XXII

It was quite, for the Prince, after this, as if the view had further

cleared; so that the half-hour during which he strolled on the terrace

and smoked—the day being lovely—overflowed with the plenitude of its

particular quality. Its general brightness was composed, doubtless, of

many elements, but what shone out of it as if the whole place and time

had been a great picture, from the hand of genius, presented to him as

a prime ornament for his collection and all varnished and framed to

hang up—what marked it especially for the highest appreciation was

his extraordinarily unchallenged, his absolutely appointed and enhanced

possession of it. Poor Fanny Assingham’s challenge amounted to nothing:

one of the things he thought of while he leaned on the old marble

balustrade—so like others that he knew in still more nobly-terraced

Italy—was that she was squared, all-conveniently even to herself, and

that, rumbling toward London with this contentment, she had become an

image irrelevant to the scene. It further passed across him, as

his imagination was, for reasons, during the time, unprecedentedly

active,—that he had, after all, gained more from women than he had ever

lost by them; there appeared so, more and more, on those mystic books

that are kept, in connection with such commerce, even by men of the

loosest business habits, a balance in his favour that he could pretty

well, as a rule, take for granted. What were they doing at this

very moment, wonderful creatures, but combine and conspire for his

advantage?—from Maggie herself, most wonderful, in her way, of all, to

his hostess of the present hour, into whose head it had so inevitably

come to keep Charlotte on, for reasons of her own, and who had asked,

in this benevolent spirit, why in the world, if not obliged, without

plausibility, to hurry, her husband’s son-in-law should not wait over

in her company. He would at least see, Lady Castledean had said, that

nothing dreadful should happen to her, either while still there or

during the exposure of the run to town; and, for that matter, if they

exceeded a little their license it would positively help them to have

done so together. Each of them would, in this way, at home, have the

other comfortably to blame. All of which, besides, in Lady Castledean as

in Maggie, in Fanny Assingham as in Charlotte herself, was working;

for him without provocation or pressure, by the mere play of some

vague sense on their part—definite and conscious at the most only in

Charlotte—that he was not, as a nature, as a character, as a gentleman,

in fine, below his remarkable fortune.

But there were more things before him than even these; things that

melted together, almost indistinguishably, to feed his sense of beauty.

If the outlook was in every way spacious—and the towers of three

cathedrals, in different counties, as had been pointed out to

him, gleamed discernibly, like dim silver, in the rich sameness of

tone—didn’t he somehow the more feel it so because, precisely, Lady

Castledean had kept over a man of her own, and that this offered a

certain sweet intelligibility as the note of the day? It made everything

fit; above all it diverted him to the extent of keeping up, while he

lingered and waited, his meditative smile. She had detained Charlotte

because she wished to detain Mr. Blint, and she couldn’t detain Mr.

Blint, disposed though he clearly was to oblige her, without spreading

over the act some ampler drapery. Castledean had gone up to London; the

place was all her own; she had had a fancy for a quiet morning with Mr.

Blint, a sleek, civil, accomplished young man—distinctly younger than

her ladyship—who played and sang delightfully (played even “bridge”

and sang the English-comic as well as the French-tragic), and the

presence—which really meant the absence—of a couple of other friends,

if they were happily chosen, would make everything all right. The Prince

had the sense, all good-humouredly, of being happily chosen, and it was

not spoiled for him even by another sense that followed in its train

and with which, during his life in England, he had more than once had

reflectively to deal: the state of being reminded how, after all, as

an outsider, a foreigner, and even as a mere representative husband and

son-in-law, he was so irrelevant to the working of affairs that he

could be bent on occasion to uses comparatively trivial. No other of her

guests would have been thus convenient for their hostess; affairs,

of whatever sorts, had claimed, by early trains, every active, easy,

smoothly-working man, each in his way a lubricated item of the great

social, political, administrative engrenage—claimed most of all

Castledean himself, who was so very oddly, given the personage and the

type, rather a large item. If he, on the other hand, had an affair, it

was not of that order; it was of the order, verily, that he had been

reduced to as a not quite glorious substitute.

It marked, however, the feeling of the hour with him that this vision

of being “reduced” interfered not at all with the measure of his actual

ease. It kept before him again, at moments, the so familiar fact of his

sacrifices—down to the idea of the very relinquishment, for his wife’s

convenience, of his real situation in the world; with the consequence,

thus, that he was, in the last analysis, among all these so often

inferior people, practically held cheap and made light of. But though

all this was sensible enough there was a spirit in him that could rise

above it, a spirit that positively played with the facts, with all of

them; from that of the droll ambiguity of English relations to that

of his having in mind something quite beautiful and independent and

harmonious, something wholly his own. He couldn’t somehow take Mr. Blint

seriously—he was much more an outsider, by the larger scale, even than

a Roman prince who consented to be in abeyance. Yet it was past finding

out, either, how such a woman as Lady Castledean could take him—since

this question but sank for him again into the fathomless depths of

English equivocation. He knew them all, as was said, “well”; he had

lived with them, stayed with them, dined, hunted, shot and done various

other things with them; but the number of questions about them he

couldn’t have answered had much rather grown than shrunken, so that

experience struck him for the most part as having left in him but one

residual impression. They didn’t like les situations nettes—that was

all he was very sure of. They wouldn’t have them at any price; it had

been their national genius and their national success to avoid them

at every point. They called it themselves, with complacency, their

wonderful spirit of compromise—the very influence of which actually so

hung about him here, from moment to moment, that the earth and the air,

the light and the colour, the fields and the hills and the sky, the

blue-green counties and the cold cathedrals, owed to it every accent of

their tone. Verily, as one had to feel in presence of such a picture, it

had succeeded; it had made, up to now, for that seated solidity, in the

rich sea-mist, on which the garish, the supposedly envious, peoples have

ever cooled their eyes. But it was at the same time precisely why even

much initiation left one, at given moments, so puzzled as to the element

of staleness in all the freshness and of freshness in all the staleness,

of innocence in the guilt and of guilt in the innocence. There were

other marble terraces, sweeping more purple prospects, on which he would

have known what to think, and would have enjoyed thereby at least

the small intellectual fillip of a discerned relation between a given

appearance and a taken meaning. The inquiring mind, in these present

conditions, might, it was true, be more sharply challenged; but the

result of its attention and its ingenuity, it had unluckily learned to

know, was too often to be confronted with a mere dead wall, a lapse

of logic, a confirmed bewilderment. And moreover, above all,

nothing mattered, in the relation of the enclosing scene to his own

consciousness, but its very most direct bearings.

Lady Castledean’s dream of Mr. Blint for the morning was doubtless

already, with all the spacious harmonies re-established, taking the

form of “going over” something with him, at the piano, in one of the

numerous smaller rooms that were consecrated to the less gregarious

uses; what she had wished had been effected—her convenience had

been assured. This made him, however, wonder the more where Charlotte

was—since he didn’t at all suppose her to be making a tactless third,

which would be to have accepted mere spectatorship, in the duet of their

companions. The upshot of everything for him, alike of the less and of

the more, was that the exquisite day bloomed there like a large fragrant

flower that he had only to gather. But it was to Charlotte he wished

to make the offering, and as he moved along the terrace, which rendered

visible parts of two sides of the house, he looked up at all the windows

that were open to the April morning, and wondered which of them would

represent his friend’s room. It befell thus that his question, after

no long time, was answered; he saw Charlotte appear above as if she had

been called by the pausing of his feet on the flags. She had come to the

sill, on which she leaned to look down, and she remained there a minute

smiling at him. He had been immediately struck with her wearing a hat

and a jacket—which conduced to her appearance of readiness not so much

to join him, with a beautiful uncovered head and a parasol, where he

stood, as to take with him some larger step altogether. The larger step

had been, since the evening before, intensely in his own mind, though

he had not fully thought out, even yet, the slightly difficult detail of

it; but he had had no chance, such as he needed, to speak the definite

word to her, and the face she now showed affected him, accordingly, as

a notice that she had wonderfully guessed it for herself. They had these

identities of impulse—they had had them repeatedly before; and if such

unarranged but unerring encounters gave the measure of the degree in

which people were, in the common phrase, meant for each other, no union

in the world had ever been more sweetened with rightness. What in fact

most often happened was that her rightness went, as who should say, even

further than his own; they were conscious of the same necessity at the

same moment, only it was she, as a general thing, who most clearly saw

her way to it. Something in her long look at him now out of the old

grey window, something in the very poise of her hat, the colour of her

necktie, the prolonged stillness of her smile, touched into sudden light

for him all the wealth of the fact that he could count on her. He had

his hand there, to pluck it, on the open bloom of the day; but what

did the bright minute mean but that her answering hand was already

intelligently out? So, therefore, while the minute lasted, it passed

between them that their cup was full; which cup their very eyes, holding

it fast, carried and steadied and began, as they tasted it, to praise.

He broke, however, after a moment, the silence.

“It only wants a moon, a mandolin, and a little danger, to be a

serenade.”

“Ah, then,” she lightly called down, “let it at least have THIS!” With

which she detached a rich white rosebud from its company with another

in the front of her dress and flung it down to him. He caught it in

its fall, fixing her again after she had watched him place it in his

buttonhole. “Come down quickly!” he said in an Italian not loud but

deep.

“Vengo, vengo!” she as clearly, but more lightly, tossed out; and she

had left him the next minute to wait for her.

He came along the terrace again, with pauses during which his eyes

rested, as they had already often done, on the brave darker wash of

far-away watercolour that represented the most distant of the cathedral

towns. This place, with its great church and its high accessibility,

its towers that distinguishably signalled, its English history, its

appealing type, its acknowledged interest, this place had sounded its

name to him half the night through, and its name had become but another

name, the pronounceable and convenient one, for that supreme sense of

things which now throbbed within him. He had kept saying to himself

“Gloucester, Gloucester, Gloucester,” quite as if the sharpest meaning

of all the years just passed were intensely expressed in it. That

meaning was really that his situation remained quite sublimely

consistent with itself, and that they absolutely, he and Charlotte,

stood there together in the very lustre of this truth. Every present

circumstance helped to proclaim it; it was blown into their faces as by

the lips of the morning. He knew why, from the first of his marriage,

he had tried with such patience for such conformity; he knew why he had

given up so much and bored himself so much; he knew why he, at any rate,

had gone in, on the basis of all forms, on the basis of his having, in

a manner, sold himself, for a situation nette. It had all been just

in order that his—well, what on earth should he call it but his

freedom?—should at present be as perfect and rounded and lustrous

as some huge precious pearl. He hadn’t struggled nor snatched; he was

taking but what had been given him; the pearl dropped itself, with its

exquisite quality and rarity, straight into his hand. Here, precisely,

it was, incarnate; its size and its value grew as Mrs. Verver appeared,

afar off, in one of the smaller doorways. She came toward him in

silence, while he moved to meet her; the great scale of this particular

front, at Matcham, multiplied thus, in the golden morning, the stages of

their meeting and the successions of their consciousness. It wasn’t

till she had come quite close that he produced for her his “Gloucester,

Gloucester, Gloucester,” and his “Look at it over there!”

She knew just where to look. “Yes—isn’t it one of the best? There are

cloisters or towers or some thing.” And her eyes, which, though her lips

smiled, were almost grave with their depths of acceptance; came back to

him. “Or the tomb of some old king.”

“We must see the old king; we must ‘do’ the cathedral,” he said; “we

must know all about it. If we could but take,” he exhaled, “the full

opportunity!” And then while, for all they seemed to give him, he

sounded again her eyes: “I feel the day like a great gold cup that we

must somehow drain together.”

“I feel it, as you always make me feel everything, just as you do; so

that I know ten miles off how you feel! But do you remember,” she asked,

“apropos of great gold cups, the beautiful one, the real one, that I

offered you so long ago and that you wouldn’t have? Just before your

marriage”—she brought it back to him: “the gilded crystal bowl in the

little Bloomsbury shop.”

“Oh yes!”—but it took, with a slight surprise on the ‘Prince’s part,

some small recollecting. “The treacherous cracked thing you wanted to

palm off on me, and the little swindling Jew who understood Italian and

who backed you up! But I feel this an occasion,” he immediately added,

“and I hope you don’t mean,” he smiled, “that AS an occasion it’s also

cracked.”

They spoke, naturally, more low than loud, overlooked as they were,

though at a respectful distance, by tiers of windows; but it made each

find in the other’s voice a taste as of something slowly and deeply

absorbed. “Don’t you think too much of ‘cracks,’ and aren’t you too

afraid of them? I risk the cracks,” said Charlotte, “and I’ve often

recalled the bowl and the little swindling Jew, wondering if they’ve

parted company. He made,” she said, “a great impression on me.”

“Well, you also, no doubt, made a great impression on him, and I dare

say that if you were to go back to him you’d find he has been keeping

that treasure for you. But as to cracks,” the Prince went on—“what

did you tell me the other day you prettily call them in English?-’rifts

within the lute’?—risk them as much as you like for yourself, but

don’t risk them for me.” He spoke it in all the gaiety of his just

barely-tremulous serenity. “I go, as you know, by my superstitions. And

that’s why,” he said, “I know where we are. They’re every one, to-day,

on our side.”

Resting on the parapet; toward the great view, she was silent a little,

and he saw the next moment that her eyes were closed. “I go but by one

thing.” Her hand was on the sun-warmed stone; so that, turned as they

were away from the house, he put his own upon it and covered it. “I go

by YOU,” she said. “I go by you.”

So they remained a moment, till he spoke again with a gesture that

matched. “What is really our great necessity, you know, is to go by my

watch. It’s already eleven”—he had looked at the time; “so that if we

stop here to luncheon what becomes of our afternoon?”

To this Charlotte’s eyes opened straight. “There’s not the slightest

need of our stopping here to luncheon. Don’t you see,” she asked, “how

I’m ready?” He had taken it in, but there was always more and more of

her. “You mean you’ve arranged—?”

“It’s easy to arrange. My maid goes up with my things. You’ve only to

speak to your man about yours, and they can go together.”

“You mean we can leave at once?”

She let him have it all. “One of the carriages, about which I spoke,

will already have come back for us. If your superstitions are on our

side,” she smiled, “so my arrangements are, and I’ll back my support

against yours.”

“Then you had thought,” he wondered, “about Gloucester?”

She hesitated—but it was only her way. “I thought you would think. We

have, thank goodness, these harmonies. They are food for superstition if

you like. It’s beautiful,” she went on, “that it should be Gloucester;

‘Glo’ster, Glo’ster,’ as you say, making it sound like an old song.

However, I’m sure Glo’ster, Glo’ster will be charming,” she still added;

“we shall be able easily to lunch there, and, with our luggage and our

servants off our hands, we shall have at least three or four hours. We

can wire,” she wound up, “from there.”

Ever so quietly she had brought it, as she had thought it, all out, and

it had to be as covertly that he let his appreciation expand. “Then Lady

Castledean—?”

“Doesn’t dream of our staying.”

He took it, but thinking yet. “Then what does she dream—?”

“Of Mr. Blint, poor dear; of Mr. Blint only.” Her smile for him—for

the Prince himself—was free. “Have I positively to tell you that she

doesn’t want us? She only wanted us for the others—to show she wasn’t

left alone with him. Now that that’s done, and that they’ve all gone,

she of course knows for herself—!”

“‘Knows’?” the Prince vaguely echoed.

“Why, that we like cathedrals; that we inevitably stop to see them, or

go round to take them in, whenever we’ve a chance; that it’s what our

respective families quite expect of us and would be disappointed for

us to fail of. This, as forestieri,” Mrs. Verver pursued, “would be our

pull—if our pull weren’t indeed so great all round.”

He could only keep his eyes on her. “And have you made out the very

train—?”

“The very one. Paddington—the 6.50 ‘in.’ That gives us oceans; we can

dine, at the usual hour, at home; and as Maggie will of course be in

Eaton Square I hereby invite you.”

For a while he still but looked at her; it was a minute before he spoke.

“Thank you very much. With pleasure.” To which he in a moment added:

“But the train for Gloucester?”

“A local one—11.22; with several stops, but doing it a good deal, I

forget how much, within the hour. So that we’ve time. Only,” she said,

“we must employ our time.”

He roused himself as from the mere momentary spell of her; he looked

again at his watch while they moved back to the door through which she

had advanced. But he had also again questions and stops—all as for the

mystery and the charm. “You looked it up—without my having asked you?”

“Ah, my dear,” she laughed, “I’ve seen you with Bradshaw! It takes

Anglo-Saxon blood.”

“‘Blood’?” he echoed. “You’ve that of every race!” It kept her before

him. “You’re terrible.”

Well, he could put it as he liked. “I know the name of the inn.”

“What is it then?”

“There are two—you’ll see. But I’ve chosen the right one. And I think I

remember the tomb,” she smiled.

“Oh, the tomb—!” Any tomb would do for him. “But I mean I had been

keeping my idea so cleverly for you, while there you already were with

it.”

“You had been keeping it ‘for’ me as much as you like. But how do you

make out,” she asked, “that you were keeping it FROM me?”

“I don’t—now. How shall I ever keep anything—some day when I shall

wish to?”

“Ah, for things I mayn’t want to know, I promise you shall find me

stupid.” They had reached their door, where she herself paused to

explain. “These days, yesterday, last night, this morning, I’ve wanted

everything.”

Well, it was all right. “You shall have everything.”

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