CHAPTER XXXVIII

What is to be done? What must we do?

This question, which includes acknowledgment of the fact that our life

is bad and unrighteous, and at the same time hints that there is no

possibility of changing it,--this question I hear everywhere, and

therefore I chose it for the title of my work.

I have described my own sufferings, my search, and the answer which I

have found to this question.

I am a man like others; and if I distinguish myself from an average man

of my own circle in any thing, it is chiefly in the fact that I, more

than this average man, have served and indulged the false teaching of

our world, that I have been more praised by the men of the prevalent

school of teaching, and that therefore I am more depraved, and have gone

farther astray, than most of my fellows.

Therefore I think that the answer to this question which I have found

for myself will do for all sincere persons who will put the same

question to themselves. First of all, to the question, "What is to be

done?" I answer that I must neither deceive other men nor myself; that I

must not be afraid of the truth, whatever the result may be.

We all know what it is to deceive other men; and notwithstanding this,

we do deceive from morning to evening,--"Not at home," when I am in;

"Very glad," when I am not at all glad; "Esteemed," when I do not

esteem; "I have no money," when I have it, and so on.

We consider the deception of others to be evil, particularly a certain

kind of deception, but we are not afraid to deceive ourselves: yet the

worst direct lie to men, seeing its result, is nothing in comparison

with that lie to ourselves according to which we shape our lives. Now,

this very lie we must avoid if we wish to be able to answer the

question, "_What is to be done?_"

Indeed, how am I to answer the question as to what is to be done, when

every thing I do, all my life, is based upon a lie and I carefully give

out this lie to others and to myself as truth? Not to lie in this sense

means to be not afraid of truth; not to invent excuses, and not to

accept excuses invented by others, in order to hide from one's self the

deductions of reason and conscience; not to be afraid of contradicting

all our surroundings, and of being left alone with reason and

conscience; not to be afraid of that condition to which truth and

conscience lead us: however dreadful it may be, it cannot be worse than

that which is based upon deceit.

To avoid lying, for men in our privileged position of mental labour,

means not to be afraid of truth. Perhaps we owe so much that we should

never be able to pay it all; but however much we may owe, we must make

out our bill: however far we have gone astray, it is better to return

than to continue straying.

Lying to our fellows is always disadvantageous. Every business is always

more directly done by truth than by lies, and more quickly too. Lying to

other men makes matters only more complicated, and retards the decision;

but lying to one's self, which is given out to be the truth, entirely

ruins the life of man.

If a man considers a wrong road to be a right one, then his every step

leads him only farther from his aim: a man who has been walking for a

long time on a wrong road may find out for himself, or be told by

others, that his road is a wrong one; but if he, being afraid of the

thought how far he has gone astray, tries to assure himself that he may,

by following this wrong course, still come across the right one, then he

will certainly never find it. If a man becomes afraid of the truth, and,

on seeing it, will not acknowledge it, but accepts falsehood for truth,

then this man will never learn what is to be done.

We, not only rich men, but men in privileged position, so-called

educated men, have gone so far astray that we require either a firm

resolution or very great sufferings on our false way to bring us to our

senses again, and to recognize the lie by which we live.

I became aware of the lie of our life, thanks to those sufferings to

which my wrong road led me; and, having acknowledged the error of the

way on which I was bent, I had the boldness to go, first in theory, then

in reality, wherever my reason and conscience led me, without any

deliberation as to whither they were tending.

I was rewarded for this boldness.

All the complex, disjointed, intricate, and meaningless phenomena of

life surrounding me became of a sudden clear; and my position among

these phenomena, formerly so strange and vile, became of a sudden

natural and easy.

In this new position my activity has exactly determined itself, but it

is quite a different activity from that which appeared possible to me

before: it is a new activity, far more quiet, affectionate, and joyous.

The very thing which frightened me before, now attracts me.

Therefore, I think that every one who sincerely puts to himself the

question, "What is to be done?" and in answering this question, does not

lie or deceive himself, but goes wherever his reason _and conscience_

may lead him, that man has already answered the question.

If he will only avoid deceiving himself, he will find out what to do,

where to go, and how to act. There is only one thing which may hinder

him in finding an answer,--that is too high an estimate of himself, and

of his own position. So it was with me; and therefore the second answer

to the question, "What is to be done?" resulting from the first,

consisted for me in repenting, in the full meaning of this word: that

is, entirely changing the estimate of my own position and activity.

Instead of considering such to be useful and of importance, we must come

to acknowledge it to be harmful and trifling; instead of considering

ourselves educated, we must come to see our ignorance; instead of

imagining ourselves to be kind and moral, we must acknowledge that we

are immoral and cruel; instead of seeing our importance, we must see our

own insignificance.

I say, that besides avoiding lying to myself, I had moreover to

_repent_, because, though the one results from the other, the wrong idea

about my great importance was so much a part of my own nature, that

until I had sincerely repented, and had put aside that wrong estimate of

myself, I did not see the enormity of the lie of which I had been

guilty.

It was only when I repented,--that is, left off considering myself to be

a peculiar man, and began to consider myself to be like _all_ other

men,--it was then that my way became clear to me. Before this I was not

able to answer the question, "What is to be done?" because the very

question itself was put incorrectly.

Before I repented, I had put the question thus: "What activity should I

choose, I, the man with the education and talents I have acquired? How

can I compensate by this education and these talents for what I have

been taking away from the people?"

This question was a false one, because it included the wrong idea of my

not being like other men, but a peculiar man, called to serve other men

with those talents and that education which I had acquired in forty

years.

I had put the question to myself, but in reality I had already answered

it in advance by having determined beforehand that I was called upon to

serve men by the kind of activity agreeable to myself. I really asked

myself, "How can I, so fine a writer, one so very well informed, and

with such talents, how can I utilize those talents for the benefit of

mankind?"

But the question ought to have been put thus,--as it would have to be

put to a learned rabbi who had studied all the Talmud, and knew the

exact number of letters in the Holy Scripture, and all the subtleties of

his science:--"What can I do, who, from unlucky circumstances, have lost

my best years in study instead of accommodating myself to labour,--in

learning the French language, the piano, grammar, geography, law,

poetry; in reading novels, romances, philosophical theories, and in

performing military exercises? what can I do, who have passed the best

years of my life in idle occupations, depraving the soul? what can I do,

notwithstanding these unlucky conditions of the past, in order to

requite those men, who, during all this time, have fed and clothed me,

and who still continue to feed and to clothe me?"

If the question had been put thus, after I had repented, "What can I, so

ruined a man, do?" the answer would have been easy: First of all, I must

try to get my living honestly,--that is, learn not to live upon the

shoulders of others; and while learning this, and after I have learned

it, to try on every occasion to be of use to men with my hands and with

my feet, as well as with my brain and my heart, and with all of me that

is wanted by men.

Therefore I say that for one of my own circle, besides avoiding lying to

others and ourselves, it is further necessary to repent, to lay aside

pride about our education, refinement, and talents, not considering

ourselves to be benefactors of the people, advanced men, who are ready

to share our useful acquirements with the people, but acknowledging

ourselves to be entirely guilty, ruined, good-for-nothing men, who

desire to turn over a new leaf, and not to be benefactors of the people,

but to cease to offend and to humiliate them.

Very often good young people, who sympathise with the negative part of

my writings, put to me the question, "What must I do then? What have I,

who have finished my study in the university or in some other high

establishment,--what have I to do in order to be useful?"

These young people ask the question; but in the depths of their souls

they have already decided that the education which they have received is

their great advantage, and that they wish to serve the people by this

very advantage.

Therefore, there is one thing which they do not do,--honestly and

critically examine what they call their education, asking themselves

whether it is a good or a bad thing.

If they do this, they will be unavoidably led to decry their education,

and to begin to learn anew; and this alone is what is wanted. They will

never be able to answer the question, as to what there is to be done,

while they put it wrongly. The question should be put thus: "How can I,

a helpless, useless man, recognizing the misfortune of having lost my

best years in studying the scientific Talmud, pernicious for soul and

body, how can I rectify this mistake, and learn to serve men?" But the

question is always put thus: "How can I, who have acquired so much fine

information, how can I be useful to men with this my information?"

Therefore, a man can never answer the question, "What is to be done?"

until he leaves off deceiving himself and repents. And repentance is not

dreadful, even as truth is not dreadful, but it is equally beneficent

and fruitful of good. We need only accept the whole truth and fully

repent in order to understand that in life no one has any rights or

privileges, and that there is no end of duties, and no limits to them,

and that the first and unquestionable duty of a man is to take part in

the struggle with nature for his own life and for the lives of other

men. And this acknowledgment of men's duty forms the essence of the

third answer to the question, "What is to be done?"

I have tried to avoid deceiving myself. I have endeavoured to extirpate

the last remnant of the false estimate of the importance of my education

and talents, and to repent; but before answering the question, _What is

to be done?_ there stands a new difficulty.

There are so many things to be done, that one requires to know what is

to be done in particular? And the answer to this question has been given

me by the sincere repentance of the evil in which I have been living.

What is to be done? What is there exactly to be done? everybody keeps

asking; and I, too, kept asking this, while, under the influence of a

high opinion of my own calling, I had not seen that my first and

unquestionable business is to earn my living, clothing, heating,

building, and so forth, and in doing this to serve others as well as

myself, because, since the world has existed, the first and

unquestionable duty of every man has been comprised in this.

In this one business, man receives,--if he has already begun to take

part in it,--the full satisfaction of all the bodily and mental wants of

his nature; to feed, clothe, take care of himself and of his family,

will satisfy his bodily wants; to do the same for others, will satisfy

his spiritual.

Every other activity of man is only lawful when these have first been

satisfied. In whatever department a man thinks his calling lies, whether

in governing the people, in protecting his countrymen, in officiating at

divine services, in teaching, in inventing the means of increasing the

delights of life, in discovering the laws of the universe, in

incorporating eternal truths in artistic images, the first and most

unquestionable duty of a reasonable man will always consist in taking

part in the struggle with nature for preserving his own life and the

lives of other men.

This duty must always rank first, because the most necessary thing for

men is life: and therefore, in order to protect and to teach men, and to

make their lives more agreeable, it is necessary to keep this very life;

while by not taking part in the struggle, and by swallowing up the

labour of others, other lives are destroyed. And it is folly and

impossible to endeavour to serve men while destroying their lives.

Man's duty to acquire the means of living through the struggle with

nature will always be unquestionably the very first of all duties,

because it is the law of life, the violation of which unavoidably brings

with it a punishment by destroying the bodily or mental life of man. If

a man, living alone, free himself from the duty of struggling with

nature, he will be at once punished by the perishing of his body.

But if a man free himself from this duty by compelling other men to

fulfil it for him, in ruining their lives, he will be at once punished

by the destruction of his reasonable life; that is, of the life which

has a reasonable sense in it.

I had been so perverted by my antecedents, and this first and

unquestionable law of God or nature is so hidden in our present world,

that the fulfilling of it had seemed to me strange, and I was afraid and

ashamed of it, as if the fulfilment, and not the violation, of this

eternal and unquestionable law were strange, unnatural, and shameful. At

first it seemed to me, that, in order to fulfil this law, some sort of

accommodation was necessary, some established association of

fellow-thinkers, the consent of the family, and life in the country (not

in town): then I felt ashamed, as if I were putting myself forward in

performing things so unusual to our life as bodily labour, and I did not

know how to begin.

But I needed only to understand that this was not some exclusive

activity, which I have to invent and arrange, but that it was merely

returning from the false condition in which I had lived to a natural

one, merely rectifying that lie in which I had been living,--I had only

to acknowledge all this, and all the difficulties vanished.

It was not at all necessary to arrange and accommodate any thing, nor to

wait for the consent of other people, because everywhere, in whatever

condition I was, there were men who fed, dressed, and warmed me as well

as themselves; and everywhere, under all circumstances, if I had

sufficient time and strength, I was able to do these things for myself

and for them.

Nor could I feel a false shame in performing actions unusual and strange

to me, because, in not doing so, I already experienced, not a false, but

a real, shame.

Having come to this conclusion, and to the practical deduction from it,

I have been fully rewarded for not having been afraid of the deductions

of reason, and for having gone where they led me.

Having come to this practical conclusion, I was struck by the facility

and simplicity of the solution of all those problems which had formerly

seemed to me so difficult and complicated. To the question, "What have

we to do?" I received a very plain answer: Do first what is necessary

for yourself; arrange all you can do by yourself,--your tea-urn, stove,

water, and clothes.

To the question, "Would not this seem strange to those who had been

accustomed to do all this for me?" it appeared that it was strange only

for about a week, and after a week it seemed more strange for me to

return to my former condition.

In answer to the question, "Is it necessary to organize this physical

labour, to establish a society in a village upon this basis?" it

appeared that it was not at all necessary to do all this; that if the

labour does not aim at rendering idleness possible, and at utilizing

other men's labour,--as is the case with men who save up money,--but

merely the satisfying of necessities, then such labour will naturally

induce people to leave towns for the country, where this labour is most

agreeable and productive.

There was also no need to establish a society, because a workingman will

naturally associate with other working-people. In answer to the

question, "Would not this labour take up all my time, and would it not

deprive me of the possibility of that mental activity which I am so fond

of, and to which I have become accustomed, and which in moments of doubt

I consider to be useful?" the answer will be quite an unexpected one.

The energy of my mental activity increased in proportion to bodily

exercise, being freed from all that was superfluous.

In fact, having spent eight hours in physical labour,--half a

day,--which formerly I used to spend in endeavouring to struggle with

dulness, there still remained for me eight hours, out of which in my

circumstances I required five for mental labour; and if I, a very

prolific writer, who had been doing nothing but write during forty

years, and who had written three hundred printed sheets, then if during

these forty years I had been doing ordinary work along with

working-people, and, not taking into consideration winter evenings and

holidays, had been reading and learning during the five hours a day, and

had written only on holidays two pages a day (and I have sometimes

written sixteen pages a day), I should have written the same three

hundred printed sheets in fourteen years.

A wonderful thing: a most simple arithmetical calculation which every

boy of seven years of age may do, but which I had never done. Day and

night have together twenty-four hours; we sleep eight hours; there

remain sixteen hours. If any man labour mentally five hours a day, he

will do a vast amount of business; what do we, then, do during the

remaining eleven hours?

So it appears that physical labour not only does not exclude the

possibility of mental activity, but improves and stimulates it.

In answer to the question, whether this physical labour would deprive me

of many innocent enjoyments proper to man, such as enjoyment of art,

acquirement of knowledge, of social intercourse, and, generally, of the

happiness of life, it was really quite the reverse: the more intense my

physical labour, the more it approached that labour which is considered

the hardest, to wit, agricultural labour, the more I acquired

enjoyments, and knowledge, and the closer and more affectionate was my

intercourse with mankind, and the more happiness did I feel in life.

In answer to the question (which I hear so often from men who are not

quite sincere), "What result can there be from such an awfully small

drop in the sea? what is all my personal physical labour in comparison

with the sea of labour which I swallow up?"

To this question I also received a very unexpected answer.

It appeared that as soon as I had made physical labour the ordinary

condition of my life, at once the greatest part of the false and

expensive habits and wants which I had while I had been physically idle,

ceased of themselves, without any endeavour on my part. To say nothing

of the habit of turning day into night, and _vice versa_, of my bedding,

clothes, my conventional cleanliness, which all became impossible and

embarrassing when I began to labour physically, both the quantity and

the quality of my food was totally changed. Instead of the sweet, rich,

delicate, complicated, and highly spiced food, which I formerly liked, I

now required and obtained plain food as being the most agreeable,--sour

cabbage soup, porridge, black bread, tea with a bit of sugar.

So that, apart from the example of common workingmen satisfied with

little, with whom I came in closer intercourse, my very wants themselves

were gradually changed by my life of labour; so that in proportion to my

growing accustomed to this labour and acquiring the ways of it, my drop

of physical labour became indeed more perceptible in the ocean of common

labour; and in proportion as my labour grew more fruitful, my demands

for other men's labour grew less and less, and, without effort or

privation, my life naturally came nearer to that simple life of which I

could not even have dreamed without fulfilling the law of labour.

It became apparent that my former most expensive demands--the demands of

vanity and amusement--were the direct result of an idle life. With

physical labour, there was no room for vanity, and no need for

amusement, because my time was agreeably occupied; and after weariness,

simple rest while drinking tea, or reading a book, or conversing with

the members of my family, was far more agreeable than the theatre,

playing at cards, concerts, or large parties.

In answer to the question, "Would not this unusual labour be hurtful to

health, which is necessary in order that I may serve men?" it appeared

that, despite the positive assurance of eminent doctors that hard

physical labour, especially at my age, might have the worst results (and

that Swedish gymnastics, riding, and other expedients intended to supply

the natural conditions of man, would be far better), the harder I

worked, the sounder, more cheerful, and kinder, I felt myself.

It became undoubtedly certain that even as all those inventions of the

human mind, such as newspapers, theatres, concerts, parties, balls,

cards, magazines, novels, are nothing but means to sustain the spiritual

life of men outside its natural condition of labour for others, so in

the same way all the hygienic and medical inventions of the human mind

for the provision of food, drink, dwelling, ventilation, warming of

rooms, clothes, medicines, mineral water, gymnastics, electric and other

cures, are all merely means to sustain the bodily life of man outside of

its natural conditions of labour; and all these are nothing else than an

establishment hermetically closed, in which, by means of chemical

apparatus, the evaporation of water for the plants is arranged, when you

need only to open the window, and do that which is natural, not for men

alone but to beasts too; in other words, having absorbed the food, and

thus produced a charge of energy, to discharge it by muscular labour.

All the profound study of hygiene and of the art of healing for the men

of our circle are like the efforts of a mechanic, who, having stopped

all the valves of an overheated engine, should invent something to

prevent this engine from bursting.

When I had plainly understood all this, it seemed to me ridiculous, that

I, through a long series of doubt, research, and much thinking, had

arrived at this extraordinary truth, that if man has eyes, they are to

be seen through; ears, to hear by; feet to walk with, and hands and back

to work with,--and that if man will not use these, his members, for what

they are meant, then it will be the worse for him. I came to this

conclusion, that with us, privileged people, the same thing has happened

which happened to the horses of a friend of mine: The steward, who was

not fond of horses, and did not understand any thing about them, having

received from his masters orders to prepare the best cobs for sale,

chose the best out of the drove of horses, put them into the stable, fed

them upon oats; but being over-anxious, he trusted them to nobody,

neither rode them himself, nor drove nor led them.

Of course, all these horses became good for nothing.

The same has happened to us with this difference,--that you cannot

deceive horses, and, in order not to let them out, they must be fastened

in; while we are kept in unnatural and hurtful conditions by all sorts

of temptations, which fasten and hold us as with chains.

We have arranged for ourselves a life which is against the moral and

physical nature of man, and we use all the powers of our mind in order

to assure men that this life is the real one. All that we call

culture,--our science and arts for improving the delights of life,--all

these are only meant to deceive man's natural moral requirements: all

that we call hygiene, and the art of healing, are endeavours to deceive

the natural physical want of human nature.

But these deceits have their limits, and we are come to these limits.

"If such be real human life, then it is better not to live at all," says

the fashionable philosophy of Schopenhauer and Hartman. "If such is

life, then it is better not to live at all," is the witness borne by the

increasing number of suicides among the privileged classes. "If such be

life, it is better for future generations, too, not to live," says the

indulgent healing art, and invents means to destroy women's fecundity.

In the Bible the law to human beings is expressed thus: "In the sweat of

thy face shalt thou eat bread," and "In sorrow thou shall bring forth

children."

The peasant Bondaref, who wrote an article about this, threw great light

upon the wisdom of this sentence. During the whole of my life, two

thinking men--Russians--have exercised a great influence over me: they

have enriched my thoughts, and enlightened my contemplation of the

world.

These men were neither poets, nor learned men, nor preachers: they were

two remarkable men, both now living, peasants,--Sutaief and Bondaref.

But "nous avons changé tout ça," as says one of Molière's personages,

talking at random about the healing art, and saying that the liver is on

the left side, "we have changed all that." Men need not work,--all work

will be done by machines; and women need not bring forth children. The

healing art will teach different means of avoiding this, for there are

already too many people in the world.

In the Krapivensky district,[6] there wanders a ragged peasant, who

during the war was a purchaser of bread for a commissary of stores.

Having become acquainted with this functionary, and having seen his

comfortable life, he became mad, and now thinks that he, too, can live

as gentlemen do, without work, being provided for by the Emperor.

[6] Tolstoy's village of Yasnaya Polyana is situated in this

district.--Ed.

This peasant now calls himself "the Most Serene Marshal Prince Blokhin,

purveyor of war-stores of all kinds."

He says of himself that he has gone through all ranks, and for his

services during the war he has to receive from the Emperor an unlimited

bank-account, clothes, uniforms, horses, carriages, tea, servants, and

all kinds of provision. When anybody asks him whether he would like to

work a little, he only answers, "Thanks: the peasants will attend to all

that." When we say to him that the peasants also may not be disposed to

work, he answers, "Machines have been invented to ease the labour of

peasants. They have no difficulty in their business." When we ask him

what he is living for, he answers, "To pass away the time."

I always consider this man as a mirror. I see in him myself and all my

class. To pass through all ranks in order to live to pass away the time,

and to receive an unlimited bank-account, while peasants attend to every

thing, and find it easy to do so, because of the invention of machines.

This is the exact form of the foolish belief of men of our class. When

we ask what have we particularly to do, we are in reality asking

nothing, but only asserting--not so sincerely indeed as the Most Serene

Marshal Prince Blokhin, who had passed through all ranks, and lost his

mind--that we do not wish to do anything.

He who has come to his senses cannot ask this, because from one side all

that he makes use of has been done, and is being done, by the hands of

men; on the other side, as soon as a healthy man has got up and

breakfasted, he feels the inclination to work, as well with his feet as

with his hands and brain. In order to find work, he has only not to

restrain himself from labour. Only he who considers labour to be a

shame,--like the lady who asked her guest not to trouble herself to open

the door, but to wait till she called a servant to do it,--only such

persons can ask what is there to be done in particular.

The difficulty is not in inventing work,--every one has enough to do for

himself and for others,--but in losing this criminal view of life, that

we eat and sleep for our own pleasure, and in gaining that simple and

correct view in which every working-person grows up, that man first of

all is a machine which is charged with food, and that therefore it is

shameful, difficult, and impossible to eat and not to work; that to eat

and not to work is a most dangerous state, and as bad as incendiarism.

It is necessary only to have this consciousness, and we shall find work

and this work will always be pleasant, and capable of satisfying all the

wants of our soul and body.

I picture to myself the whole matter thus: Every man's day is divided by

his meals into four parts, or four stages as it is called by the

peasants: First, before breakfast; secondly, from breakfast to dinner;

thirdly, from dinner to poldnik (a slight evening meal between dinner

and supper); and fourthly, from poldnik to night. The activity of man to

which he is drawn, is also divided into four kinds: First, the activity

of the muscles, the labour of the hands, feet, shoulders, back,--hard

labour by which one perspires; secondly, the activity of the fingers and

wrists, the activity of skill and handicraft; thirdly, the activity of

the intellect and imagination; fourthly, the activity of intercourse

with other men.

The goods which man makes use of may also be divided into four kinds:

First, every man makes use of the productions of hard labour,--bread,

cattle, buildings, wells, bridges, and so on; secondly, the productions

of handicraft,--clothes, boots, hardware, and so on; thirdly, the

productions of mental activity,--science, art; and fourthly, the

intercourse with men, acquaintanceship, societies.

I thought that it would be the best thing so to arrange the occupations

of the day that one might be able to exercise all these four faculties,

and to return all the four kinds of production of labour, which one

makes use of; so that the four parts of the day were devoted, first, to

hard labour; secondly, to mental labour; thirdly, to handicraft;

fourthly, to the intercourse with men. It would be good if one could so

arrange his labour; but if it is not possible to arrange thus, one thing

is important,--to acknowledge the duty of labouring, the duty of making

a good use of each part of the day.

I thought that it would be only then that the false division of labour

which now rules our society would disappear, and a just division would

be established which should not interfere with the happiness of mankind.

I, for instance, have all my life been busy with mental work. I had said

to myself that I have thus divided the labour: that my special work is

writing; that is, mental labour: and all other works necessary for me, I

left to be done by other men, or rather compelled them to do it. But

this arrangement, seemingly so convenient for mental labour, though

unjust, became most inconvenient, especially for mental labour. I have

been writing all my life, have accommodated my food, sleep, amusements,

with reference to this special labour, and besides this work I did

nothing.

The results of which were, first, that I had been narrowing the circle

of my observation and information, and often I had not any object to

study, and therefore, having had to describe the life of men (the life

of men is a continual problem of every mental activity), I felt my

ignorance, and had to learn and to ask about such things, which everyone

not occupied with a special work knows; secondly, it happened that when

I sat down to write, I often had no inward inclination to write, and

nobody wanted my writing for itself, that is, for my thoughts, but

people merely wanted my name for profits in the magazines.

I made great efforts to write what I could; sometimes I did not succeed

at all; sometimes succeeded in writing something very bad, and I felt

dissatisfied and miserable. So often and often weeks passed, during

which I would eat, drink, sleep, warm myself, and do nothing--or do

something of no use to anybody--i.e., commit the worst and meanest

crime, scarcely ever committed by a man of the working class. But since

I have acknowledged the necessity of physical labour as well as hard

labour, and also that of handicraft, everything is quite different: my

time is occupied however humbly, but certainly in a useful way, and

pleasantly and instructively for me.

Therefore I, for the sake of my speciality, leave off this undoubtedly

useful and pleasant occupation, only when I feel an inward want, or see

a direct demand for my literary work. And this caused the quality, and

therefore the usefulness and pleasantness, of my special labour to

improve.

Thus it has happened that my occupation with those physical works, which

are necessary for me as well as for every man, not only do not interfere

with my special activity, but are a necessary condition of the utility,

quality, and pleasantness of this activity.

A bird is so created that it is necessary for it to fly, to walk, to

peck, to consider; and when it does all this, it is satisfied and happy;

then it is a bird. Exactly so with a man when he walks, turns over heavy

things, lifts them up, carries them, works with his fingers, eyes, ears,

tongue, brain, then only is he satisfied, then only is he _a man_.

A man who has come to recognise his calling to labour will be naturally

inclined to that change of labour which is proper for him for the

satisfying of his outward and inward wants, and he will reverse this

order only when he feels an irresistible impulse to some special labour,

and when other men require this labour from him. The nature of labour is

such that the satisfying of all men's wants requires that very

alternation of different kinds of labour which renders labour easy and

pleasant.

Only the erroneous idea that labour is a curse could lead men to free

themselves from some kinds of labour, that is, to seize other men's

labour, requiring from other men that forced occupation with a special

labour which is called nowadays the division of labour.

We have become so accustomed to our false conception of the arrangement

of labour that it seems to us that for a boot-maker, a machinist, a

writer, a musician, it would be better to be freed from the labour

proper to man. Where there is no violence over other men's labour, nor a

false belief in the pleasure of idleness, no man will for the sake of

his special labour free himself from physical labour necessary for the

satisfying of his wants, because special occupation is not a privilege,

but a sacrifice to a man's inclination and for the sake of his brethren.

A boot-maker in a village having torn himself from his usual pleasant

labour in the field, and having begun his labour of mending or making

boots for his neighbours, deprives himself of a pleasant, useful labour

in the field for the sake of others, only because he is fond of sewing,

and knows that nobody will do it better than he does, and that people

will be thankful to him.

But he cannot wish to deprive himself of the pleasant alternation of

labour for all his life. The same with the starosta, the machinist, the

writer, the learned man.

It is only to our perverted ideas, that it seems, when the master sends

his clerk to be a peasant, or government sentences one of its ministers

to deportation, that they are punished and have been dealt with hardly.

In reality they have had a great good done to them; that is, they have

exchanged their heavy special work for a pleasant alternation of labour.

In a natural society all is different. I know a commune where the people

earn their living themselves. One of the members of this community was

more educated than the rest; and they require him to deliver lectures,

for which he has to prepare himself during the day, that he may be able

to deliver them in the evening. He does it joyfully, feeling that he is

useful to others, and that he can do it well. But he grows tired of the

exclusive mental labour, and his health suffers accordingly. The members

of the community therefore pity him, and ask him to come and labour in

the field again.

For men who consider labour to be the essential thing and the joy of

life, the ground, the basis, of it will always be the struggle with

nature,--not only in agricultural labour, but also in that of

handicraft, mental work, and intercourse with men.

The divergence from one or many of these kinds of labour, and

specialities of labour, will be performed only when a man of special

gifts, being fond of this work, and knowing that he performs it better

than anybody else, will sacrifice his own advantage in order to fulfil

the demands which others put directly to him.

Only with such a view of labour and the natural division of labour

resulting from it, will that curse disappear which in our imagination we

have put upon labour; and every labour will always be a joy, because man

will do either an unquestionably useful, pleasant, and easy work, or

will be conscious that he makes a sacrifice by performing a more

difficult special labour for the good of others.

But the division of labour is, it is said, more advantageous.

Advantageous for whom? Is it more advantageous to make with all speed as

many boots and cotton-prints as possible? But who will make these boots

and cotton-prints? Men who from generation to generation have been

making only pin-heads? How, then, can it be more advantageous for

people? If the object were to make as many cotton-prints and pins as

possible, it would be so; but the question is, how to make people happy?

The happiness of men consists in life. And life is in labour.

How, then, can the necessity of painful, oppressing work be advantageous

for men? If the question were only for the advantage of some men without

any consideration of the welfare of all, then it might be most

advantageous for some men to eat others. They say it is savoury!

The thing most advantageous for all men is what I wish for myself,--the

greatest welfare and the satisfying of all my wants which are ingrafted

in me, those of body as well as those of soul, of conscience, and of

reason.

Now, for myself I have found, that for my welfare and for the satisfying

of these wants, I need only to be cured of the folly in which I (as well

as the Krapivensky madman) have lived, consisting in the idea that

gentlefolk need not work, and that all must be done for them by others,

and that, producing nothing, I have to do only what is proper to

man,--satisfy my own wants.

Having discovered this, I became persuaded that this labour for the

satisfying of my own wants, is divisible into various kinds of labour,

each of which has its own charm, and is not only no burden, but serves

as rest after some other labour.

I have roughly divided labour, not in the least insisting on the

propriety of such a division, into four parts parallel to the four parts

of the labourer's day's work, divided by his meals; and thus I try to

satisfy my wants.

These are, then, the answers to the question, "What shall we do?" which

I have found for myself.

_First_, Not to lie to myself. However far I have gone astray from that

road of life which my reason shows to me, I must not be afraid of the

truth.

_Secondly_, To renounce my own righteousness, my own advantages,

peculiarities, distinguishing me from others, and to own my guilt.

_Thirdly_, To fulfil the eternal, unquestionable law of man,--by

labouring with all my being to struggle with nature, to sustain my own

life, and the lives of others.

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