CHAPTER I

[Transcriber’s Note: Italic text is denoted by _underscores_ and

small-capital text by =equal signs=.]

The Story of Opal

The Journal of

An Understanding Heart

[Photograph: _Photograph by Bachrach_

OPAL WHITELEY RECONSTRUCTING HER DIARY]

The Story of Opal

The Journal of

An Understanding Heart

By Opal Whiteley

[Illustration: Publisher’s logo]

_With Illustrations_

The Atlantic Monthly Press

Boston

=Copyright, 1920, by The Atlantic Monthly Company=

=Copyright, 1920, by the Atlantic Monthly Press=

_All rights reserved_

PREFACE

I

For those whom Nature loves, the Story of Opal is an open book. They

need no introduction to the journal of this Understanding Heart. But

the world, which veils the spirit and callouses the instincts, makes

curiosity for most people the criterion of interest. They demand facts

and backgrounds, theories and explanations, and for them it seems

worth while to set forth something of the child’s story undisclosed

by the diary, and to attempt to weave together some impressions of

the author.

Last September, late one afternoon, Opal Whiteley came into the

_Atlantic_’s office, with a book which she had had printed in

Los Angeles. It was not a promising errand, though it had brought

her all the way from the Western coast, hoping to have published in

regular fashion this volume, half fact, half fancy, of _The Fairyland

Around Us_, the fairyland of beasts and blossoms, butterflies and

birds. The book was quaintly embellished with colored pictures,

pasted in by hand, and bore a hundred marks of special loving care.

Yet about it there seemed little at first sight to tempt a publisher.

Indeed, she had offered her wares in vain to more than one publishing

house; and as her dollars were growing very few, the disappointment

was severe. But about Opal Whiteley herself there was something to

attract the attention even of a man of business--something very

young and eager and fluttering, like a bird in a thicket.

The talk went as follows:--

“I am afraid we can’t do anything with the book. But you must have

had an interesting life. You have lived much in the woods?”

“Yes, in lots of lumber-camps.”

“How many?”

“Nineteen. At least, we moved nineteen times.”

It was hard not to be interested now. One close question followed

another regarding the surroundings of her girlhood. The answers

were so detailed, so sharply remembered, that the next question was

natural.

“If you remember like that, you must have kept a diary.”

Her eyes opened wide. “Yes, always. I do still.”

“Then it is not the book I want, but the diary.”

She caught her breath. “It’s destroyed. It’s all torn up.” Tears

were in her eyes.

“You loved it?”

“Yes; I told it everything.”

“Then you kept the pieces.”

The guess was easy (what child whose doll is rent asunder throws

away the sawdust?), but she looked amazed.

“Yes, I have kept everything. The pieces are all stored in

Los Angeles.”

We telegraphed for them, and they came, hundreds, thousands, one might

almost say millions of them. Some few were large as a half-sheet of

notepaper; more, scarce big enough to hold a letter of the alphabet.

The paper was of all shades, sorts, and sizes: butchers’ bags pressed

and sliced in two, wrapping-paper, the backs of envelopes--anything

and everything that could hold writing. The early years of the diary

are printed in letters so close that, when the sheets are fitted, not

another letter can be squeezed in. In later passages the characters

are written with childish clumsiness, and later still one sees the

gradually forming adult hand.

The labor of piecing the diary together may fairly be described

as enormous. For nine months almost continuously the diarist has

labored, piecing it together sheet by sheet, each page a kind of

picture-puzzle, lettered, for frugality (the store was precious),

on both sides of the paper.

The entire diary, of which this volume covers but the two opening

years, must comprise a total of a quarter of a million words. Upwards

of seventy thousand--all that is contained in this volume--can

be ascribed with more than reasonable definiteness to the end of

Opal’s sixth and to her seventh year. During all these months Opal

Whiteley has been a frequent visitor in the _Atlantic_’s office. With

friendliness came confidence, and little by little, very gradually,

an incident here, another there, her story came to be told. She

was at first eager only for the future and for the opportunity to

write and teach children of the world which she loved best. But as

the thread of the diary was unraveled, she felt a growing interest

in what her past had been, and in what lay behind her earliest

recollections and the opening chapters of her printed record.

Her methods were nothing if not methodical. First, the framework

of a sheet would be fitted and the outer edges squared. Here the

adornment of borders in childish patterns, and the fortunate fact

that the writer had employed a variety of colored crayons, using

each color until it was exhausted, lent an unhoped-for aid. Then,

odd sheets were fitted together; later, fragments of episodes.

Whenever one was completed, it was typed by an assistant on a card,

and in this way there came into being a card-system that would do

credit to a scientific museum of modest proportions. Finally the

cards were filed in sequence, the manuscript then typed off and

printed just as at first written, with no change whatever other than

omissions, the adoption of reasonable rules of capitalization (the

manuscript for many years has nothing but capitals), and the addition

of punctuation, of which the manuscript is entirely innocent. The

spelling--with the exception of occasional characteristic examples

of the diarist’s individual style--has, in the reader’s interest,

been widely amended.

II

Opal Whiteley--so her story runs--was born about twenty-two years

ago--where, we have no knowledge. Of her parents, whom she lost

before her fifth year, she is sure of nothing except that they loved

her, and that she loved them with a tenacity of affection as strong

now as at the time of parting. To recall what manner of people they

were, no physical proof remains except, perhaps, two precious little

copybooks, which held their photographs and wherein her mother and

father had set down things which they wished their little daughter

to learn, both of the world about her and of that older world of

legend and history, with which the diarist shows such capricious

and entertaining familiarity. These books, for reasons beyond her

knowledge, were taken away from Opal when she was about twelve years

of age, and have never been returned, although there is ground for

believing that they are still in existence.

Other curious clues to the identity of her father and mother come

from the child’s frequent use of French expressions, and sometimes

of longer passages in French, and from her ready use of scientific

terms. It is, perhaps, a fair inference that her father was a

naturalist by profession or native taste, and that either he or her

mother was French by birth or by education.

After her parents’ death, there is an interlude in Opal’s recollection

which she does not understand, remembering only that for a brief

season the sweet tradition of her mother’s care was carried on by

an older woman, possibly a governess, from whom, within a year,

she was taken and, after recovering from a serious illness, given

to the wife of an Oregon lumber-man, lately parted from her first

child,--Opal Whiteley,--whose place and name, for reasons quite

unknown, were given to the present Opal.

From some time in her sixth year to the present, her diary has

continued without serious interruption; and from the successive

chapters we shall see that her life, apart from the gay tranquillity

of her spirit, was not a happy one. Her friends were the animals and

everything that flies or swims; her single confidant was her diary,

to which she confided every trouble and every satisfaction.

When Opal was over twelve years old, a foster-sister, in a tragic

fit of childish temper, unearthed the hiding-place of the diary

and tore it into a myriad of fragments. The work of years seemed

destroyed, but Opal, who had treasured its understanding pages,

picked up the pitiful scraps and stored them in a secret box. There

they lay undisturbed for many years.

III

Such in briefest outline is the story Opal told; and month after

month, while chapters of the diary were appearing in the _Atlantic_,

snatches of the same history, together with descriptions of many

unrecorded episodes, came in the editor’s mail; and though the weaving

is of very different texture, the pattern is unmistakably the pattern

of the diary. Dates and names, peregrinations and marriages, births,

deaths, and adventures less solemn and less apt to be accurately

recollected, occurred just as the diary tells them. The existence

of the diary itself was well remembered, though for many years Opal

had never spoken of it; a friend recalled the calamitous day when

the abundant chronicle of six years was destroyed; and a cloud of

witnesses bore testimony to the multitudinous family of pets, and some

even to the multicolored names they bore. There were many letters

besides, which came not to the _Atlantic_ at all, but were part of

Opal’s own correspondence with people “of understanding,” members by

instinct of that free-masonry which, as she learned long ago, binds

folk of answering hearts and minds. Many of these letters (which rest

for safety in the _Atlantic_’s treasury) are messages of thanks for

copies of that first book of Opal’s--engaging letters, very personal

most of them, bearing signatures to delight the eyes of collectors of

autographs: M. Clemenceau, M. Poincaré, Lord Rayleigh, Lord Curzon,

members of the French cabinet, scientists, men of letters, men of

achievement. Opal has sought her friends all through the world; but

her lantern is bright and she has found them. Her old Oregon teachers

also have been quick to bear witness to her talents, and to recall

the formal lessons which often she would not remember, and the other

more necessary lessons which she could not forget. They would ask too

whence came the French which they had never taught her. An attempt

to answer that would take us far afield. All we need do here is to

recall that first time, when Opal, full of puzzlement over letters

that simply would not shape themselves into familiar phrases, turned

to her editors and was told that they were French.

“But they can’t be French! I never studied French.”

But French they are, nevertheless.

IV

If the story of Opal were written by another hand than her own,

the central theme of it would be faith. No matter how doubtful the

enterprise, the issue she always holds as certain, simply because the

world is good and God loves his children. Loving herself all created

things, from her barrel-full of caterpillars, whose evolution she

would note and chronicle from day to day, to the dogs and horses,

squirrels, raccoons, and bats which peopled the world she lived

in, she would thank God daily for them, and very early in her life

determined to devote the rest of it to spreading knowledge of them

and of their kind far and wide among little children.

To accomplish this, needed education, and an education she would

have. Those about her showed no interest; but by picking berries,

washing, and work of all rough sorts, Opal paid for the books which

the high school required. But she must do more than this. She

must go to college. To the State University she went, counting it

nothing that she should live in a room without furniture other than

a two-dollar cot, and two coats for blankets. Family conditions,

however, made college impossible for her. After the illness and death

of Mrs. Whiteley, Opal borrowed a little money from friends in Cottage

Grove, Oregon, and started alone for Los Angeles, determined to seek

her livelihood by giving nature lessons to classes of children.

The privations and disappointments of the next two years would make an

heroic tale; but she persevered, and her classes became successful.

The next step was her nature book, for which, by personal canvass

for subscriptions, she raised not less than the prodigious sum of

$9400. But the printers with a girl for a client, demanded more and

still more money, and when the final $600 necessary to make the booty

mount to $10,000 was not forthcoming, with a brutality that would

do credit to a Thénardier, first threatened, and then destroyed the

plates.

A struggle for mere existence followed, but gradually Opal triumphed,

when she was overtaken by a serious illness and taken to the hospital.

New and merciful friends, such as are always conjured up by such a

life as Opal’s, came to her assistance, and after her recovery she

soon started eastward, to find a publisher for her ill-fated volume.

The rest we know.

Yet, after all, our theme should not be Opal, but Opal’s book.

She is the child of curious and interesting circumstance, but of

circumstance her journal is altogether independent. The authorship

does not matter, nor the life from which it came. There the book

is. Nothing else is like it, nor apt to be. If there is alchemy in

Nature, it is in children’s hearts the unspoiled treasure lies, and

for that room of the treasure-house, the Story of Opal offers a tiny

golden key.

=Ellery Sedgwick.=

=The Atlantic Office=, _June_, 1920.

CONTENTS

=Characters in the Narrative= xxi

=Introduction by the Author= 1

=Chapter I=

How Opal Goes along the Road beyond the Singing Creek,

and of all she Sees in her New Home 5

=Chapter II=

How Lars Porsena of Clusium Got Opal into Trouble, and

how Michael Angelo Sanzio Raphael and Sadie McKibben

Gave her Great Comfort 9

=Chapter III=

Of the Queer Feels that Came out of a Bottle of

Castoria, and of the Happiness of Larry and Jean 14

=Chapter IV=

How Peter Paul Rubens Goes to School 21

=Chapter V=

How Opal Comforted Aphrodite, and how the Fairies

Comforted Opal when there Was Much Sadness at School 25

=Chapter VI=

Opal Gives Wisdom to the Potatoes, Cleanliness to the

Family Clothes, and a Delicate Dinner to Thomas

Chatterton Jupiter Zeus 35

=Chapter VII=

The Adventure of the Tramper; and what Happens on Long

and on Short Days 47

=Chapter VIII=

How Opal Takes a Walk in the Forest of Chantilly; she

Visits Elsie and her Baby Boy, and Explains Many

Things to the Girl that Has no Seeing 55

=Chapter IX=

Of an Exploring Trip with Brave Horatius; and how Opal

Kept Sadness away from her Animal Friends 69

=Chapter X=

How Brave Horatius is Lost and Found again, but Peter

Paul Rubens is Lost Forever 75

=Chapter XI=

How Opal Took the Miller’s Brand out of the Flour-Sack,

and Got Many Sore Feels thereby; and how Sparks Come

on Cold Nights; and how William Shakespeare Has

Likings for Poems 81

=Chapter XII=

Of Elsie’s Brand-New Baby, and all the Things that Go

with it; and the Goodly Wisdom of the Angels, who

Bring Folks Babies that Are like them 91

=Chapter XIII=

How Felix Mendelssohn and Lucian Horace Ovid Virgil Go

for a Ride; William Shakespeare Suffers One Whipping

and Opal Another 100

=Chapter XIV=

How Opal Feels Satisfaction Feels, and Takes a Ride on

William Shakespeare; and all that Came of it 104

=Chapter XV=

Of Jenny Strong’s Visit, its Gladness and its Sadness 114

=Chapter XVI=

Of the Woods on a Lonesome Day, and the Friendliness of

the Wood-Folks on December Days when you Put your Ears

Close and Listen 122

=Chapter XVII=

Of Works to be Done; and how it Was that a Glad Light

Came into the Eyes of the Man who Wears Gray Neckties

and Is Kind to Mice 127

=Chapter XVIII=

How Opal Pays One Visit to Elsie and Another to Dear

Love, and Learns how to Mend her Clothes in a

Quick Way 131

=Chapter XIX=

Of the Camp by the Mill by the Far Woods; of the

Spanking that Came from the New Way of Mending

Clothes; and of the Long Sleep of William Shakespeare 138

=Chapter XX=

Of the Little Song-Notes that Dance about Babies; and of

the Solemn Christening of Solomon Grundy 146

=Chapter XXI=

How Opal Names Names of the Lambs of Aidan of Iona, and

Seeks for the Soul of Peter Paul Rubens 158

=Chapter XXII=

How Solomon Grundy Falls Sick and Grows Well again; and

Minerva’s Chickens are Christened; and the Pensée

Girl, with the Far-Away Look in her Eyes, Finds

Thirty-and-Three Bunches of Flowers 165

=Chapter XXIII=

How Opal and Brave Horatius Go on Explores and Visit the

Hospital.--How the Mamma Dyes Clothes and Opal Dyes

Clementine 177

=Chapter XXIV=

How the Mamma’s Wish Came True, and how Opal was Spanked

for it; and of the Likes which Aphrodite Had for a

Clean Place to Live in 185

=Chapter XXV=

Of Many Washings and a Walk 193

=Chapter XXVI=

Why it Was that the Girl who Has no Seeing Was not at

Home when Opal Called 197

=Chapter XXVII=

Of a Cathedral Service in the Pig-Pen.--How the World

Looks from a Man’s Shoulder 204

=Chapter XXVIII=

How Opal Piped with Reeds, and what a Good Time Dear

Love Gave Thomas Chatterton Jupiter Zeus 212

=Chapter XXIX=

How Opal Feels the Heat of the Sun, and Decorates

a Goodly Number of the White Poker-Chips of the

Chore Boy 218

=Chapter XXX=

How Opal and the Little Birds from the Great Tree Have

a Happy Time at the House of Dear Love 226

=Chapter XXXI=

How Lola Wears her White Silk Dress at Last 231

=Chapter XXXII=

Of the Ways that Fairies Write, and the Proper Way to

Drink in the Song of the Wood 234

=Chapter XXXIII=

Of the Death of Lars Porsena of Clusium, and of the

Comfort that Sadie McKibben can Give 242

=Chapter XXXIV=

Of the Fall of the Great Tree, and the Funeral of

Aristotle 249

=Chapter XXXV=

How the Man of the Long Step that Whistles Most of the

Time Takes an Interesting Walk 253

=Chapter XXXVI=

Of Taking-Egg Day, and the Remarkable Things that Befell

thereon 259

=Chapter XXXVII=

Of the Strange Adventure in the Woods on the Going-Away

Day of Saint Louis 270

=Chapter XXXVIII=

How Opal Makes Prepares to Move. How she Collects all

the Necessary Things, Bids Good-bye to Dear Love, and

Learns that her Prayer has been Answered 275

=Postscript= 284

LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS

=Opal Whiteley Reconstructing her Diary= _Frontispiece_

=The Author and the Fragments of Her Diary= 1

=A Specimen Page of Opal’s Diary Written on a Paper Bag= 13

=Lumber-Camp Folk= 33

=At the Pasture-Bars= 78

=“After we were across the rivière we went in a more

slow way”= 108

=“I wonder why it is the lumber-camp folk do cut off their

overalls where they do meet the boots”= 140

=A Path to “Explores” in the Far Woods= 187

CHARACTERS IN THE NARRATIVE

=Agamemnon Menelaus Dindon=, a pet turkey.

=Adamnan of Iona=, a sheep.

=Alan of Bretagne=, a fir tree.

=Aidan of Iona= come from Lindisfarne, the shepherd.

=Albéric de Briançon=, a sheep.

=Alcuin=, a sheep.

=Alfric of Canterbury=, a sheep.

=Anacreon Herodotus=, a lamb a little more little than the other

little lamb.

=Andromeda=, sister hen of Clementine.

=Anthonya Mundy=, Solomon Grundy’s little pig sister that has not

got as much curl in her tail as has Solomon Grundy.

=Aphrodite=, the mother-pig.

=Aristotle=, a pet bat who died of eating too many mosquitoes.

=Bébé Blanche= }

=Bébé William= } two little trees by Edward III.

=Bede of Jarrow=, a sheep.

=Ben Jonson=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Brave Horatius=, the shepherd dog.

=Byron=, a fir tree in the lane.

=Cassiopée=, a neighbor’s pig.

=Cardinal Richelieu=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Charlemagne=, the most tall tree of all the trees growing in

the lane.

=Clementine=, a Plymouth Rock hen.

=Cynewulf=, a sheep.

=Dallan Forgaill=, a sheep.

=Dear Love and her Young Husband=, neighbors and dear friends.

=Edmund Spenser=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Edward III=, a fir tree near the singing creek where the

willows grow.

=Edward, Prince of Wales=, a younger tree growing near unto

Edward III.

=Edwin of Diera=, a sheep.

=Elidor=, a sheep.

=Elizabeth Barrett Browning=, a pet cow with poetry in her tracks.

=Elsie and her Young Husband=, neighbors and interesting friends.

=Epicurus Pythagoras=, a lamb.

=Étienne of Blois=, a fir tree in the woods.

=Felix Mendelssohn=, a very dear pet mouse.

=Felix of Croyland=, a sheep.

=Francis Beaumont=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Geoffroi Chaucer=, a little squirrel that was hurt by the

black cat.

=Godefroi of Bouillon=, a fir tree in the woods.

=Good King Edward I=, a fir tree growing in the lane.

=Grandpère=, Mrs. Whiteley’s father.

=Guy de Cavaillon=, a sheep.

=Gwian=, a sheep.

=Homer Archimedes Chilon=, a little lamb more big than all the

other lambs.

=Hugh Capet=, a fir tree growing in the lane.

=Isaiah=, a plain dog.

=Jean de la Fontaine=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Jean Molière=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Jean Racine=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Jenny Strong=, a visitor with an interesting bonnet.

=John of Gaunt, Duke of Lancaster=, a tree growing near unto

Edward III.

=John Fletcher=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Keats=, an oak tree in the lane.

=Lars Porsena of Clusium=, a pet crow with a fondness for collecting

things.

=Lionel, Duke of Clarence=, a tree growing near unto Edward III.

=Lola=, a little girl in school, who had wants for a white silk

dress.

=Louis II, le Grand Condé=, a wood-mouse with likes to ride in the

sleeve of my red dress.

=Louis VI=, a grand fir tree in the woods.

=Lucian Horace Ovid Virgil=, a toad.

“=Mamma, The=,” Mrs. Whiteley.

=Marcus Aurelius=, a lamb.

=Mathilde Plantagenet=, the baby calf of the gentle Jersey cow,

that came on the night of the coming of Elsie’s baby.

=Menander Euripides Theocritus Thucydides=, a most dear lamb that

had needs to be mothered.

=Michael Angelo Sanzio Raphael=, a grand fir tree with an

understanding soul.

=Nannerl Mozart=, a very shy mouse.

=Napoleon=, the Rhode Island Red rooster.

=Nicholas Boileau=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Oliver Goldsmith=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Orderic=, a sheep.

“=Papa, The=,” Mr. Whiteley.

=Peace=, a mother hen that has got all her children grown up.

=Periander Pindar=, a lamb.

=Peter Paul Rubens=, a very dear pet pig.

=Pius VII=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Plato= }

=Pliny= } twin bats.

=Plutarch Demosthenes=, a lamb.

=Queen Eleanor of Castile=, a fir tree in the lane growing by

Edward I.

=Queen Philippa of Hainault=, a fir tree growing by Edward III.

=Raoul de Houdenc=, a sheep.

=Raymond of Toulouse=, a fir tree in the woods.

=Sadie McKibben=, a comforter in time of trouble.

=Saint Louis=, a fir tree growing in the lane.

=Samuel Taylor Coleridge=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Savonarola=, a sorrel horse.

=Shelley=, a fir tree growing in the lane.

=Sir Francis Bacon=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Sir Philip Sidney=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Sir Walter Raleigh=, one of Minerva’s baby chickens.

=Solomon Grundy=, a very dear baby pig.

=Solon Thales=, a lamb.

=Sophocles Diogenes=, a lamb with a short tail and a question-look

in his eyes.

=Theodore Roosevelt=, a fir tree in the lane.

=Thomas Chatterton Jupiter Zeus=, a most dear velvety wood-rat.

=Tibullus Theognis=, a fuzzy lamb with very long legs.

=William Makepeace Thackeray=, a little bird that was hurt.

=William Shakespeare=, an old gray horse with an understanding soul.

=William Wordsworth=, an oak tree in the lane.

The Story of Opal

The Journal of

An Understanding Heart

[Photograph: _Photograph by Bachrach_

THE AUTHOR AND THE FRAGMENTS OF HER DIARY]

THE STORY OF OPAL

INTRODUCTION BY THE AUTHOR

Of the days before I was taken to the lumber camps there is little I

remember. As piece by piece the journal comes together, some things

come back. There are references here and there in the journal to

things I saw or heard or learned in those days before I came to the

lumber camps.

There were walks in the fields and woods. When on these walks, Mother

would tell me to listen to what the flowers and trees and birds were

saying. We listened together. And on the way she told me poems and

other lovely things, some of which she wrote in the two books and

also in others which I had not with me in the lumber camps. On the

walks, and after we came back, she had me to print what I had seen

and what I had heard. After that she told me of different people and

their wonderful work on earth. Then she would have me tell again to

her what she had told me. After I came to the lumber camp, I told

these things to the trees and the brooks and the flowers.

There were five words my mother said to me over and over again, as

she had me to print what I had seen and what I had heard. These words

were: What, Where, When, How, Why. They had a very great influence

over all my observations and the recording of those observations

during all the days of my childhood. And my Mother having put such

strong emphasis on these five words accounts for much of the detailed

descriptions that are throughout my diary.

No children I knew. There were only Mother and the kind woman who

taught me and looked after me and dressed me, and the young girl

who fed me. And there was Father in those few days when he was home

from the far lands. Those were wonderful days--his home-coming days.

Then he would take me on his knee and ride me on his shoulder and

tell me of the animals and birds of the far lands. And we went for

many walks, and he would talk to me about the things along the way.

It was then he taught me _comparer_.

There was one day when I went with Mother in a boat. It was a little

way on the sea. It was a happy day. Then something happened and we

were all in the water. Afterward, when I called for Mother, they said

the sea waves had taken her and she was gone to heaven. I remember

the day because I never saw my Mother again.

The time was not long after that day with Mother in the boat, when

one day the kind woman who taught me and took care of me did tell

me gently that Father too had gone to heaven while he was away in

the far lands. She said she was going to take me to my grandmother

and grandfather, the mother and father of my Father.

We started. But I never got to see my dear grandmother and

grandfather, whom I had never seen. Something happened on the way

and I was all alone. And I did n’t feel happy. There were strange

people that I had never seen before, and I was afraid of them. They

made me to keep very still, and we went for no walks in the field.

But we traveled a long, long way.

Then it was they put me with Mrs. Whiteley. The day they put me with

her was a rainy day, and I thought she was a little afraid of them

too. She took me on the train and in a stage-coach to the lumber

camp. She called me Opal Whiteley, the same name as that of another

little girl who was the same size as I was when her mother lost her.

She took me into the camp as her own child, and so called me as we

lived in the different lumber camps and in the mill town.

With me I took into camp a small box. In a slide drawer in the bottom

of this box were two books which my own Mother and Father, the Angel

Father and Mother I always speak of in my diary, had written in. I

do not think the people who put me with Mrs. Whiteley knew about the

books in the lower part of the box, for they took everything out

of the top part of the box and tossed it aside. I picked it up and

kept it with me, and, being as I was more quiet with it in my arms,

they allowed me to keep it, thinking it was empty. These books I

kept always with me, until one day I shall always remember, when I

was about twelve years old, they were taken from the box I kept then

hid in the woods. Day by day I spelled over and over the many words

that were written in them. From them I selected names for my pets.

And it was the many little things recorded there that helped me to

remember what my Mother and Father had already told me of different

great lives and their work; and these books with these records made

me very eager to be learning more and more of what was recorded in

them. These two books I studied much more than I did my books at

school. Their influence upon my life has been great.

CHAPTER I

_How Opal Goes along the Road beyond the Singing Creek, and of all

she Sees in her New Home._

To-day the folks are gone away from the house we do live in. They

are gone a little way away, to the ranch-house where the grandpa

does live. I sit on our steps and I do print. I like it--this house

we do live in being at the edge of the near woods. So many little

people do live in the near woods. I do have conversations with them.

I found the near woods first day I did go explores. That was the

next day after we were come here. All the way from the other logging

camp in the beautiful mountains we came in a wagon. Two horses were

in front of us. They walked in front of us all the way. When first

we were come, we did live with some other people in the ranch-house

that was n’t all builded yet. After that we lived in a tent, and

often when it did rain many raindrops came right through the tent.

They did fall in patters on the stove and on the floor and on the

table. Too, they did make the quilts on the beds some damp--but that

did n’t matter much because they soon got dried hanging around the

stove.

By and by we were come from the tent to this lumber shanty. It has

got a divide in it. One room we do have sleeps in. In the other room

we do have breakfast and supper. Back of the house are some nice

wood-rats. The most lovely of them all is Thomas Chatterton Jupiter

Zeus. By the wood-shed is a brook. It goes singing on. Its joy song

does sing in my heart. Under the house live some mice. I give them

bread-scraps to eat. Under the steps lives a toad. He and I--we are

friends. I have named him. I call him Lucian Horace Ovid Virgil.

Between the ranch-house and the house we live in is the singing

creek where the willows grow. We have conversations. And there I

do dabble my toes beside the willows. I feel the feels of gladness

they do feel. And often it is I go from the willows to the meeting

of the road. That is just in front of the ranch-house. There the

road does have divides. It goes three ways. One way the road does

go to the house of Sadie McKibben. It does n’t stop when it gets to

her house, but mostly I do. The road just goes on to the mill town

a little way away. In its going it goes over a hill. Sometimes--the

times Sadie McKibben is n’t at home--I do go with Brave Horatius to

the top of the hill. We look looks down upon the mill town. Then

we do face about and come again home. Always we make stops at the

house of Sadie McKibben. Her house--it is close to the mill by the

far woods. That mill makes a lot of noise. It can do two things at

once. It makes the noises and also it does saw the logs into boards.

About the mill do live some people, mostly men-folks. There does

live the good man that wears gray neckties and is kind to mice.

Another way, the road does go the way I go when I go to the

school-house where I go to school. When it is come there, it does

go right on--on to the house of the girl who has no seeing. When

it gets to her house, it does make a bend, and it does go its way

to the blue hills. As it goes, its way is near unto the way of the

_rivière_ that sings as it comes from the blue hills. There are

singing brooks that come going to the rivière. These brooks--they

and I--we are friends. I call them Orne and Loing and Yonne and

Rille and Essonne.

Near unto the road, long ways between the brooks, are ranch-houses.

I have not knowing of the people that do dwell in them. But I do

know some of their cows and horses and pigs. They are friendly

folk. Around the ranch-houses are fields. Woods used to grow where

now grows grain. When the mowers cut down the grain, they also do

cut down the cornflowers that grow in the fields. I follow along

after and I do pick them up. Of some of them I make a _guirlande_.

When the guirlande is made, I do put it around the neck of William

Shakespeare. He does have appreciations. As we go walking down the

lane, I do talk with him about the one he is named for. And he does

have understanding. He is such a beautiful gray horse, and his ways

are ways of gentleness. Too, he does have likings like the likings I

have for the hills that are beyond the fields--for the hills where

are trails and tall fir trees like the wonderful ones that do grow

by the road.

So go two of the roads. The other road does lead to the upper logging

camps. It goes only a little way from the ranch-house and it comes to

a rivière. Long time ago, this road did have a longing to go across

the rivière. Some wise people did have understandings and they did

build it a bridge to go across on. It went across the bridge and it

goes on and on between the hills--the hills where dwell the talking

fir trees. By its side goes the railroad track. Its appears are

not so nice as are the appears of the road, and it has got only a

squeaky voice. But this railroad track does have shining rails--they

stretch away and away, like a silver ribbon that came from the moon

in the night. I go a-walking on these rails. I get off when I do

hear the approaches of the dinky engine. On this track on every day,

excepting Sunday, comes and goes the logging train. It goes to the

camps and it does bring back cars of logs and cars of lumber. These

it does take to the mill town. There engines more big do take the

cars of lumber to towns more big.

Thomas Chatterton Jupiter Zeus has been waiting in my sunbonnet a

long time. He wants to go on explores. Too, Brave Horatius and Isaiah

are having longings in their eyes. And I hear Peter Paul Rubens

squealing in the pig-pen. Now I go. We go on explores.

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