CHAPTER XVIII

But as Jennie opened the door to let herself out, two men were standing

on the cement sidewalk in front of the grassplots, examining the house.

They were big, heavily built men, who, although in plain clothes,

suggested the guardianship of law. It came to Jennie instantly that

their examination of the house was peculiar; and of that peculiarity she

divined with equal promptness the significance. The men declared

afterward that in her manner of standing on the step and waiting till

they spoke to her there was the same kind of "give-away" as when her

brother had eyed them across Broad Street.

The older and heavier of the two advanced up the walk between the

grassplots.

"This is the Follett house, ain't it, miss?"

Jennie replied that it was.

"And you're Miss Follett?"

She assented again.

"Is your brother in?"

"N-no; he's not in town."

The big man turned toward his taller and slighter colleague, whatever he

had to say being communicated by a look. Having expressed this thought,

he veered round again toward Jennie, speaking politely.

"Maybe we could have a word with you, private-like."

"Won't you step in?"

Presently they were all three seated in the living room, the big man

continuing as spokesman.

"Ah, now, about your brother, Miss Follett; you're sure he isn't

anywheres around?"

The inference from the tone was that somehow Jennie was secreting him.

"He isn't to my knowledge. He called up last evening to say that he

wouldn't be home to-day, and perhaps not to-morrow."

The two men being seated within range of each other's eyes, some new

understanding was flashed silently.

"Did he, then? And where would he have called up from?"

"From Paterson."

"From Paterson, was it? And what made you think it was from Paterson?"

"He said so."

"And that was all you had to go by?"

"That was all."

"Well, well, now! He said so, did he? And he didn't come home last

night?"

Jennie shook her head.

For a third time Flynn's eyes telegraphed something to Jackman's, and

Jackman's responded. What they said to each other Jennie didn't try to

surmise, for the reason that she was listening to a call. It was the

call that Teddy had heard on the night when his father had brought home

the news that he was "fired"--the call to assume responsibilities. Her

father had gone; her mother was collapsing; Teddy had broken beneath the

strain. "And now it's up to me." Mentally, she spoke the words almost

before she was conscious of the thought. "And that settles it." These

words, too, she spoke mentally, but in them the reference was different.

The vision of love and twenty-five thousand dollars, of bliss for

herself and relief for the family, which had waxed and waned so often,

now faded out forever behind a mass of storm-clouds. But of all this she

gave no sign as she waited for the burly man to speak again.

"And when your brother called up from Paterson--let us say it was

Paterson--didn't you ask him no questions at all?"

"He didn't speak to me. I wasn't at home. It was to my little sister. I

understood that he rang off before she could ask him anything."

"Oh, he did, did he?" The telegraphy between the two men was renewed.

"And didn't he say nothin' about what had tuck him to a place like

Paterson?"

"I think he said it was business."

"'Business,' was it? Ah, well, now! And what sort of business would that

be?"

"I don't know."

"And would you tell me now if you did know?"

Jennie looked at him with clear, limpid eyes.

"I'm not sure that I would. I don't know what right you have to ask me

questions as it is."

"This right." Turning back the lapel of his coat, he displayed a badge.

"We don't want to frighten you, Miss Follett, my friend and me, we

don't; but if you know anything about the boy, it'll be easier in the

long run both for him and for you--"

"What do you want him for?"

Lizzie's voice was so deep that it startled. On the threshold of the

little entry she stood, tall, black robed, almost unearthly. At the same

time Pansy, who had also come downstairs, crept toward Flynn with a low,

vicious growl. Both men stumbled to their feet, awed by something in

Lizzie which was more than the majesty of grief.

"Ah, now, we're sorry to disturb you, ma'am, my friend and me. We know

you've had trouble, and we wouldn't be for wantin' to bring more into a

house where there's enough of it already. But when things is duty, they

can't be put by just because they're unpleasant--"

"Has my son been taking money from Collingham & Law's?"

The spectral voice gave force to the directness of the question.

Abandoning the hint of professional bullying he had taken toward Jennie,

Flynn, with Pansy's teeth not six inches from his calf, went a pace or

two toward the figure in the entry.

"Has he been takin' money, that boy of yours? Well now, and have you any

reason to think so, ma'am?"

"None--apart from what I hoped."

"Momma!"

Jennie sprang to her mother, grasping her by the arm. While Jackman

stood like an iron figure in the background, Flynn, always with Pansy's

teeth keeping some six inches from his calf, advanced still another pace

or two.

"Ah, now, that's a quare thing, ma'am, for the mother of a lad to

say--that she hoped he was takin' money."

"Oh, don't mind her," Jennie pleaded. "She hasn't been just--just

_right_--ever since my father died."

"I didn't think of it at first," Lizzie stated, in a lifeless voice. "I

believed what he told us, that he was making money on the side. It was

only latterly that I began to suspect that he wasn't; and now I hope he

took it from the bank."

"But, good God! ma'am, why? Don't you know he'll be caught--and what

he'll get for it?"

"Oh, he'd get that just the same, if you mean suffering and punishment

and a life of misery. All I want is that he should be the first to

strike. Since he's got to go down before brute power--"

"Brute power of law and order, ma'am, if you'll allow me to remind you."

She uttered a little joyless laugh.

"Law and order! You'll excuse me for laughing, won't you? I've heard so

much of them--"

"And you're likely to hear a lot more, if this is the way o' things."

"Oh, I expect to. They'll do me to death, as they'll do you, and as they

do everyone else. Law and order are the golden images set up for us to

bow down to and worship as gods; and we get the reward that's always

dealt out to those who believe in falsehood."

Flynn appealed to both Jennie and Jackman.

"I never heard no one talk like that, whether dotty or sane."

"If it was real law and order," Lizzie continued, with the same

passionless intonation, "that would be another thing. But it isn't. It's

faked law and order. It's a plaster on a sore, meant to hide the ugly

thing and not to heal it. It's to keep bad bad by pretending that it's

good--"

"Ah, but bad as it is, ma'am," Flynn began to reason, "it's better than

stealin'--now, isn't it?"

But Lizzie seemed ready for him here.

"I think I've read in your Bible that the commandment, 'Thou shalt not

steal,' was given to a people among whom it was a principle that

everyone should be provided for. If it happened that anyone was not

provided for, there was another commandment given as to him, 'Thou shalt

not muzzle the ox that treadeth out the corn.' He was to be free to take

what he needed."

Flynn shook his head.

"That may be in the Bible, ma'am; but it wouldn't stand in a court o'

law."

"Of course it wouldn't; only, the court of law is nothing to me."

"It can make itself something to you, ma'am, if you don't mind my sayin'

so."

"Oh no, it can't! It can try me and sentence me and lock me up; but

that's no worse than law and order are doing to me and mine every hour

of the day."

"Oh, momma," Jennie pleaded, clinging to her mother's arm, "please

stop--_please_!"

"I'm only warning him, darling. Law and order will bring him to grief as

it does everyone else. How many did it kill in the war? Something like

twelve millions, wasn't it, and could anyone ever reckon up the number

of aching hearts it's left alive?"

"Yes, momma; but that kind of talk doesn't do Teddy any good."

"It does if we make it plain that he was only acting within his rights.

These people think that by passing a law they impose a moral duty. What

nonsense! I want my son to be brave enough to strike at such a theory as

that. It's true that they'll strike back at him, and that they have the

power to crush him--only, in the long run he'll be the victor."

Flynn looked at Jennie in sympathetic apology.

"All right now, Miss Follett. I guess my friend and me'll be goin'

along--"

"You'll do just as you like about that," Lizzie interposed, with

dignity; "but if you see my son before I do, tell him not to be sorry

for what he's done, and above all not to think that I blame him. 'Thou

shalt not muzzle the ox that treadeth out the corn.' When you do, the

eighth commandment doesn't apply any longer."

Jennie followed her visitors to the doorstep. After her mother's

reckless talk, they seemed like friends, as, indeed, at bottom of their

kindly hearts they could easily have been. They brought no ill will to

their job--only a conviction that if Teddy Follett was a thief, they

must "get him."

"Does--does Mr. Collingham know that all this is going on?"

She asked her question in trepidation, lest these men, trained to ferret

out whatever was most hidden, should be able to read her secret. It was

Jackman who shouldered the duty of answering. He seemed more laconic

than his colleague, and more literate.

"We don't trouble Mr. Collingham with trifles. If it was a big thing--"

So Jennie was left with that consolation--that it was not _a big thing_.

How big it was she could only guess at, but, whatever the magnitude, she

had no doubt at all but that it was "up to her." She got some

inspiration from the little word "up." There was a lift in it that made

her courageous.

Nevertheless, when she returned to the living room, finding her mother

seated, erect and stately, in an armchair, with Pansy gazing at her with

eyes of quenchless, infinite devotion, Jennie knew a qualm of fear.

"Oh, momma, wouldn't it be awful if Teddy had to go to jail?"

"It would be awful or not, just as you took it. If you thought he went

to jail as a thief, it _would_ be awful, but if you saw him only as the

martyr of a system, you'd be proud to know he was there."

"Oh, but, momma, what's the good of saying things like that?"

"What's the good of letting them throw you down, a quivering bundle of

flesh, before a Juggernaut, and just being meekly thankful? That's what

your father and I have always done, and, now that the wheels have passed

over him, I see the folly of keeping silent. I may not do any good by

speaking, but at least I speak. When they muzzle the ox that treadeth

out the corn, it isn't much wonder if the famished beast goes mad. Did

you ever see a mad ox, Jennie? Well, it's a terrible sight--the most

patient and laborious drudge among animals, goaded to a desperation in

which he's conscious of nothing but his wrongs and his strength. They

generally kill him. It's all they can do with him--but, of course, they

can do that."

"So that it doesn't do the ox much good to go mad, does it?"

"Oh yes; because he gets out of it. That's the only relief for us,

Jennie darling--to get out of it. I begin to understand how mothers can

so often kill themselves and their children. They don't want to leave

anyone they love to endure the sufferings this world inflicts."

From these ravings Jennie was summoned by the tinkle of the telephone

bell.

"Teddy!" cried the mother, starting to her feet.

"No; it's Mr. Wray. I knew he'd ring me if I didn't turn up."

The instrument was in the entry, and Jennie felt curiously calm and

competent as she went toward it. All decisions being taken out of her

hands, she no longer had to doubt and calculate. The renunciations, too,

were made for her. She was not required to look back, only to go on.

In answer to the question, "Is this Mrs. Follett's house?" she replied,

as if the occasion were an ordinary one:

"Yes, Mr. Wray. I'm sorry I can't come to the studio."

"Oh! so it's you! You can't come--what? Then you needn't come any more."

"Yes; that's what I thought. I see now that--that I can't."

"Well, of all--" He broke off in his expostulation to say: "Jennie, for

God's sake, what's the matter with you? What are you afraid of?"

"I'm not afraid of anything, Mr. Wray; but there's a good deal the

matter which I can't explain on the telephone."

"Do you want me to come over there?"

"No; you couldn't do any good."

"Is it money?"

"No." She remembered the accumulation of untouched bills and checks in

her glove-and-handkerchief box upstairs. "I've got plenty of money.

There's nothing you could do, thank you."

There was a pause before he said:

"Then it's all off? Is that what you mean?"

"Isn't it what you meant yourself only a minute ago?"

"Oh, well, you needn't stake your life on that."

She began to feel faint. It cost her more to stand there talking than

she had supposed it would when she took up the receiver.

"I'm afraid I must--must stake my life on that. I--I can't stay now. I

can't come any more to see you, either. I've--I've given up posing.

G--good-by."

She heard him beginning to protest from the other end.

"No, Jennie! Wait! For God's sake!"

But her putting-up of the receiver cut them off from each other.

"So that's all over," she said to herself, turning again into the living

room.

But she said it strongly, as Lizzie had many a time said similar things

on witnessing the death of hopes, with desolation in the heart, perhaps,

but no wish to cry.

Meanwhile, Flynn and Jackman, trudging toward the car station in the

square, were discussing this strange case.

"That was a funny line o' talk about the ox treadin' out the corn. I

never heard nothin' like that in our church."

But Jackman, being a Methodist and a student of the Bible before coming

to New York and giving himself to detective work, was able to explain.

"That's in the Old Testament, to begin with; but Paul takes it up and

says that, though it was meant, in the first place, to apply to the

animals, its real application is to man. 'That he that ploweth may plow

in hope, and that he that thresheth in hope should be partaker of his

hope'--that's the way it runs. That everyone should get a generous

living wage and not be cheated of it in the end is the way you might put

it into our kind of talk."

"Is it now? And it do seem fair--don't it?--for all the old woman yonder

is so daft. And would that Paul be the same _Saint_ Paul as we've got in

our church?"

"Oh, the very same."

"Would he now? And you a Protestant! That's one thing I've often

wondered--why there had to be so many religions and everyone wasn't a

Catholic. It'd be just as easy, and cost us less. Ah, well! It's a quare

world, and that poor woman's had a powerful dose o' trouble. I don't

wonder she's got wheels in her head. Do you? Maybe you and me'd have

them if we'd gone through the same." Having thus worked up to his

appeal, he plunged into it. "I know wan little woman 'd be glad if I was

to come home to-night and tell her we'd called the thing off. That's my

Tessie. It's amazin' how she's set her heart on my not trackin' down

this boy."

"Not to track him down would be to compound a felony," Jackman replied,

severely.

"Ah, well! So it would, now. You sure have got the right dope there,

Jackman, and that I'll tell Tessie. I'll say I'd be compounding a

felony, and them words 'll scare her good."

So Flynn, too, resigned himself, putting on once more the mask of craft

and implacability that was part of his stock in trade, and which Jackman

rarely took off.

----

And all that day Teddy lay crouched in his lair with his eye glued more

or less faithfully to the peephole. Except from hunger, he had suffered

but little, and the minutes had been too exciting to seem long in going

by. It was negative excitement, springing from what didn't happen; but

because something might happen, and happen at any instant, it was

excitement. From morning to midday, and from midday on into the

afternoon, cars, carts, and pedestrians traveled in and out of Jersey

City, each spelling possible danger. Now and then a man or a vehicle had

paused in the road within calling distance of the shanty. For two

minutes, for five, or for ten at a time, Teddy lay there wondering as to

their intentions and trying to make up his mind as to his own course.

Whether to shoot himself or make a bolt for it, or if he shot himself

whether it should be through the temple or the heart, were points as to

which he was still undecided. He would get inspiration, he told himself,

when the time came. He had often heard that in crises of peril the brain

worked quicker than in moments of tranquillity; and perhaps, after all,

a crisis of peril might not lie before him.

In a measure, he was growing used to his situation as an outlaw; he was

growing used to the separation from the family. It was not that he loved

them less, but that he had moved on and left them behind. He could think

of them now without the longing to cry he had felt yesterday, while the

desperation of his plight centered his thought more and more upon

himself. If he didn't have to shoot himself, he planned, in as far as

plans were possible, to sneak away into the unknown and become a tramp.

He couldn't do it yet, because the roads were probably being watched for

him; but by and by, when the hunt had become less keen....

Seven doughnuts swallowed without a drop of water being far from the

nourishment to which he was accustomed, he waited with painful eagerness

for nightfall. When the primrose-colored lights up and down the road and

along the ragged fringe of the town were deepening to orange, he crept

forth cautiously. Even while half hidden by the sedgy grasses, he felt

horribly exposed, and when he emerged into the open highway, the eyes of

all the police in New York seemed to spy him through the twilight.

Nevertheless, he tramped back toward the dwellings of men, doing his

best to hide his face when motor lights flashed over him too vividly.

Unable to think of anything better than to return to the friendly woman

who had given him seven doughnuts for his six, he found her behind her

counter, in company with a wispy little girl.

"Ah, good-evening. Zo you'f come ba-ack. You fount my zandwiches naice."

Teddy replied that he had, ordering six, with a dozen of her doughnuts.

Her manner was so affable that he failed to notice her piercing eyes

fixed upon him, nor did he realize how much a young man's aspect can

betray after twenty-four hours without water to wash in, as well as

without hairbrush or razor. He thought of himself as presenting the same

neat appearance as on the previous evening; but the woman saw him

otherwise.

"I wonder if I could have a glass of water?" he asked, his throat almost

too parched to let the words come out.

"But sairtainly." She turned to the child, whispering in a foreign

language, but using more words than the command to fetch a glass of

water would require.

When the child came back, Teddy swallowed the water in one long gulp.

The woman asked him if he would like another glass, to which he replied

that he would. More instructions followed, and while the woman tied up

the sandwiches the little girl came back with the second glass. This

Teddy drank more slowly, not noticing as he did so that the little girl

slipped away.

Nor did he notice as he left the shop and turned westward into the

gloaming, that the child was returning from what seemed like a hasty

visit to a neighbor's house across the street. Still less did he

perceive, when the comforting loneliness of the marshes began once more

to close round him, that a big, husky figure was stalking him. It had

come out of one of the tenements over the way from the pastry shop,

apparently at a summons from the wispy little girl. Like the men whom

Jennie had seen eying the house in the afternoon, he suggested the

guardianship of law, even though he was, so to speak, in undress

uniform. His duties for the day being over, he had plainly been taking

his ease in slippers, trousers, and shirt. Even now he was bareheaded,

pulling on his tunic as he went along.

He didn't go very far, only to a point at which he could see the boy in

front of him turn into the unused path that led to the old shack.

Whereupon he nodded to himself and turned back to his evening meal.

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