CHAPTER V

No difference of standard in the Collingham household was so obvious as

that between Dauphin, the Irish setter, and Max, the police dog. The

situation was specially hard on Dauphin. To have owned Collingham Lodge

and its occupants during all his conscious life, and then one day to

find himself obliged to share this dominion with a stranger had given

him in his declining years a pessimistic point of view. It had made him

proud, cold, withdrawn, like a crusty old aristocrat forced in among

base company. To the best of his ability he ignored the police dog,

though it was difficult not to be aware of the presence of a being too

exuberant to appreciate disdain.

For Dauphin, the most beastly experience of the day began about four

each afternoon, at the minute when the dog-clock told him that his

master might be expected home. That was the hour at which from time

immemorial he had taken possession of the great front portico where the

distant burr of the motor-car first reached him. When the burr became a

throb he knew it was passing the oak that marked the Collingham

boundary; and, since it had arrived on his own ground, he could run down

the driveway to meet it. This had been his exclusive right. To be joined

daily now by a frisky, irrepressible pup made him feel like an old man

tied to an insupportable young wife from whom his own death will be the

sole deliverance. Life to Dauphin had thus become a mingling of

impatience and anguish, poorly masked beneath an air of dignity.

And as far as he could judge, his master's wife, of whom he had no great

opinion, had begun to share these emotions. Anguish and impatience had

become of late the chief elements in the aura she threw out, and by

which dogs take their sense of men. It was not that her words or

expressions betrayed her. It was only that when she came within his

sphere of perception he was aware that she felt the kind of passion the

police dog roused in himself.

He was aware of it on this May afternoon, more than six months after she

had first learned of Bob's infatuation for the Follett girl, when she

came out on the portico to listen for the expected car. She would come

out, listen, and go in. Each time she came out, each time she listened,

each time she retired, he felt the sweeping to and fro of an imperious

will worried or frustrated, though he sat on his haunches and gave no

sign. He couldn't give a sign, because Max would misunderstand it. There

he was, down on the lawn before the portico, grinning, prancing, joking,

calling names--names quite audible in dog intercourse, though a human

being couldn't catch them--and the least little movement Dauphin made

would be taken as concession. The old setter was sorry. He would have

liked showing his master's wife--he didn't consider her his

mistress--that he understood her distress; but he was nailed to the

doorstep by _force majeure_.

And the woman envied him. He was perfectly aware of that. She assumed

that dogs had no social problems. All he had to do, she thought, was to

sit and blink at the magnolias, hawthorns, and lilacs pursuing one

another into bloom. All he had to think of was the up hill and down dale

of the view before him, a haze of blue and green and rose melting to the

mauve of hills.

As a matter of fact, this was something like what was passing through

her mind. A masterful woman, she was nevertheless reaching that point of

self-pity where she envied the untroubled dogs. While she carried the

cares of so many others, no one else carried hers. All through the

winter she had had Edith and Bob on her mind, and now she had Bradley.

On leaving for the bank that morning, he had been so terribly upset that

she couldn't rest till knowing how he had got through his day. She was

the more worried because of being entirely alone and thus thrown in on

herself.

Edith had gone to stay with people in the Berkshires. Of that her mother

was glad. She meant for the present to keep her there. With her queer

ideas, she would only make her brother the more difficult to deal with,

though she had not been difficult herself. Nearly seven months had

passed, and yet her affair with Ayling was exactly where it had been in

the previous October. That was the advantage of a girl; you could always

tell where she stood. Edith was tenacious, but not defiant. Though

capable of engaging herself to this young man, she would hardly marry

him in face of her father's opposition.

Bob, on the other hand, was not only head-strong, but unreasonable. He

would marry the Follett girl if she would marry him, whatever might be

the consequences. She, his mother, had it "out" with him, and he had

said so. It was a terrible thing to have their whole domestic happiness

hang on the whim of a creature like the Follett girl; but apparently it

did.

She had not spoken to Bob till Hubert Wray had surrendered all he had to

tell. He had done this through a process of "pumping" of which he

himself had hardly been aware. Having ascertained that his New England

connections were unexceptional, Junia had been attentive to him through

the winter, making him feel that Collingham Lodge was a second home.

What he didn't tell to her he told to Edith, and what Edith knew the

mother had no great difficulty in finding out. Thus when, on the

previous Saturday, Bob was about to leave for a party on Long Island,

they had had the plain talk which could no longer be deferred.

They had had it after lunch, seated on a bench overlooking the tennis

court. They had come out ostensibly to talk over the sacrifice of the

pink-and-white hawthorn in the shade of which they sat in favor of

extending the court so that Bob and Edith could both have parties

simultaneously. While the new court would be an improvement, they would

regret the celestial flowering of the hawthorn whenever, as at present,

it was May.

"Not that it would make so very much difference to your father and me,"

Junia began, in a quavering tone, "if things we're afraid of were to

happen."

So the subject was opened up. Bob could only ask, "What things?" and his

mother could only tell him.

"It's quite true, old lady," he confessed. "You might as well know it

first as last."

Junia had not brought up her children without having learned that, while

Edith could be controlled, Bob could only be managed. With Edith, she

could say, "I forbid," with Bob, it had to be, "I suffer."

"Of course, dear," she said now, "I'm your mother, and whatever you do I

shall try to accept. It will be hard, naturally--it's hard already--but

you can count on me."

He took her hand and squeezed it.

"Thanks, old lady."

"Of course I can't answer for your father. You know for yourself how

stern and unyielding he is."

"Oh, I'm not so sure about that. It's always seemed to me that he'd give

in to a lot of things, if you'd only let him."

This perspicacity being dangerous, she glided to another aspect of her

theme.

"What I don't understand is why, if you've been in love with her for

seven or eight months, and you mean to marry her, you haven't done it

already."

He took two or three puffs at his cigarette before tossing off:

"I'd do it like a shot, if she would."

"And she won't?"

"Not yet."

"And you think she will?"

"I'm sure she will."

"What makes you so certain?"

"Nothing. I just know."

Having had her fears verified, Junia had no object in pushing the

inquiry further. Her duty in life was to take events as they touched her

family and mold them for the best. When she called it "the best" she

meant it as the best. She was not a worldly woman with mere fashionable

ends in view. Eager for the good of her children, she was conscientious

in pursuit of the things she truly believed to be worthiest.

All through Sunday she took counsel with herself, going to communion at

the restful little Marillo church, and putting new intensity into her

devotion. She had guests at lunch and went out to dinner, and, though

equal to all the social demands, her mind did not relinquish the purpose

she had in view. Could she have accomplished it without her husband's

aid, she would probably not have taken him into her confidence. It being

her special task to deal with the children, the less he knew of their

mistakes and escapades the simpler it was for them all.

It may be an illuminating digression here to say that there had been a

time, some fifteen years earlier, when Junia had had an experience as

difficult as the one she was facing now. Nothing but a trained

subconsciousness had carried her through that, and she looked for the

same mainstay of the self to come to her aid again. One of the lessons

she had learned at that time was the value of quietude, of reserve in

"giving herself away." She was not one to whom this restraint came

natural; but for the very reason that it was acquired, it had the

intenser force.

It was at a time when they had lived in the Marillo house only a little

while, and the Bradley of that day was not the portly, domesticated

bigwig of the present. He was a tempestuous sea of passions right at the

dangerous flood-tide, the middle forties. The first ardor of married

life was at an end for both of them; but while, for her, existence was

running more and more into one quiet purposeful stream, for him it was

raging off in new directions.

Whatever Junia suspected she was too wise to know it as a certainty.

Knowing, she argued, would probably weaken her and do nothing to

strengthen him. Already she was more intensely a mother than she was a

wife, living in the amazing careers she was planning for her children.

Edith would marry an English peer, while Bob would take a brilliant

place in his own country. Their victories would be her victories, till,

in some far-distant, beatified old age, she would be translated to the

stars.

And then one afternoon, when the flagged pavement had only recently been

laid and they were drinking tea on it, Bradley had said, right out of a

clear sky:

"Junia I don't know whether you've suspected it or not, but for some

time past I've had a mistress."

That was the instant when she first learned the value of a schooled

subconsciousness. It seemed to her that she had been slain; and yet,

with a nerve little less than miraculous, she went on with her tasks

among the tea things.

"If you've done it so far without telling me, Bradley," she said, at

last, with only the slightest tremor in her tone, "why shouldn't you let

me remain ignorant?"

"Does that mean that you don't care if I go on?"

"I think you can answer that as well as I. What I don't care for is to

be drawn into an affair from which your own good taste--merely to put it

on that ground--should be anxious to leave me out."

He looked at her savagely.

"Don't you resent it any more than that?"

"Is that why you're giving me the information--to see how much I resent

it?"

"Partly."

"Then I'm afraid you will have your labor for your pains. You'll never

see more than you're seeing at this instant."

That stand was a master stroke. It gave her the advantage of being

enigmatic. It enabled her to take blows without seeming to have felt

them, and to deliver them without betraying the quarter from which the

next would come.

Right there and then Bradley had been monstrous enough to suggest that,

since she liked Collingham Lodge, she should remain there and let him go

away. He would make generous provision for her and the children, and in

return expect his divorce.

But she had taken her stand--the enigmatic. She didn't argue; she didn't

plead; she didn't reproach him; she didn't treat him to the scene

through which weaker women would have put him.

"Bradley, I shall expect you to remain with me," were the only words she

used.

And he had remained. Less than two years later, it was she who fixed the

sum the other woman was to be paid in order to get rid of her. She was

sufficiently in sympathy with her sex to insist on the terms being

liberal. "I think she should have fifty thousand dollars," she declared,

and fifty thousand dollars the woman received.

So that, if Bradley had lost the first passion of his love for her, he

had gained vastly in respect. Hot-tempered, high-handed, impetuous,

imperious, as he knew her to be, he saw her curb and compress these

qualities till they became a prodigious motor force. If she had not

mastered herself, she had mastered the expression of herself till she

was an instrument at her own command.

It was as an instrument at her own command that, on the Wednesday

morning, before he went to town, she gave her husband as much

information as she thought he ought to possess about his son.

"Would you mind sitting down for a minute, Bradley? I've something

important to say."

He had come up to her room, as she took her breakfast in bed, after he

had had his own downstairs. Wearing a lace dressing jacket and a boudoir

cap, she was propped up with pillows, a wicker tray with legs on the

coverlet before her. In the canopied Louis Quinze bed of old

rich-grained walnut, raised six inches above the floor, she suggested an

eighteenth-century French princess, Madame Sophie or Madame Victoire,

receiving a courtier at her _levée_.

Luxurious with a note of chastity was the rest of the chintzy room. The

pictures on the walls were sacred ones, copies of old Italian masters. A

_prie-dieu_ in a corner supported a bible and a prayer-book in tooled

bindings with a coat of arms. The white-paneled wardrobe room seen

through a door ajar was as austere as a well-kept sacristy. Perfumed air

came in through the open windows, and thrushes were fluting in the

trees.

Reminding her that Tims, the chauffeur, would soon be at the door to

take him to the bank, Collingham sank into the armchair nearest to the

bed. His thoughts were on the amount in the proposed issue of Paraguayan

bonds the house would be able to carry.

"It's about Bob," she began, in a tone little more than casual. "Did you

know he was in a scrape?"

He started, firing off his brief questions rapidly:

"Who? Bob? What kind of scrape? With a girl?"

"Exactly. With a girl who may give us a good deal of trouble unless the

thing is stopped."

If Collingham's heart sank it was not wholly because of the scrape with

the girl, but because he was afraid of chickens coming home to roost.

Though he had never broached the subject with the boy, he had often

wondered as to how he met sexual temptation; and now he was to learn.

"Is it anything very wrong?"

"Only in intention." She sipped her coffee before letting him have the

full force of it. "He wants to marry her."

He felt some slight relief.

"Oh, then it's not--"

"No; not as far as he's concerned. As to her--well I presume that she's

the usual type."

"Did he tell you himself?"

"He told me himself."

"His job at the bank pays him only two thousand dollars a year. Did he

say what else he expected to marry on?"

"We didn't discuss that; but I suppose it would be what he expects you

to give him."

"And if I don't give him anything?"

"That's what I wanted to know. If you didn't--"

"He'd call it off?"

"No; perhaps not. But she would."

"Have you any special reason for thinking so?"

"None but my knowledge of--of that kind of woman in general." She went

on as quietly as if the incident of fifteen years previously had never

occurred. "Men are so guileless about women who have--who have love to

sell. They're such simpletons. They so easily think these women like

them for themselves when all the while they're only gauging the measure

of the pocketbook."

Collingham endeavored not to hang his head, but it seemed to go down in

spite of him as the placid voice sketched his program for the day.

Junia had heard her husband say that Mr. Huntley, his second in command,

was to go to South America in connection with the issue of Paraguayan

bonds. Why shouldn't Bob be sent with him? It would add to his

experience and make him feel important. After he had left Asuncion,

reasons could be found for keeping him at Lima, Rio, or Buenos Aires

till the whole thing blew over. Having accepted the suggestion

gratefully, Collingham came to the question he had up to now repressed.

"Who's the girl? I suppose you know."

"She's been posing for Hubert Wray. Bob met her at the studio. Her name

is--"

Grasping the arms of the chair, he strained forward.

"Not--not Follett's girl?"

"Yes; that _is_ the name. You dismissed her father from the bank last

year." Her eyes followed him as he stumbled to his feet. "But what

difference does it make whether it's she or some one else?"

He couldn't tell her. The fear of the vague nemesis he called "chickens

coming home to roost" was too obscure. Listening in a daze to the rest

of his instructions, he seized them chiefly because they would ease the

line he was to take with Bob.

He was to give him no hint that he, the father, had heard anything of

the Follett girl. The South American mission could stand on its own

merits as extremely flattering. Whatever reluctance Bob might feel, he

would see the opportunity as too important to forego. All Junia begged

of her husband was to know nothing of Bob's love affairs. If Bob himself

brought the subject up, it would be enough to remain firm on the

question of money. Of the rest, Junia was willing to take charge, as she

would explain to him when he came home in the afternoon.

These instructions Collingham did his best to carry out. At lunch, in

the house's private room at the Bowling Green Club, he approached Mr.

Huntley on the subject of being responsible for Bob on the errand to

Asuncion, and Mr. Huntley expressed himself as delighted. On returning

to the bank, Collingham asked Miss Ruddick to bring the young man to the

private office.

"Hello, Bob! How are things going?"

"So, so, dad," Bob admitted, guardedly.

"Sit down. I want to talk to you."

Bob sat down gingerly, warily, scenting something in the wind, much like

Max or Dauphin from a person's atmosphere. Whatever his mother had been

told on Saturday, his father might have learned by Wednesday. Bob would

have been sure of this were it not that his mother often had curious

reserves.

For Collingham there was nothing to do but to plunge on the subject of

South America, and he plunged. But, in his dread of the roosting

chicken, he plunged nervously, with a tendency to redden, to stammer,

and otherwise to betray himself. Before he had finished Bob was saying

inwardly: "Mother's put him wise to Jennie and I'm to be packed off.

Well, we'll see."

"It's thumping good of you and Mr. Huntley, dad," he said, aloud; "and I

suppose it would do if I gave you my answer in a day or two."

"That's the girl," the father thought; but he obeyed Junia's injunction

as to not being explicit when it came to words.

"You see, it's this way, Bob: It's not exactly an invitation that I'm

giving you; it's--it's a decision of the bank of which you're an

employee. We take it for granted that you'll go if we want to send you."

"And I take it for granted that you won't send me if I don't want to

go."

Not to force the issue, Collingham left the matter there, preferring to

consult Junia as to what he should do next. To this end, he drove home

earlier than usual.

It added to Dauphin's irritation that Max should hear the motor first.

With ears cocked like a donkey's, how could he help it? There was

nothing in the world that Dauphin despised as he despised the police

dog's ears. They were forever pointed, alert, inquisitive, ignoble. But

there it was! Max was bounding down the driveway, covering yards at a

spring, before the setter could drag himself from his haunches. It was

Max, too, who, when the motor passed the oak, gave the first yelp of

delight.

But it was Dauphin who, as his master descended from the car, entered

into his depression. It was he, too, who perceived the conflict of auras

when wife and husband met. Waves of unreasoned dread on the one side

encountered a force of clear-eyed determination on the other as the

weltering sea comes up against the steadfast rocks.

They began talking as they turned to enter the house, continuing the

conversation within the great hall, where only the strip of red carpet

running its length and up the fine stairway, two or three bits of old

carved English oak, and the brass touches on the wrought-iron baluster,

relieved the admirable nudity.

"Now come in here," she said, briskly, having heard all that had passed

between him and Bob.

He followed her into the library, where she led the way to the desk.

"Read that."

He ran his eye over the lines written in her legible, decorative hand.

_Collingham Lodge,_

_Marillo Park._

_Dear Miss Follett_:

My husband and I would be greatly obliged if you could give us a

half hour of your time to talk over matters which may prove as

important to you as to us. If you could make it convenient to

come here to-morrow, Thursday, afternoon, you would find a very

good train at three-twenty-five, and one by which to return at

five-forty-seven. I inclose a time-table, and you would be met

at Marillo Station.

Yours sincerely,

_Junia Collingham_.

He looked at her wonderingly.

"What's the big idea?"

"A very big idea. Don't you see? We can cut the ground right from under

his feet without his ever thinking we had anything to do with it. You

personally needn't be supposed to know that this nonsense has ever been

in the air. It's too late for me, of course, because he and I have

already talked of it. But for you--"

He tapped the paper in his hand.

"But this move I don't understand."

"Well, sit down and I'll tell you."

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