by aliens!”

The elder, so speaking, bowed his head, threw his mantle over his

eyes and wept; meanwhile his fellow-elders gathered about him, very

reverently, and waved their hands rebuking toward the youths. Just then

there drew near a beautiful Jewess, led by an aged man, the latter garbed

partly as an Israelite, and partly as one of the Druses. He had a saintly

mien, and fixed the attention of the elders; but, the young men, with

one accord, youth-like, at once erected, in silent worship, an unseen

altar of devotion to the new goddess. The grouping was striking and

suggestive. The stranger was silent, and seemed to be intent on passing

by so; but the elders felt their responsibility. It is the fate of the

religious leader to be expected to explain every thing. He must talk to

every body, and about every matter. He cannot, when he will, keep quiet

and so get the credit for fullness of wisdom, as do some. He must express

an opinion, for silence is deemed a greater sin in such than insincerity

or words out of ignorance. The foremost of the elders felt called to act,

and so confronting the two new comers, sternly addressed the maiden:

“I perceive that thou art of my people; wherefore comest thou here, and

in this companionship? Knowest thou not that women are forbidden to be at

the first of the feast?”

The young men were not in accord with the elder; they stood apart, and

some whispered to others:

“It is Miriamne de Griffin.”

The maiden shrank back a little; but the saintly man with her, advancing

a step, replied:

“I am the maiden’s guardian to-day, fathers, and responsible for her act.

Say on!”

The elder, though knowing full well who the speaker was, and also fully

understanding the import of his challenge, pretended to have neither

heard nor seen him. He looked past the speaker, who was championing the

maiden, and continued:

“Do thy people at home know of these indiscreet acts?”

“Hold, Rabbi! no insinuations.” The saintly man’s voice was commanding,

and compelled silence. He continued: “We go our way, ye yours. Ye can not

help yourselves out of your miseries; then presume not to direct us.” He

checked his rising anger, remembering that he was a religious teacher,

and launched out in a wayside sermon. “Ye children of Abraham, hear me,

though I came not to counsel. Ye have stopped my progress, now hear God’s

truth! There are dangers without, but greater ones within; though your

eyes, being veiled, ye perceive not these things. I noticed as I was

coming this way that the tombs and grave-stones every where have been

whitened recently. They tell me this was done so as to enable your people

plainly to see them and so avoid them. Yet fleeing defilement of the

dead, ye live in a grave, all of you. All your prefiguring feasts have

ripened into a glowing present that treads out into a full day!”

The old men seemed puzzled and angry; the young men puzzled but glad.

They welcomed any sermon if it came with novelty. They reasoned within

themselves that the old teachings were dead, and that a new creed

could be no worse. If it were novel, it would have at least a temporary

freshness.

The speaker proceeded, for the congregation before him, being divided in

sentiment, invited him, so far, to proceed.

“Oh, nation, called to be the light of the world, ye bear but phantom

torches. Ye move sorrowfully, surrounded by walls of cloud, but just

beyond there lies a glorious firmament, aglow with suns of hope and a

thousand golden-arched doors made of realized prophecies and promises

ripened. Can ye make these ruined habitations of mighty men, now sleeping

in the cliffs and valleys about us, again teem with their former life?

No, no! yet less readily can ye make your dead, finished, vanishing types

take new life. Ye are puzzled and partially angry, but hold in check the

hot blood. I’ll soon depart; yet before I go, I’ll tell ye, all, this

for your deepest thinking: Ye can never celebrate again the Passover!

God shut ye from your Temple long ago to teach you this; these traveling

ceremonials of yours are but mockeries. The last real passover was

celebrated when your fathers slew the Nazarene——”

“Let us stone him!” vehemently cried the brawny leader of the youths, and

the elders turned their backs, as if to give approval to the violence,

but not incur liability by witnessing.

The brawny youth seized a boulder as if to begin; the saintly man did not

move, and another youth seized the arm of the youth of brawn.

“Young men, I’ll show you an entrancing picture,” was the saintly man’s

calm words. They were instantly intent. “Look, you and your old men

make the sign of the cross by your ranks. Look again, by the cross

stands this damsel, simple, pure and loving; an ideal woman. Her name,

Miriamne, or Mary. Do not delude yourselves into the belief that it will

be safe or possible for you to silence truth by murdering me. I’d despise

your attempt if I did not pity your thoughtless rage. Do not forget the

picture of this hour. The Passover will be fully celebrated when the

power of the cross and the presence of purity is universally felt in

earth. Only your men attend this your sacrifice. It is well; and when men

truly bear the burden of sacrifice, women will be at their feast. Now,

then, take heed. Farewell, ancients!”

So saying the saintly man of strange garb suddenly turned away, drawing

the Jewess with him. The elders were confounded; they could not find

words at the moment for reply; they were stung by the pleased and

approving glances that the young men gave the departing couple. The

elders would have been pleased to have taken the Jewish maiden from

her escort with violence, but the latter was a brawny man. The elders

knew the youths would not aid; to attempt it themselves would be likely

to be a failure, certainly undignified. They deemed it wise, in any

event, to conserve their dignity, and being unable to do any thing more

terrific, they hissed an orthodox malediction after the departing man

and woman. That made the elders feel a little better. The two companies

at the crossing of the streets fell to musing and conversing, but in

different groups. The old men talked as old men, deploring the present

and be-praising the past; the youths deplored the present and be-praised

the future; some of them trying to interpret the words of the saintly

man. They all wanted to be very orthodox Jews, and yet they all felt

that the stranger’s words were full of sweetness and good cheer. Some of

the youths, like others of their age, had unconsciously sided with the

strangers on account of the woman’s influence. They admired her, and the

side she was on was charmingly invincible.

“_The Arabs are coming!_”

It was a cry starting up from all directions, and passed from lip to

lip like the tidings of fire at night. The city was soon in confusion

and panic; then mixed crowds surged toward the crossing of the streets

like terrified sheep. They needed leaders or shepherds. But the elders

so lavish in advice usually, were dumb with fright now. Yet every body

looked toward them for direction. Suddenly, the saintly man and the

Jewess reappeared; as suddenly transformed to a self-reliant leader, she

cried out: “Youths of Israel, to the defense; the enemy come in by the

wall toward the Sun Temple’s ruins!”

“Perhaps it’s the ‘Angel of Death,’” cried the thick-necked leader of the

youths.

“The All-Father of the covenant forefend!” groaned some of the elders.

“Fathers,” cried the Jewess, “pray as you can, but we younger ones must

fight as well as pray. Pray the men to go to a charge!”

“A Deborah!” shouted the thick-necked youth. “Now lead and we’ll follow!”

“Shame!” cried the saintly man. “Lead yourselves!”

There was no need of argument; the thick-necked youth waved his hand

to the other young men and they all dashed away toward the advance of

the enemy; all of the city having a mind to fight, becoming instant

volunteers. But the elders, with a piety enforced by prudence concluded

to stay at the crossing and pray. Perhaps in their hearts they reasoned

that if the enemy were repulsed they might claim the glory of having

sustained the fighters, as Aarons and Hurs; if the youths and their

followers were overcome, then they, the elders, might claim prescience

and say at the end: “We knew it were vain to resist.”

Soon there were heard the shouts and clangor of conflict. The fight was

on. Miriamne breathlessly carried the news to her mother.

The matron laid her hand on her bosom, not to still a fluttering heart,

but affectionately to toy with the handle of her faithful dagger.

“Oh, mother, when will these troublous times end? what shall we do?”

“Daughter, fight! if need be.”

“But we are only women!”

“But this is woman’s time; remember Sisera!” Rizpah began dressing for

departure.

“Oh, mother, wait! Let us send the boys for news into the city. Perhaps

the worst has not come, when the mothers must take arms.”

Rizpah silently assented. The boys were sent, and in half an hour

returned with hot and beaming faces. “The Mamelukes are all slung out of

the city! Lots of them killed,” both exclaimed, between their pantings.

“How brothers: is it all over?”

“Yes, all over! They’re gone! Oh, you ought to have seen how our young

men and the Druses raced them,” interposed one.

“If it hadn’t been for the Druses we’d all been murdered!” cried the

other. Then the brothers caught up the narrative in turn.

“And, Miriamne, some of the young soldier-like men, after the fight,

went about shouting ‘_cheers for the flag of Maccabees and the maid of

Bozrah!_’ They say the ‘maid of Bozrah’ means you. What do they intend?”

Miriamne seemed not to hear the question. She was engrossed with her own

thoughts and thus was meditating: “It’s just as the Old Clock Man said!

The Druses by their needed aid prove it; the Jews need a Saviour!”

“Boys,” presently questioned Rizpah, “Were many of the heretics killed?”

“Oh, ever so many! Yes, and we want cloths for the wounded,” said the

questioned lads.

“Now, may the alien dead rot!”

“But we must bring cloths.”

“Who says it?”

“The ‘Old Clock Man’ told every body to help the hurt.”

“And who, pray, is this ‘Old Clock Man?’”

Rizpah was quickly answered by Miriamne.

“I know him, mother. He’s the leader of the Christians here, and a

wondrously good old man who heals the sick, feeds the poor, teaches the

ignorant and gives the true time of day to every body by the bell of his

religious house!”

The mother fixed her eyes penetratingly upon Miriamne for a moment, then

frigidly questioned:

“And since thou hast disobeyed me in making the acquaintance of a

stranger, thou wilt now explain why thou hast never mentioned to me this

‘Old Clock Man’ of whom thou dost seem to know so much! Who is he?”

“Why, he’s the ‘Old Clock Man’ who mends poor people’s clocks, plays with

the children and is doing every body kindness!”

“Some Christian witchery!”

“Oh, mother, he’s an angel if ever there was one on earth!”

“Is he a Jew?” almost hissed Rizpah.

“I’ve forgotten to ask about that; but I’m certain he is, if only Jews

are good, for he is a saint of God.”

Rizpah’s face wore a sneer as she again spoke: “How canst thou tell,

Inexperience?”

“By acts. He goes about seeking poor people to clothe and feed, and he is

their physician as well, and will take no pay.”

“Some Christian perverter, trying to seduce the unthinking by pretended

service. Beware of such, Miriamne!”

“But healing the sick and setting people’s clocks right can’t do harm!

I’m certain of that?”

“How sly; he would set all Jewry to Christian time and faith at the same

instant!”

“I love his way, mother; it is so good; more I do not know.”

“The old knave!”

“Oh! mother, he is old, but no knave. Ought we not to be reverent to the

hoary head in the way of righteousness?”

“Yet an old man may poison women and children. I told thee the story of

Agag once, daughter.”

“Yes.”

“I mean now to tell thee if this man be not a Jew, let him be like Agag,

hewn to pieces. Flee him as a leper.”

“He don’t talk so. He says all mankind are brothers. Only to-day, he

cried, to the men in the beginning of the fight, ‘save your families as

best you may,’ kill the wounded Moslem with kindness!” The rapid converse

of the two women was interrupted by the impatient cry of the boys for

wraps and lint. As they started away, Miriamne darted after them, saying:

“I’ll go and help those caring for the wounded.”

“Wayward,” called after her the mother, “remember my commands. Keep away

from the old Perverter, and minister to suffering Israelites, only. God

can spare the rest! Let them die.”

In the midst of the suffering ones, Miriamne soon found herself, and as

might be expected; there, too, was the “Old Clock Man.” As they met he

said, laconically, “It is fitting that woman’s tender hands minister

thus.”

“Thanks,” was her reply.

Presently Miriamne questions, with an unaffected diffidence, her

companion.

“Will you tell me your name?”

“Call me father, that’s enough.”

“Ah! but I can not, you are not my father.”

“I may be.”

“What jest is this! I’ve a father living?”

“I am father to multitudes, but after the flesh, childless.”

“Oh, thy children are dead, then?”

“Nay, some dead and some living; but, living or dead, they are my

children.”

“This is a wilderment to me. Where is your wife?”

“Everywhere. In early youth, with vows unutterable, I wed my church. She

is Humanity’s mother, and I the father of all of her children, who will

let me serve them.”

“And is this the Christian faith?”

“It is mine, anyway.”

“I like it. I’m sure it must be safe; being so good, and so you may be my

father that way. Are there many fathers like you?”

“Many, and many needed, else sin will make all orphans.”

“And you have no wife, no home?”

“A home most beautiful, which, at sunset, I’ll enter through a door, once

shut, not possible to be opened by my hands, though its fastenings be but

grass and daisies.”

“You mean death?” As she said it, tears welled in Miriamne’s eyes.

“Weep not, my child, death is beautiful, at least to me.”

“Oh, good man—father. I do not yet know how to think about you or these

things that you say. What made you so different from the people I know?”

“A woman, a lovely woman.”

“Your mother?”

“Not as you think.”

“Oh, then pardon my curiosity. You had some love?”

“Thou hast said it.”

“Why did you not wed her? Did she die?”

“A woman’s question? I’ll tell thee all some other time. I hear

approaching voices.”

“Tell me just a little more now; do?”

“Are the wounded all attended properly? Mercy first, stories and sermons

after.”

“Ah, here come my brothers. I’ll inquire;” and away ran Miriamne to a

group of youths, singing a roundelay, of which she caught but a few lines;

“Jew and Gentile, Christian, Turk,

Equally shall share our work.

For Adolphus’ good

We’d shed our blood,

For we have joined the balsam band,

To cure all troubles in our land.

We love the man,

We love the band.

We love the brothers of our balsam band.”

Miriamne comprehended the situation in a moment, and all radiant with

smiles, bounded to the side of her aged friend, crying: “Father, oh,

you’ve a bonny family coming; over fifty youths and maidens; some

Jews, some Gentiles. They’ve been comforting the wounded and now have

spontaneously formed some sort of friendly guild.”

“That’s praiseworthy so far,” the saintly man replied.

“And don’t blush; when I asked the leader what were their purposes and

name, a dozen cried out at once; ‘We’re Father Adolphus’s angels of

mercy!’”

“They could easily have found a better title, but youth in its frank

celerity interprets human need. We all must have a pattern or hero.

That’s the reason there are pagans; not finding the true God, some invent

one. Anyway, God blesses the merciful.”

“Oh, these angels are splendid; so earnest; so happy; so every thing

good! They all wear balsam-twig crowns, and are singing improvised

ditties about charity and humanity, and such like.”

“Praised be God if they mean them, daughter.”

“Mean them? Why they’ll make the ancients groan if they go to the

crossways with their enthusiastic singing. ‘Black-frowns!’ if they

disturb the Passover solemnities, won’t there be trouble?

“And Bozrah will never understand the meaning of the ceremonial, the

phantom of which meaning some to-day are pursuing, until it beholds sweet

charity sincerely applied, rising with healing and life in its wings to

pass over savingly where humanity has pains and death.”

The old priest looked away toward Jerusalem, as he spoke—his voice

meanwhile becoming very tender, almost tremulous. Had one been able to

enter his heart, there would have been seen a memory picture of Calvary.

Miriamne was awed for a few moments; the old man was lost in thought;

presently she recalled his attention: “Father, the band is just at hand.

Shall I introduce you?”

“It is needless; I formed that Band of Charity, though I gave them not

the name; most all except the recruits of to-day know me.”

The singers went by, saluting the priest as they passed; obeying his

signal to them not to tarry.

Miriamne turned to her comrade with quickened confidence, and with her

usual impetuosity exclaimed:

“I want to be what you like. Make me a Balsamite!”

“Thou hast a mother who might object.”

“Oh, no, no; not if she knew all, as do I.”

“Some have called my work witchcraft.”

“I don’t care, since I know better. Make me a Balsamite, now, please?”

“So be it, child. Put thy hand on thy heart and repeat: ‘_I promise my

Merciful Father always to show heartfelt kindness to all His creatures,

especially those in misery, because of His everlasting goodness toward

myself._’”

“I promise that gladly. Is that all?”

“Yes; thy badge, a sprig of the evergreen balm-shrub, shall teach thee

the rest.”

“Teach me the rest?”

“Puzzled again, child? Well, I’ll teach thee, and the shrub shall recall

my lessons. As thou dost learn to love nature, as thou wilt when getting

back to a more child-like faith, nature will talk to thee all the time.

See, this is unfading; so is mercy. When torrid suns make the shrub

suffer, it sweats or weeps these healing gums. Trials make all good souls

fruitful. Then see, this little shrub gives to the world all it receives,

transforming its earthy nourishments, sunshines and showers, into a

medicament for sufferers. It is a type of the All-Giver. It has but three

flowers, and I read in these the signature of a Triune God. This thou

wilt, perhaps, read some time for thyself, when thou hast learned the

mystery of the Unspeakable Gift.”

“My father, your wisdom is very beautiful.”

“Would, my child, that my words ever be to thee as the nuts of this

little evergreen emblem, though rough-coated, still filled with liquid of

honey sweetness.”

The maiden yearned to embrace the priest. Had she done so, her feelings

would have been like those of a daughter toward a father, or a devotee

toward God. She yearned to express love for father. The fountain of that

affection, hitherto unevoked, was full. But she restrained herself, and

said, as she clasped the old man’s arm: “May I be crowned?”

“Yes, daughter; having served the bleeding as thou didst to-day, thou

mayst.” The priest twined together some of the balsam bows and placed

them upon her brow. “I saw once, at Damascus, a painted presentment of

the mother of our Lord, on wood, from which, continuously, there exuded

a precious nard, of all healing virtue. So they said, at least; and

more than this, I was assured it had power to heal even the wounds of

infidels.”

“Is this really so?”

“I believe a Christian kindness to an unbeliever a medicine to the soul

of the blesser and blest. That’s why I’m merciful to Moslem.”

“But you court dangers, do you not? I remember your telling me once, that

fanatics, or men with a false religion, falsely practiced, were like mad

dogs—one could never tell when they might bite the kindest master.”

“True, some forgetting the essence of all religion worth the name,

Charity, to propagate their theories, easily befool their consciences and

murder gratitude. But ingratitude is a Christian and Jewish, as well as a

heathen fault. In this all are alike. Still, though a man spoil all the

good I try to do him, there’s one thing he can not spoil.”

“And that is what?”

“The bird of sunny plumage that sings in my heart because of the good I

attempt. I met a French pilgrim, a while ago, who spent his time mostly

in helping, as he could, to make the Mohammedan children he met, happy.

He sang to them, gave them presents, acted as umpire in their sports, and

if one got hurt he mothered it—(that’s what he called his tender, odd

ways). Some called him wrong in his head, but when I knew him I believed

that one sane, amid thousands crazed.”

“Who and what was he?”

“I asked him, and for reply got only this: ‘I’m Melchisedec, a priest of

the wayside, seeking to win silver hands, silver feet, and crown jewels.’”

“Well, he would have frightened me, if I’d met him speaking that way and

in such moods?”

“Oh, no; he was not frightful; he seemed to attract even the birds, and

the ownerless curs ran to him when others spurned them. He once, when

sick, told me that he came from Toul, in Lorraine, where was enshrined an

image of Madonna with a silver foot. He believed that tradition, which

declared that that presentment of Mary gave a sign by taking a step, on a

certain time, which warned some of great impending danger, and thereupon

the member was changed to the precious metal.”

“It’s a pretty story.”

“At least the lesson is honey-like. No being can strive to help another

without finding the All-Shining often in his own soul. So our crowns are

made.”

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