CHAPTER V

SEBASTOPOL: WAR AND RELIGION

In November, 1853, war was declared upon Turkey. Tolstoy obtained an

appointment to the army of Roumania; he was transferred to the army of

the Crimea, and on November 7, 1854, he arrived in Sebastopol. He was

burning with enthusiasm and patriotic faith. He went about his duties

courageously, and was often in danger, in especial throughout the April

and May of 1855, when he served on every alternate day in the battery

of of the 4th bastion.

Living for months in a perpetual tremor and exaltation, face to face

with death, his religious mysticism revived. He became familiar with

God. In April, 1855, he noted in his diary a prayer to God, thanking

Him for His protection in danger and beseeching Him to continue it,

"so that I may achieve the glorious and eternal end of life, of which

I am still ignorant, although I feel a presentiment of it." Already

this object of his life was not art, but religion. On March 5, 1855, he

wrote:

"I have been led to conceive a great idea, to whose realisation I feel

capable of devoting my whole life. This idea is the foundation of a

new religion; the religion of the Christ, but purified of dogmas and

mysteries.... To act with a clear conscience, in order to unite men by

means of religion."[1]

This was to be the programme of his old age.

However, to distract himself from the spectacles which surrounded him,

he began once more to write. How could he, amidst that hail of lead,

find the necessary freedom of mind for the writing of the third part

of his memories: _Youth?_ The book is chaotic; and we may attribute to

the conditions of its production a quality of disorder, and at times a

certain dryness of abstract analysis, which is increased by divisions

and subdivisions after the manner of Stendhal.[2] Yet we admire his

calm penetration of the mist of dreams and inchoate ideas which crowd a

young brain. His work is extraordinarily true to itself, and at moments

what poetic freshness!--as in the vivid picture of springtime in the

city, or the tale of the confession, and the journey to the convent,

on account of the forgotten sin! An impassioned pantheism lends to

certain pages a lyric beauty, whose accents recall the tales of the

Caucasus. For example, this description of an evening in the spring:

"The calm splendour of the shining crescent; the gleaming fish-pond;

the ancient birch-trees, whose long-tressed boughs were on one side

silvered by the moonlight, while on the other they covered the path

and the bushes with their black shadows; the cry of a quail beyond the

pond; the barely perceptible sound of two ancient trees which grazed

one another; the humming of the mosquitoes; the fall of an apple on

the dry leaves; and the frogs leaping up to the steps of the terrace,

their backs gleaming greenish under a ray of moonlight.... The moon is

mounting; suspended in the limpid sky, she fills all space with her

light; the splendour of the moonlit water grows yet more brilliant,

the shadows grow blacker, the light more transparent.... And to me, an

obscure and earthy creature, already soiled with every human passion,

but endowed with all the stupendous power of love, it seemed at that

moment that all nature, the moon, and I myself were one and the

same."[3]

But the present reality, potent and imperious, spoke more loudly than

the dreams of the past. _Youth_ remained unfinished; and Captain Count

Tolstoy, behind the plating of his bastion, amid the rumbling of the

bombardment, or in the midst of his company, observed the dying and the

living, and recorded their miseries and his own, in his unforgettable

narratives of _Sebastopol._

These three narratives_--Sebastopol in December, 1854, Sebastopol in

May, 1855, Sebastopol in August, 1855_--are generally confounded with

one another; but in reality they present many points of difference. The

second in particular, in point both of feeling and of art, is greatly

superior to the others. The others are dominated by patriotism; the

second is charged with implacable truth.

It is said that after reading the first narrative[4] the Tsarina wept,

and the Tsar, moved by admiration, commanded that the story should

be translated into French, and the author sent out of danger. We can

readily believe it. Nothing in these pages but exalts warfare and the

fatherland. Tolstoy had just arrived; his enthusiasm was intact; he was

afloat on a tide of heroism. As yet he could see in the defenders of

Sebastopol neither ambition nor vanity, nor any unworthy feeling. For

him the war was a sublime epic; its heroes were "worthy of Greece."

On the other hand, these notes exhibit no effort of the imagination,

no attempt at objective representation. The writer strolls through

the city; he sees with the utmost lucidity, but relates what he sees

in a form which is wanting in freedom: "You see ... you enter ...

you notice...." This is first-class reporting; rich in admirable

impressions.

Very different is the second scene: _Sebastopol in May, 1855_. In the

opening lines we read:

"Here the self-love, the vanity of thousands of human beings is in

conflict, or appeased in death...."

And further on:

"And as there were many men, so also were there many forms of

vanity.... Vanity, vanity, everywhere vanity, even at the door of the

tomb! It is the peculiar malady of our century.... Why do the Homers

and Shakespeares speak of love, of glory, and of suffering, and why is

the literature of our century nothing but the interminable history of

snobs and egotists?"

The narrative, which is no longer a simple narrative on the part of the

author, but one which sets before us men and their passions, reveals

that which is concealed by the mask of heroism. Tolstoy's clear,

disillusioned gaze plumbs to the depths the hearts of his companions in

arms; in them, as in himself, he reads pride, fear, and the comedy of

those who continue to play at life though rubbing shoulders with death.

Fear especially is avowed, stripped of its veils, and shown in all

its nakedness. These nervous crises,[5] this obsession of death, are

analysed with a terrible sincerity that knows neither shame nor pity.

It was at Sebastopol that Tolstoy learned to eschew sentimentalism,

"that vague, feminine, whimpering passion," as he came disdainfully

to term it; and his genius for analysis, the instinct for which

awoke, as we saw, in the later years of his boyhood, and which was at

times to assume a quality almost morbid,[6] never attained to a more

hypnotic and poignant intensity than in the narrative of the death of

Praskhoukhin. Two whole pages are devoted to the description of all

that passed in the mind of the unhappy man during the second following

upon the fall of the shell, while the fuse was hissing towards

explosion; and one page deals with all that passed before him after it

exploded, when "he was killed on the spot by a fragment which struck

him full in the chest."

As in the intervals of a drama we hear the occasional music of the

orchestra, so these scenes of battle are interrupted by wide glimpses

of nature; deep perspectives of light; the symphony of the day dawning

upon the splendid landscape, in the midst of which thousands are

agonising. Tolstoy the Christian, forgetting the patriotism of his

first narrative, curses this impious war:

"And these men, Christians, who profess the same great law of love and

of sacrifice, do not, when they perceive what they have done, fall upon

their knees repentant, before Him who in giving them life set within

the heart of each, together with the fear of death, the love of the

good and the beautiful. They do not embrace as brothers, with tears of

joy and happiness!"

As he was completing this novel--a work that has a quality of

bitterness which, hitherto, none of his work had betrayed--Tolstoy was

seized with doubt. Had he done wrong to speak?

"A painful doubt assails me. Perhaps these things should not have been

said. Perhaps what I am telling is one of those mischievous truths

which, unconsciously hidden in the mind of each one of us, should not

be expressed lest they become harmful, like the lees that we must not

stir lest we spoil the wine. If so, when is the expression of evil to

be avoided? When is the expression of goodness to be imitated? Who is

the malefactor and who is the hero? All are good and all are evil...."

But he proudly regains his poise: "The protagonist of my novel, whom I

love with all the strength of my soul, whom I try to present in all her

beauty, who always was, is, and shall be beautiful, is Truth."

After reading these pages[7] Nekrasov, the editor of the review

_Sovremennik_, wrote to Tolstoy: "That is precisely what Russian

society needs to-day: the truth, the truth, of which, since the death

of Gogol, so little has remained in Russian letters.... This truth

which you bring to our art is something quite novel with us. I have

only one fear: lest the times, and the cowardice of life, the deafness

and dumbness of all that surrounds us, may make of you what it has made

of most of us--lest it may kill the energy in you."[8]

Nothing of the kind was to be feared. The times, which waste the

energies of ordinary men, only tempered those of Tolstoy. Yet for a

moment the trials of his country and the capture of Sebastopol aroused

a feeling of regret for his perhaps too unfeeling frankness, together

with a feeling of sorrowful affection.

In his third narrative--_Sebastopol in August, 1855_--while describing

a group of officers playing cards and quarrelling, he interrupts

himself to say:

"But let us drop the curtain quickly over this picture.

To-morrow--perhaps to-day--each of these men will go cheerfully to meet

his death. In the depths of the soul of each there smoulders the spark

of nobility which will make him a hero."

Although this shame detracts in no wise from the forcefulness and

realism of the narrative, the choice of characters shows plainly

enough where lie the sympathies of the writer. The epic of Malakoff

and its heroic fall is told as affecting two rare and touching

figures: two brothers, of whom the elder, Kozeltoff, has some of the

characteristics of Tolstoy. Who can forget the younger, the ensign

Volodya, timid and enthusiastic, with his feverish monologues, his

dreams, his tears?--tears that rise to his eyes for a mere nothing;

tears of tenderness, tears of humiliation--his fear during the first

hours passed in the bastion (the poor boy is still afraid of the dark,

and covers his head with his cloak when he goes to bed); the oppression

caused by the feeling of his own solitude and the indifference of

others; then, when the hour arrives, his joy in danger. He belongs to

the group of poetic figures of youth (of whom are Petia in _War and

Peace_, and the sub-lieutenant in _The Invasion_), who, their hearts

full of affection, make war with laughter on their lips, and are broken

suddenly, uncomprehending, on the wheel of death. The two brothers fall

wounded, both on the same day--the last day of the defence. The novel

ends with these lines, in which we hear the muttering of a patriotic

anger:

"The army was leaving the town; and each soldier, as he looked upon

deserted Sebastopol, sighed, with an inexpressible bitterness in his

heart, and shook his fist in the direction of the enemy."[9]

[1] _Journal._

[2] We notice this manner also in _The Woodcutters_, which was

completed at the same period. For example: "There are three kinds

of love: 1. æsthetic love; 2. devoted love; 3. active love," &c.

(_Youth_). "There are three kinds of soldiers: 1. the docile and

subordinate; 2. the authoritative; 3. the boasters--who themselves are

subdivided into: (a) The docile who are cool and lethargic; (b) those

who are earnestly docile; (c) docile soldiers who drink," &c. (_The

Woodcutters_).

[3] _Youth,_ xxxii.

[4] Sent to the review _Sovremennik_ and immediately published.

[5] Tolstoy refers to them again at a much later date, in his

_Conversations_ with his friend Teneromo. He tells him of a crisis

of terror which assailed him one night when he was lying down in the

"lodgement" dug out of the body of the rampart, under the protective

plating. This _Episode of the Siege of Sebastopol_ will be found in the

volume entitled _The Revolutionaries._

[6] Droujinine, a little later, wrote him a friendly letter in which

he sought to put him on his guard against this danger: "You have

a tendency to an excessive minuteness of analysis; it may become

a serious fault. Sometimes you seem on the point of saying that

so-and-so's calf indicated a desire to travel in the Indies.... You

must restrain this tendency: but do not for the world suppress it."

(Letter dated 1856 cited by P. Birukov.)

[7] Mutilated by the censor.

[8] 1 September 2, 1855.

[9] In 1889, when writing a preface to _Memories of Sebastopol, by an

Officer of Artillery_ (A. J. Erchoff), Tolstoy returned in fancy to

these scenes. Every heroic memory had disappeared. He could no longer

remember anything but the fear which lasted for seven months--the

double fear: the fear of death and the fear of shame--and the horrible

moral torture. All the exploits of the siege reduced themselves, for

him, to this: he had been "flesh for cannon."

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