A COWARD

“My daughter Irene,” said Mrs. Carstyle (she made it rhyme with

_tureen_), “has had no social advantages; but if Mr. Carstyle had

chosen--” she paused significantly and looked at the shabby sofa on

the opposite side of the fire-place as though it had been Mr. Carstyle.

Vibart was glad that it was not.

Mrs. Carstyle was one of the women who make refinement vulgar. She

invariably spoke of her husband as _Mr. Carstyle_ and, though she had

but one daughter, was always careful to designate the young lady by

name. At luncheon she had talked a great deal of elevating influences

and ideals, and had fluctuated between apologies for the overdone mutton

and affected surprise that the bewildered maid-servant should have

forgotten to serve the coffee and liqueurs _as usual_.

Vibart was almost sorry that he had come. Miss Carstyle was still

beautiful--almost as beautiful as when, two days earlier, against the

leafy background of a June garden-party, he had seen her for the first

time--but her mother’s expositions and elucidations cheapened her beauty

as sign-posts vulgarize a woodland solitude. Mrs. Carstyle’s eye was

perpetually plying between her daughter and Vibart, like an empty cab in

quest of a fare. Miss Carstyle, the young man decided, was the kind

of girl whose surroundings rub off on her; or was it rather that Mrs.

Carstyle’s idiosyncrasies were of a nature to color every one within

reach? Vibart, looking across the table as this consolatory alternative

occurred to him, was sure that they had not colored Mr. Carstyle; but

that, perhaps, was only because they had bleached him instead. Mr.

Carstyle was quite colorless; it would have been impossible to guess his

native tint. His wife’s qualities, if they had affected him at all, had

acted negatively. He did not apologize for the mutton, and he wandered

off after luncheon without pretending to wait for the diurnal coffee

and liqueurs; while the few remarks that he had contributed to the

conversation during the meal had not been in the direction of abstract

conceptions of life. As he strayed away, with his vague oblique step,

and the stoop that suggested the habit of dodging missiles, Vibart,

who was still in the age of formulas, found himself wondering what life

could be worth to a man who had evidently resigned himself to travelling

with his back to the wind; so that Mrs. Carstyle’s allusion to her

daughter’s lack of advantages (imparted while Irene searched the house

for an undiscoverable cigarette) had an appositeness unintended by the

speaker.

“If Mr. Carstyle had chosen,” that lady repeated, “we might have had

our city home” (she never used so small a word as town) “and Ireen could

have mixed in the society to which I myself was accustomed at her age.”

Her sigh pointed unmistakably to a past when young men had come to

luncheon to see _her_.

The sigh led Vibart to look at her, and the look led him to the

unwelcome conclusion that Irene “took after” her mother. It was

certainly not from the sapless paternal stock that the girl had drawn

her warm bloom: Mrs. Carstyle had contributed the high lights to the

picture.

Mrs. Carstyle caught his look and appropriated it with the complacency

of a vicarious beauty. She was quite aware of the value of her

appearance as guaranteeing Irene’s development into a fine woman.

“But perhaps,” she continued, taking up the thread of her explanation,

“you have heard of Mr. Carstyle’s extraordinary hallucination. Mr.

Carstyle knows that I call it so--as I tell him, it is the most

charitable view to take.”

She looked coldly at the threadbare sofa and indulgently at the young

man who filled a corner of it.

“You may think it odd, Mr. Vibart, that I should take you into my

confidence in this way after so short an acquaintance, but somehow

I can’t help regarding you as a friend already. I believe in those

intuitive sympathies, don’t you? They have never misled me--” her lids

drooped retrospectively--“and besides, I always tell Mr. Carstyle that

on this point I will have no false pretences. Where truth is concerned

I am inexorable, and I consider it my duty to let our friends know

that our restricted way of living is due entirely to choice--to

Mr. Carstyle’s choice. When I married Mr. Carstyle it was with the

expectation of living in New York and of keeping my carriage; and there

is no reason for our not doing so--there is no reason, Mr. Vibart, why

my daughter Ireen should have been denied the intellectual advantages

of foreign travel. I wish that to be understood. It is owing to her

father’s deliberate choice that Ireen and I have been imprisoned in the

narrow limits of Millbrook society. For myself I do not complain. If Mr.

Carstyle chooses to place others before his wife it is not for his wife

to repine. His course may be noble--Quixotic; I do not allow myself to

pronounce judgment on it, though others have thought that in sacrificing

his own family to strangers he was violating the most sacred obligations

of domestic life. This is the opinion of my pastor and of other valued

friends; but, as I have always told them, for myself I make no claims.

Where my daughter Ireen is concerned it is different--”

It was a relief to Vibart when, at this point, Mrs. Carstyle’s discharge

of her duty was cut short by her daughter’s reappearance. Irene had been

unable to find a cigarette for Mr. Vibart, and her mother, with beaming

irrelevance, suggested that in that case she had better show him the

garden.

The Carstyle house stood but a few yards back from the brick-paved

Millbrook street, and the garden was a very small place, unless

measured, as Mrs. Carstyle probably intended that it should be, by the

extent of her daughter’s charms. These were so considerable that Vibart

walked back and forward half a dozen times between the porch and the

gate, before he discovered the limitations of the Carstyle domain. It

was not till Irene had accused him of being sarcastic and had confided

in him that “the girls” were furious with her for letting him talk to

her so long at his aunt’s garden-party, that he awoke to the exiguity

of his surroundings; and then it was with a touch of irritation that he

noticed Mr. Carstyle’s inconspicuous profile bent above a newspaper in

one of the lower windows. Vibart had an idea that Mr. Carstyle, while

ostensibly reading the paper, had kept count of the number of times

that his daughter had led her companion up and down between the

syringa-bushes; and for some undefinable reason he resented Mr.

Carstyle’s unperturbed observation more than his wife’s zealous

self-effacement. To a man who is trying to please a pretty girl there

are moments when the proximity of an impartial spectator is more

disconcerting than the most obvious connivance; and something about Mr.

Carstyle’s expression conveyed his good-humored indifference to Irene’s

processes.

When the garden-gate closed behind Vibart he had become aware that

his preoccupation with the Carstyles had shifted its centre from

the daughter to the father; but he was accustomed to such emotional

surprises, and skilled in seizing any compensations they might offer.

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