CHAPTER XVIII

CONCLUSION

The struggle was ended; the struggle that had lasted for eighty-two

years, whose battlefield was this life of ours. A tragic and glorious

mellay, in which all the forces of life took part; all the vices and

all the virtues.--All the vices excepting one: untruth, which he

pursued incessantly, tracking it into its last resort and refuge.

In the beginning intoxicated liberty, the conflict of passions in the

stormy darkness, illuminated from time to time by dazzling flashes of

light--crises of love and ecstasy and visions of the Eternal. Years of

the Caucasus, of Sebastopol; years of tumultuous and restless youth.

Then the great peace of the first years of marriage. The happiness

of love, of art, of nature_--War and Peace_. The broad daylight of

genius, which bathed the whole human horizon, and the spectacle of

those struggles which for the soul of the artist were already things of

the past. He dominated them, was master of them, and already they were

not enough. Like Prince Andrei, his eyes were turned towards the vast

skies which shone above the battlefield. It was this sky that attracted

him:

"There are men with powerful wings whom pleasure leads to alight in the

midst of the crowd, when their pinions are broken; such, for instance,

am I. Then they beat their broken wings; they launch themselves

desperately, but fall anew. The wings will mend. I shall fly high. May

God help me!"[1]

These words were written in the midst of a terrible spiritual tempest,

of which the _Confessions_ are the memory and echo. More than once

was Tolstoy thrown to earth, his pinions shattered. But he always

persevered. He started afresh. We see him hovering in "the vast,

profound heavens," with his two great wings, of which one is reason and

the other faith. But he does not find the peace he looked for. Heaven

is not without us, but within us. Tolstoy fills it with the tempest of

his passions. There he perceives the apostles of renunciation, and he

brings to renunciation the same ardour that he brought to life. But it

is always life that he strains to him, with the violence of a lover. He

is "maddened with life." He is "intoxicated with life." He cannot live

without this madness.[2] He is drunk at once with happiness and with

unhappiness, with death and with immortality.[3] His renunciation of

individual life is only a cry of exalted passion towards the eternal

life. The peace which he finds, the peace of the soul which he invokes,

is not the peace of death. It is rather the calm of those burning

worlds which sail by the forces of gravity through the infinite spaces.

With him anger is calm,[4]and the calm is blazing. Faith has given him

new weapons with which to wage, even more implacably, unceasing war

upon the lies of modern society. He no longer confines himself to a

few types of romance; he attacks all the great idols: the hypocrisies

of religion, the State, science, art, liberalism, socialism, popular

education, benevolence, pacificism.[5] He strikes at all, delivers his

desperate attacks upon all.

From time to time the world has sight of these great rebellious

spirits, who, like John the Forerunner, hurl anathemas against a

corrupted civilisation. The last of these was Rousseau. By his

love of nature,[6] by his hatred of modern society, by his jealous

independence, by his fervent adoration of the Gospel and for Christian

morals, Rousseau is a precursor of Tolstoy, who says of him:

"Pages like this go to my heart; I feel that I should have written

them."[7]

But what a difference between the two minds, and how much more purely

Christian is Tolstoy's! What a lack of humility, what Pharisee-like

arrogance, in this insolent cry from the _Confessions_ of the Genevese:

"Eternal Being! Let a single man tell me, if he dare: I was better than

that man!"

Or in this defiance of the world:

"I say it loudly and fearlessly: whosoever could believe me a dishonest

man is himself a man to be suppressed."

Tolstoy wept tears of blood over the "crimes" of his past life:

"I suffer the pangs of hell. I recall all my past baseness, and these

memories do not leave me; they poison my life. Usually men regret that

they cannot remember after death. What happiness if it should be so!

What suffering it would mean if, in that other life, I were to recall

all the evil I have done down here!"[8]

Tolstoy was not the man to write his confessions, as did Rousseau,

because, as the latter said, "feeling that the good exceeded the evil

it was in my interest to tell everything."[9] Tolstoy, after having

made the attempt, decided not to write his _Memoirs;_ the pen fell from

his hands; he did not wish to be an object of offence and scandal to

those who would read it.

"People would say: There, then, is the man whom many set so high! And

what a shameful fellow he was! Then with us mere mortals it is God who

ordains us to be shameful."[10]

Never did Rousseau know the Christian faith, the fine modesty, and

the humility that produced the ineffable candour of the aged Tolstoy.

Behind Rousseau we see the Rome of Calvin. In Tolstoy we see the

pilgrims, the innocents, whose tears and naive confessions had touched

him as a child.

But beyond and above the struggle with the world, which was common to

him and to Rousseau, another kind of warfare filled the last thirty

years of Tolstoy's life; a magnificent warfare between the highest

powers of his mind: Truth and Love.

Truth--"that look which goes straight to the heart," the penetrating

light of "those grey eyes which pierce you through"--Truth was his

earliest faith, and the empress of his art.

"The heroine of my writings, she whom I love with all the forces of my

being, she who always was, is, and will be beautiful, is Truth."[11]

The truth alone escaped shipwreck after the death of his brother.[12]

The truth, the pivot of his life, the rock in the midst of an ocean.

But very soon the "horrible truth"[13] was no longer enough for him.

Love had supplanted it. It was the living spring of his childhood; "the

natural state of his soul."[14] When the moral crisis of 1880 came he

never relinquished the truth; he made way for love.[15]

Love is "the basis of energy."[16] Love is the "reason of life; the

only reason, with beauty."[17] Love is the essence of Tolstoy ripened

by life, of the author of _War and Peace_ and the _Letter to the Holy

Synod_.[18]

This interpenetration of the truth by love makes the unique value

of the masterpieces he wrote in the middle part of his life--_nel

mezzo del cammin_--and distinguishes his realism from the realism of

Flaubert. The latter places his faith in refraining from loving his

characters. Great as he may be, he lacks the _Fiat lux!_ The light of

the sun is not enough: we must have the light of the heart. The realism

of Tolstoy is incarnate in each of his creatures, and seeing them with

their own eyes he finds in the vilest reasons for loving them and for

making us feel the chain of brotherhood which unites us to all.[19] By

love he penetrates to the roots of life.

But this union is a difficult one to maintain. There are hours in which

the spectacle of life and its suffering are so bitter that they appear

an affront to love, and in order to save it, and to save his faith, a

man must withdraw to such a height above the world that faith is in

danger of losing truth as well. What shall he do, moreover, who has

received at the hands of fate the fatal, magnificent gift of seeing the

truth--the gift of being unable to escape from seeing it? Who shall

say what Tolstoy suffered from the continual discord of his latter

years--the discord between his unpitying vision, which saw the horror

of reality, and his impassioned heart, which continued to expect love

and to affirm it?

We have all known these tragic conflicts. How often have we had to

face the alternative--not to see, or to hate! And how often does an

artist--an artist worthy of the name, a writer who knows the terrible,

magnificent power of the written word--feel himself weighed down by

anguish as he writes the truth![20] This truth, sane and virile,

necessary in the midst of modern lies, this vital truth seems to him

as the air we breathe.... But then we perceive that this air is more

than the lungs of many can bear. It is too strong for the many beings

enfeebled by civilisation; too strong for those who are weak simply in

the kindness of their hearts. Are we to take no account of this, and

plunge them implacably into the truth that kills them? Is there not

above all a truth which, as Tolstoy says, "is open to love"? Or is the

artist to soothe mankind with consoling lies, as Peer Gynt, with his

tales, soothes his old dying mother? Society is always face to face

with this dilemma: the truth, or love. It resolves it in general by

sacrificing both.

Tolstoy has never betrayed either of his two faiths. In the works of

his maturity love is the torch of truth. In the works of his later

years it is a light shining on high, a ray of mercy which falls upon

life, but does not mingle with it. We have seen this in _Resurrection_,

wherein faith dominates the reality, but remains external to it. The

people, whom Tolstoy depicts as commonplace and mean when he regards

the isolated figures that compose it, takes on a divine sanctity so

soon as he considers it in the abstract.[21]

In his everyday life appears the same discord as in his art, but the

contrast is even more cruel. It was in vain that he knew what love

required of him; he acted otherwise; he lived not according to God

but according to the world. And love itself: how was he to behave

with regard to love? How distinguish between its many aspects, its

contradictory orders? Was love of family, to come first, or love of all

humanity? To his last day he was perplexed by these alternatives.

What was the solution? He did not find it. Let us leave the

self-sufficient, the coldly intellectual, to judge him with disdain.

They, to be sure, have found the truth; they hold it with assurance.

For them, Tolstoy was a sentimentalist, a weakling, who could only be

of use as a warning. Certainly he is not an example that they can

follow: they are not sufficiently alive. Tolstoy did not belong to the

self-satisfied elect; he was of no Church; of no sect; he was no more

a Scribe, to borrow his terms, than a Pharisee of this faith or that.

He was the highest type of the free Christian, who strives all his life

long towards an ideal that is always more remote.[22]

Tolstoy does not speak to the privileged, the enfranchised of the world

of thought; he speaks to ordinary men_--hominibus bonæ voluntatis_.

He is our conscience. He says what we all think, we average people,

and what we all fear to read in ourselves. He is not a master full of

pride: one of those haughty geniuses who are throned above humanity

upon their art and their intelligence. He is--as he loved to style

himself in his letters, by that most beautiful of titles, the most

pleasant of all--"our brother."

[1] _Journal_, dated October 28, 1879. Here is the entire passage:

"There are in this world heavy folk, without wings. They struggle down

below. There are strong men among them: as Napoleon. He leaves terrible

traces among humanity. He sows discord.--There are men who let their

wings grow, slowly launch themselves, and hover: the monks. There are

light fliers, who easily mount and fall: the worthy idealists. There

are men with powerful wings.... There are the celestial ones, who

out of their love of men descend to earth and fold their wings, and

teach others how to fly. Then, when they are no longer needed, they

re-ascend: as did Christ."

[2] "One can live only while one is drunken with life." (_Confessions_,

1879). "I am mad with living.... It is summer, the delicious summer.

This year. I have struggled for a long time; but the beauty of nature

has conquered me. I rejoice in life." (Letter to Fet, July, 1880.)

These lines were written at the height of the religious crisis.

[3] In his _Journal,_ dated May 1, 1863: "The thought of death." ... "I

desire and love immortality."

[4] "I was intoxicated with that boiling anger and indignation which

I love to feel, which I excite even when I feel it naturally, because

it acts upon me in such a way as to calm me, and gives me, at least

for a few moments, an extraordinary elasticity, and the full fire and

energy of all the physical and moral capacities." (_Diary of Prince D.

Nekhludov,_ Lucerne, 1857.)

[5] His article on _War,_ written on the occasion of the Universal

Peace Congress in London in 1891, is a rude satire on the peacemakers

who believe in international arbitration:

"This is the story of the bird which is caught after a pinch of salt

has been put on his tail. It is quite as easy to catch him without it.

They laugh at us who speak of arbitration and disarmament by consent

of the Powers. Mere verbiage, this! Naturally the Governments approve:

worthy apostles! They know very well that their approval will never

prevent their doing as they will." (_Cruel Pleasures._)

[6] Nature was always "the best friend" of Tolstoy, as he loved to

say: "A friend is good; but he will die, or he will go abroad, and one

cannot follow him; while Nature, to which one may be united by an act

of purchase or by inheritance, is better. Nature to me is cold and

exacting, repulses me and hinders me; yet Nature is a friend whom we

keep until death, and into whom we shall enter when we die." (Letter

to Fet, May 19, 1861. _Further Letters_.) He shared in the life of

nature; he was born again in the spring. "March and April are my best

months for work." Towards the end of autumn he became more torpid.

"To me it is the most dead of all the seasons; I do not think; I do

not write; I feel agreeably stupid." (To Fet, October, 1869.) But the

Nature that spoke so intimately to his heart was that of his own home,

Yasnaya Polyana. Although he wrote some very charming notes upon the

Lake of Geneva when travelling in Switzerland, and especially on the

Clarens district, whither the memory of Rousseau attracted him, he

felt himself a stranger amid the Swiss landscape; and the ties of his

native land appeared more closely drawn and sweeter: "I love Nature

when she surrounds me on every side, when on every hand the warm air

envelopes me which extends through the infinite distance; when the very

same lush grasses that I have crushed in throwing myself on the ground

make the verdure of the infinite meadows; when the same leaves which,

shaken by the wind, throw the shadow on my face, make the sombre blue

of the distant forest; when the very air I breathe makes the light-blue

background of the infinite sky; when not I alone am delighting in

nature; when around me whirl and hum millions of insects and the birds

are singing. The greatest delight in nature is when I feel myself

making a part of all. Here (in Switzerland) the infinite distance is

beautiful, but I have nothing in common with it." (May, 1851.)

[7] Conversations with M. Paul Boyer _(Le Temps,_ August 28, 1901).

The similarity is really very striking at times, and might well deceive

one. Take the profession of faith of the dying Julie:

"I could not say that I believed what it was impossible for me to

believe, and I have always believed what I said I believed. This was as

much as rested with me."

Compare Tolstoy's letter to the Holy Synod:

"It may be that my beliefs are embarrassing or displeasing. It is not

within my power to change them, just as it is not in my power to change

my body. I cannot believe anything but what I believe, at this hour

when I am preparing to return to that God from whom I came."

Or this passage from the _Réponse à Christophe de Beaumont,_ which

seems pure Tolstoy:

"I am a disciple of Jesus Christ. My Master has told me that he who

loves his brother accomplishes the law."

Or again:

"The whole of the Lord's Prayer is expressed in these words: 'Thy Will

be done!'" (_Troisième lettre de la Montague._)

Compare with:

"I am replacing all my prayers with the _Pater Nosier._ All the

requests I can make of God are expressed with greater moral elevation

by these words: 'Thy Will be done!'" (Tolstoy's _Journal,_ in the

Caucasus, 1852-3.)

The similarity of thought is no less striking in the province of art:

"The first rule of the art of writing," said Rousseau, "is to speak

plainly and to express one's thought exactly."

And Tolstoy:

"Think what you will, but in such a manner that every word may be

understood by all. One cannot write anything bad in perfectly plain

language."

I have demonstrated elsewhere that the satirical descriptions of

the Paris Opera in the _Nouvelle Héloise_ have much in common with

Tolstoy's criticisms in _What is Art?_

[8] _Journal_, January 6, 1903.

[9] _Quatrième Promenade._

[10] Letter to Birukov.

[11] _Sebastopol in May, 1853._

[12] "The truth.... the only thing that has been left me of my moral

conceptions, the sole thing that I shall still fulfil." (October 17,

1860.)

[13] _Ibid._

[14] "The love of men is the natural state of the soul, and we do not

observe it." (_Journal,_ while he was a student at Kazan.)

[15] "The truth will make way for love." (_Confessions._)

[16] "'You are always talking of energy? But the basis of energy is

love,' said Anna, 'and love does not come at will.'" (_Anna Karenin._)

[17] "Beauty and love, those two sole reasons for human existence."

(_War and Peace._)

[18] "I believe in God, who for me is Love." (_To the Holy Synod,_

1901.)

"'Yes, love!... Not selfish love, but love as I knew it, for the first

time in my life, when I saw my enemy dying at my side, and loved

him.... It is the very essence of the soul. To love his neighbour,

to love his enemies, to love all and each, is to love God in all His

manifestations!... To love a creature who is dear to us is human love:

to love an enemy is almost divine love!'" (Prince Andrei in _War and

Peace_.)

[19] "The passionate love of the artist for his subject is the soul of

art. Without love no work of art is possible." (Letter of September,

1889.)

[20] "I write books, which is why I know all the evil they do." ...

(Letter to P. V. Veriguin, leader of the Doukhobors, 1898. _Further

Letters_.)

[21] See the _Russian Proprietor,_ or see in _Confessions,_ the

strongly idealised view of these men, simple, good, content with their

lot, living serenely and having the sense of life: or, at the end of

the second part of _Resurrection,_ that vision "of a new humanity,

a new world," which appeared to Nekhludov when he met the workers

returning from their toil.

[22] "A Christian should not think whether he is morally superior or

inferior to others; but he is the better Christian as he travels more

rapidly along the road to perfection, whatever may be his position

upon it at any particular moment. Thus the stationary virtue of the

Pharisee is less Christian than that of the thief, whose soul is moving

rapidly towards the ideal, and who repents upon his cross." (_Cruel

Pleasures_.)

INDEX

(_The names of characters and titles of books are in italics._)

ALEXANDRA, Tolstoy's aunt

Ancestry, Tolstoy's

Analysis, self-

_Andrei Bolkonsky, Prince_

_Anna Karenin_ (novel)

_Anna Karenin_ (character)

Arabian Nights

Art--

Attacks on modern

Tolstoy's conception of

His ignorance of

His religious ideal of art

Christian art extinct

The art of the future

Endowment of

Mission of

Austerlitz

BACH

Bachkirs, the

_Bagration_

Beethoven

Bers family, the

Bers, S. A., 179

Bers, Sophie, _see_ Countess Tolstoy

Besoukhov, Pierre

Bloody Sunday

Böcklin

Boyer, Paul

_Boyhood_

Brahms

Breton, Jules

Brothers, Tolstoy's

_Brush with the Enemy, A_

Bylines

CAUCASUS, Tolstoy joins Army of the

Census, the, Tolstoy assists in taking

Chavannes, P. de

Childhood, Tolstoy's

_Childhood, Boyhood, Youth_

Begun in the Caucasus

Tolstoy's later opinion of

See _Boyhood_ and _Youth_

China, Tolstoy's admiration for,

Christ, Tolstoy's conception of

_Concordance and Translation

of the Four Gospels,_

_Confessions,_

_Cossacks, The,_

Countess Tolstoy--

Character and abilities

As model

Letter to

Creed, Tolstoy's

Crimea, transference to the

_Criticism of Dogmatic Theology_

Criticism of art, destructive

_Cycle of Readings_

_DEATH OF IVAN ILYITCH, THE_

_Decembrists, The_ (a projected novel)

_Diary of a Sportsman,_

_Diary of Prince D. Nekhludov_

Dmitri Tolstoy

Death of

Don Quixote

Dostoyevsky

Dreyfus Affair, the

Droujinine

EDUCATION, Tolstoy's ideas concerning

_End of a World, The_

England, Tolstoy contemplates retiring to

_Erochta,_ the old Cossack

Execution, effect of a public

FAITH, Tolstoy's, brings no happiness

Family, Tolstoy's

Family dissensions

_Family Happiness_

Father, Tolstoy's

Feminism, Tolstoy's attitude towards

Flaubert's opinion of Tolstoy's work

GAPON, FATHER

George, Henry

Georgians, the

Goethe

Gontcharov

_Great Crime, The_

Greek, Tolstoy studies

_Gricha,_ the idiot

Grigorovitch

HADJI MOURAD

Hebrew, Tolstoy studies

Home, Tolstoy's, _see_ Yasnaya Polyana

Hugo, Victor

Hunting, renounced

IBSEN

Introspection, Tolstoy's faculty of

_Invasion, The_

_Irtenieff, Nikolas_

JOSEPH, the History of

_Journal, Tolstoy's_

_KARENIN_

Karatayev

Kazan

_Khlopoff, Captain_

_Kitty Levine_

Klinger, Max

_Kozeltoff,_ brothers, in _Sebastopol in August, 1855_

_Kreutzer Sonata, The_

_Kutuzov_

_LEVINE_ in Lhermitte

Liberal Party, Tolstoy's disdain of the

_Life_

Literary Society of St. Petersburg,

Tolstoy's dislike of

Logic, heroic

Love--

Definition of

Tolstoy's attitude towards sexual

Law of

Lucerne, incident of the singer

MANET

Marriage, Tolstoy's views concerning

_Marie, Princess_

Marie Tolstoy

_Maslova_

_Master and Servant_

Michelangelo

Millet

Molière

Moscow, effect of visit to

Music--

Love of

Ignorance of modern music

In the _Kreutzer Sonata_

Dread of

Suggested State control over

_NATASHA_

_Nekhludov_

_Nekhludov, Diary of Prince D._

Nikolas Tolstoy

Dies of phthisis

Non-Resistance

OLD BELIEVERS, the

_Olenin_

Orthodox Church, Tolstoy's relations with the

Ostrovsky

_PAKHOM THE PEASANT_

Parents, Tolstoy's

Pascal

Pedagogy

_Polikushka,_

_Popular Tales_

Popular idiom

Portraits of Tolstoy--

Of 1848

Of 1851

Of 1856

Of 1885

_Posdnicheff_

_Power of Darkness, The_

_Prashhoukhin,_ death of

REASON (letter upon)

Reason, Tolstoy's distrust of

Religion--

Tolstoy's vague agnosticism as a youth

Revival of, in the Caucasus

Rembrandt

_Resurrection_

Revolution, Tolstoy prophesies

Roumania, Tolstoy joins Army of

Rousseau, J. J., worship of

_Rules of Life_

_Russian Proprietor, A_

Written in the Caucasus

Russo-Japanese War

ST. PETERSBURG, Tolstoy's dislike of literary society of

Samara

Schopenhauer

Science, Tolstoy attacks

_Sebastopol in December, 1854_

_Sebastopol in May, 1855_

_Sebastopol in August, 1855_

Sebastopol, the siege of

Sexual morality

_Shakespeare_

Shakespeare, no artist

Siegfried, hasty judgment on

"Smartness," Tolstoy's worship of

Socialism, Tolstoy's hatred of

Society, pictures of Russian

Sophia Bers, _see_ Countess Tolstoy

_Sovremennik,_ the (Russian review)

Spelling-book, Tolstoy's

State, the, a murderous entity

Stepan Arcadievitch

Sterne, influence of

Story-teller, a blind

Strauss

Stuck

Suarès

Suicidal tendencies

TATIANA, Tolstoy's aunt

Tchaikowsky

Terror, attack of nervous

_Three Deaths_

_Three Old Men_

Tolstoy, Countess

Tolstoy, Dmitri

Death of

Tolstoy, Leo--

Reception of his work in France

Influence of Rousseau and Stendhal

Organic unity of his life

Ancestry and inheritances,

Childhood

Student days

Personal appearance _(see_ Portraits)

Joins Army of Caucasus

Religious experiences

First literary work

Effects of illness

Early work

Love of life

Transferred to Crimea

Narratives of Sebastopol

Enters St. Petersburg literary society

Quarrels with Tourgenev

Travels in Europe

Studies pedagogy

Effect of his brother's death

Courtship

Marriage

_War and Peace_

_Anna Karenina_

Effect of Dmitri's death

Suicidal tendencies

His "conversion"

Joins the Orthodox Church

Leaves it

Visits Moscow

Commences to write on religious subjects

Differences with Countess Tolstoy

Spiritual loneliness

Attacks upon modern art and science

His ignorance of art

Ignorance of modern music

Attack upon Shakespeare

Religious and æsthetic ideals

His fear of music

Political ideals

Religious ideals

Old age

Political hopes

Loneliness

Intends leaving his family

Death

Tolstoy, Nikolas

Töppfer, influence of

Tourgenev

Criticism of Tolstoy

Turkey, war declared upon

_Two Hussars, The_

_VOLODYA_, see _Kozeltoff_

Vogüé, Melchior de

_Vronsky_

WAGNER, Tolstoy's hasty judgment of

_War and Peace_

_What I Believe_

_What is Art?_

_What shall we do?_

Woman, Tolstoy's ideal of

_Woodcutters, The_

YASNAYA POLYANA

Tolstoy returns to

Experiments at

_Youth_--

Written during the siege of Sebastopol

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