CHAPTER XX.

A SURPRISE.

There was no letter from Sheila in the morning; and Lavender, so soon as

the post had come and gone, went up to Ingram's room and woke him. "I

am sorry to disturb you, Ingram," he said, "but I am going to Lewis. I

shall catch the train to Glasgow at ten."

"And what do you want to get to Lewis for?" said Ingram, starting up.

"Do you think Sheila would go straight back to her own people with all

this humiliation upon her? And supposing she is not there, how do you

propose to meet old Mackenzie?"

"I am not afraid of meeting any man," said Lavender: "I want to know

where Sheila is. And if I see Mackenzie, I can only tell him frankly

everything that has happened. He is not likely to say anything of me

half as bad as what I think of myself."

"Now listen," said Ingram, sitting up in bed, with his brown beard and

grayish hair in a considerably disheveled condition: "Sheila may have

gone home, but it isn't likely. If she has not, your taking the story up

there and spreading it abroad would prepare a great deal of pain for her

when she might go back at some future time. But suppose you want to make

sure that she has not gone to her father's house. She could not have got

down to Glasgow sooner than this morning by last night's train, you

know. It is to-morrow morning, not this morning, that the Stornoway

steamer starts; and she would be certain to go direct to it at the

Glasgow Broomielaw, and go round the Mull of Cantyre, instead of

catching it up at Oban, because she knows the people in the boat, and

she and Mairi would be among friends. If you really want to know whether

she has gone north, perhaps you could do no better than run down to

Glasgow to-day, and have a look at the boat that starts to-morrow

morning. I would go with you myself, but I can't escape the office

to-day."

Lavender agreed to do this, and was about to go. But before he bade his

friend good-bye he lingered for a second or two in a hesitating way, and

then he said, "Ingram, you were speaking the other night of your going

up to Borva. If you should go--"

"Of course I sha'n't go," said the other promptly. "How could I face

Mackenzie when he began to ask me about Sheila? No, I cannot go to Borva

while this affair remains in its present condition; and, indeed,

Lavender, I mean to stop in London till I see you out of your trouble

somehow."

"You are heaping coals of fire on my head."

"Oh, don't look at it that way. If I can be of any help to you, I shall

expect, this time, to have a return for it."

"What do you mean?"

"I will tell you when we get to know something of Sheila's intentions."

And so Frank Lavender found himself once more, as in the old times, in

the Euston Station, with the Scotch mail ready to start, and all manner

of folks bustling about with that unnecessary activity which betokens

the excitement of a holiday. What a strange holiday was his! He got into

a smoking-carriage in order to be alone, and he looked out on the people

who were bidding their friends good-bye. Some of them were not very

pretty, many of them were ordinary, insignificant, commonplace-looking

folks, but it was clear that they had those about them who loved them

and thought much of them. There was one man whom, in other

circumstances, Lavender would have dismissed with contempt as an

excellent specimen of the unmitigated cad. He wore a white waistcoat,

purple gloves and a green sailor's knot with a diamond in it, and there

was a cheery, vacuous, smiling expression on his round face as he

industriously smoked a cheroot and made small jokes to the friends who

had come to see him off. One of them was a young woman, not very good

looking perhaps, who did not join in the general hilarity; and it

occurred to Lavender that the jovial man with the cheroot was perhaps

cracking his little jokes to keep up her spirits. At all events, he

called her "my good lass" from time to time, and patted her on the

shoulder, and was very kind to her. And when the guard came up and bade

everybody get in, the man kissed the girl and shook hands with her and

bade her good-bye; and then she, moved by some sudden impulse, caught

his face in both her hands and kissed him once on each cheek. It was a

ridiculous scene. People who wear green ties with diamond pins care

nothing for decorum. And yet Lavender, when he averted his eyes from

this parting, could not help recalling what Ingram had been saying the

night before, and wondered whether this outrageous person, with his

abominable decorations and his genial grin, might not be more fortunate

than many a great statesman or warrior or monarch.

He turned round to find the cad beside him; and presently the man, with

an abounding good-nature, began to converse with him, and explained that

it was 'igh 'oliday with him, for that he had got a pass to travel

first-class as far as Carlisle. He hoped they would have a jolly time of

it together. He explained the object of his journey in the frankest

possible fashion, made a kindly little joke upon the hardship of parting

with one's sweetheart, said that a faint heart never won fair lady, and

that it was no good crying over spilt milk. She would be all right, and

precious glad to see him when he came back in three weeks' time, and he

meant to bring her a present that would be good for sore eyes.

"Perhaps you're a married man, sir, and got past all them games?" said

the cad cheerily.

"Yes, I am married," said Lavender coldly.

"And you're going farther than Carlisle, you say, sir? I'll be sworn the

good lady is up somewhere in that direction, and she won't be

disappointed when she sees you--oh no! Scotch, sir?"

"I am not Scotch," said Lavender curtly.

"And she?"

Should he have to throw the man out of the window? "Yes."

"The Scotch are a strange race--very," said the genial person, producing

a brandy flask. "They drink a trifle, don't they? and yet they keep

their wits about them if you've dealings with them. A very strange race

of people, in my opinion--very. Know the story of the master who

fancied his man was drunk? 'Donald, you're trunk,' says he. 'It's a tam

lee,' says Donald. 'Donald, ye ken ye're trunk,' says the master. 'Ah

ken ah wish to Kott ah was!' says Donald. Good story, ain't it, sir?"

Lavender had heard the remarkable old joke a hundred times, but just at

this moment there was something odd in this vulgar person suddenly

imitating, and imitating very well, the Highland accent. Had he been

away up in the North? or had he merely heard the story related by one

who had been? Lavender dared not ask, however, for fear of prolonging a

conversation in which he had no wish to join. Indeed, to get rid of the

man, he shoved a whole bundle of the morning papers into his hands.

"What's your opinion of politics at present, sir?" observed his friend

in an off-hand way.

"I haven't any," said Lavender, compelled to take back one of the

newspapers and open it.

"I think, myself, they're in a bad state: that's my opinion. There ain't

a man among 'em who knows how to keep down those people: that's my

opinion, sir. What do you think?"

"Oh, I think so too," said Lavender. "You'll find a good article in that

paper on University Tests."

The cheery person looked rather blank. "I would like to hear your

opinion about 'em, sir," he said. "It ain't much good reading only one

side of a question, but when you can talk about it and discuss it,

now--"

"I am sorry I can't oblige you," said Lavender, goaded into making some

desperate effort to release himself. "I am suffering from relaxed throat

at present. My doctor has warned me against talking too much."

"I beg your pardon, sir. You don't seem very well: perhaps the throat

comes with a little feverishness, you see--a cold, in fact. Now if I was

you I'd try tannin lozenges for the throat. They're uncommon good for

the throat; and a little quinine for the general system--that would put

you as right as a fiver. I tried it myself when I was down in 'Ampshire

last year. And you wouldn't find a drop of this brandy a bad thing,

either, if you don't mind rowing in the same boat as myself."

Lavender declined the proffered flask and subsided behind a newspaper.

His fellow-traveler lit another cheroot, took up Bradshaw and settled

himself in a corner.

Had Sheila come up this very line some dozen hours before? Lavender

asked himself as he looked out on the hills and valleys and woods of

Buckinghamshire. Had the throbbing of the engine and the rattle of the

wheels kept the piteous eyes awake all through the dark night, until the

pale dawn showed the girl a wild vision of northern hills and moors,

telling her she was getting near to her own country? Not thus had Sheila

proposed to herself to return home on the first holiday-time that should

occur to them both. He began to think of his present journey as it might

have been in other circumstances. Would she have remembered any of those

pretty villages which she saw one early morning long ago when they were

bathed in sunshine and scarcely awake to the new day? Would she be

impatient at the delays at the stations, and anxious to hurry on to

Westmoreland and Dumfries, to Glasgow, and Oban, and Skye, and then from

Stornoway across the island to the little inn at Garra-na-hina? Here, as

he looked out of the window, the first indication of the wilder country

became visible in the distant Berkshire hills. Close at hand the country

lay green and bright under a brilliant sun, but over there in the east

some heavy clouds darkened the landscape, and the far hills seemed to be

placed amid a gloomy stretch of moorland. Would not Sheila have been

thrilled by this glimpse of the coming North? She would have fancied

that greater mountains lay far behind these rounded slopes hidden in

mist. She would have imagined that no human habitations were near those

rising plains of sombre hue, where the red-deer and the fox ought to

dwell. And in her delight at getting away from the fancied brightness

of the South, would she not have been exceptionally grateful and

affectionate toward himself, and striven to please him with her tender

ways?

It was not a cheerful journey, this lonely trip to the North. Lavender

got to Glasgow that night, and next morning he went down, long before

any passengers could have thought of arriving, to the Clansman. He did

not go near the big steamer, for he was known to the captain and the

steward, but he hung about the quays, watching each person who went on

board. Sheila certainly was not among the passengers by the Clansman.

But she might have gone to Greenock and waited for the steamer there.

Accordingly, after the Clansman had started on her voyage, he went into

a neighboring hotel and had some breakfast, after which he crossed the

bridge to the station and took rail for Greenock, where he arrived some

time before the Clansman made her appearance. He went down to the quay.

It was yet early morning, and a cool fresh breeze was blowing in across

the broad waters of the Frith, where the sunlight was shining on the

white sails of the yachts and on the dipping and screaming sea gulls.

Far away beyond the pale blue mountains opposite lay the wonderful

network of sea-loch and island through which one had to pass to get to

the distant Lewis. How gladly at this moment would he have stepped on

board the steamer with Sheila, and put out on that gleaming plain of

sea, knowing that by and by they would sail into Stornoway harbor and

find the wagonette there! They would not hasten the voyage. She had

never been round the Mull of Cantyre, and so he would sit by her side

and show her the wild tides meeting there, and the long jets of white

foam shooting up the great wall of rock. He would show her the pale

coast of Ireland; and then they would see Islay, of which she had many a

ballad and story. They would go through the narrow sound that is

overlooked by the gloomy mountains of Jura. They would see the distant

islands where the chief of Colonsay is still mourned for on the still

evenings by the hapless mermaiden, who sings her wild song across the

sea. They would keep wide of the dangerous currents of Corryvreckan, and

by and by they would sail into the harbor of Oban, the beautiful

sea-town where Sheila first got a notion of the greatness of the world

lying outside of her native island.

What if she were to come down now from this busy little seaport, which

lay under a pale blue smoke, and come out upon this pier to meet the

free sunlight and the fresh sea-air blowing all about? Surely at a great

distance he could recognize the proud, light step, and the proud, sad

face. Would she speak to him, or go past him, with firm lips and piteous

eyes, to wait for the great steamer that was now coming along out of the

eastern mist? Lavender glanced vaguely around the quays and the

thoroughfares leading to them, but there was no one like Sheila there.

In the distance he could hear the throbbing of the Clansman's engines as

the big steamer came on through the white plain. The sun was warmer now

on the bright waters of the Frith, and the distant haze over the pale

blue mountains beyond had grown more luminous. Small boats went by, and

here and there a yachtsman, scarlet-capped and in white costume, was

taking a leisurely breakfast on his deck. The sea-gulls circled about,

or dipped down on the waters, or chased each other with screams and

cries. Then the Clansman sailed into the quay, and there was a flinging

of ropes and general hurry and bustle, while people came crowding round

the gangways, calling out to each other in every variety of dialect and

accent.

Sheila was not there. He lingered about, and patiently waited for the

starting of the steamer, not knowing how long she ordinarily remained at

Greenock. He was in no hurry, indeed, for after the vessel had gone he

found himself with a whole day before him, and with no fixed notion as

to how it could be passed.

In other circumstances he would have been in no difficulty as to the

spending of a bright forenoon and afternoon by the side of the sea. Or

he could have run through to Edinburgh and called on some artist-friends

there. Or he could have crossed the Frith and had a day's ramble among

the mountains. But now that he was satisfied that Sheila had not gone

home all his fancies and hopes went back to London. She was in London.

And while he was glad that she had not gone straight to her own people

with a revelation of her wrongs, he scarcely dared speculate on what

adventures and experiences might have befallen those two girls turned

out into a great city of which they were about equally ignorant.

The day passed somehow, and at night he was on his way to London. Next

morning he went down to Whitehall and saw Ingram.

"Sheila has not gone back to the Highlands, so far as I can make out,"

he said.

"So much the better," was the answer.

"What am I to do? She must be in London, and who knows what may befall

her?"

"I cannot tell you what you should do. Of course you would like to know

where she is; and I fancy she would have no objection herself to letting

you know that she was all right, so long as she knew that you would not

go near her. I don't think she has taken so decided a step merely for

the purpose of being coaxed back again: that is not Sheila's way."

"I won't go near her," he said. "I only want to know that she is safe

and well. I will do whatever she likes, but I must know where she is,

and that she has come to no harm."

"Well," said Ingram slowly, "I was talking the matter over with Mrs.

Lorraine last night--"

"Does _she_ know?" said Lavender, wincing somewhat.

"Certainly," Ingram answered. "I did not tell her. I had promised to go

up there about something quite different, when she immediately began to

tell me the news. Of course it was impossible to conceal such a thing.

Don't all the servants about know?"

"I don't care who knows," said Lavender moodily. "What does Mrs.

Lorraine say about this affair?"

"Mrs. Lorraine says that it serves you right," said Ingram bluntly.

"Thank her very much! I like candor, especially in a fair-weather

friend."

"Mrs. Lorraine is a better friend to you than you imagine," Ingram said,

taking no notice of the sneer. "When she thought that your going to

their house continually was annoying Sheila, she tried to put a stop to

it for Sheila's sake. And now, at this very moment, she is doing her

very best to find out where Sheila is; and if she succeeds she means to

go and plead your cause with the girl."

"I will not have her do anything of the kind," said Lavender fiercely.

"I will plead my own cause with Sheila. I will have forgiveness from

Sheila herself alone--not brought to me by any intermeddling woman."

"You needn't call names," said Ingram coolly. "But I confess I think you

are right; and I told Mrs. Lorraine that was what you would doubtless

say. In any case, she can do no harm in trying to find out where Sheila

is."

"And how does she propose to succeed? Pollaky, the 'Agony' column,

placards, or a bellman? I tell you, Ingram, I won't have that woman

meddle in my affairs--coming forward as a Sister of Mercy to heal the

wounded, bestowing mock compassion, and laughing all the time."

"Lavender, you are beside yourself. That woman is one of the most

good-natured, shrewd, clever and amiable women I have ever met. What has

enraged you?"

"Bah! She has got hold of you too, has she? I tell you she is a rank

impostor."

"An impostor!" said Ingram slowly. "I have heard a good many people

called impostors. Did it ever occur to you that the blame of the

imposture might possibly lie with the person imposed on? I have heard of

people falling into the delusion that a certain modest and

simple-minded man was a great politician or a great wit, although he had

never claimed to be anything of the kind; and then, when they found out

that in truth he was just what he had pretended to be, they called out

against him as an impostor. I have heard, too, of young gentlemen

accusing women of imposture whose only crime was that they did not

possess qualities which they had never pretended to possess, but which

the young gentlemen fancied they ought to possess. Mrs. Lorraine may be

an impostor to you. I think she is a thoroughly good woman, and I know

she is a very delightful companion. And if you want to know how she

means to find Sheila out, I can tell you. She thinks that Sheila would

probably go to a hotel, but that afterward she would try to find

lodgings with some of the people whom she had got to know through her

giving them assistance. Mrs. Lorraine would like to ask your servants

about the women who used to come for this help. Then, she thinks, Sheila

would probably get some one of these humble friends to call for her

letters, for she would like to hear from her father, and she would not

care to tell him that she had left your house. There is a great deal of

supposition in all this, but Mrs. Lorraine is a shrewd woman, and I

would trust her instinct in such matters a long way. She is quite sure

that Sheila would be too proud to tell her father, and very much averse,

also, to inflicting so severe a blow on him."

"But surely," Lavender said hastily, "if Sheila wishes to conceal this

affair for a time, she must believe it to be only temporary? She cannot

propose to make the separation final?"

"That I don't know anything about. I would advise you to go and see Mrs.

Lorraine."

"I won't go and see Mrs. Lorraine."

"Now, this is unreasonable, Lavender. You begin to fancy that Sheila had

some sort of dislike to Mrs. Lorraine, founded on ignorance, and

straightway you think it is your duty to go and hate the woman. Whatever

you may think of her, she is willing to do you a service."

"Will you go, Ingram, and take her to those servants?"

"Certainly I will, if you commission me to do so," said Ingram readily.

"I suppose they all know?"

"They do."

"And every one else?"

"I should think few of your friends would remain in ignorance of it."

"Ah, well," said Lavender, "if only I could get Sheila to overlook what

is past, this once, I should not trouble my dear friends and

acquaintances for their sympathy and condolence. By the time I saw them

again I fancy they would have forgotten our names."

There was no doubt of the fact that the news of Sheila's flight from her

husband's house had traveled very speedily round the circle of

Lavender's friends, and doubtless in due time it reached the ears of his

aunt. At all events, Mrs. Lavender sent a message to Ingram, asking him

to come and see her. When he went he found the little, dry, hard-eyed

woman in a terrible passion. She had forgotten all about Marcus Aurelius

and the composure of a philosopher, and the effect of anger on the

nervous system. She was bolstered up in bed, for she had had another bad

fit, but she was brisk enough in her manner and fierce enough in her

language.

"Mr. Ingram," she said the moment he had entered, "do you consider my

nephew a beast?"

"I don't," he said.

"I do," she retorted.

"Then you are quite mistaken, Mrs. Lavender. Probably you have heard

some exaggerated story of all this business. He has been very

inconsiderate and thoughtless, certainly, but I don't believe he quite

knew how sensitive his wife was; and he is very repentant now, and I

know he will keep his promises."

"You would apologize for the devil," said the little old woman frowning.

"I would try to give him his due, at all events," said Ingram with a

laugh. "I know Frank Lavender very well--I have known him for years--and

I know there is good stuff in him, which may be developed in proper

circumstances. After all, what is there more common than for a married

man to neglect his wife? He only did unconsciously and thoughtlessly

what heaps of men do deliberately."

"You are making me angry," said Mrs. Lavender in a severe voice.

"I don't think it fair to expect men to be demigods," Ingram said

carelessly. "I never met any demigods myself: they don't live in my

neighborhood. Perhaps if I had had some experience of a batch of them, I

should be more censorious of other people. If you set up Frank for a

Bayard, is it his fault or yours?"

"I am not going to be talked out of my common sense, and me on my

death-bed," said the old lady impatiently, and yet with some secret hope

that Ingram would go on talking and amuse her. "I won't have you say he

is anything but a stupid and ungrateful boy, who married a wife far too

good for him. He is worse than that--he is much worse than that; but as

this may be my death-bed, I will keep a civil tongue in my head."

"I thought you didn't like his wife very much?" said Ingram.

"I am not bound to like her because I think badly of him, am I? She was

not a bad sort of girl, after all--temper a little stiff, perhaps; but

she was honest. It did one's eyes good to look at her bright face. Yes,

she was a good sort of creature in her way. But when she ran off from

him, why didn't she come to me?"

"Perhaps you never encouraged her."

"Encouragement! Where ought a married woman go to but to her husband's

relatives? If she cannot stay with him, let her take the next best

substitute. It was her duty to come to me."

"If Sheila had fancied it to be her duty, she would have come here at

any cost."

"What do you mean, Mr. Ingram?" said Mrs. Lavender severely.

"Well, supposing she didn't like you--" he was beginning to say

cautiously, when she sharply interrupted him:

"She didn't like me, eh?"

"I said nothing of the kind. I was about to say that if she had thought

it her duty to come here, she would have come in any circumstances."

"She might have done worse. A young woman risks a great deal in running

away from her husband's home. People will talk. Who is to make people

believe just the version of the story that the husband or wife would

prefer?"

"And what does Sheila care," said Ingram with a hot flush in his face,

"for the belief of a lot of idle gossips and slanderers?"

"My dear Mr. Ingram," said the old lady, "you are not a woman, and you

don't know the bother one has to look after one's reputation. But that

is a question not likely to interest you. Let us talk of something else.

Do you know why I wanted you to come and see me to-day?"

"I am sure I don't."

"I mean to leave you all my money."

He stared. She did not appear to be joking. Was it possible that her

rage against her nephew had carried her to this extreme resolve?

"Oh!" he stammered, "but I won't have it, Mrs. Lavender."

"But you'll have to have it," said the little old woman severely. "You

are a poor man. You could make good use of my money--better than a

charity board that would starve the poor with a penny out of each

shilling, and spend the other elevenpence in treating their friends to

flower-shows and dinners. Do you think I mean to leave my money to such

people? You shall have it. I think you would look very well driving a

mail-phaeton in the Park; and I suppose you would give up your pipes and

your philosophy and your bachelor walks into the country. You would

marry, of course: every man is bound to make a fool of himself that way

as soon as he gets enough money to do it with. But perhaps you might

come across a clever and sensible woman, who would look after you and

give you your own way while having her own. Only don't marry a fool.

Whatever you do, don't marry a fool, or all your philosophers won't make

the house bearable to you."

"I am not likely to marry anybody, Mrs. Lavender," said Ingram

carelessly.

"Is there no woman you know whom you would care to marry?"

"Oh," he said, "there is one woman--yes--who seems to me about

everything that a man could wish, but the notion of my marrying her is

absurd. If I had known in time, don't you see, that I should ever think

of such a thing, I should have begun years ago to dye my hair. I can't

begin now. Gray hair inspires reverence, I believe, but it is a bad

thing to go courting with."

"You must not talk foolishly," said the little old lady with a frown.

"Do you think a sensible woman wants to marry a boy who will torment her

with his folly and his empty head and his running after a dozen

different women? Gray hair! If you think gray hair is a bad thing to go

courting with, I will give you something better. I will put something in

your hand that will make the young lady forget your gray hair. Oh, of

course you will say that she cannot be tempted, that she despises money.

If so, so much the better; but I have known more women than you, and my

hair is grayer than yours, and you will find that a little money won't

stand in the way of your being accepted."

He had made some gesture of protest, not against her speaking of his

possible marriage, which scarcely interested him, so remote was the

possibility, but against her returning to this other proposal. And when

he saw the old woman really meant to do this thing, he found it

necessary to declare himself explicitly on the point. "Oh, don't

imagine, Mrs. Lavender," he said, "that I have any wild horror of money,

or that I suppose anybody else would have. I should like to have five

times or ten times as much as you seem generously disposed to give me.

But here is the point, you see. I am a vain person. I am very proud of

my own opinion of myself; and if I acceded to what you propose--if I

took your money--I suppose I should be driving about in that fine

phaeton you speak of. That is very good: I like driving, and I should be

pleased with the appearance of the trap and the horses. But what do you

fancy I should think of myself--what would be my opinion of my own

nobleness and generosity and humanity--if I saw Sheila Mackenzie walking

by on the pavement, without any carriage to drive in, perhaps without a

notion as to where she was going to get her dinner? I should be a great

hero to myself then, shouldn't I?"

"Oh, Sheila again!" said the old woman in a tone of vexation. "I can't

imagine what there is in that girl to make men rave so about her. That

Jew-boy is become a thorough nuisance: you would fancy she had just

stepped down out of the clouds to present him with a gold harp, and that

he couldn't look up to her face. And you are just as bad. You are worse,

for you don't blow it off in steam. Well, there need be no difficulty. I

meant to leave the girl in your charge. You take the money and look

after her: I know she won't starve. Take it in trust for her, if you

like."

"But that is a fearful responsibility, Mrs. Lavender," he said in

dismay. "She is a married woman. Her husband is the proper person--"

"I tell you I won't give him a farthing!" she said with a sudden

sharpness that startled him--"not a farthing! If he wants money, let him

work for it, as other people do; and then, when he has done that, if he

is to have any of my money, he must be beholden for it to his wife and

to you."

"Do you think that Sheila would accept anything that she would not

immediately hand over to him?"

"Then he must come first to you."

"I have no wish to inflict humiliation on any one," said Ingram stiffly.

"I don't wish to play the part of a little Providence and mete out

punishment in that way. I might have to begin with myself."

"Now, don't be foolish," said the old lady with a menacing composure.

"I give you fair warning: the next fit will do for me. If you don't

care to take my money, and keep it in trust for this girl you profess to

care so much about, I will leave it to found an institution. And I have

a good idea for an institution, mind you. I mean to teach people what

they should eat and drink, and the various effects of food on various

constitutions."

"It is an important subject," Ingram admitted.

"Is it not? What is the use of giving people laborious information about

the idle fancies of generations that lived ages before they were born,

while you are letting them poison their system, and lay up for

themselves a fearfully painful old age, by the continuous use of

unsuitable food? That book you gave me, Mr. Ingram, is a wonderful book,

but it gives you little consolation if you know another fit is coming

on. And what is the good of knowing about Epictetus and Zeno and the

rest if you've got rheumatism? Now, I mean to have classes to teach

people what they should eat and drink; and I'll do it if you won't

assume the guardianship of my nephew's wife."

"But this is the wildest notion I ever heard of," Ingram protested

again. "How can I take charge of her? If Sheila herself had shown any

disposition to place herself under your care, it might have been

different."

"Oh, it would have been different!" cried the old lady with a shrill

laugh. "It would have been different! And what did you say about her

sense of duty to her husband's relatives? Did you say anything about

that?"

"Well--" Ingram was about to say, being lost in amazement at the odd

glee of this withered old creature.

"Where do you think a young wife should go if she runs off from her

husband's house?" cried Mrs. Lavender, apparently much amused by his

perplexity. "Where can she best escape calumny? Poor man! I won't

frighten you or disturb you any longer. Ring the bell, will you? I want

Paterson."

Ingram rang.

"Paterson," said Mrs. Lavender when the tall and grave woman appeared,

"ask Mrs. Lavender if she can come here for a few minutes."

Ingram looked at the old woman to see if she had gone mad, and then,

somehow, he instinctively turned to the door. He fancied he knew that

quick, light step. And then, before he well knew how, Sheila had come

forward to him with her hands outstretched and with something like a

smile on her pale face. She looked at him for a second, she tried to

speak to him, but there was a dangerous quivering of the lips; and then

she suddenly burst into tears, and let go his hands and turned away. In

that brief moment he had seen what havoc had been wrought within the

past two or three days. There were the same proud and handsome features,

but they were pale and worn, and there was a piteous and weary look in

the eyes that told of the trouble and heartrending of sleepless nights.

"Sheila," he said, following her and taking her hand, "does any one know

of your being here?"

"No," she said, still holding her head aside and downcast--"no one. And

I do not wish any one to know. I am going away."

"Where?"

"Don't you ask too much, Mr. Ingram," said the old lady from amid her

cushions and curtains. "Give her that ammonia--the stopper only. Now,

sit down, child, and dry your eyes. You need not be ashamed to show Mr.

Ingram that you knew where you ought to come to when you left your

husband's house. And if you won't stop here, of course I can't compel

you, though Mr. Ingram will tell you you might do worse."

"Sheila, why do you wish to go away? Do you mean to go back to the

Lewis?"

"Oh no, no!" she said, almost shuddering.

"Where do you wish to go?"

"Anywhere--it does not matter. But I cannot remain here. I should meet

with--with many people I used to know. Mrs. Lavender, she is kind enough

to say she will get me some place for Mairi and me: that is all as yet

that is settled."

"Is Mairi with you?"

"Yes: I will go and bring her to you. It is not any one in London she

will want to see as much as you."

Sheila left the room, and by and by came back, leading the young

Highland girl by the hand. Mairi was greatly embarrassed, scarcely

knowing whether she should show any gladness at meeting this old friend

amid so much trouble. But when Ingram shook hands with her, and after

she had blushed and looked shy and said, "And are you ferry well, sir?"

she managed somehow to lift her eyes to his face; and then she said

suddenly, "And it is a good day, this day, for Miss Sheila, that you

will come to see her, Mr. Ingram, for she will hef a friend now."

"Yon silly girl," said Mrs. Lavender sharply, "why will you say 'Miss

Sheila?' Don't you know she is a married woman?"

Mairi glanced in a nervous and timid manner toward the bed. She was

evidently afraid of the little shriveled old woman with the staring

black eyes and the harsh voice.

"Mairi hasn't forgotten her old habits, that is all," said Ingram,

patting her good-naturedly on the head.

And then he sat down again, and it seemed so strange to him to see these

two together again, and to hear the odd inflection of Mairi's voice,

that he almost forgot that he had made a great discovery in learning of

Sheila's whereabouts, and wholly forgot that he had just been offered,

and had just refused, a fortune.

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