AUTUMN

_September_

The slow train puffed away into the unadventurous country; and the bees

buzzing round the wine-dark dahlias along the platform were once again

audible. The last farewell that Guy Hazlewood flung over his shoulder to

a parting friend was more casual than it would have been, had he not at

the same moment been turning to ask the solitary porter how many cases

of books awaited his disposition. They were very heavy, it seemed; and

the porter, as he led the way toward the small and obscure purgatory

through which every package for Shipcot must pass, declared he was

surprized to hear these cases contained merely books. He would not go so

far as to suggest that hitherto he had never faced the existence of

books in such quantity, for the admission might have impugned official

omniscience; yet there was in his attitude just as much incredulity

mingled with disdain of useless learning as would preserve his dignity

without jeopardizing the financial compliment his services were owed.

"Ah, well," he decided, as if he were trying to smooth over Guy's

embarrassment at the sight of these large packing-cases in the

parcel-office. "You'll want something as'll keep you busy this

winter--for you'll be the gentleman who've come to live down Wychford

way?"

Guy nodded.

"And Wychford is mortal dead in winter. Time walks very lame there, as

they say. And all these books, I suppose, were better to come along of

the bus to-night?"

Guy looked doubtful. It was seeming a pity to waste this afternoon

without unpacking a single case.

"The trap...." he began.

But the porter interrupted him firmly: he did not think Mr. Godbold

would relish the notion of one of these packing-cases in his new trap.

"I could give you a hand...." Guy began again.

The porter stiffened himself against the slight upon his strength.

"It's not the heffort," he asserted. "Heffort is what I must look for

every day of my life. It's Mr. Godbold's trap."

The discussion was given another turn by the entrance of Mr. Godbold

himself. He was not at all concerned for his trap, and indeed by an

asseverated indifference to its welfare he conveyed the impression that,

new though it were, it was so much firewood, if the gentleman wanted

firewood. No, the trap did not matter, but what about Mr. Hazlewood's

knees?

"Ah, there you are," said the porter, and he and Mr. Godbold both stood

dumb in the presence of the finally insuperable.

"I suppose it must be the bus," said Guy. On such a sleepy afternoon he

could argue no longer. The books must be unpacked to-morrow; and the

word lulled like an opiate the faint irritation of his disappointment.

The porter's reiterated altruism was rewarded with a fee so absurdly in

excess of anything he had done, that he began to speak of a possibility

if after all the smallest case might not be squeezed ... but Mr. Godbold

flicked the pony, and the trap rattled up the station road at a pace

quite out of accord with the warmth of the afternoon. Presently he

turned to his fare:

"Mrs. Godbold said to me only this morning, she said, 'You ought to have

had a luggage-flap behind and that I shall always say.' And she was

right. Women is often right, what's more," the husband postulated.

Guy nodded absently: he was thinking about the books.

"Very often right," Mr. Godbold murmured.

Still Guy paid no attention.

"Very often," he repeated, but as Guy would neither contradict nor agree

with him, Mr. Godbold relapsed into meditation upon the justice of his

observation. The pony had settled down to his wonted pace and jogged on

through the golden haze of fine September weather. Soon the village of

Shipcot was left behind, and before them lay the long road winding

upward over the wold to Wychford. Guy thought of the friend who had left

him that afternoon and wished that Michael Fane were still with him to

enjoy this illimitable sweep of country. He had been the very person to

share in the excitement of arranging a new house. Guy could not remember

that he had ever made a suggestion for which he had not been asked; nor

could he call to mind a single occasion when his appreciation had

failed. And now to-night, when for the first time he was going to sleep

in his own house, his friend was gone. There had been no hint of

departure during the six weeks of preparation they had spent together at

the Stag Inn, and it was really perverse of Michael to rush back to

London now. Guy jumped down from the trap, which was climbing the hill

very slowly, and stretched his long legs. He was rather bored by his

loneliness, but as soon as he had stated so much to himself, he was

shocked at the disloyalty to his ambition. After all, he reassured

himself, he was not going back to a dull inn-parlour: to-night he was

going to sleep in an hermitage for the right to enjoy the seclusion of

which he had been compelled to fight very hard. It was weak to imagine

he was lonely already, and to fortify himself against this mood, he

pulled out of his pocket his father's last letter and read it again

while he walked up the hill behind the trap.

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