XI.

Matt took the lower road that wound away from Wade's church toward the

Northwick place; but as he went, he kept thinking that he must not

really try to see Suzette. It would be monstrous, at such a time; out of

all propriety, of all decency; it would be taking advantage of her

helplessness to intrude upon her the offer of help and of kindness which

every instinct of her nature must revolt from. There was only one thing

that could justify his coming, and that was impossible. Unless he came

to tell her that he loved her, and to ask her to let him take her burden

upon him, to share her shame and her sorrow for his love's sake, he had

no right to see her. At moments it seemed as if that were right and he

could do it, no matter how impossible, and then he almost ran forward;

but only to check himself, to stop short, and doubt whether not to turn

back altogether. By such faltering progresses, he found himself in the

Northwick avenue at last, and keeping doggedly on from the mansion,

which the farm road had brought him to, until he reached the cottage at

the avenue gate. On the threshold drooped a figure that the sight of set

his heart beating with a stifling pulse in his throat, and he floundered

on till he made out that this languid figure was Adeline. He could have

laughed at the irony, the mockery of the anti-climax, if it had not been

for the face that the old maid turned upon him at the approach of his

footfalls, and the pleasure that lighted up its pathos when she

recognized him.

"_Oh_, Mr. Hilary!" she said; and then she could not speak, for the

twitching of her lips and the trembling of her chin.

He took her hand in silence, and it seemed natural for him to do that

reverent and tender thing which is no longer a part of our custom; he

bent over it and kissed the chill, bony knuckles.

She drew her hand away to find her handkerchief and wipe her tears. "I

suppose you've come to see Suzette; but she's gone up to the village to

talk with Mr. Putney; he's our lawyer."

"Yes," said Matt.

"I presume I don't need to talk to you about that--letter. I think,--and

I believe Suzette will think so too in the end,--that his mind is

affected, and he just accuses himself of all these things because

they've been burnt into it so. How are your father and mother? And your

sister?"

She broke off with these questions, he could see, to stay herself in

what she wished to say. "They are all well. Father is still in Boston;

but mother and Louise are at the farm with me. They sent their love, and

they are anxious to know if there is anything--"

"Thank you. Will you sit down here? It's so close indoors." She made

room for him on the threshold, but he took the step below.

"I hope Miss Suzette is well?"

"Why, thank you, not very well. There isn't anything really the matter;

but we didn't either of us sleep very well last night; we were excited.

I don't know as I ought to tell you," she began. "I don't suppose it's a

thing you would know about, any way; but I've got to talk to somebody--"

"Miss Northwick," said Matt, "if there is anything in the world that I

can do for you, or that you even hope I can do, I _beg_ you to let me

hear it. I should be glad beyond all words to help you."

"Oh, I don't know as anything can be done," she began, after the fresh

gush of tears which were her thanks, "but Suzette and I have been

talking it over a good deal, and we thought we would like to see your

father about it. You see, Suzette can't feel right about our keeping the

place here, if father's really done what he says he's done. We don't

believe he has; but if he has, he has got to be found somewhere, and

made to give up the money he says he has got. Suzette thinks we ought to

give up the money we have got in the bank--fifteen hundred or two

thousand dollars--and she wanted I should let her give up her half of

the place, here; and at first I _did_ say she might. But come to find

out from Mr. Putney, the whole place would have to be sold before it

could be divided, and I couldn't seem to let it. That was what

we--disputed about. Yes! We had a dispute; but it's all right now, or it

will be, when we get the company to say they will stop the lawsuit

against father, if he will give up the money he's got, and we will give

up the place. Mr. Putney seemed to think the company couldn't stop it;

but I don't see why a rich corporation like that couldn't do almost

anything it wanted to with its money."

Her innocent corruption did not shock Matt, nor her scheme for defeating

justice; but he smiled forlornly at the hopelessness of it. "I'm afraid

Mr. Putney is right." He was silent, and then at the despair that came

into her face, he hurried on to say, "but I will see my father, Miss

Northwick; I will go down to see him at once; and if anything can be

honorably and fairly done to save your father, I am sure he will try to

do it for your sake. But don't expect anything," he said, getting to his

feet and putting out his hand to her.

"No, no; I won't," she said, with gratitude that wrung his heart.

"And--won't you wait and see Suzette?"

Matt reddened. "No; I think not now. But, perhaps, I will come back;

and--and--I will come soon again. Good-by!"

"Mr. Hilary!" she called after him. He ran back to her. "If--if your

father don't think anything can be done, I don't want he should say

anything about it."

"Oh, no; certainly not."

"And, Mr. Hilary! Don't _you_ let Suzette know I spoke to you. _I'll_

tell her."

"Why, of course."

On his way to Boston the affair seemed to grow less and less impossible

to Matt; but he really knew nothing of the legal complications; and when

he proposed it to his father, old Hilary shook his head. "I don't

believe it could be done. The man's regularly indicted, and he's in

contempt of court as long as he doesn't present himself for trial.

That's the way I understand it. But I'll see our counsel. Whose scheme

is this?"

"I don't know. Miss Northwick told me of it; but I fancied Miss

Suzette--"

"Yes," said Hilary. "It must have cost her almost her life to give up

her faith in that pitiful rascal."

"But after she had done that, it would cost her nothing to give up the

property, and as I understood Miss Northwick, that was her sister's

first impulse. She wished to give up her half of the estate

unconditionally; but Miss Northwick wouldn't consent, and they

compromised on the conditions she told me of."

"Well," said Hilary, "I think Miss Northwick showed the most sense. But

of course, Sue's a noble girl. She almost transfigures that old

scoundrel of a father of hers. That fellow--Jack Wilmington--ought to

come forward now and show himself a man, if he _is_ one. _Any_ man might

be proud of such a girl's love--and they say she was in love with him.

But he seems to have preferred to dangle after his uncle's wife. He

isn't good enough for her, and probably he always knew it."

Matt profited by the musing fit that came upon his father, to go and

look at the picture over the mantel. It was not a new picture; but he

did not feel that he was using his father quite frankly; and he kept

looking at it for that reason.

"If those poor creatures gave up their property, what would they do?

They've absolutely nothing else in the world!"

"I fancy," said Matt, "that isn't a consideration that would weigh with

Suzette Northwick."

"No. If there's anything in heredity, the father of such a girl must

have some good in him. Of course, they wouldn't be allowed to suffer."

"Do you mean that the company would regard the fact that it had no legal

claim on the property, and would recognize it in their behalf?"

"The company!" Hilary roared. "The company has _no_ right to that

property, moral _or_ legal. But we should act as if we had. If it were

unconditionally offered to us, we ought to acknowledge it as an act of

charity to us, and not of restitution. But every man Jack of us would

hold out for a right to it that didn't exist, and we should take it as

part of our due; and I should be such a coward that I couldn't tell the

Board what I thought of our pusillanimity."

"It seems rather hard for men to act magnanimously in a corporate

capacity, or even humanely," said Matt. "But I don't know but there

would be an obscure and negative justice in such action. It would be

right for the company to accept the property, if it was right for

Northwick's daughter to offer it, and I think it is most unquestionably

right for her to do that."

"Do you, Matt? Well, well," said Hilary, willing to be comforted,

"perhaps you're right. You must send Louise and your mother over to see

her."

"Well, perhaps not just now. She's proud and sensitive, and perhaps it

might seem intrusive, at this juncture?"

"Intrusive? Nonsense! She'll be glad to see them. Send them right over!"

Matt knew this was his father's way of yielding the point, and he went

away with his promise to say nothing of the matter they had talked of

till he heard from Putney. After that would be time enough to ascertain

the whereabouts of Northwick, which no one knew yet, not even his own

children.

What his father had said in praise of Suzette gave his love for her

unconscious approval; but at the same time it created a sort of comedy

situation, and Matt was as far from the comic as he hoped he was from

the romantic, in his mood. When he thought of going direct to her, he

hated to be going, like the hero of a novel, to offer himself to the

heroine at the moment her fortunes were darkest; but he knew that he was

only like that outwardly, and inwardly was simply and humbly her lover,

who wished in any way or any measure he might, to be her friend and

helper. He thought he might put his offer in some such form as would

leave her free to avail herself a little if not much of his longing to

comfort and support her in her trial. But at last he saw that he could

do nothing for the present, and that it would be cruel and useless to

give her more than the tried help of a faithful friend. He did not go

back to Hatboro', as he longed to do. He went back to his farm, and

possessed his soul in such patience as he could.

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