‘I have sat here every night since then, often till after midnight:

the face has never come back. For a while I expected to see the scarf

vanish. I held it tightly for most of the night, and finally went

to sleep with it wrapped closely around my arm and hand. It did not

vanish--I have ceased to fear that. I know that somehow or other it

has taken its material form for me, and however it came, it came from

someone, and I shall meet her, whoever she is; wherever she is, she

is mine. She will become mine, she waits for me. I shall carry this

scarf across the sea; I shall travel with it till I meet her; she will

recognize it and me; the scarf is my credential; no matter where we

meet, I shall know her by her red-brown eyes and pointed chin; she will

know this’--and he fluttered the full length of the scarf in the air.

It shimmered and doubled on itself, and coiled and shifted in sentient

evolutions as it fell again to his knee.

‘I don’t know what to think; you must not ask me to say anything,’ said

Mark, as he arose to go. ‘All I can say is, that you have gone into a

realm where I cannot follow--my path lies near the earth.’

‘No, of course he could not say anything; what could he say?’ thought

Rob; ‘but I am glad I told him.’

‘I don’t know what to think.’ said Mark to himself, as he went

homeward. ‘Rob is as sane as I am; he is logical, given the premise,

and why shouldn’t he see red-brown eyes--is there ever a minute when

I cannot summon an inward vision of dark ones? Yes, is there ever a

minute in my life when I am not conforming my acts, my thoughts, my

very self, to a vision that is as unsubstantial as his own? What if the

being whose eidolon he lives for is thousands of miles away? What if

he saw her in spirit before he saw her in fact--does that mean so very

much? Have I been able to banish the dark eyes, try as I did? And _he_

has fostered the vision of the red-brown eyes till he is as sure, yes,

a thousand times more sure, of his title to them than I am of ever

having a right to even touch the vaguest drapery that has brushed my

hand as my love passed. He follows shadows of the unseen--_I_ follow

the less substantial visions of the seen.’

* * * * *

Up and down on the deck of the outward-bound steamer walked Rob,

happy, and with expectant eyes. He had a word for each new friend, as

he passed, on deck or in the reading-room; but mostly he was walking

and thinking. In Switzerland, he walked much, and always dined at the

public table, and he could have told you in particulars about every

other one at the table, especially as to the color of the eyes of the

women. He enjoyed seeing multitudes of people; but when, on meeting

a chance friend, he was asked to go in a party over some particular

route, he was always going the other way. His fancy was like the wind,

and he obeyed it as does the weather-cock.

In Italy he staid many weeks, always straying among crowds, dining in

public, riding out to the villas, often standing on the Pincio watching

the carriages as they went by, delighting in looking at the faces of

the beautiful women. He strolled through galleries, less to see the

pictures than to see those who looked at them. It seemed as if _she_

must be somewhere waiting for him with those smiling eyes. Had her

garments but just brushed over this stone pavement? Had her hand rested

for a moment on this delicate, fretted iron-work as she leaned over to

see the crowd below? Had she watched last night’s glow as the sun had

sent up those golden shafts behind that dome? Had she been in Venice,

and watched the black gondolas as they slipped by in the night? Was

it her voice that said, out of the darkness, as one of the shadows

flitted, bat-like, across his path, ‘I could stay here forever, were I

not driven by fate to further shores’?

There was no desolation in his search; it was only a searching and a

waiting, and where-ever the scarf floated, there was his land--his home.

‘I am the Knight of the Immaterial,’ he said to someone who detained

him; ‘I follow a thought.’

He began to buy trinkets such as women wear. His luggage took on new

shapes. It had corners dedicated to strange bits of regally embroidered

fabrics; to rings old and wonderful; to strings of delicious yellow

pearls, numerous and small as sands of the shore, gathered on a string.

At Naples he thought to find her. At Castallamarie he looked for her

in the orange garden. At Amalfi he expected to see her leaning on the

wall to scan the blue waters.

In the reading-room at Athens he sat looking over the American papers.

People were going in and out; some were reading, as if at their own

club or at home. Fussy folks turned over all the papers, looking for

something which wasn’t, and never would be, there. Men exchanged

greetings and news in after-dinner leisure. At Rob’s side sat Drayton,

our American Charge d’Affaires. He had an appointment later at a

reception, and had come in to escort a party of people who had especial

claims on his attention. Suddenly Rob leaned over, and said to him:

‘Who is that lady standing there at the end of the table with her fur

cloak thrown back--the beautiful one standing by the old man--that

Russian, with all those decorations or orders?’

‘That? why, that is Madame Dembevetskoi, the most beautiful woman in

Athens. If she _is_ a Russian, it is a tie between her and the Venus de

Milo.’

‘I want to know her.’

‘That is all right--Americans have every privilege; I will introduce

you to her to-morrow.’

‘No, now; I must meet her now.’

‘Great Scott! that is too American; you ask too much.’

‘I ask just enough, and you will accede to my request.’

The two men looked at each other, then our functionary walked away

with his diplomatic courtesy a little ruffled. A moment later he was

introducing to Monsieur Dembevetskoi, ‘My friend, Monsieur Robert

Dudley.’

In turn, Robert was presented to Madame. The diplomat, once in action,

never flinched fire, and he now engaged the Russian in an absorbing

conversation, while Madame Dembevetskoi, holding with one hand her gray

fur wrap, which was slipping from her, stretched out her other hand,

and said, breathlessly:

‘Oh, Monsieur Dudley, please give me back my scarf!’

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