Chapter XI

The two men sat for some time out in the grove. It was very pleasant

there. The air was unusually still, and only the tops of the trees

whitened occasionally in a light puff of wind like a sigh. Now and

then a carriage or an automobile passed on the road beyond, but not

many of them. It was not a main thoroughfare. The calls and quick

carols of the birds, punctuated with sharp trills of insects, were

almost the only sounds heard. Now and then Sylvia's face glanced at

them from a house window, but it was quickly withdrawn. She never

liked men to be in close conclave without a woman to superintend, yet

she could not have told why. She had a hazy impression, as she might

have had if they had been children, that some mischief was afoot.

"Sitting out there all this time, and smoking, and never seeming to

speak a word," she said to herself, as she returned to her seat

beside a front window in the south room and took up her book. She was

reading with a mild and patronizing interest a book in which the

heroine did nothing which she would possibly have done under given

circumstances, and said nothing which she would have said, and was,

moreover, a distinctly different personality from one chapter to

another, yet the whole had a charm for the average woman reader.

Henry had flung it aside in contempt. Sylvia thought it beautiful,

possibly for the reason that her own hard sense was sometimes a

strenuous burden, and in reading this she was forced to put it behind

her. However, the book did not prevent her from returning every now

and then to her own life and the happenings in it. Hence her stealthy

journeys across the house and peeps at the men in the grove. If they

were nettled by a sense of feminine mystery, she reciprocated. "What

on earth did they want to stop Rose from going to see Lucy for?"

seemed to stare at her in blacker type than the characters of the

book.

Presently, when she saw Horace pass the window and disappear down the

road, she laid the book on the table, with a slip of paper to keep

the place, and hurried out to the grove. She found Henry leisurely

coming towards the house. "Where has he gone?" she inquired, with a

jerk of her shoulder towards the road.

"Mr. Allen?"

"Yes."

"How should I know?"

"Don't you know?"

"Maybe I do," said Henry, smiling at Sylvia with his smile of

affection and remembrance that she was a woman.

"Why don't you tell?"

"Now, Sylvia," said Henry, "you must remember that Mr. Allen is not a

child. He is a grown man, and if he takes it into his head to go

anywhere you can't say anything."

Sylvia looked at Henry with a baffled expression. "I think he might

spend his time a good deal more profitably Sunday afternoon than

sitting under the trees and smoking, or going walking," said she,

rashly and inconsequentially. "If he would only sit down and read

some good book."

"You can't dictate to Mr. Allen what he shall or shall not do," Henry

repeated.

"Why didn't you want Rose to go to Lucy's?" asked Sylvia, making a

charge in an entirely different quarter.

Henry scorned to lie. "I don't know," he replied, which was the

perfect truth as far as it went. It did not go quite far enough, for

he did not add that he did not know why Horace Allen did not want her

to go, and that was his own reason.

However, Sylvia could not possibly fathom that. She sniffed with her

delicate nostrils, as if she actually smelled some questionable odor

of character. "You men have mighty queer streaks, that's all I've got

to say," she returned.

When they were in the house again she resumed her book, reading every

word carefully, and Henry took up the Sunday paper, which he had not

finished. The thoughts of both, however, turned from time to time

towards Horace. Sylvia did not know where he had gone. She did not

suspect. Henry knew, but he did not know why. Horace had sprung

suddenly to his feet and caught up his hat as the two men had been

sitting under the trees. Henry had emitted a long puff of tobacco

smoke and looked inquiringly at him through the filmy blue of it.

"I can't stand it another minute," said Horace, almost with violence.

"I've got to know what is going on. I am going to the Ayres's myself.

I don't care what they think. I don't care what she thinks. I don't

care what anybody thinks." With that he was gone.

Henry took another puff at his pipe. It showed the difference between

the masculine and the feminine point of view that Henry did not for

one moment attach a sentimental reason to Horace's going. He realized

Rose's attractions. The very probable supposition that she and Horace

might fall in love with and marry each other had occurred to him, but

this he knew at once had nothing to do with that. He turned the whole

over and over in his mind, with no result. He lacked enough premises

to arrive at conclusions. He had started for the house and his Sunday

paper when he met Sylvia, and had resolved to put it all out of his

mind. But he was not quite able. There is a masculine curiosity as

well as a feminine, and one is about as persistent as the other.

Meantime Horace was walking down the road towards the Ayres house. It

was a pretty, much-ornamented white cottage, with a carefully kept

lawn and shade trees. At one side was an old-fashioned garden with an

arbor. In this arbor, as Horace drew near, he saw the sweep of

feminine draperies. It seemed to him that the arbor was full of

women. In reality there were only three--Lucy, her mother, and Rose.

When Rose had rung the door-bell she had been surprised by what

sounded like a mad rush to answer her ring. Mrs. Ayres opened the

door. She looked white and perturbed, and behind her showed Lucy's

face, flushed and angry.

"I knew it was Miss Fletcher; I told you so, mother," said Lucy, and

her low, sweet voice rang out like an angry bird's with a sudden

break for the high notes.

Mrs. Ayres kept her self-possession of manner, although her

face showed not only nervousness but something like terror.

"Good-afternoon, Miss Fletcher," she said. "Please walk in."

"She said for me to call her Rose," cried Lucy. "Please come in,

Rose. I am glad to see you."

In spite of the cordial words the girl's voice was strange. Rose

stared from daughter to mother and back again. "If you were engaged,"

she said, rather coldly, "if you would prefer that I come some other

time--"

"No, indeed," cried Lucy, "no other time. Yes, every other time. What

am I saying? But I want you now, too. Come right up to my room, Rose.

I know you will excuse my wrapper and my bed's being tumbled. I have

been lying down. Come right up."

Rose followed Lucy, and to her astonishment became aware that Lucy's

mother was following her. Mrs. Ayres entered the room with the two

girls. Lucy looked impatiently at her, and spoke as Rose wondered any

daughter could speak. "Rose and I have some things to talk over,

mother," she said.

"Nothing, I guess, that your mother cannot hear," returned Mrs.

Ayres, with forced pleasantry. She sat down, and Lucy flung herself

petulantly upon the bed, where she had evidently been lying, but

seemingly not reposing, for it was much rumpled, and the pillows gave

evidence of the restless tossing of a weary head. Lucy herself had a

curiously rumpled aspect, though she was not exactly untidy. Her

soft, white, lace-trimmed wrapper carelessly tied with blue ribbons

was wrinkled, her little slippers were unbuttoned. Her mass of soft

hair was half over her shoulders. There were red spots on the cheeks

which had been so white in the morning, and her eyes shone. She kept

tying and untying two blue ribbons at the neck of her wrapper as she

lay on the bed and talked rapidly.

"I look like a fright, I know," she said. "I was tired after church,

and slipped off my dress and lay down. My hair is all in a muss."

"It is such lovely hair that it looks pretty anyway," said Rose.

Lucy drew a strand of her hair violently over her shoulder. It almost

seemed as if she meant to tear it out by the roots.

"Lucy!" said her mother.

"Oh, mother, do let me alone!" cried the girl. Then she said, looking

angrily at her tress of hair, then at Rose: "It is not nearly as

pretty as yours. You know it isn't. All men are simply crazy over

hair your color. I hate my hair. I just hate it."

"Lucy!" said her mother again, in the same startled but admonitory

tone.

Lucy made an impatient face at her. She threw back the tress of hair.

"I hate it," said she.

Rose began to feel awkward. She noticed Mrs. Ayres's anxious regard

of her daughter, and she thought with disgust that Lucy Ayres was not

so sweet a girl as she had seemed. However, she felt an odd kind of

sympathy and pity for her. Lucy's pretty face and her white wrapper

seemed alike awry with nervous suffering, which the other girl dimly

understood, although it was the understanding of a normal character

with regard to an abnormal one.

Rose resolved to change the subject. "I did enjoy your singing so

much this morning," she said.

"Thank you," replied Lucy, but a look of alarm instead of pleasure

appeared upon her face, which Rose was astonished to see in the

mother's likewise.

"I feel so sorry for poor Miss Hart, because I cannot think for a

moment that she was guilty of what they accused her of," said Rose,

"that I don't like to say anything about her singing. But I will say

this much: I did enjoy yours."

"Thank you," said Lucy again. Her look of mortal terror deepened.

From being aggressively nervous, she looked on the verge of a

collapse.

Mrs. Ayres rose, went to Lucy's closet, and returned with a bottle of

wine and a glass. "Here," she said, as she poured out the red liquor.

"You had better drink this, dear. You know Dr. Wallace said you must

drink port wine, and you are all tired out with your singing this

morning."

Lucy seized the glass and drank the wine eagerly.

"It must be a nervous strain," said Rose, "to stand up there, before

such a crowded audience as there was this morning, and sing."

"Yes, it is," agreed Mrs. Ayres, in a harsh voice, "and especially

when anybody isn't used to it. Lucy is not at all strong."

"I hope it won't be too much for her," said Rose; "but it is such a

delight to listen to her after--"

"Oh, I am tired and sick of hearing Miss Hart's name!" cried Lucy,

unpleasantly.

"Lucy!" said Mrs. Ayres.

"Well, I am," said Lucy, defiantly. "It has been nothing but Miss

Hart, Miss Hart, from morning until night lately. Nobody thinks she

poisoned Miss Farrel, of course. It was perfect nonsense to accuse

her of it, and when that is said, I think myself that is enough. I

see no need of this eternal harping upon it. I have heard nothing

except 'poor Miss Hart' until I am nearly wild. Come, Rose, I'll get

dressed and we'll go out in the arbor. It is too pleasant to stay

in-doors. This room is awfully close."

"I think perhaps I had better not stay," Rose replied, doubtfully. It

seemed to her that she was having a very strange call, and she began

to be indignant as well as astonished.

"Of course you are going to stay," Lucy said, and her voice was sweet

again. "We'll let Miss Hart alone and I'll get dressed, and we'll go

in the arbor. It is lovely out there to-day."

With that Lucy sprang from the bed and let her wrapper slip from her

shoulders. She stood before her old-fashioned black-walnut bureau and

began brushing her hair. Her white arms and shoulders gleamed through

it as she brushed with what seemed a cruel violence.

Rose laughed in a forced way. "Why, dear, you brush your hair as if

it had offended you," she said.

"Don't brush so hard, Lucy," said Mrs. Ayres.

"I just hate my old hair, anyway," said Lucy, with a vicious stroke

of the brush. She bent her head over, and swept the whole dark mass

downward until it concealed her face and nearly touched her knees.

Then she gave it a deft twist, righted herself, and pinned the coil

in place.

"How beautifully you do up your hair," said Rose.

Lucy cast an appreciative glance at herself in the glass. The wine

had deepened the glow on her cheeks. Her eyes were more brilliant.

She pulled her hair a little over one temple, and looked at herself

with entire satisfaction. Lucy had beautiful neck and arms,

unexpectedly plump for a girl so apparently slender. Her skin was

full of rosy color, too. She gazed at the superb curve of her

shoulders rising above the dainty lace of her corset-cover, and

smiled undisguisedly.

"I wish my neck was as plump as yours," said Rose.

"Yes, she has a nice, plump neck," said Mrs. Ayres. While the words

showed maternal pride, the tone never relaxed from its nervous

anxiety.

Lucy's smile vanished suddenly. "Well, what if it is plump?" said

she. "What is the use of it? A girl living here in East Westland can

never wear a dress to show her neck. People would think she had gone

out of her mind."

Rose laughed. "I have some low-neck gowns," said she, "but I can't

wear them, either. Maybe that is fortunate for me, my neck is so

thin."

"You will wear them in other places," said Lucy. "You won't stay here

all your days. You will have plenty of chances to wear your low-neck

gowns." She spoke again in her unnaturally high voice. She turned

towards her closet to get her dress.

"Lucy!" said Mrs. Ayres.

"Well, it is the truth," said Lucy. "Don't preach, mother. If you

were a girl, and somebody told you your neck was pretty, and you knew

other girls had chances to wear low-neck dresses, you wouldn't be

above feeling it a little."

"My neck was as pretty as yours when I was a girl, and I never wore a

low-neck dress in my life," said Mrs. Ayres.

"Oh, well, you got married when you were eighteen," said Lucy. There

was something almost coarse in her remark. Rose felt herself flush.

She was sophisticated, and had seen the world, although she had been

closely if not lovingly guarded; but she shrank from some things as

though she had never come from under a country mother's wing in her

life.

Lucy got a pale-blue muslin gown from the closet and slipped it over

her shoulders. Then she stood for her mother to fasten it in the

back. Lucy was lovely in this cloud of blue, with edgings of lace on

the ruffles and knots of black velvet. She fastened her black velvet

girdle, and turned herself sidewise with a charming feminine motion,

to get the effect of her slender waist between the curves of her

small hips and bust. Again she looked pleased.

"You are dear in that blue gown," said Rose.

Lucy smiled. Then she scowled as suddenly. She could see Rose over

her shoulder in the glass. "It is awful countrified," said she. "Look

at the sleeves and look at yours. Where was yours made?"

"My dressmaker in New York made it," faltered Rose. She felt guilty

because her gown was undeniably in better style.

"There's no use trying to have anything in East Westland," said Lucy.

While she was fastening a little gold brooch at her throat, Rose

again tried to change the subject. "That candy of yours looked

perfectly delicious," said she. "You must teach me how you make it."

Mrs. Ayres went dead white in a moment. She looked at Lucy with a

look of horror which the girl did not meet. She went on fastening her

brooch. "Did you like it?" she asked, carelessly.

"An accident happened to it, I am sorry to say," explained Rose. "Mr.

Allen and I were out in the grove, and somehow he jostled me, and the

candy got scattered on the ground, and he stepped on it."

"Were you and he alone out there?" asked Lucy, in a very quiet voice.

Rose looked at her amazedly. "Why, no, not when that happened!" she

replied. "Aunt Sylvia was there, too." She spoke a little

resentfully. "What if Mr. Allen and I had been alone; what is that to

her?" she thought.

"There is some more candy," said Lucy, calmly. "I will get it, and

then we will go out in the arbor. I will teach you to make the candy

any day. It is very simple. Come, Rose dear. Mother, we are going out

in the arbor."

Mrs. Ayres rose immediately. She preceded the two girls down-stairs,

and came through the sitting-room door with a dish of candy in her

hand just as they reached it. "Here is the candy, dear," she said to

Lucy, and there was something commanding in her voice.

Lucy took the dish, a pretty little decorated affair, with what

seemed to Rose an air of suspicion and a grudging "thank you, mother."

"Come, Rose," she said. She led the way and Rose followed. Mrs. Ayres

returned to the sitting-room. The girls went through the

old-fashioned garden with its flower-beds outlined with box, in which

the earlier flowers were at their prime, to the arbor. It was a

pretty old structure, covered with the shaggy arms of an old

grape-vine whose gold-green leaves were just uncurling. Lucy placed

the bowl of candy on the end of the bench which ran round the

interior, and, to Rose's surprise, seated herself at a distance from

it, and motioned Rose to sit beside her, without offering her any

candy. Lucy leaned against Rose and looked up at her. She looked

young and piteous and confiding. Rose felt again that she was sweet

and that she loved her. She put her arm around Lucy.

"You are a dear," said she.

Lucy nestled closer. "I know you must have thought me perfectly

horrid to speak as I did to mother," said she, "but you don't

understand."

Lucy hesitated. Rose waited.

"You see, the trouble is," Lucy went on, "I love mother dearly, of

course. She is the best mother that ever a girl had, but she is

always so anxious about me, and she follows me about so, and I get

nervous, and I know I don't always speak as I should. I am often

ashamed of myself. You see--"

Lucy hesitated again for a longer period. Rose waited.

"Mother has times of being very nervous," Lucy said, in a whisper. "I

sometimes think, when she follows me about so, that she is not for

the time being quite herself."

Rose started and looked at the other girl in horror. "Why don't you

have a doctor?" said she.

"Oh, I don't mean that she--I don't mean that there is anything

serious, only she has always been over-anxious about me, and at times

I fancy she is nervous, and then the anxiety grows beyond limit. She

always gets over it. I don't mean that--"

"Oh, I didn't know," said Rose.

"I never mean to be impatient," Lucy went on, "but to-day I was very

tired, and I wanted to see you especially. I wanted to ask you

something."

"What?"

Lucy looked away from Rose. She seemed to shrink within herself. The

color faded from her face. "I heard something," she said, faintly,

"but I said I wouldn't believe it until I had asked you."

"What is it?"

"I heard that you were engaged to marry Mr. Allen."

Rose flushed and moved away a little from Lucy. "You can contradict

the rumor whenever you hear it again," said she.

"Then it isn't true?"

"No, it isn't."

Lucy nestled against Rose, in spite of a sudden coldness which had

come over the other girl. "You are so dear," said she.

Rose looked straight ahead, and sat stiffly.

"I am thoroughly angry at such rumors, merely because a girl happens

to be living in the same house with a marriageable man," said she.

"Yes, that is so," said Lucy. She remained quiet for a few moments,

leaning against Rose, her blue-clad shoulder pressing lovingly the

black-clad one. Then she moved away a little, and reared her pretty

back with a curious, snakelike motion. Rose watched her. Lucy's eyes

fastened themselves upon her, and something strange happened. Either

Lucy Ayres was a born actress, or she had become actually so imbued,

through abnormal emotion and love, with the very spirit of the man

that she was capable of projecting his own emotions and feelings into

her own soul and thence upon her face. At all events, she looked at

Rose, and slowly Rose became bewildered. It seemed to her that Horace

Allen was looking at her through the eyes of this girl, with a look

which she had often seen since their very first meeting. She felt

herself glowing from head to foot. She was conscious of a deep

crimson stealing all over her face and neck. Her eyes fell before the

other girl's. Then suddenly it was all over. Lucy rose with a little

laugh. "You sweet, funny creature," she said. "I can make you blush,

looking at you, as if I were a man. Well, maybe I love you as well as

one." Lucy took the bowl of candy from the bench and extended it to

Rose. "Do have some candy," said she.

"Thank you," said Rose. She looked bewildered, and felt so. She took

a sugared almond and began nibbling at it. "Aren't you going to eat

any candy yourself?" said she.

"I have eaten so much already that it has made my head ache," replied

Lucy. "Is it good?"

"Simply delicious. You must teach me how you make such candy."

"Lucy will be glad to teach you any day," said Mrs. Ayres's voice.

She had come swiftly upon them, and entered the arbor with a

religious newspaper in her hand. Lucy no longer seemed annoyed by her

mother's following her. She only set the candy behind her with a

quick movement which puzzled Rose.

"Aren't you going to offer your mother some?" she asked, laughing.

"Mother can't eat candy. Dr. Wallace has forbidden it," Lucy said,

quickly.

"Yes, that is quite true," assented Mrs. Ayres. She began reading her

paper. Lucy offered the bowl again to Rose, who took a bonbon. She

was just swallowing it when Horace Allen appeared. He made a motion

which did not escape Mrs. Ayres. She rose and confronted him with

perfect calmness and dignity. "Good-afternoon, Mr. Allen," she said.

Lucy had sprung up quickly. She was very white. Horace said

good-afternoon perfunctorily, and looked at Rose.

Mrs. Ayres caught up the bowl of candy. "Let me offer you some, Mr.

Allen," she said. "It is home-made candy, and quite harmless, I

assure you."

Her fair, elderly face confronted him smilingly, her voice was calm.

"Thank you," said Horace, and took a sugared almond.

Lucy made a movement as if to stop him, but her mother laid her hand

with gentle firmness on her arm. "Sit down, Lucy," she said, and Lucy

sat down.

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