XXXIX

IN the course of the next few days Brandon interviewed various

specialists, and then by their advice he went to Brighton for two

months. The result was such a steady gain in physical force and mental

equilibrium that he was able to resume his military duties.

Not by his own request was he spared the boredom, the misery, the

ghoulish horror of the trenches. The higher expediency was able to

realize that men of Brandon’s age, particularly if they have once been

badly knocked out, don’t pay for cartage to France. Therefore he was

given a commission and sent to the north to train new units.

He didn’t complain. Whatever his job, he would have taken off his coat

and set to. He was no subscriber to the military fetish, nothing would

ever make him one, but in August, 1914, he had given his services

unconditionally to his country and he was not the man to shirk the

obligation into which he had entered.

To one of subtle perceptions and fastidious culture, the teaching

of a lot of “bandy-legged coal-shovelers” to form fours, and to hurl

an imaginary bomb at an imaginary Hun should have been a wearisome,

soul-destroying affair. Yet somehow it was not. There was a time when

in spite of his honest, democratic liberalism, he would have been tried

beyond endurance by the fantastic boredom of it all. But that time

had passed. Never again could the human factor, however primitive, be

without its meaning. He had been wrought upon by a miracle, and it

abided with him during every hour of the new life.

His thoughts were often with John Smith. Enshrined in Brandon’s

heart as a divine symbol, he was the key to a Mystery which had the

power to cleanse even the thing called war of its bestial obscenity.

Many a night when he came back dog-tired and heart-sore, to a dirty,

comfortless room and an ill-cooked meal in a rude, miserable colliery

township whose like he had never seen, he was sustained by the sublime

faith of one who, for the sake of the love he bore his kind, had dared

to transcend reason in order to affirm it.

Many a night in the fetid air of a bedroom whose window could not be

persuaded to open, he lay on a broken-backed mattress trying to relate

this divine friend with the humanity through whose travail he had

found expression. Who and what was this portent? Was he akin to the

August Founder of Christianity? Was he a madman hugging a crazy but

pathetic and terrible delusion? Or was he the superman of which the

World Spirit had long been dreaming, a great clairvoyant able to summon

representative souls from the astral plane?

It must be left to the future to decide. At the best these

were fantastic speculations, but they were now the _clou_ of a

forward-looking soul. Only these could sustain it in the path of duty.

Week by week, it was being borne in upon Brandon that the sword could

never hope to achieve anything worth achieving. Humanity was too

complex and it was poisoned at the roots. Prussia after all was only

a question of degree. Unless a change took place in the heart of man,

these splendid, simple chaps with their debased forms of speech, their

crudeness and their ignorance, would hurl their bombs in vain.

How he loved these bandy-legged warriors who never opened their mouths

without defiling his ears. Deeper even than the spirit of race was the

sense of human brotherhood. It resolved every difficulty, it unlocked

every door. And the key had come to him by means of the inmate of

Wellwood who had received it in turn from the divine mystic of the

hills of Galilee.

The weeks went by in their weariness, yet nothing happened to the

world. Months ago Urban Meyer had returned to America and the play

had gone with him. The shrewd Pomfret had been made an agent for

the author, in order to protect the interests of John Smith, but he

received no word from New York beyond an intimation that the play had

been mysteriously “hung up.” The news was not unexpected, yet he never

doubted that sooner or later Urban Meyer would carry out his fixed

intention of producing it.

In the meantime, Brandon wrote several letters to the inmate of

Wellwood. The new turn of events was revealed, and great stress laid

upon the supreme good fortune which so far had attended the play.

To have convinced such a man as Urban Meyer of its almost plenary

inspiration meant that its destiny was on the way to fulfillment.

The letters Brandon received in answer must have puzzled him greatly,

had they not squared so exactly with the theory he had formed. Full as

they were of warm and deep feeling, they yet seemed remote from the

conditions of practical life. Even their note of sure faith was open to

misinterpretation. There was no recognition of the singular providence

which had set Urban Meyer on the track of the play, or if there was,

it took for granted that the little man was the chosen instrument of

God. Like Brandon himself, he was only a medium, through which Heaven

was to resolve a high and awful issue.

Brandon received no second command to Wellwood, and he had not

the courage to make pilgrimage without it. But as the long months

passed and he grew more secure in physical power, the impression of

the dreamlike December journey remained ineffaceably vivid. Time

strengthened a fervent belief in the sublime genius of John Smith,

but the wild speculations to which that belief gave rise led to one

inescapable conclusion which in the last resort he could not quite find

the courage to embrace openly. The disciple was thrilled by the tone

of each letter he received, but nineteen centuries had passed since

the Master had walked among men; and Brandon, with his own work in the

world yet to do, could only feel that Faith itself besought him not to

go too far beyond the poor, limited, human ken.

In order to fulfill the common daily round, he felt bound to hold aloof

from John Smith, yet the man himself was never out of his thoughts.

And not for a moment did he forget a sacred task. Months went by, the

brief occasional letters ceased, and then Brandon sent an emissary to

Wellwood, so that he might gain first-hand knowledge without incurring

the terrible risk his every instinct warned him must attend a personal

visit.

Mr. Perry-Hennington was the chosen vehicle. Between the two men there

had been a reconciliation. The return of health had enabled Brandon to

shed much of his animosity; besides, he saw that if John Smith’s view

of his mission was the true one, such a man as the vicar of Penfold

could hardly be more than a humble catspaw of destiny. That good, but

narrow and obtuse man, was perhaps only the unconscious means by which

a second world-drama was to unfold itself.

In the autumn Brandon was granted a few days’ leave. After weary months

of servitude in the arid north, a week at Hart’s Ghyll, among his own

people, was like a breath of heaven. And it synchronized with a tide of

greater events.

These began with a morning call from the vicar. A very different

Gervase Brandon received him now in that glorious room, which, however,

for them both, must always hold memories of anxious and embittered

conflict. The squire of Hart’s Ghyll had emerged from the long night

of the soul, and even to this closed mind he was far more than the

Gervase Brandon of old. In returning to that physical world which he

loved so well, he had gained enlargement. Something had been added

to a noble liberality; a softness, an immanence of the spirit, which

Mr. Perry-Hennington was quick to ascribe to his favorite process of

purification by suffering.

The vicar was pleased by the warmth of his reception; and he had

already had a sign of Brandon’s change of attitude. The previous day,

at Brandon’s request, he had paid a visit to Wellwood. And in that

request, Mr. Perry-Hennington saw a tacit admission of the justice of

his actions; he also saw that Brandon, now clothed in his right mind,

was fully alive to his own errors in the past.

“Well, my dear Gervase,” he said with full-toned heartiness, the

underside of which was magnanimity, “yesterday, as you suggested, I

went to Wellwood to see our friend.”

“More than good of you,” said Brandon, his eyes lighted by gratitude

and eagerness. “An act of real charity. I could have gone myself, of

course, but I don’t quite trust myself in the matter--that is to say--”

“Quite so--I understand and appreciate that. And I am particularly glad

you left it to me to form my own impressions.”

“Well?”

“In the first place, I had a long talk with Dr. Thorp, who by the way

is a singularly experienced and broad-minded man.”

“I fully agree.”

“Well, I’m bound to say that he grew quite enthusiastic over the poor

dear fellow. In every way he is a most exemplary patient; indeed, I was

told that he wields a truly remarkable moral influence over the whole

establishment, inmates and nursing staff alike.”

“I learned that many months ago.”

“It is very surprising that it should be so.” The vicar’s air was one

of perplexity. “But Dr. Thorp considers John Smith an extraordinary

case.”

“So I have gathered.”

“He suffers, of course, from an obscure form of religious mania, which

fully justifies his detention, but at the same time he leads the life

of a saint.”

“How is his health?”

A cloud came on the vicar’s face. He did not answer the question at

once. At last he said: “Let me prepare you for bad news. I regret to

say that he is slowly dying.”

Brandon caught his breath sharply. He did not try to conceal his

distress. He put a dozen eager questions. The announcement had come as

a great blow.

“Dr. Thorp holds out no hope that his life will be a long one,” said

the vicar. “Apart from the ravages of his disease, the spirit appears

to be wearing out the body. He doesn’t take enough nourishment. He

simply can’t be induced to touch flesh meat in any form; in fact for

many weeks he has been existing almost entirely on bread and water.”

“He does not wish to live?”

“I think he longs for the other and the better world.”

“That, at any rate, is perhaps not altogether surprising.”

The thrust might not have been intentional, but the shadow deepened on

the vicar’s face. “It is not,” he said. “Yet he is so well cared for,

he is allowed such liberty, his relations with all the other inmates

are so charmingly harmonious, that it is hard to see how the freedom of

the outer world could add to his present happiness; that, at any rate,

is Dr. Thorp’s view. His troubles, odd as it may seem, do not spring

from his immediate surroundings; they spring from the present state

of the world. His mania has crystallized into a strange form. He has

become pathetically convinced that he is the Savior, and he spends his

whole time in fasting and prayer.”

“Did you see him?”

“Yes.” The vicar paused an instant, and in that instant Brandon

literally devoured the subtly changing face of the man before him. “Not

only did I see him, I was permitted to speak to him. Moreover, he sent

you a message. You are always to remember that one unconverted believer

may save the whole world.” As the vicar repeated the odd phrase, his

eye met Brandon’s and a silence followed.

“I shall never forget the way he said it,” Mr. Perry-Hennington went

on. “The tone of his voice, the look of his eyes gave one quite an

uncanny feeling. Whether it was the mental and physical state of the

poor man himself, or whether it was his surroundings, I cannot say,

but somehow I can’t get the picture of him as he spoke those words out

of my mind. It’s weak, I know, but the whole of last night I lay awake

thinking of Wellwood, and this poor dear fellow, John Smith.”

“Was he so different from what you expected to find him?”

“Somehow he was. His disease has taken such a curious form. And in that

strange place, in the midst of a lot of old men, afflicted like himself

with various fantastic delusions, he has an air of authority which is

really most striking--I am bound to say is really most striking.”

“I cannot tell you how interested I am to hear you say that,” was

Brandon’s eager rejoinder.

“If one had not continually said to oneself: ‘This gloomy place,

haunted with dead souls, is Wellwood Asylum,’ one might even have

come under a strange spell. Dr. Thorp says the freakish power of some

of these broken-down intellects is amazing; and to see them seated

around that large and somber room engaged in what John Smith calls ‘the

correlation of human experience,’ is at once the most tragic and the

most pathetic sight I have ever witnessed.”

“It is a sight that I, at any rate, shall take to my grave.” As Brandon

saw again the picture by the inward eye, he was shaken by a wild

tremor. “Henceforth, I shall see it always in this life, and I look to

see it in the next.”

“Yes,” said the vicar. “I can well understand your feeling about it.”

Brandon gave a little shudder; and then, after a silence he said: “May

I ask what impression you formed of our poor friend?”

“It is most difficult to put it into words. Physically and mentally

he has undergone a very curious change; and he appears to wield a

strange power over all with whom he comes in contact. As I say, I felt

it myself. I shall never forget the shock I had when those eyes emerged

from that bearded face. For a moment one could have almost believed

oneself in the presence of Someone Else. Then I remembered where I was,

but it needed an effort I assure you.”

“Do you still feel that Wellwood is the place for him?”

“Yes, I do. I discussed the matter with Dr. Thorp, and he is strongly

of the opinion that the poor fellow is better off at Wellwood than he

would be elsewhere. They have come to love him there. He is extremely

well cared for, he never complains of the loss of personal liberty,

and, as I say, there is every reason to think that his days are

numbered.”

“Dr. Thorp has no doubt on that point?”

“None. The poor fellow is failing physically. At the present time he

appears to live more in another world than he does in this. One does

not pretend to know what that other world is or may be. Apparently it

is a kind of mystical dreamland, in which he persuades himself that he

communicates with departed spirits. And there are times when he enters

a soul condition which lies outside Dr. Thorp’s own experience of

psychical phenomena. In fact, he considers John Smith to be by far the

most baffling and complex case with which he has ever had to deal.”

A number of other questions Brandon put to the vicar, in the hope

of light from an authentic source upon a very remarkable matter.

For himself he could only account for it by means of a far-fetched

hypothesis, with which he knew that Mr. Perry-Hennington was the last

man in the world likely to agree. All the same, one clear fact emerged

from this conversation. There was a change in the vicar. Could it be

that, since his recent visit to Wellwood, Mr. Perry-Hennington had

begun to realize that there might be more things in earth and heaven

than his philosophy had dreamed of hitherto?

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