VII

Adam Verver, at Fawns, that autumn Sunday, might have been observed to

open the door of the billiard-room with a certain freedom—might have

been observed, that is, had there been a spectator in the field. The

justification of the push he had applied, however, and of the push,

equally sharp, that, to shut himself in, he again applied—the ground

of this energy was precisely that he might here, however briefly, find

himself alone, alone with the handful of letters, newspapers and other

unopened missives, to which, during and since breakfast, he had lacked

opportunity to give an eye. The vast, square, clean apartment was

empty, and its large clear windows looked out into spaces of terrace

and garden, of park and woodland and shining artificial lake, of

richly-condensed horizon, all dark blue upland and church-towered

village and strong cloudshadow, which were, together, a thing to create

the sense, with everyone else at church, of one’s having the world to

one’s self. We share this world, none the less, for the hour, with

Mr. Verver; the very fact of his striking, as he would have said,

for solitude, the fact of his quiet flight, almost on tiptoe, through

tortuous corridors, investing him with an interest that makes our

attention—tender indeed almost to compassion—qualify his achieved

isolation. For it may immediately be mentioned that this amiable man

bethought himself of his personal advantage, in general, only when it

might appear to him that other advantages, those of other persons, had

successfully put in their claim. It may be mentioned also that he always

figured other persons—such was the law of his nature—as a numerous

array, and that, though conscious of but a single near tie, one

affection, one duty deepest-rooted in his life, it had never, for many

minutes together, been his portion not to feel himself surrounded

and committed, never quite been his refreshment to make out where

the many-coloured human appeal, represented by gradations of tint,

diminishing concentric zones of intensity, of importunity, really faded

to the blessed impersonal whiteness for which his vision sometimes

ached. It shaded off, the appeal—he would have admitted that; but he

had as yet noted no point at which it positively stopped.

Thus had grown in him a little habit—his innermost secret, not confided

even to Maggie, though he felt she understood it, as she understood,

to his view, everything—thus had shaped itself the innocent trick of

occasionally making believe that he had no conscience, or at least that

blankness, in the field of duty, did reign for an hour; a small game to

which the few persons near enough to have caught him playing it, and of

whom Mrs. Assingham, for instance, was one, attached indulgently that

idea of quaintness, quite in fact that charm of the pathetic, involved

in the preservation by an adult of one of childhood’s toys. When he took

a rare moment “off,” he did so with the touching, confessing eyes of

a man of forty-seven caught in the act of handling a relic of

infancy—sticking on the head of a broken soldier or trying the lock

of a wooden gun. It was essentially, in him, the IMITATION of

depravity—which, for amusement, as might have been, he practised

“keeping up.” In spite of practice he was still imperfect, for these so

artlessly-artful interludes were condemned, by the nature of the case,

to brevity. He had fatally stamped himself—it was his own fault—a

man who could be interrupted with impunity. The greatest of wonders,

moreover, was exactly in this, that so interrupted a man should ever

have got, as the phrase was, should above all have got so early, to

where he was. It argued a special genius; he was clearly a case of

that. The spark of fire, the point of light, sat somewhere in his inward

vagueness as a lamp before a shrine twinkles in the dark perspective of

a church; and while youth and early middle-age, while the stiff American

breeze of example and opportunity were blowing upon it hard, had made

of the chamber of his brain a strange workshop of fortune. This

establishment, mysterious and almost anonymous, the windows of which,

at hours of highest pressure, never seemed, for starers and wonderers,

perceptibly to glow, must in fact have been during certain years the

scene of an unprecedented, a miraculous white-heat, the receipt for

producing which it was practically felt that the master of the forge

could not have communicated even with the best intentions.

The essential pulse of the flame, the very action of the cerebral

temperature, brought to the highest point, yet extraordinarily

contained—these facts themselves were the immensity of the result; they

were one with perfection of machinery, they had constituted the kind of

acquisitive power engendered and applied, the necessary triumph of all

operations. A dim explanation of phenomena once vivid must at all events

for the moment suffice us; it being obviously no account of the

matter to throw on our friend’s amiability alone the weight of the

demonstration of his economic history. Amiability, of a truth, is an

aid to success; it has even been known to be the principle of large

accumulations; but the link, for the mind, is none the less fatally

missing between proof, on such a scale, of continuity, if of nothing

more insolent, in one field, and accessibility to distraction in every

other. Variety of imagination—what is that but fatal, in the world of

affairs, unless so disciplined as not to be distinguished from

monotony? Mr. Verver then, for a fresh, full period, a period betraying,

extraordinarily, no wasted year, had been inscrutably monotonous

behind an iridescent cloud. The cloud was his native envelope—the soft

looseness, so to say, of his temper and tone, not directly expressive

enough, no doubt, to figure an amplitude of folds, but of a quality

unmistakable for sensitive feelers. He was still reduced, in fine, to

getting his rare moments with himself by feigning a cynicism. His real

inability to maintain the pretence, however, had perhaps not often been

better instanced than by his acceptance of the inevitable to-day—his

acceptance of it on the arrival, at the end of a quarter-of-an hour, of

that element of obligation with which he had all the while known he must

reckon. A quarter-of-an-hour of egoism was about as much as he,

taking one situation with another, usually got. Mrs. Rance opened the

door—more tentatively indeed than he himself had just done; but on

the other hand, as if to make up for this, she pushed forward even more

briskly on seeing him than he had been moved to do on seeing nobody.

Then, with force, it came home to him that he had, definitely, a week

before, established a precedent. He did her at least that justice—it

was a kind of justice he was always doing someone. He had on the

previous Sunday liked to stop at home, and he had exposed himself

thereby to be caught in the act. To make this possible, that is, Mrs.

Rance had only had to like to do the same—the trick was so easily

played. It had not occurred to him to plan in any way for her

absence—which would have destroyed, somehow, in principle, the

propriety of his own presence. If persons under his roof hadn’t a right

not to go to church, what became, for a fair mind, of his own right?

His subtlest manoeuvre had been simply to change from the library to

the billiard-room, it being in the library that his guest, or his

daughter’s, or the guest of the Miss Lutches—he scarce knew in which

light to regard her—had then, and not unnaturally, of course, joined

him. It was urged on him by his memory of the duration of the visit she

had that time, as it were, paid him, that the law of recurrence would

already have got itself enacted. She had spent the whole morning with

him, was still there, in the library, when the others came back—thanks

to her having been tepid about their taking, Mr. Verver and she, a

turn outside. It had been as if she looked on that as a kind of

subterfuge—almost as a form of disloyalty. Yet what was it she had in

mind, what did she wish to make of him beyond what she had already made,

a patient, punctilious host, mindful that she had originally arrived

much as a stranger, arrived not at all deliberately or yearningly

invited?—so that one positively had her possible susceptibilities the

MORE on one’s conscience. The Miss Lutches, the sisters from the middle

West, were there as friends of Maggie’s, friends of the earlier time;

but Mrs. Rance was there—or at least had primarily appeared—only as a

friend of the Miss Lutches.

This lady herself was not of the middle West—she rather insisted on

it—but of New Jersey, Rhode Island or Delaware, one of the smallest and

most intimate States: he couldn’t remember which, though she insisted

too on that. It was not in him—we may say it for him—to go so far as

to wonder if their group were next to be recruited by some friend of

her own; and this partly because she had struck him, verily, rather

as wanting to get the Miss Lutches themselves away than to extend the

actual circle, and partly, as well as more essentially, because such

connection as he enjoyed with the ironic question in general resided

substantially less in a personal use of it than in the habit of seeing

it as easy to others. He was so framed by nature as to be able to keep

his inconveniences separate from his resentments; though indeed if

the sum of these latter had at the most always been small, that was

doubtless in some degree a consequence of the fewness of the former. His

greatest inconvenience, he would have admitted, had he analyzed, was in

finding it so taken for granted that, as he had money, he had force.

It pressed upon him hard, and all round, assuredly, this attribution of

power. Everyone had need of one’s power, whereas one’s own need, at the

best, would have seemed to be but some trick for not communicating it.

The effect of a reserve so merely, so meanly defensive would in most

cases, beyond question, sufficiently discredit the cause; wherefore,

though it was complicating to be perpetually treated as an infinite

agent, the outrage was not the greatest of which a brave man might

complain. Complaint, besides, was a luxury, and he dreaded the

imputation of greed. The other, the constant imputation, that of

being able to “do,” would have no ground if he hadn’t been, to start

with—this was the point—provably luxurious. His lips, somehow, were

closed—and by a spring connected moreover with the action of his eyes

themselves. The latter showed him what he had done, showed him where he

had come out; quite at the top of his hill of difficulty, the tall sharp

spiral round which he had begun to wind his ascent at the age of twenty,

and the apex of which was a platform looking down, if one would, on

the kingdoms of the earth and with standing-room for but half-a-dozen

others.

His eyes, in any case, now saw Mrs. Rance approach with an instant

failure to attach to the fact any grossness of avidity of Mrs. Rance’s

own—or at least to descry any triumphant use even for the luridest

impression of her intensity. What was virtually supreme would be her

vision of his having attempted, by his desertion of the library, to

mislead her—which in point of fact barely escaped being what he had

designed. It was not easy for him, in spite of accumulations fondly and

funnily regarded as of systematic practice, not now to be ashamed; the

one thing comparatively easy would be to gloss over his course. The

billiard-room was NOT, at the particular crisis, either a natural or a

graceful place for the nominally main occupant of so large a house to

retire to—and this without prejudice, either, to the fact that his

visitor wouldn’t, as he apprehended, explicitly make him a scene. Should

she frankly denounce him for a sneak he would simply go to pieces; but

he was, after an instant, not afraid of that. Wouldn’t she rather, as

emphasising their communion, accept and in a manner exploit the anomaly,

treat it perhaps as romantic or possibly even as comic?—show at least

that they needn’t mind even though the vast table, draped in brown

holland, thrust itself between them as an expanse of desert sand. She

couldn’t cross the desert, but she could, and did, beautifully get round

it; so that for him to convert it into an obstacle he would have had

to cause himself, as in some childish game or unbecoming romp, to be

pursued, to be genially hunted. This last was a turn he was well aware

the occasion should on no account take; and there loomed before him—for

the mere moment—the prospect of her fairly proposing that they should

knock about the balls. That danger certainly, it struck him, he should

manage in some way to deal with. Why too, for that matter, had he need

of defences, material or other?—how was it a question of dangers really

to be called such? The deep danger, the only one that made him, as

an idea, positively turn cold, would have been the possibility of her

seeking him in marriage, of her bringing up between them that terrible

issue. Here, fortunately, she was powerless, it being apparently so

provable against her that she had a husband in undiminished existence.

She had him, it was true, only in America, only in Texas, in Nebraska,

in Arizona or somewhere—somewhere that, at old Fawns House, in the

county of Kent, scarcely counted as a definite place at all; it showed

somehow, from afar, as so lost, so indistinct and illusory, in the great

alkali desert of cheap Divorce. She had him even in bondage, poor man,

had him in contempt, had him in remembrance so imperfect as barely to

assert itself, but she had him, none the less, in existence unimpeached:

the Miss Lutches had seen him in the flesh—as they had appeared

eager to mention; though when they were separately questioned their

descriptions failed to tally. He would be at the worst, should it come

to the worst, Mrs. Rance’s difficulty, and he served therefore quite

enough as the stout bulwark of anyone else. This was in truth logic

without a flaw, yet it gave Mr. Verver less comfort than it ought. He

feared not only danger—he feared the idea of danger, or in other words

feared, hauntedly, himself. It was above all as a symbol that Mrs. Rance

actually rose before him—a symbol of the supreme effort that he should

have sooner or later, as he felt, to make. This effort would be to say

No—he lived in terror of having to. He should be proposed to at a given

moment—it was only a question of time—and then he should have to do

a thing that would be extremely disagreeable. He almost wished, on

occasion, that he wasn’t so sure he WOULD do it. He knew himself,

however, well enough not to doubt: he knew coldly, quite bleakly, where

he would, at the crisis, draw the line. It was Maggie’s marriage and

Maggie’s finer happiness—happy as he had supposed her before—that had

made the difference; he hadn’t in the other time, it now seemed to him,

had to think of such things. They hadn’t come up for him, and it was as

if she, positively, had herself kept them down. She had only been his

child—which she was indeed as much as ever; but there were sides on

which she had protected him as if she were more than a daughter. She had

done for him more than he knew—much, and blissfully, as he always HAD

known. If she did at present more than ever, through having what she

called the change in his life to make up to him for, his situation

still, all the same, kept pace with her activity—his situation being

simply that there was more than ever to be done.

There had not yet been quite so much, on all the showing, as since their

return from their twenty months in America, as since their settlement

again in England, experimental though it was, and the consequent sense,

now quite established for him, of a domestic air that had cleared and

lightened, producing the effect, for their common personal life,

of wider perspectives and large waiting spaces. It was as if his

son-in-law’s presence, even from before his becoming his son-in-law,

had somehow filled the scene and blocked the future—very richly and

handsomely, when all was said, not at all inconveniently or in ways not

to have been desired: inasmuch as though the Prince, his measure now

practically taken, was still pretty much the same “big fact,” the sky

had lifted, the horizon receded, the very foreground itself expanded,

quite to match him, quite to keep everything in comfortable scale. At

first, certainly, their decent little old-time union, Maggie’s and his

own, had resembled a good deal some pleasant public square, in the heart

of an old city, into which a great Palladian church, say—something with

a grand architectural front—had suddenly been dropped; so that the rest

of the place, the space in front, the way round, outside, to the east

end, the margin of street and passage, the quantity of over-arching

heaven, had been temporarily compromised. Not even then, of a truth, in

a manner disconcerting—given, that is, for the critical, or at least

the intelligent, eye, the great style of the facade and its high place

in its class. The phenomenon that had since occurred, whether originally

to have been pronounced calculable or not, had not, naturally, been the

miracle of a night, but had taken place so gradually, quietly, easily,

that from this vantage of wide, wooded Fawns, with its eighty rooms, as

they said, with its spreading park, with its acres and acres of garden

and its majesty of artificial lake—though that, for a person

so familiar with the “great” ones, might be rather ridiculous—no

visibility of transition showed, no violence of adjustment, in

retrospect, emerged. The Palladian church was always there, but the

piazza took care of itself. The sun stared down in his fulness, the air

circulated, and the public not less; the limit stood off, the way round

was easy, the east end was as fine, in its fashion, as the west,

and there were also side doors for entrance, between the two—large,

monumental, ornamental, in their style—as for all proper great

churches. By some such process, in fine, had the Prince, for his

father-in-law, while remaining solidly a feature, ceased to be, at all

ominously, a block.

Mr. Verver, it may further be mentioned, had taken at no moment

sufficient alarm to have kept in detail the record of his reassurance;

but he would none the less not have been unable, not really have been

indisposed, to impart in confidence to the right person his notion of

the history of the matter. The right person—it is equally distinct—had

not, for this illumination, been wanting, but had been encountered in

the form of Fanny Assingham, not for the first time indeed admitted to

his counsels, and who would have doubtless at present, in any case, from

plenitude of interest and with equal guarantees, repeated his secret.

It all came then, the great clearance, from the one prime fact that

the Prince, by good fortune, hadn’t proved angular. He clung to that

description of his daughter’s husband as he often did to terms and

phrases, in the human, the social connection, that he had found for

himself: it was his way to have times of using these constantly, as if

they just then lighted the world, or his own path in it, for him—even

when for some of his interlocutors they covered less ground. It was true

that with Mrs. Assingham he never felt quite sure of the ground anything

covered; she disputed with him so little, agreed with him so much,

surrounded him with such systematic consideration, such predetermined

tenderness, that it was almost—which he had once told her in irritation

as if she were nursing a sick baby. He had accused her of not taking

him seriously, and she had replied—as from her it couldn’t frighten

him—that she took him religiously, adoringly. She had laughed again,

as she had laughed before, on his producing for her that good right word

about the happy issue of his connection with the Prince—with an effect

the more odd perhaps as she had not contested its value. She couldn’t of

course, however, be, at the best, as much in love with his discovery as

he was himself. He was so much so that he fairly worked it—to his own

comfort; came in fact sometimes near publicly pointing the moral of what

might have occurred if friction, so to speak, had occurred. He pointed

it frankly one day to the personage in question, mentioned to the Prince

the particular justice he did him, was even explicit as to the danger

that, in their remarkable relation, they had thus escaped. Oh, if he

HAD been angular!—who could say what might THEN have happened? He

spoke—and it was the way he had spoken to Mrs. Assingham too—as if he

grasped the facts, without exception, for which angularity stood.

It figured for him, clearly, as a final idea, a conception of the last

vividness. He might have been signifying by it the sharp corners and

hard edges, all the stony pointedness, the grand right geometry of his

spreading Palladian church. Just so, he was insensible to no feature of

the felicity of a contact that, beguilingly, almost confoundingly, was a

contact but with practically yielding lines and curved surfaces.

“You’re round, my boy,” he had said—“you’re ALL, you’re variously

and inexhaustibly round, when you might, by all the chances, have been

abominably square. I’m not sure, for that matter,” he had added, “that

you’re not square in the general mass—whether abominably or not. The

abomination isn’t a question, for you’re inveterately round—that’s

what I mean—in the detail. It’s the sort of thing, in you, that one

feels—or at least I do—with one’s hand. Say you had been formed, all

over, in a lot of little pyramidal lozenges like that wonderful side of

the Ducal Palace in Venice—so lovely in a building, but so damnable,

for rubbing against, in a man, and especially in a near relation. I can

see them all from here—each of them sticking out by itself—all the

architectural cut diamonds that would have scratched one’s softer sides.

One would have been scratched by diamonds—doubtless the neatest way

if one was to be scratched at all—but one would have been more or less

reduced to a hash. As it is, for living with, you’re a pure and perfect

crystal. I give you my idea—I think you ought to have it—just as it

has come to me.” The Prince had taken the idea, in his way, for he was

well accustomed, by this time, to taking; and nothing perhaps even could

more have confirmed Mr. Verver’s account of his surface than the manner

in which these golden drops evenly flowed over it. They caught in

no interstice, they gathered in no concavity; the uniform smoothness

betrayed the dew but by showing for the moment a richer tone. The young

man, in other words, unconfusedly smiled—though indeed as if assenting,

from principle and habit, to more than he understood. He liked all signs

that things were well, but he cared rather less WHY they were.

In regard to the people among whom he had since his marriage been

living, the reasons they so frequently gave—so much oftener than he had

ever heard reasons given before—remained on the whole the element by

which he most differed from them; and his father-in-law and his wife

were, after all, only first among the people among whom he had been

living. He was never even yet sure of how, at this, that or the other

point, he would strike them; they felt remarkably, so often, things he

hadn’t meant, and missed not less remarkably, and not less often, things

he had. He had fallen back on his general explanation—“We haven’t the

same values;” by which he understood the same measure of importance. His

“curves” apparently were important because they had been unexpected,

or, still more, unconceived; whereas when one had always, as in his

relegated old world, taken curves, and in much greater quantities too,

for granted, one was no more surprised at the resulting feasibility of

intercourse than one was surprised at being upstairs in a house that had

a staircase. He had in fact on this occasion disposed alertly enough of

the subject of Mr. Verver’s approbation. The promptitude of his answer,

we may in fact well surmise, had sprung not a little from a particular

kindled remembrance; this had given his acknowledgment its easiest

turn. “Oh, if I’m a crystal I’m delighted that I’m a perfect one, for I

believe that they sometimes have cracks and flaws—in which case they’re

to be had very cheap!” He had stopped short of the emphasis it would

have given his joke to add that there had been certainly no having

HIM cheap; and it was doubtless a mark of the good taste practically

reigning between them that Mr. Verver had not, on his side either,

taken up the opportunity. It is the latter’s relation to such aspects,

however, that now most concerns us, and the bearing of his pleased view

of this absence of friction upon Amerigo’s character as a representative

precious object. Representative precious objects, great ancient pictures

and other works of art, fine eminent “pieces” in gold, in silver, in

enamel, majolica, ivory, bronze, had for a number of years so multiplied

themselves round him and, as a general challenge to acquisition and

appreciation, so engaged all the faculties of his mind, that the

instinct, the particular sharpened appetite of the collector, had fairly

served as a basis for his acceptance of the Prince’s suit.

Over and above the signal fact of the impression made on Maggie herself,

the aspirant to his daughter’s hand showed somehow the great marks and

signs, stood before him with the high authenticities, he had learned to

look for in pieces of the first order. Adam Verver knew, by this time,

knew thoroughly; no man in Europe or in America, he privately believed,

was less capable, in such estimates, of vulgar mistakes. He had never

spoken of himself as infallible—it was not his way; but, apart from the

natural affections, he had acquainted himself with no greater joy, of

the intimately personal type, than the joy of his originally coming

to feel, and all so unexpectedly, that he had in him the spirit of

the connoisseur. He had, like many other persons, in the course of

his reading, been struck with Keats’s sonnet about stout Cortez in the

presence of the Pacific; but few persons, probably, had so devoutly

fitted the poet’s grand image to a fact of experience. It consorted so

with Mr. Verver’s consciousness of the way in which, at a given moment,

he had stared at HIS Pacific, that a couple of perusals of the immortal

lines had sufficed to stamp them in his memory. His “peak in Darien”

was the sudden hour that had transformed his life, the hour of his

perceiving with a mute inward gasp akin to the low moan of apprehensive

passion, that a world was left him to conquer and that he might conquer

it if he tried. It had been a turning of the page of the book of

life—as if a leaf long inert had moved at a touch and, eagerly

reversed, had made such a stir of the air as sent up into his face the

very breath of the Golden Isles. To rifle the Golden Isles had, on

the spot, become the business of his future, and with the sweetness of

it—what was most wondrous of all—still more even in the thought than

in the act. The thought was that of the affinity of Genius, or at least

of Taste, with something in himself—with the dormant intelligence of

which he had thus almost violently become aware and that affected him as

changing by a mere revolution of the screw his whole intellectual

plane. He was equal, somehow, with the great seers, the invokers and

encouragers of beauty—and he didn’t after all perhaps dangle so far

below the great producers and creators. He had been nothing of that kind

before-too decidedly, too dreadfully not; but now he saw why he had been

what he had, why he had failed and fallen short even in huge success;

now he read into his career, in one single magnificent night, the

immense meaning it had waited for.

It was during his first visit to Europe after the death of his wife,

when his daughter was ten years old, that the light, in his mind, had

so broken—and he had even made out at that time why, on an earlier

occasion, the journey of his honeymoon year, it had still been closely

covered. He had “bought” then, so far as he had been able, but he had

bought almost wholly for the frail, fluttered creature at his side, who

had had her fancies, decidedly, but all for the art, then wonderful

to both of them, of the Rue de la Paix, the costly authenticities of

dressmakers and jewellers. Her flutter—pale disconcerted ghost as she

actually was, a broken white flower tied round, almost grotesquely for

his present sense, with a huge satin “bow” of the Boulevard—her flutter

had been mainly that of ribbons, frills and fine fabrics; all funny,

pathetic evidence, for memory, of the bewilderments overtaking them as a

bridal pair confronted with opportunity. He could wince, fairly, still,

as he remembered the sense in which the poor girl’s pressure had, under

his fond encouragement indeed, been exerted in favour of purchase and

curiosity. These were wandering images, out of the earlier dusk, that

threw her back, for his pity, into a past more remote than he liked

their common past, their young affection, to appear. It would have had

to be admitted, to an insistent criticism, that Maggie’s mother, all too

strangely, had not so much failed of faith as of the right application

of it; since she had exercised it eagerly and restlessly, made it a

pretext for innocent perversities in respect to which philosophic time

was at, last to reduce all groans to gentleness. And they had loved each

other so that his own intelligence, on the higher line, had temporarily

paid for it. The futilities, the enormities, the depravities, of

decoration and ingenuity, that, before his sense was unsealed, she had

made him think lovely! Musing, reconsidering little man that he was, and

addicted to silent pleasures—as he was accessible to silent pains—he

even sometimes wondered what would have become of his intelligence, in

the sphere in which it was to learn more and more exclusively to play,

if his wife’s influence upon it had not been, in the strange scheme of

things, so promptly removed. Would she have led him altogether, attached

as he was to her, into the wilderness of mere mistakes? Would she have

prevented him from ever scaling his vertiginous Peak?—or would she,

otherwise, have been able to accompany him to that eminence, where

he might have pointed out to her, as Cortez to HIS companions, the

revelation vouchsafed? No companion of Cortez had presumably been a real

lady: Mr. Verver allowed that historic fact to determine his inference.

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