XIX.

Three days passed at the mills with no special incident. To Salome they

seemed the dullest she had ever known. For the first time, she

discovered that the Shawsheen Mills and the condition of its operatives

was not enough to satisfy the inmost longings of her heart, or to still

its disquietude. Without the presence of John Villard, and the constant

inspiration of his presence, life lost its zest and sparkle.

When the three days were over, Salome went to her pillow at night with a

sense of relief. Until now, she had not realized what her position at

the head of the mills might mean without Villard. She saw that without

him she could have done little, and would have made many mistakes—a fact

which it was good for her to realize. And then she remembered, with

sudden terror, that he might leave her at any moment, as Burnham had

done.

“He will be home in the morning,” she said to her disquieted heart, “and

I will offer him a share in the business. I will make him a partner, and

then I shall never lose him.” And even in the darkness of night and the

privacy of her own room, she resolutely put away from herself any other

contingency.

The morning dawned beautiful, fresh and balmy, as only a spring morning

late in May can dawn in New England. Salome dressed herself with unusual

care. A strange, happy feeling under-ran all her thoughts. She would not

think of him; she would not look forward to his coming; but, for her,

all the gladness of the May morning, all the blossoming of spring

flowers, all the caroling of joyous birds, meant only that Villard had

arrived in Shepardtown on the night express, and that she would see him

in an hour or two. She did not hurry her preparations for

breakfast,—this was such a strange, delightful mood. She looked at her

own reflection in the mirror, thinking unconsciously of making herself

fair for him. She sang snatches of merry song from the last comic opera,

laughing to herself as she recalled how her nurse used to forbid her

singing before the morning meal, and how she used to repeat, in a

lugubrious tone, the old sign:

“If you sing before breakfast,

You’ll cry before night.”

And, still singing, she stopped at her aunt’s room, only to find that

everybody had gone downstairs before her.

Mrs. Soule and Marion were chatting pleasantly over their hot-house

grapes when she entered the breakfast-room. The morning papers lay

untouched beside Salome’s plate. She took her place and leisurely pared

an orange. Afterwards she remembered the time she wasted in cutting the

peel into fantastic shapes.

“Has nobody looked at the papers?” she asked, after a while. “I declare,

how self-absorbed we are growing. Who knows but the world has, half of

it, come to an end, over night?”

She picked up one of the papers—the one which contained the most

startling head-lines, the most sickening sensations. Opening it, her

eyes became riveted to the front page. Her face paled. She grew whiter,

but no one noticed. When Marion looked up, the paper was falling from

Salome’s hand, and she had fallen back in her chair—faint, speechless

with terror.

With a cry, Marion sprang to her side; but Salome, by a tremendous

effort, recovered herself.

“Read it,” she gasped, “and tell me what to do.”

Marion picked up the paper, and read:

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