CHAPTER I.

In the month of February, at the close of an exceedingly severe winter,

a singular tumult took place in the town of ----, the origin, progress,

and final pacification of which, gave rise to the most strange and

contradictory reports. Where every one _will_ relate, and no one knows

any thing of the matter, it is natural that the simplest circumstance

should become invested with an air of the marvellous.

It was in one of the narrowest streets of the populous suburbs of the

town that this mysterious event took place. According to some, a traitor

or desperate rebel had been discovered and captured by the police;

others said that an atheist, who had secretly conspired with others to

tear up Christianity by the roots, had, after an obstinate resistance,

surrendered himself to the authorities, and was now lying in prison,

there to learn better principles. All agreed that the criminal had

defended himself in the most desperate manner. One man, who was a

profound politician and an execrable shoemaker, laboured to convince his

neighbours that the prisoner was at the head of a hundred secret

societies, which had their ramifications over France, Germany, Spain,

Italy, and the far East; and that, in fact, a monstrous insurrection was

on the very point of breaking out in the furthest parts of India, which,

like the cholera, would spread over Europe, and set in flame all its

combustible material.

Thus much was certain, that a tumult had arisen in a small house in the

suburbs; that the police had been called in; that the populace had made

an uproar; that some eminent personage was seen amongst the crowd; and

that, after a little time, all became still again, without any body

being the wiser. In the house itself certain devastations had

undoubtedly been made, which some explained one way, some another,

according to their humours: the carpenters and joiners were busy in

repairing them.

In this house had lived a man of whom no one in the neighbourhood knew

any thing. Whether he was a poet or a politician, a native or a

foreigner, no one could divine. The wisest were at fault. This only was

certain, that the unknown lived in a most quiet and retired manner; he

was seen on none of the promenades, nor in any public place; he was

young, was pronounced to be handsome, and his newly married bride, who

shared his solitude with him, was described as being miraculously

beautiful.

It was about Christmas time when this young couple were sitting together

over the stove in their little apartment. "Of a truth," said the young

man, "how all this is to end is a riddle. All our resources seem now

exhausted."

"Alas! yes, Henry," answered the beautiful Clara, to whom this was

addressed; "but whilst you, dearest, are still cheerful, I cannot feel

myself unfortunate."

"Fortunate and unfortunate," replied Henry, "shall be with us but empty

words. The day when you quitted your father's house, and for my sake

abandoned all other considerations, decided our fortune for all our

lifetime to come. To live and to love, this is our watchword; in what

manner exactly we live shall be indifferent."

"Indeed we are deprived of almost every thing," said the young wife,

"except each other. But I knew you were not rich, and you knew when I

left my father's house I could bring nothing with me; so love and

poverty came to us hand in hand. And now this little chamber, which we

never quit, and the talking together, and the looking into the eyes we

love--this is all our life."

"Right! right!" said Henry, and springing up from his seat, he embraced

his charming companion with renewed fondness. "Here are we like Adam and

Eve in their paradise; and I think," he added, looking round the

apartment as he spoke, "no angel will come down from heaven for the

express purpose of driving us out of it."

"If it were not," said Clara, a little dejected, "that the wood begins

to fail--and this winter is certainly the severest I ever knew"----

"Certainly," said Henry; "some fuel must somewhere be found. It is

inconceivable that we should be allowed to freeze from without, with all

this warm love within us. Quite impossible! I cannot help laughing

amidst it all, with a sense of ridiculous embarrassment, at the idea

that so simple a thing as a little coin cannot be procured."

Clara smiled. "If only," said she, "we had some superfluous furniture,

any brass pans or copper kettles."

"Ah! if only we were millionaires!" interrupted Henry gaily; "then we

could get wood in abundance, and perhaps," he added, looking slyly over

to the stove where some bread-soup was in preparation for their very

temperate repast, "some better fare for dinner. But," he continued in a

tone of humorous banter, which he frequently adopted, and pushing back

his chair a few paces as he spoke, "while you superintend the household

concerns, and give the necessary orders to the cook, I will withdraw

into my study. Now, what would I not write if only pen, paper, and ink,

were to be got at; and how studiously would I read if but a book could

be procured."

"You must _think_, dearest," said Clara waggishly; "the stock of

thoughts, it is to be hoped, is not quite so low as our wood."

"Dearest wife," he replied, "the cares of our establishment demand all

your attention; let me proceed undisturbed with my studies. I will

read," he continued, speaking as if to himself, "the journal I formerly

kept in our palmy days of stationery. And it strikes me that it would be

particularly profitable to study it backwards; to begin at the end, and

so lay a proper foundation for a full comprehension of the beginning.

All true wisdom goes in a circle, and is typified by a serpent biting at

its own tail. We will begin this time at the tail."

Opening his journal at the last page, he began to read in the same

subdued tone--"They tell a tale of a raving criminal, who, being

condemned to death by starvation, ate himself gradually up. This is, in

fact, the story of life, and of all of us. In some there remains nothing

but the stomach and the mouth. With us there is left the soul, which is

expressly said to be inconsumable. So far as externals are concerned, I

have certainly flayed and devoured myself. That I should, up to this

day, have retained a certain dress-coat--I, who never go out--was

perfectly ridiculous. Mem.--Next birthday of my wife to appear before

her in a waist-coat and shirt sleeves, as it would be highly indecorous

to present myself to a person of her rank in a frock-coat somewhat

overworn."

Here he came to the end both of the page and the book. Turning back, he

commenced at the page immediately preceding--"One can live very well

without napkins. And now I think of it, what are these miserable napkins

but a niggardly expedient for saving the table-cloth? Nay, what is this

table-cloth itself but a base economy for sparing the table! I pronounce

them both to be mere superfluities; both shall be sold, that we may eat

off the table in the manner of the patriarchs. We will live in the

fashion of our magnanimous ancestors. It is in no cynical,

Diogenes-humour that I banish them from the house, but from a resolution

not to follow the example of this poor-spirited age, which encumbers

itself with extravagant superfluities out of a sordid economy."

"Exactly so," said Clara laughing. "Meanwhile, on the proceeds of those

and other superfluities, I invite you to a repast which, at all events,

shall not savour of extravagance."

So saying, they sat down to their bread-soup. He who had seen them,

whatever he might have thought of the dinner, would have envied those

who partook of it, so cheerful were they, so joyful, so full of freaks

and frolics, over their simple provender. When the bread-soup was

dispatched, Clara slyly brought from the stove a covered plate, and set

before her astonished husband--a reserve of potatoes! "Long live thou

second Sir Walter Raleigh!" cried Henry. Whereupon they drank to each

other out of the pure element, and _hob-nobbed_ with such glee, that

Clara looked anxiously the next moment at the glasses, to see that they

had not cracked them in their enthusiasm.

The dinner concluded, they drew their chairs, by way of variety, up to

the solitary window of their apartment, and amused themselves with

looking at the fantastic filigree work with which the frost had

decorated the inside of the glass.

"My aunt used to maintain," said Clara, "that the room was warmer with

this ice on the window than when the glass was clear."

"Possibly!" replied Henry. "But on the strength of this faith I would

not dispense with the fire."

"How wonderfully various," said Clara, "are these ice-flowers! Is it not

strange, one seems to have seen them all in reality, yet cannot give a

name to a single one of them? And look how one grows over the other, and

how the noble leaves seem to expand, even as we speak of them."

"It is your sweet breath, my dear, that is calling up these ghosts and

spirits of departed flowers," said Henry. "I imagine that some invisible

genius is reading all thy gentle and loving fancies, and pictures them

forth, as they arise, in these flower-phantoms; so that, by looking at

this glass, I know, even while you are silent, that your thoughts are

full of love--that they are dwelling upon me."

A fond kiss was the answer and the reward of this pretty speech.

Henry took up his journal, and beginning at the ante-penultimate page,

read aloud:--"To-day--Sold to that old miser of a bookseller, my rare

copy of Chaucer, the costly edition of Caxton. My friend, the dear,

noble Andreas Vandelmeer, made me a present of it on my birthday, when

we were at the university together. He had written to London for it

himself: paid an enormous price for it; and then had it bound, after his

own taste, in rich Gothic style. The old hunks of a bookseller will, no

doubt, send it back to London, and will get for it tenfold what he has

given me. I ought, at least, to have cut out the leaf where the

circumstance of this gift is recorded; and here I have written some

lamentable lines, signed with my present name and address. This is

vexatious. Parting with this book almost persuades me that something

like want is pressing on us; for, without doubt, it was the most

precious thing I possessed, and the memorial of my dearest and my only

friend. Oh, Andreas Vandelmeer! art thou still living? Where art thou?

And dost thou still think of me?"

"I saw your pain," said Clara, as he concluded, "when you sold that

book; but this friend of your youth--you have never described him to

me."

"He was in person," replied Henry, "somewhat resembling myself--rather

older and more staid. We knew each other as boys at school. I might say

he almost persecuted me with his love, so passionately did he press it

on me. He was ever complaining that my friendship was too cold. Rich as

he was, and tenderly as he had been brought up, no indulgence had made

him selfish. On leaving the university, he determined on going to India,

that distant land of wonder having fascinated his ardent imagination.

There was then quite a storm of entreaties and supplications that I

should accompany him. He assured me that I should make my fortune there,

as his own forefathers had in fact done. But my mother died about this

time, and my friends, moreover, procured for me a position in the

diplomatic body. He persuaded me, at least, to entrust to him the small

fortune I had inherited from my mother, that he might employ it

advantageously for me; a request which I have always suspected was made

in order that he might have, some future time, a pretext and disguise

for his generosity. We took leave of each other, and I repaired, in the

suite of my ambassador, to the town where your father resided--and

where"----

"The history becomes tolerably well known to us both. But this noble

Andreas--did you never hear of him again?"

"I received two letters," answered Henry, "from that remote quarter of

the world. After which I heard, but through no authentic source, that he

died of the cholera. So far as fortune was concerned, I was left as you

see, entirely dependent on myself. Still, I enjoyed the favour of my

ambassador--was not unpopular at my court--could reckon on some powerful

friends;--but all this has disappeared."

"All this, alas!" said Clara, "you have sacrificed for me. And I also am

a fugitive from home."

"Then love must supply all. And so it has, and so it will. Has not our

honeymoon, as they vulgarly call it, lasted nearly a year?"

"It shall last for ever!" said Clara. Then after a pause, which was

filled up as lovers' pauses usually are, she added. "But the worst blow

of all was the loss of your own book;--that dear poetry you had written.

If we had but kept a copy of it, we might have passed many hours of

these winter evenings in reading it. But then," she added, with a smile

and a sigh at the same time, "we should have wanted a candle."

"We talk--we gossip," said Henry, "which is much better. I hear the

sweet tones of your voice; you sing me a song, or you break suddenly out

into that heavenly laugh of yours. What is there not in that musical,

jubilee laugh? When I hear it, angel mine, I am not only delighted, I

muse, I meditate, I am rapt. How much of character is there in a laugh!

You know no man till you have heard him laugh--till you know when and

how he will laugh. There are occasions--there are humours when a man

with whom we have been long familiar, shall quite startle and repel us,

by breaking out into a laugh which comes manifestly right from his

heart, and which yet we had never heard before. Even in fair ladies with

whom I have been much pleased, I have remarked the same thing. As in

many a heart a sweet angel slumbers unseen till some happy moment

awakens it, so there sleeps often in gracious and amiable characters,

deep in the background, a quite vulgar spirit, which starts into life

when something rudely comical penetrates into the less frequented

chambers of the mind. Our instinct teaches us that in that being there

lies something we must take heed of.

"As to that young and thoughtless publisher," continued Henry, "who

became bankrupt and ran off with my glorious manuscript, he, no doubt,

did us good service; for how easily might my intercourse with him, while

the book was being printed, have led to our discovery? Your father has

not yet, be assured, relinquished his pursuit of us--my passport would

have been examined again with severer scrutiny--something, no doubt,

would have led to the suspicion that the name I bear is assumed. We

should have been separated. So, angel mine, we are happy as we are--most

happy!"

It had now grown dark, and the fire was burned out; a candle to talk by

would have been certainly superfluous: so they retired early to their

sleeping apartment. Here they could continue their chat in the dark,

quite heedless of the heavy fall of snow that was encumbering their

windows.

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