I retched violently--and it wasn't entirely a ritual spasm.

Wolverton chuckled as he turned to the doctor. "This one's a _real_

hardshell," he said. "Better check for psi potential when you get back

to the infirmary--we don't want to get caught with our pants down like

we did last time." He laughed--a high-pitched cackle that grated on my

nerves and turned to face me. "Don't worry," he went on. "You will get

used to doc. You'll have to. She's the only medic we have."

The doctor looked at me with complete distaste.

"Do your worst," I said bitterly. "After your unclean hands have

touched me, I can stand anything."

"I'll do my best--even for _you_!" the doctor said. She looked into my

eyes until her own slid aside from the force of my superior will. "You

probably _can_ stand anything--and possibly even more," she admitted

grudgingly. She gestured to the Halsite who picked me up as though I

were a child and carried me into the building down corridors, past

courtyards and fountains to a small white room where he laid me on a

table and held me while the doctor set my leg--ignoring my flinching

revulsion to her touch.

So that was how I came to be seated in a wheelchair with a Halsite at

my back, listening to Wolverton's voice--the Voice of Evil. The Halsite

who attended me scratched idly at an insect bite on one massive arm and

eyed me speculatively. But I had seen quite a few Halsites these past

two weeks and so I didn't feel particularly disturbed. My itching leg

occupied most of my attention.

Wolverton looked at me, sighed and shrugged his lean shoulders. "I

wonder if you're worth it," he speculated audibly. "Possibly it'd be

better to wait until you've married and try again with your children."

He rose to his feet. "But I can't take the chance," he said. "Already

it's getting too late--in another generation there might be no

opportunity to salvage the race. Can't work with material like your

society. There has to be _some_ balance--and the old civilizations

are going downhill. There just doesn't seem to be anything now but

nut cults and decadence. There's no middle ground except for a

few places--and those are damn near Maximum Survival Density." He

capitalized the last three words verbally.

I don't think he was really conscious of my presence at the moment,

which was oddly annoying. For an instant he was miles away in a world

of his own--a world which I did not understand. And for an equally

brief instant I wished I could.

* * * * *

He walked out--leaving me alone with the Halsite.

"Take me outside," I said.

"Boss say no."

"Boss didn't say no--he just told you to watch me. You can watch me

just as well outside as in here."

"Boss say keep you in house," the Halsite repeated, grinning

cheerfully as he talked, exposing his long, yellow canines.

"Are you afraid of _me_?" I asked with mild incredulity.

"E'Komo afraid of no man," the Halsite said. "Men weak--poor

hunters--poor fighters--but Boss say _inside_." His mouth closed like a

trap and he looked sullen.

"You are afraid," I said, putting as much contempt into the words as I

dared. "Afraid."

"E'Komo not afraid of any human."

"Of the Boss?" I asked insinuatingly.

"Even Boss--but he my chief. I put my hands in his and gave promise to

be his man. Halsite no break word."

"Oh, well," I said, "you'll never convince me with all your talk that

you're not afraid of Wolverton." I looked up at his broad, brutal face.

He wasn't smart--and he was proud. For the past two weeks I had been

feeling him out while my leg was rapidly mending under the doctor's

expert care. I despised her, but she knew far more of medicine than

did our best. At home, it would be a month away before I would be able

to walk, but here I was almost well again. But it would do me no good

as long as I was inside the house. Outside, the electronic field that

blanked my strength might be weaker--and maybe if I could get far

enough away I could escape. If I could once get away from Wolverton's

influence he'd never catch me. I could return and tell the Bearers--

Just what _could_ I tell them? The thought jerked my plans for escape

to a dead halt.

What had I learned about our enemy? What were his weaknesses? How could

he be attacked and destroyed? Sure, I knew his strength--but other

ones than I had learned of that. And here I was in the very heart of

Evil's power and I had learned exactly nothing that would help the Word

prevail.

* * * * *

I could have kicked myself for being so stupid--for not leading

Wolverton on. Surely Zard must think me a weak reed--a coward--or at

best a fool. One cannot fight Evil by ignoring it. The Word came to

me, "_Smite Evil hip and thigh. Fight fire with fire--oppose craft

to craft--strike down the evil doer with his own spear that the Word

may triumph. For in my Kingdom honor waits for those who spread the

Word--that the light of the spirit may be passed to other minds

and the heathen rescued from the Pit._" What a fool I was to apply

the "Canticles of the Young" to Wolverton. It should have been the

"Missionary Creed." Against Wolverton, passive resistance could not

win. It would take a sharp mind and resolute spirit to combat him. And

it was time I displayed both.

Immersed in my thoughts I did not at first realize where the Halsite

was taking me until a brilliant blaze of light struck my eyes. We were

outside and the big fellow was pushing me rapidly down a smooth walk

between rows of flowering shrubs.

"See--not afraid," he said as he came to a branch in the walk. "I take

you outside. Now we go back."

I felt for him and he was all there--and with calculated force I

struck! He crumpled, eyes rolling in their sockets, powerless to harm

me as I stepped from the chair, limping a little from the weight of

the brace on my leg. I looked down at the helpless Halsite for a long

second, assimilating what I learned from him, and then I went over the

fence and into the darkness of the forest beyond the grounds.

As the trees closed behind me I had a panicky feeling to fly and keep

on flying until I was back home with my fellow Adepts in the cloister

behind the great cathedral in Hosanna. I longed for the quiet and the

comforting touches of my friends. Here I was alone in a savage land

with the Father of Evil. The thought unnerved me. I was not used

to Evil, and my cloistered days of study and practice as I mastered

an Adept's powers were poor experience to pit against such a one as

Wolverton. And then I remembered my vow to Zard, and the Missionary

Creed, and I knew I must go back and fight him on his own ground. I

must appear weak and inept until I could find an opening through which

to strike. Yet I must not appear too easy. Wolverton must be allowed

to recapture me, but I must make an obvious effort to escape. A pure

cleansing wave flowed through me and my spirit was eased and my soul

comforted. Zard was with me, and I felt no fear. He was pointing out my

course--the only one I could possibly take. Slowly I turned and moved

deeper into the forest, using my Adept's powers to confuse the trail.

* * * * *

Wolverton found me as I knew he would. I was aware of him even before

he saw me. It surprised me that he had located me so quickly--but that

was the only unusual thing about it. His air-boat came slanting down

toward my hiding place, but I did not move. He stepped out and came

toward me, but I did not fly though every muscle in my body screamed

for flight. When he was close enough I reached for him, but my grip

slipped harmlessly away. Still, this did not surprise me for I had not

been able to touch him before--and was he not the Father of Evil? But

when the glinting metal flashed violet in his hand and the stunning

shock locked my muscles in rigid paralysis--I was afraid--but then it

was too late--

* * * * *

I was again lying upon the narrow white table while the doctor massaged

my stiff body. Slowly a feeling that was agony came back to my numbed

body and I stirred weakly. "Fool," the doctor said. "Did you think to

escape from _him_?" There was bitter acid in her voice, mixed with an

odd note of admiration. "You had courage to try but you should have

known you wouldn't succeed."

"I nearly did," I said, "and I would have if he had been slower to

pursue. In the dark I could have avoided him."

"He would have found you though it had been as dark as the bottom of

the Pit."

"I would have been gone."

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