CHAPTER XX IN WHICH WE ARE IN DESPERATE CASE

“GOD walketh upon the sea as he walketh upon the land,” said the

minister. “The sea is his and we are his. He will do what it liketh

him with his own.” As he spoke he looked with a steadfast soul into the

black hollow of the wave that combed above us, threatening destruction.

The wave broke, and the boat still lived. Borne high upon the shoulder

of the next rolling hill, we looked north, south, east, and west, and

saw only a waste of livid, ever forming, ever breaking waves, a gray

sky streaked with darker gray shifting vapor, and a horizon impenetrably

veiled. Where we were in the great bay, in what direction we were being

driven, how near we might be to the open sea or to some fatal shore, we

knew not. What we did know was that both masts were gone, that we must

bail the boat without ceasing if we would keep it from swamping, that

the wind was doing an apparently impossible thing and rising higher and

higher, and that the waves which buffeted us from one to the other were

hourly swelling to a more monstrous bulk.

We had come into the wider waters at dawn, and still under canvas. An

hour later, off Point Comfort, a bare mast contented us; we had hardly

gotten the sail in when mast and all went overboard. That had been hours

ago.

A common peril is a mighty leveler of barriers. Scant time was there

in that boat to make distinction between friend and foe. As one man

we fought the element which would devour us. Each took his turn at

the bailing, each watched for the next great wave before which we must

cower, clinging with numbed hands to gunwale and thwart. We fared alike,

toiled alike, and suffered alike, only that the minister and I cared for

Mistress Percy, asking no help from the others.

The King's ward endured all without a murmur. She was cold, she was worn

with watching and terror, she was wounded; each moment Death raised his

arm to strike, but she sat there dauntless, and looked him in the face

with a smile upon her own. If, wearied out, we had given up the fight,

her look would have spurred us on to wrestle with our fate to the last

gasp. She sat between Sparrow and me, and as best we might we shielded

her from the drenching seas and the icy wind. Morning had shown me the

blood upon her sleeve, and I had cut away the cloth from the white arm,

and had washed the wound with wine and bound it up. If for my fee, I

should have liked to press my lips upon the blue-veined marble, still I

did it not.

When, a week before, I had stored the boat with food and drink and had

brought it to that lonely wharf, I had thought that if at the last my

wife willed to flee I would attempt to reach the bay, and passing out

between the capes would go to the north. Given an open boat and the

tempestuous seas of November, there might be one chance out of a hundred

of our reaching Manhattan and the Dutch, who might or might not give us

refuge. She had willed to flee, and we were upon our journey, and the

one chance had vanished. That wan, monotonous, cold, and clinging mist

had shrouded us for our burial, and our grave yawned beneath us.

The day passed and the night came, and still we fought the sea, and

still the wind drove us whither it would. The night passed and the

second morning came, and found us yet alive. My wife lay now at my feet,

her head pillowed upon the bundle she had brought from the minister's

house. Too weak for speech, waiting in pain and cold and terror for

death to bring her warmth and life, the knightly spirit yet lived in her

eyes, and she smiled when I bent over her with wine to moisten her lips.

At length she began to wander in her mind, and to speak of summer days

and flowers. A hand held my heart in a slowly tightening grip of iron,

and the tears ran down the minister's cheeks. The man who had darkened

her young life, bringing her to this, looked at her with an ashen face.

As the day wore on, the gray of the sky paled to a dead man's hue and

the wind lessened, but the waves were still mountain high. One moment

we poised, like the gulls that now screamed about us, upon some giddy

summit, the sky alone above and around us; the next we sank into dark

green and glassy caverns. Suddenly the wind fell away, veered, and rose

again like a giant refreshed.

Diccon started, put his hand to his ear, then sprang to his feet.

“Breakers!” he cried hoarsely.

We listened with straining ears. He was right. The low, ominous murmur

changed to a distant roar, grew louder yet, and yet louder, and was no

longer distant.

“It will be the sand islets off Cape Charles, sir,” he said. I nodded.

He and I knew there was no need of words.

The sky grew paler and paler, and soon upon the woof of the clouds

a splash of dull yellow showed where the sun would be. The fog rose,

laying bare the desolate ocean. Before us were two very small islands,

mere handfuls of sand, lying side by side, and encompassed half by the

open sea, half by stiller waters diked in by marshes and sand bars. A

coarse, scanty grass and a few stunted trees with branches bending away

from the sea lived upon them, but nothing else. Over them and over the

marshes and the sand banks circled myriads of great white gulls. Their

harsh, unearthly voices came to us faintly, and increased the desolation

of earth and sky and sea.

To the shell-strewn beach of the outer of the two islets raced long

lines of surf, and between us and it lurked a sand bar, against which

the great rollers dashed with a bull-like roar. The wind drove us

straight upon this bar. A moment of deadly peril and it had us fast,

holding us for the waves to beat our life out. The boat listed, then

rested, quivering through all its length. The waves pounded against its

side, each watery battering-ram dissolving in foam and spray but to give

place to another, and yet it held together, and yet we lived. How long

it would hold we could not tell; we only knew it could not be for long.

The inclination of the boat was not so great but that, with caution, we

might move about. There were on board rope and an axe. With the latter I

cut away the thwarts and the decking in the bow, and Diccon and I made

a small raft. When it was finished, I lifted my wife in my arms and laid

her upon it and lashed her to it with the rope. She smiled like a child,

then closed her eyes. “I have gathered primroses until I am tired,” she

said. “I will sleep here a little in the sunshine, and when I awake I

will make you a cowslip ball.”

Time passed, and the groaning, trembling timbers still held together.

The wind fell, the sky became blue, and the sun shone. Another while,

and the waves were less mountainous and beat less furiously against the

boat. Hope brightened before us. To strong swimmers the distance to the

islet was trifling; if the boat would but last until the sea subsided,

we might gain the beach. What we would do upon that barren spot, where

was neither man nor brute, food nor water, was a thing that we had not

the time to consider. It was land that we craved.

Another hour, and the sea still fell. Another, and a wave struck the

boat with force. “The sea is coming in!” cried the minister.

“Ay,” I answered. “She will go to pieces now.”

The minister rose to his feet. “I am no mariner,” he said, “but once

in the water I can swim you like any fish. There have been times when I

have reproached the Lord for that he cased a poor silly humble preacher

like me with the strength and seeming of some might man of old, and

there have been times when I have thanked him for that strength. I thank

him now. Captain Percy, if you will trust the lady to me, I will take

her safely to that shore.”

I raised my head from the figure over which I was bending, and looked

first at the still tumultuous sea, and then at the gigantic frame of the

minister. When we had made that frail raft no swimmer could have lived

in that shock of waves; now there was a chance for all, and for the

minister, with his great strength, the greatest I have ever seen in any

man, a double chance. I took her from the raft and gave her into his

arms. A minute later the boat went to pieces.

Side by side Sparrow and I buffeted the sea. He held the King's ward

in one arm, and he bore her safely over the huge swells and through the

onslaught of the breaking waves. I could thank God for his strength, and

trust her to it. For the other three of us, we were all strong swimmers,

and though bruised and beat about, we held our own. Each wave, overcome,

left us nearer the islet,--a little while and our feet touched bottom.

A short struggle with the tremendous surf and we were out of the maw of

the sea, but out upon a desolate islet, a mere hand's-breadth of sand

and shell in a lonely ocean, some three leagues from the mainland of

Accomac, and upon it neither food nor water. We had the clothes upon our

backs, and my lord and I had kept our swords. I had a knife, and Diccon

too was probably armed. The flint and steel and tinder box within my

pouch made up our store.

The minister laid the woman whom he carried upon the pebbles, fell upon

his knees, and lifted his rugged face to heaven. I too knelt, and with

my hand upon her heart said my own prayer in my own way. My lord stood

with unbent head, his eyes upon that still white face, but Diccon turned

abruptly and strode off to a low ridge of sand, from the top of which

one might survey the entire island.

In two minutes he was back again. “There's plenty of driftwood further

up the beach,” he announced, “and a mort of dried seaweed. At least we

need n't freeze.”

The great bonfire that we made roared and crackled, sending out a most

cheerful heat and light. Under that genial breath the color came

slowly back to madam's cheek and lip, and her heart beat more strongly.

Presently she turned under my hand, and with a sigh pillowed her head

upon her arm and went to sleep in that blessed warmth like a little

child.

We who had no mind for sleep sat there beside the fire and watched the

sun sink behind the low black line of the mainland, now plainly visible

in the cleared air. It dyed the waves blood red, and shot out one long

ray to crimson a single floating cloud, no larger than a man's hand,

high in the blue. Sea birds, a countless multitude, went to and fro with

harsh cries from island to marsh, and marsh to island. The marshes were

still green; they lay, a half moon of fantastic shapes, each parted from

the other by pink water. Beyond them was the inlet dividing us from

the mainland, and that inlet was three leagues in width. We turned and

looked seaward. Naught but leaping waves white-capped to the horizon.

“We touched here the time we went against the French at Port Royal and

St. Croix,” I said. “We had heard a rumor that the Bermuda pirates had

hidden gold here. Argall and I went over every foot of it.”

“And found no water?” questioned the minister.

“And found no water.”

The light died from the west and from the sea beneath, and the night

fell. When with the darkness the sea fowl ceased their clamor, a

dreadful silence suddenly enfolded us. The rush of the surf made no

difference; the ear heard it, but to the mind there was no sound. The

sky was thick with stars; every moment one shot, and the trail of white

fire it left behind melted into the night silently like snowflakes.

There was no wind. The moon rose out of the sea, and lent the sandy isle

her own pallor. Here and there, back amongst the dunes, the branches of

a low and leafless tree writhed upward like dark fingers thrust from out

the spectral earth. The ocean, quiet now, dreamed beneath the moon and

cared not for the five lives it had cast upon that span of sand.

We piled driftwood and tangles of seaweed upon our fire, and it flamed

and roared and broke the silence. Diccon, going to the landward side of

the islet, found some oysters, which we roasted and ate; but we had nor

wine nor water with which to wash them down.

“At least there are here no foes to fear,” quoth my lord. “We may all

sleep to-night; and zooks! we shall need it!” He spoke frankly, with an

open face.

“I will take one watch, if you will take the other,” I said to the

minister.

He nodded. “I will watch until midnight.”

It was long past that time when he roused me from where I lay at

Mistress Percy's feet.

“I should have relieved you long ago,” I told him.

He smiled. The moon, now high in the heavens, shone upon and softened

his rugged features. I thought I had never seen a face so filled with

tenderness and hope and a sort of patient power. “I have been with God,”

he said simply. “The starry skies and the great ocean and the little

shells beneath my hand,--how wonderful are thy works, O Lord! What is

man that thou art mindful of him? And yet not a sparrow falleth”--I rose

and sat by the fire, and he laid himself down upon the sand beside me.

“Master Sparrow,” I asked, “have you ever suffered thirst?”

“No,” he answered. We spoke in low tones, lest we should wake her.

Diccon and my lord, upon the other side of the fire, were sleeping

heavily.

“I have,” I said. “Once I lay upon a field of battle throughout a summer

day, sore wounded and with my dead horse across my body. I shall forget

the horror of that lost field and the torment of that weight before I

forget the thirst.”

“You think there is no hope?”

“What hope should there be?”

He was silent. Presently he turned and looked at the King's ward where

she lay in the rosy light; then his eyes came back to mine.

“If it comes to the worst I shall put her out of her torment,” I said.

He bowed his head and we sat in silence, our gaze upon the ground

between us, listening to the low thunder of the surf and the crackling

of the fire. “I love her,” I said at last. “God help me!”

He put his finger to his lips. She had stirred and opened her eyes. I

knelt beside her, and asked her how she did and if she wanted aught.

“It is warm,” she said wonderingly.

“You are no longer in the boat,” I told her. “You are safe upon the

land. You have been sleeping here by the fire that we kindled.”

An exquisite smile just lit her face, and her eyelids drooped again.

“I am so tired,” she said drowsily, “that I will sleep a little longer.

Will you bring me some water, Captain Percy? I am very thirsty.”

After a moment I said gently, “I will go get it, madam.” She made no

answer; she was already asleep. Nor did Sparrow and I speak again. He

laid himself down with his face to the ocean, and I sat with my head in

my hands, and thought and thought, to no purpose.

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