XXXIII

BRANDON returned to Hart’s Ghyll ostensibly as he had left it. Without

telling his wife what had happened, he allowed himself to be carried

to his room and put to bed. For one thing he was worn out with the

strange excitement of the afternoon. The visit to Wellwood had made so

great a call on a devitalized nervous system, that he now felt rather

feverish and overstrung. But as he sank on his pillows in a reaction of

weariness, nature insisted that for a time he should forget.

As he lay trying to reconstruct the amazing experience he had just been

through, a vague, delicious sense of mystery flowed through him. But

it was for a moment only. He had hardly time to ask himself whether

the new life was still in his limbs when sleep stole upon him, and the

chain of his thought was broken.

How long his sleep lasted he didn’t know. But it was heavy, dreamless

and profound, and he awoke in the pitch darkness of a December night.

Almost his first sensation was that something had happened, something

which had forever changed the current of his life. What could it be?

Before the question was answered, before he could relate himself to the

life of the senses, and the mind could gain perception of itself, he

grew conscious of a thought half formed. It was full of strange joy, of

strange fear. Then he tried to cast his mind back, and in the very act

of doing so, he suddenly heard a voice in the room: “If you believe in

me rise from your bed and walk.”

Involuntarily he sat up, flung aside the bedclothes, pressed his

lifeless feet upon the carpet. An instant he stood swaying, expecting

to fall, and then he felt himself sustained by a new power. Foot by

foot he groped his way to the window and drew its curtains aside.

The risen moon was shining on the trees of the park. As its cold light

flowed into Brandon’s eyes, he was able to assure himself that he was

fully awake. He was able to assure himself that a miracle had made him

whole, and that his being was rooted now in some subtle but profound

alchemy of the soul. For long he stood looking out on the night, while

a growing joy pervaded him. Tears of pure happiness, whose shedding was

an exquisite physical relief, ran down his cheeks. Again and again his

flesh responded to the thrill of a recollected touch; a rapture he had

never known coursed through his veins; his bonds were broken; he was

borne upon the wings of a new destiny.

Almost delirious with joy he got back into bed, and lay a long hour

shivering with excitement. Even now he hardly dared to meet the hard

logic of the matter. The events of yesterday besieged him like a

fantastic dream. He had risen from his bed, and he had walked at the

command of One in whom he had implicitly believed. But at this moment

he dare not ask himself to restate that faith in its superhuman aspect.

Long before daylight came, his thoughts had grown so insurgent, that

he put out a hand and switched on the light. On a table by his bed was

laid the manuscript he had brought from Wellwood. In an ecstasy of

growing bewilderment he turned to it now, devouring it greedily, almost

with a sense of ravishment.

It was called simply, ‘A Play Without a Name.’ It set forth a “religion

of humanity,” in a series of parables crystal-clear to the humblest

mind, yet by a superhuman cunning, as it seemed to Brandon, fulfilling

the laws which govern the enchanting art of the dramatist. The action

had been devised for representation, the words that they might be

spoken in the theater. The theme was the power of love, human and

divine, and it was illustrated by vivid, moving, beautiful pictures.

Daylight found Brandon still pondering this wonderful play. He was now

in the thrall of an all-absorbing event. A few hours back he had passed

through a miraculous experience, and the problem now was to relate it

to the known facts of organic life. The difficulties of the situation

were foreshadowed as soon as the nurse came into the room.

“Who has drawn back the curtains?” she demanded at once, in a tone of

stern surprise.

Brandon, in spite of his excitement, was able to affect a torpid

indifference to the question.

“I could have taken an oath,” said the nurse, “that when I left you

last night the curtains were pulled across the window as usual!”

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