CHAPTER IX

HOW HOPE SHORTENED THE LONG ROAD

In spite of her high courage and fervent spirit, Hope Palma never

recalled without a shudder the horrors of that long journey down the

Volga, over the Urals, down the Irtish and up the Ob, to Tomsk, and

thence along the great Siberian road to Irkutsk. The physical trials

of the road, the defective supply of coarse food, the bone-bruising

bumping of the springless telégas, the promiscuous herding at night

in the filthy, unventilated étapes--the convict stage-houses--where

the tortured children cried incessantly till they slept and sometimes

never woke, and the equally tortured mothers tended them in stony

despair--these things burnt themselves into her very soul, and would

have broken a less courageous spirit.

Old Marya had had to be left behind. The paternal Government

provided transport, such as it was, for convicts' wives and children,

but Marya had no such claim, and with unflinching kindliness Hope had

sent her home to her own people. And the loss of her faithful and

whole-hearted sympathy was to her almost as the loss of a part of

herself.

What money she had she hoarded with miserly care, for there was no

knowing for what high service it might avail at the end of her

journey. Every rouble might be a step towards Serge's enlargement,

and she treasured her pieces as the woman of the Gospel.

And yet, at times, the miseries of those about her prevailed. The

little ones crept into her heart and her purse, and precious coins

were dispensed for slabs of brick tea and cakes, for any possible

sweetening of the bitterness which came home to her so closely. With

her sweet, firm face and glowing eyes, and the tender pity of a

guardian spirit, she lived and moved among them like an angel of

mercy, and smoothed their little passages--to exile or the stars, as

the case might be--as well as she was able, and in such gentle

ministries found relief from her own griefs and fears.

She talked with the women as they walked, learned their pitiful

stories, and gave them much wise counsel which they accepted for the

sake of her brick tea, and remembered long after she and her tea had

passed out of their lives. She argued with them day by day, and

scolded them by night, for their many and obtrusively undeniable sins

of omission and commission. She saved many a tiny life by her care

and insistence. That, indeed, was a doubtful benefit to the little

ones themselves, but she could not stand by and see them die. And,

by her own words and her own high courage, she strengthened into

hopefulness many a heart that was weary to death of its load and

embittered with the bearing of it.

But each day now brought brighter weather, and to that extent

softened the asperities of the road. The birches and poplars

fluttered trembling welcomes as they passed, as though they feared

the law might take official cognizance of more; the children began to

stray outside the slow-moving line to gather bunches of

forget-me-nots and wild roses, and Hope's sore heart was gladdened

and her eyes filled as the shy little tokens of their remembrance

were tendered her.

The aspect of the country surprised her greatly. She had thought of

Siberia as a mighty desert of snow and ice and desolate wastes. But

here were great sweeps of growing corn, and pastures and

farmsteadings. There were rolling rivers and rustling forests. They

walked in clouds of dust and the children picked flowers by the

wayside.

But this was midsummer, and Siberia in summer and Siberia in winter

are as different as heaven and hell.

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