XVIII.

Matt felt that he need now no longer practise those reserves in speaking

to Sue of her father, which he had observed so painfully hitherto.

Neither did she shrink from the fact they had to deal with. In the trust

established between them, they spoke of it all openly, and if there was

any difference in them concerning it, the difference was in his greater

forbearance toward the unhappy man. They both spoke of his wrong-doing

as if it were his infirmity; they could not do otherwise; and they both

insensibly assumed his irresponsibility in a measure; they dwelt in the

fiction or the persuasion of a mental obliquity which would account for

otherwise unaccountable things.

"It is what my sister has always said," Sue eagerly assented to his

suggestion of this theory. "I suppose it's what I've always believed,

too, somehow, or I couldn't have lived."

"Yes; yes, it _must_ be so," Matt insisted. "But now the question is how

to reach him, and make some beginning of the end with him. I suppose

it's the suspense and the uncertainty that is breaking your sister

down?"

"Yes--that and what we ought to do about giving up the property.

We--quarrelled about that at first; we couldn't see it alike; but now

I've yielded; we've both yielded; and we don't know what to do."

"We must talk all that over with your lawyer, in connection with

something I've just heard of." He told her of Pinney's scheme, and he

said, "We must see if we can't turn it to account."

They agreed not to talk of her father with Adeline, but she began it

herself. She looked very old and frail, as she sat nervously rocking

herself in a corner of the cottage parlor, and her voice had a sharp,

anxious note. "What I think is, that now we know father is alive, we

oughtn't to do anything about the property without hearing from him. It

stands to reason, don't you think it does, Mr. Hilary, that he would

know better than anybody else, what we ought to do. Any rate, I think we

ought to wait and consult with him about it, and see what he says. The

property belonged to mother in the first place, and he mightn't like to

have us part with it."

"I don't think you need trouble about that, now, Miss Northwick," said

Matt. "Nothing need be done about the property at present."

"But I keep thinking about it. I want to do what Sue thinks is right,

and to see it just in the light she does; and I've told her I would do

exactly as she said about it; but now she won't say; and so I think

we've got to wait and hear from father. Don't you?"

"Decidedly, I think you ought to do nothing now, till you hear from

him," said Matt.

"I knew you would," said the old maid, "and if Sue will be ruled by me,

she'll see that it will all turn out right. I know father, and I know

he'll want to do what is sensible, and at the same time honorable. He is

a person who could never bear to wrong any one out of a cent."

"Well," said Sue, "we will do what Mr. Hilary says; and now, try not to

worry about it any more," she coaxed.

"Oh, yes! It's well enough to say not to worry _now_, when my mind's got

going on it," said the old maid, querulously; she flung her weak frame

against the chair-back, and she began to wipe the gathering tears. "But

if you'd agreed with me in the first place, it wouldn't have come to

this. Now I'm all broken down, and I don't know _when_ I shall be well

again."

It was a painful moment; Sue patiently adjusted the cushion to her

sister's shoulders, while Adeline's tongue ran helplessly on. "You were

so headstrong and stubborn, I thought you would kill me. You were just

like a rock, and I could beat myself to pieces against you, and you

wouldn't move."

"I was wrong," said the proud girl, meekly.

"I'm sure," Adeline whimpered, "I hate to make an exhibition before Mr.

Hilary, as much as any one, but I can't help it; no, I can't. My nerves

are _all_ gone."

The doctor came, and Sue followed Matt out of doors, to leave her, for

the first few confidential moments, sacred to the flow of symptoms,

alone with the physician. There was a little sequestered space among the

avenue firs beside the lodge, with a bench, toward which he led the way,

but the girl would not sit down. She stood with her arms fallen at her

side, and looked him steadily in the face.

"It's all true that she said of me. I set myself like a rock against

her. I have made her sick, and if she died, I should be her murderer!"

He put his arms round her, and folded her to his heart. "Oh, my love, my

love, my love!" he lamented and exulted over her.

She did not try to resist; she let her arms hang at her side; she said,

"Is _this_ the way we keep our word?--Already!"

"Our word was made to be broken; we must have meant it so. I'm glad we

could break it so soon. Now I can truly help you; now that you are to be

my wife."

She did not gainsay him, but she asked, "What will you think when you

know--you must have known that I used to care for some else; but he

never cared for me? It ought to make you despise me; it made me despise

myself! But it is true. I did care all the world for him, once. _Now_

will you say--"

"Now, more than ever," said the young man, silencing her lips with his

own, and in their trance of love the world seemed to reel away from

under their feet, with all its sorrows and shames, and leave them in

mid-heaven.

"Suzette!" Adeline's voice called from within. "Suzette! Where are you?"

Sue released herself, and ran into the cottage. She came out again in a

little while, and said that the doctor thought Adeline had better go to

bed for a day or two and have a thorough rest, and relief from all

excitement. "We mustn't talk before her any more, and you mustn't stay

any longer."

He accepted the authority she instinctively assumed over him, and found

his dismissal already of the order of things. He said, "Yes, I'll go at

once. But about--"

She put a card into his hand. "You can see Mr. Putney, and whatever you

and he think best, will _be_ best. Haven't you been our good angel ever

since--Oh, I'm not half good enough for you, and I shouldn't be, even if

there were no stain--"

"Stop!" he said; he caught her hand, and pulled her toward him.

The doctor came out, and said in a low voice, "There's nothing to be

anxious about, but she really must have quiet. I'll send Mrs. Morrell

down to see you, after tea. She's quiet itself."

Suzette submitted, and let Matt take her hand again in parting.

"Will you give me a lift, doctor, if you're going toward town?"

"Get in," said the doctor.

Sue went indoors, and the two men drove off together.

Matt looked at the card in his hand, and read: "Mr. Putney: Please talk

to Mr. Hilary as you would to my sister or me." Suzette's printed name

served for signature. Matt put the card in his pocket-book, and then he

said, "What sort of man is Mr. Putney, doctor?"

"Mr. Putney," said the doctor, with a twinkle of his blue eyes, "is one

of those uncommon people who have enemies. He has a good many because

he's a man that thinks, and then says what he thinks. But he's his own

worst enemy, because from time to time he gets drunk."

"A character," said Matt. "Do you think he's a safe one? Doesn't his

getting drunk from time to time interfere with his usefulness?"

"Well, of course," said the doctor. "It's bad for him; but I think it's

slowly getting better. Yes, decidedly. It's very extraordinary, but ever

since he's been in charge of the Miss Northwicks' interests--"

"Yes; _that's_ what I was thinking of."

"He's kept perfectly straight. It's as if the responsibilities had

steadied him."

"But if he goes on sprees, he may be on the verge of one that's

gathering violence from its postponement," Matt suggested.

"I think not," said the doctor after a moment. "But of course I can't

tell."

"They trust him so implicitly," said Matt.

"I know," said the doctor. "And I know that he's entirely devoted to

them. The fact is, Putney's a very dear friend of mine."

"Oh, excuse me--"

"No, no!" The doctor stayed Matt's apologies. "I understand just what

you mean. He disliked their father very much. He was principled against

him as a merely rich man, with mischievous influence on the imaginations

of all the poor people about him who wanted to be like him--"

"Oh, that's rather good," said Matt.

"Do you think so?" asked the doctor, looking round at him. "Well! I

supposed you would be all the other way. Well! What I was saying was

that Putney looks upon these poor girls as their father's chief victims.

I think he was touched by their coming to him, and has pitied them. The

impression is that he's managed their affairs very well; I don't know

about such things; but I know he's managed them honorably; I would stake

my life on it; and I believe he'll hold out straight to the last. I

suppose," the doctor conjectured, at the end, "that they will try to get

at Northwick now, and arrange with his creditors for his return."

"I don't mind telling you," said Matt, "that it's been tried and failed.

The State's attorney insists that he shall come back and stand his

trial, first of all."

"Oh!" said the doctor.

"Of course, that's right from the legal point of view. But in the

meantime, nobody knows where Mr. Northwick is."

"I suppose," said the doctor, "it would have been better for him not to

have written that letter."

"It's hard to say," Matt answered. "I thought so, too, at first. I

thought it was cowardly and selfish of him to take away his children's

superstition about his honesty. You knew that they held to that through

all?"

"Most touching thing in the world," said the doctor, leaning forward to

push a fly off his horse with the limp point of his whip. "That poor old

maid has talked it into me till I almost believed it myself."

"I don't know that I should hold him severely accountable. And I'm not

sure now that I should condemn him for writing that letter. It must have

been a great relief to him. In a way, you may say he _had_ to do it.

It's conceivable that if he had kept it on his mind any longer, his mind

would have given way. As it is, they have now the comfort of another

superstition--if it is a superstition. What do you think, doctor? Do you

believe that there was a mental twist in him?"

"There seems to be in nearly all these defaulters. What they do is so

senseless--so insane. I suppose that's the true theory of all crime. But

it won't do to act upon it, yet awhile."

"No."

The doctor went on after a pause, with a laugh of enjoyment at the

notion. "Above all, it won't do to let the defaulters act upon that

theory, and apply for admission to the insane asylums instead of taking

the express for Canada, when they're found out."

"Oh, no," said Matt. He wondered at himself for being able to analyze

the offence of Suzette's father so cold-bloodedly. But in fact he could

not relate the thought of her to the thought of him in his sin, at all;

he could only realize their kindred in her share of his suffering.

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