CHAPTER XXI

HEU QUAM MUTATUS

When the righteous man turneth away from his righteousness and

doeth according to all the abominations that the wicked man doeth,

shall he live?--EZEKIEL.

The prison gates shut. Silence fell. The troubled waters settled into

calm. Tom went back to Queenstown; Mr. Gardiner to Woodlands--and to

bed, with a couple of nurses in attendance. Denis was presumably at

Dent-de-lion, working for the Aero Show. Mrs. Trent had gone no one

knew whither. And Lettice, her duty done, had escaped unmolested to

her attic in Pimlico, where she settled back into her groove, with

that sort of capillary attraction towards the inconspicuous and the

ordinary, which marked her conduct always except when she was making

one of her gravely calculated excursions into the extraordinary.

Why had she held her tongue? Her friends did not need to be told. "It's

Lettice all over!" said Gardiner himself, half fond, half laughing. She

had had two main motives (or rather springs of action; for "motive"

implies conscious volition, whereas Lettice did simply without thinking

what came natural)--the one a principle, the other a prejudice. First,

she would never, if she could possibly avoid it, interfere in other

people's affairs--that was the principle; and second, with every taste

and instinct she hated to be made conspicuous--that was the prejudice,

and a tough one.

With these reasons against speaking, moreover, she saw none for. It

never entered her head that some people might say she had treated

Gardiner unfairly, in letting him tell his tale while keeping her own

knowledge in reserve. What difference could it possibly make? Why

should she have spoken? It would only have made him very uncomfortable,

and Denis would simply have hated it. All this, of course, rested on

the assumption of her own detachment, insulation, negligibility: in

which Lettice was so rooted and grounded that she was quite surprised

to find other people surprised by what to her came natural as breathing.

Her explanation, given in court, ran something as follows:--"I didn't

speak before the inquest because I know there were two other witnesses,

and I didn't see I was wanted; and after it, by the time I heard

what had happened, it was too late. There would have been no sense

in disturbing things again. It would have been bad for everybody all

round, and worst for Mrs. Trent. But now--now things were different. I

had to speak now. It was time for the truth to come out."

Full time. Best for Dorothea, as well as for her victim. She had been

screened, and in the darkness evil things had grown up. Down with all

screens now. In the light of truth, the whole jumble resolved itself

into order. Honor to whom honor was due; judgment to whom judgment.

Even Gardiner's sentence fell into place. It might be too heavy for the

particular offense; but no one knew better than himself that it was the

just penalty for his months of cowardice.

February passed into March, a sweet, mild March: blue skies, brown

buds, thrushes singing, daisies on every lawn, violets round every

bush, white and golden daffodils ruffling under the trees, flood-water

glistening like frosted silver among tender blades of grass. Towards

the end of the month the prisoner saw his first visitor. Mr. Gardiner,

being still too weak to go himself, sent Tom. Tom's impressions were

recorded in a duty letter to Miss Smith: "I saw my brother for a few

minutes yesterday in the presence of a warder. He seems very fairly

cheerful and fit. His work is in the printing room. He asked me to let

you know he is going strong." Dry crumbs! Lettice's consolation was

that Mr. Gardiner would be no better satisfied than herself, and that

next month he would send Denis. Denis had at least a tongue in his

head. That is to say, he used to have--unless--

A few days later she received another letter, this time from her

cousin. He inclosed tickets for the Aero Show. "I know these things

aren't much in your line, but you can give them away to somebody or

other. As a matter of fact, we've not much worth seeing on our stand

this year. The seaplane didn't get done after all. Yes, I may be

in town for the week-end, but I'm afraid I shan't be able to look

you up. Better luck next time, perhaps." And overleaf, a hastily

scribbled postscript: "I suppose you've heard nothing from Westby?

I've just had a line from Mr. Gardiner: he says Harry's been in a

row--insubordination and assaulting a warder--and all letters and

visits are stopped off for the next two months. No particulars, only

that. I was to have gone down there next month, you know, but of course

that's off now. Bad job, isn't it?"

Lettice laid down the letter with an unaccustomed sinking of the heart.

Of the postscript she utterly refused to let herself think; it was bad

enough without that. It was not the first time she had felt uneasy

about her cousin. How often had she seen him since Westby? Not once;

yet formerly they had met, as a matter of course, whenever he came to

town. Formerly, too, he had written to her regularly every week--by an

unexpected trait, Denis was a graphic writer, just as with his friends

he was a garrulous talker; in that came out his Irish blood. Now she

might think herself lucky if she heard once a month; and what things

his letters were, when they came! The last had been an essay on the

uses of the deck or cable plane. This present one--well, this was the

climax. Over and over again, whenever he mentioned the Show (and it

had been his staple conversation for months), she had been given to

understand that she was to be taken to Olympia, and dragged round the

exhibits, and stuffed with information whether she liked it or not; and

that her guide was to be no other than himself.

Lettice faced the conclusion that there was something wrong.

By this and by that, by what she had seen herself and by what Gardiner

had said at Westby, she had gathered how things stood between Denis

and Dorothea. What would be the effect of such a shock? Lettice found

herself unable to guess. Up to a certain point, Denis was transparent;

for years she had read him like a book, and had been able to predict

not merely what he would do or say, but the very gesture and accent

with which he would do or say it. Dear Denis, tried friend, good as

good bread, in Gardiner's expressive idiom, pig-headed Ulsterman with

those dark blue Southern Irish eyes, truculent fighter answering to

the lightest touch of her silken rein!--Lettice was a good lover,

and she had given him of her best. But now--now, like Gardiner, she

found herself up against a door that had no key. What was going on

inside? What was Denis doing there, to heal him of his deadly wound?

She did not know--she could not guess. But one thing was certain: he

would accept no help. Gardiner in his weakness had cried out to her

and rested on her strength; but Denis was neither weak nor dependent.

Whatever went on behind the closed door was between him and his God.

Lettice picked up the tickets again. "He's sent me these things because

he felt he must, but he doesn't mean me to use them," ran her slow

thoughts. "I expect that means he's going to be there himself. Up for

the week-end; then he'll probably go on the Saturday--"

Lettice rarely framed a definite resolution, but after long brooding

her thoughts would settle into a sediment of purpose. The outcome of

that hiatus was that on Saturday she put on her best things and went to

Olympia to see for herself.

The whole floor space of the exhibition hall was cut up into a

chess-board of stands, each one carpeted with red felt and inclosed in

a white railing. Within these crimson plots might be seen every variety

of aëroplane. Pusher, tractor, hydroplane, bat-boat, super-marine, the

names sounded very imposing, but to the uninstructed (_videlicet_ to

Lettice) they all looked as much alike as a crowd of Chinamen. Visitors

might wander about at will, stooping under huge pale arching wings,

or mounting steps to inspect the fittings of the pilot's cockpit.

Lettice had expected to be bored, but she was not. At that time, before

it became mechanically perfect and virtually fool-proof, while its

imperfections had still to be pieced out with human skill and daring,

the aeroplane was no machine but an individual. Denis and his fellows

talked of particular planes as a man talks of particular hunters in his

stable.

After wandering round the stands, and duly gazing at the Smith

monoplane, Lettice retired to the tea-room where she established

herself in a corner behind a group of palms. Be it understood that

she had come strictly to see, not to speak to her cousin; she knew

she could dodge his short-sighted eyes. This being the last day of

the show, the hall was full. All the flying world seemed to be there.

Celebrities were thick as blackberries in the woods above Frahan; here

a young mechanic who had become famous in a day, there a hereditary

legislator who had ended his last race (luckily the incident hadn't got

into the papers) head downwards in a ditch. Many of the men belonged to

a certain well-defined physical type, lean, wiry, and small-made. Other

things being equal, the light-weight pilot has an advantage. The women,

on the other hand, _raræ nantes in gurgite vasto_, were mostly hothouse

flowers. Lettice, of course, knew no one; she would have been quite at

a loss but for her neighbor at the next table, a big man rather like a

mastiff, with an incongruous soft voice, who was obligingly giving the

_carte du pays_ to his companion.

"See that old cock with the iron-gray hair? That's Arthur Sturt, the

ironmaster; he's running the Derby Flying School, and making pots of

money. Able chap; there aren't many men of sixty who have receptivity

enough to believe in the aeroplane. What? Oh, certainly, sir, the

compliment applies to you." He laughed, pausing to light a cigar. "The

youngster eating strawberries with the flapper in a pigtail--got him?

That's Tommy Wyatt. Riviera cup, you know. A perfect young devil. You

ought to have been at Hendon last Saturday; he was putting up some

wonderful stunts--simply playing cup-and-ball with his bus. Oh, I'm

quite a back number these days. Soon be sixty myself, what?"

"I dare say you'll find you're good for a year or so yet," said his

companion dryly. He was a lean, elderly clergyman with an adventurous

eye. "By the by, is your partner here?"

The younger man shook his head. "Not he! Hasn't been near the place.

I don't know what's taken him--that's to say I do, and wish I didn't.

He's not done a stroke of work this year. Let me down rather badly

over the seaplane; I particularly wanted to show it. I told you about

that nasty affair he was mixed up in, didn't I? For a straight-laced,

fastidious fellow like him it must have been the deuce of a jolt, and

of course one makes every allowance; but it's a nuisance, all the same.

I'm personally sorry, too," he added. "It's a bad job when a chap of

that type runs off the rails. What? Oh, no, no mistake about it, I'm

afraid; she's making a perfect fool of herself. Byrne will get his

divorce this time, as sure as eggs. Hullo! by George--"

"That's not he?"

"Yes, it is, though," said Wandesforde, craning forward. "Good Lord!

fancy Evey Byrne letting herself be dragged to the Aero Show! She must

have got it badly!"

Mrs. Byrne was a very pretty woman, and even more charming than she was

pretty. She had a husband who was impossible to live with and whom she

could not divorce because she was a Catholic. He had no such scruples,

however; he had dragged her through the court on trumped-up evidence,

and she had emerged, like Susannah, without a stain on her character.

It was felt that she had been hardly used. In the circumstances, and as

she knew how to give a good dinner and was popular with women as well

as men, she was allowed a good deal of license. She needed it all. She

was very sweet, and very innocent, and hopelessly indiscreet, with an

Irish aptitude for tumbling into scrapes. She could no more help using

her lovely eyes than a violet can help smelling; and men buzzed round

her always like wasps round a peach. The latest of her captives, having

led her to a seat, now stood beside her with bent head to receive

her instructions, while she drew the gloves off her lovely hands and

arms. What Denis felt it was impossible to say; his attitude bespoke

admiration, but nothing more.

She finished her directions, he nodded assent, and threaded his way

through the crowd towards the buffet. Turning to retrace his steps

with a nicely balanced load of tea and strawberries, he came face to

face with another pair who had just come in. The encounter might have

been foreseen, and indeed Lettice had given the chance a thought;

for Dorothea's eyes were not, like Denis's, easy to dodge. Here she

was, then, she too with a cavalier in attendance, to judge from his

expression a devoted cavalier. And no wonder; Dorothea, in a long cloak

of violet velvet, and a big velvet hat with sweeping plume, made an

enchanting figure. Her face, which had lost its childish softness, was

less pretty, but far more alluring. April was unfolding to the bloom of

May.

Seeing Denis, she stopped dead; then her face broke into sunshine,

she colored like a damask rose, and moved forward impulsively with

outstretched hands. Denis continued on his way. The violet velvet was

actually brushing his sleeve. "I beg your pardon!" he said with unmoved

politeness, drawing back from contact. He rejoined his companion and

sat down at her table.

For the first time in her life Lettice found herself enjoying the sight

of pain.

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