CHAPTER IV

UNIVERSITY

In order to enable me to go to the University, my mother and sister

moved to Leipzig and kept house for me during all the time I was

there—that is, for two years and a half. In spite of the _res angusta

domi_, I enjoyed my student-life thoroughly, while my home was made

very agreeable by my mother and sister. My mother was full of

resource, and she was wise enough not to interfere with my freedom. My

sister, who was about two years older than myself, was most

kind-hearted and devoted both to me and to our mother. There was

nothing selfish in her, and we three lived together in perfect love,

peace, and harmony. My sister enjoyed what little there was of

society, whereas I kept sternly aloof from it. She was much admired,

and soon became engaged to a young doctor, Dr. A. Krug, the son of the

famous professor of philosophy at Leipzig, whose works, particularly

his _Dictionary of Philosophy_, hold a distinguished place in the

history of German philosophy. He was a thorough patriot, and so public

spirited that he thought it right to leave a considerable sum of money

to the University, without making sufficient provision for his

children. However, the young married couple lived happily at Chemnitz,

and my sister was proud in the possession of her children. It was the

sudden death of several of these children that broke her heart and

ruined her health; she died very young. Standing by the grave of her

children, she said to me shortly before her death, “Half of me is dead

already, and lies buried there; the other half will soon follow.”

Of society, in the ordinary sense of the word, I saw hardly anything.

I am afraid I was rather a bear, and declined even to invest in

evening dress. I joined a student club which formed part of the

_Burschenschaft_, but which in order to escape prosecution adopted the

title of _Gemeinschaft_. I went there in the evening to drink beer and

smoke, and I made some delightful acquaintances and friendships. What

fine characters were there, often behind a very rough exterior! My

dearest friend was Prowe, of Thorn in East Prussia—so honest, so

true, so straightforward, so over-conscientious in the smallest

things. He was a classical scholar, and later on entered the Prussian

educational service. As a master at the principal school at Thorn his

time was fully occupied, and of course he was cut off there from the

enlivening influences of literary society. Still he kept up his

interest in higher questions, and published some extremely valuable

books on Copernicus, a native of Thorn, for which he received the

thanks of astronomers and historians, and flattering testimonials

from learned societies. We met but seldom later in life, and my own

life in England was so busy and full that even our correspondence was

not regular. But I met him once more at Ems with a charming wife, and

decidedly happy in his own sphere of activity. These early friendships

form the distant landscape of life on which we like to dwell when the

present ceases to absorb all our thoughts. Our memory dwells on them

as a golden horizon, and there remains a constant yearning which makes

us feel the incompleteness of this life. After all, the number of our

true friends is small; and yet how few even of that small number

remain with us for life. There are other faces and other names that

rise from beyond the clouds which more and more divide us from our

early years.

There were some wild spirits among us who fretted at the narrow-minded

policy which went by the name of the Metternich system. Repression was

the panacea which Metternich recommended to all the governments of

Germany, large and small. No doubt the system of keeping things quiet

secured to Germany and to Europe at large a thirty years’ peace, but

it could not prevent the accumulation of inflammable material which,

after several threatenings, burst forth at last in the conflagration

of 1848. Among my friends I remember several who were ready for the

wildest schemes in order to have Germany united, respected abroad,

and under constitutional government at home. Splendid fellows they

were, but they either ended their days within the walls of a prison,

or had to throw up everything and migrate to America. What has become

of them? Some have risen to the surface in America, others have

yielded to the inevitable and become peaceful citizens at home; nay, I

am grieved to say, have even accepted service under Government to spy

on their former friends and fellow-dreamers. But not a few saw the

whole of their life wrecked either in prison or in poverty, though

they had done no wrong, and in many cases were the finest characters

it has been my good fortune to know. They were before their time, the

fruit was not ripe as it was in 1871, but Germany certainly lost some

of her best sons in those miserable years; and if my father escaped

this political persecution, it was probably due to the influence of

the reigning Duke and the Duchess, a Princess of Prussia, who knew

that he was not a dangerous man, and not likely to blow up the German

Diet.

I myself got a taste of prison life for the offence of wearing the

ribbon of a club which the police regarded with disfavour. I cannot

say that either the disgrace or the discomfort of my two days’ durance

vile weighed much with me, as my friends were allowed free access to

me, and came and drank beer and smoked cigars in my cell—of course at

my expense—but what I dreaded was the loss of my stipendium or

scholarship, which alone enabled me to continue my studies at

Leipzig, and which, as a rule, was forfeited for political offences.

On my release from prison I went to the Rector of the University and

explained to him the circumstances of the case—how I had been

arrested simply for membership of a suspected club. I assured him that

I was innocent of any political propaganda, and that the loss of my

stipendium would entail my leaving the University. Much to my relief,

the old gentleman replied: “I have heard nothing about this; and if I

do, how am I to know that it refers to you, there are many Müllers in

the University?” Fortunately the distinctive prefix Max had not yet

been added to my name.

I must confess that I and my boon companions were sometimes guilty of

practices which in more modern days, and certainly at Oxford or

Cambridge, would be far more likely to bring the culprits into

collision with the authorities than mere membership of societies in

which comparatively harmless political talk was indulged in.

Duelling was then, as it is now, a favourite pastime among the

students; and though not by nature a brawler, I find that in my

student days at Leipzig I fought three duels, of two of which I carry

the marks to the present day.

I remember that on one occasion before the introduction of cabs we

hired all the sedan-chairs in Leipzig, with their yellow-coated

porters, and went in procession through the streets, much to the

astonishment of the good citizens, and annoyance also, as they were

unable to hire any means of conveyance till a peremptory stop was put

to our fun. Not content with this exploit, when the first cabs were

introduced into Leipzig, thirty or forty being put on the street at

first, I and my friends secured the use of all of them for the day,

and proceeded out into the country. The inhabitants who were eagerly

looking forward to a drive in one of the new conveyances were

naturally annoyed at finding themselves forestalled, and the result

was that a stop was put to such freaks in future by the issue of a

police regulation that nobody was allowed to hire more than two cabs

at a time.

Very innocent amusements, if perhaps foolish, but very happy days all

the same; and it must be remembered that we had just emerged from the

strict discipline of a German school into the unrestricted liberty of

German university life.

It is in every respect a great jump from a German school to a German

university. At school a boy even in the highest form, has little

choice. All his lessons are laid down for him; he has to learn what he

is told, whether he likes it or not. Few only venture on books outside

the prescribed curriculum. There is an examination at the end of every

half-year, and a boy must pass it well in order to get into a higher

form. Boys at a public school (gymnasium), if they cannot pass their

examination at the proper time, are advised to go to another school,

and to prepare for a career in which classical languages are of less

importance.

I must say at once that when I matriculated at Leipzig, in the summer

of 1841, I was still very young and very immature. I had determined to

study philology, chiefly Greek and Latin, but the fare spread out by

the professors was much too tempting. I read Greek and Latin without

difficulty; I often read classical authors without ever attempting to

translate them; I also wrote and spoke Latin easily. Some of the

professors lectured in Latin, and at our academic societies Latin was

always spoken. I soon became a member of the classical seminary under

Gottfried Hermann, and of the Latin Society under Professor Haupt.

Admission to these seminaries and societies was obtained by submitting

essays, and it was no doubt a distinction to belong to them. It was

also useful, for not only had we to write essays and discuss them with

the other members, generally teachers, and with the professor, but we

could also get some useful advice from the professor for our private

studies. In that respect the German universities do very little for

the students, unless one has the good fortune to belong to one of

these societies. The young men are let loose, and they can choose

whatever lectures they want. I still have my _Collegien-Buch_, in

which every professor has to attest what lectures one has attended.

The number of lectures on various subjects which I attended is quite

amazing, and I should have attended still more if the honorarium had

not frightened me away. Every professor lectured _publice_ and

_privatim_, and for the more important courses, four lectures a week,

he charged ten shillings, for more special courses less or nothing.

This seems little, but it was often too much for me; and if one added

these honoraria to the salary of a popular professor, his income was

considerable, and was more than the income of most public servants. I

have known professors who had four or five hundred auditors. This gave

them £250 twice a year, and that, added to their salary, was

considered a good income at that time. All this has been much changed.

Salaries have been raised, and likewise the honoraria, so that I well

remember the case of Professor von Savigny, who, when he was chosen

Minister of Justice at Berlin, declared that he would gladly accept if

only his salary was raised to what his income had been as Professor of

Law. Of course, professors of Arabic or Sanskrit were badly off, and

_Privatdocenten_ (tutors) fared still worse, but the _professores

ordinarii_, particularly if they lectured on an obligatory subject and

were likewise examiners, were very well off. In fact, it struck me

sometimes as very unworthy of them to keep a _famulus_, a student who

had to tell every one who wished to hear a distinguished professor

once or twice, that he would not allow him to come a third time.

One great drawback of the professorial system is certainly the small

measure of personal advice that a student may get from the professors.

Unless he is known to them personally, or has gained admission to

their societies or seminaries, the young student or freshman is quite

bewildered by the rich fare in the shape of lectures that is placed

before him. Some students, no doubt, particularly in their early

terms, solve this difficulty by attending none at all, and there is no

force to make them do so, except the examinations looming in the

distance. But there are many young men most anxious to learn, only

they do not know where to begin. I open my old _Collegien-Buch_ and I

find that in the first term or Semester I attended the following

lectures, and I may say I attended them regularly, took careful notes,

and read such books as were recommended by the professors. I find

1. The first book of Thucydides Gottfried Hermann.

2. On Scenic Antiquities The same.

3. On Propertius P. M. Haupt.

4. History of German Literature The same.

5. The Ranae of Aristophanes Stallbaum.

6. Disputatorium (in Latin) Nobbe.

7. Aesthetics Weisse.

8. Anthropology Lotze.

9. Systems of Harmonic Composition Fink.

10. Hebrew Grammar Fürst.

11. Demosthenes Westermann.

12. Psychology Heinroth.

This was enough for the summer half-year. Except Greek and Latin, the

other subjects were entirely new to me, and what I wanted was to get

an idea of what I should like to study. It may be interesting to add

the other Semesters as far as I have them in my _Collegien-Buch_.

13. Aeschyli Persae Hermann.

14. On Criticism The same.

15. German Grammar Haupt.

16. Walther von der Vogelweide The same.

17. Tacitus, Agricola, and De Oratoribus The same.

18. On Hegel Weisse.

19. Disputatorium (Latin) Nobbe.

20. Modern History Wachsmuth.

21. Sanskrit Grammar Brockhaus.

22. Latin Society Haupt.

Then follows the summer term of 1842.

23. Pindar Hermann.

24. Nibelungen Haupt.

25. Nala Brockhaus.

26. History of Oriental Literature The same.

27. Arabic Grammar Fleischer.

28. Latin Society Haupt.

29. Plauti Trinumus Becker.

Winter term, 1842.

30. Prabodha Chandrodaya Brockhaus.

31. History of Indian Literature The same.

32. Aristophanes’ Vespae Hermann.

33. Plauti Rudens The same.

34. Greek Syntax The same.

35. Juvenal Becker.

36. Metaphysics and Logic Weisse.

37. Philosophy of History The same.

38. Greek and Latin Seminary Hermann & Klotze.

39. Latin Society Haupt.

40. Philosophical Society Weisse.

41. Philosophical Society Drobisch.

Summer term, 1843.

42. Greek and Latin Seminary Hermann & Klotze.

43. Philosophical Society Drobisch.

44. Philosophical Society Weisse.

45. Soma-deva Brockhaus.

46. Hitopadesa The same.

47. History of Greeks and Romans Wachsmuth.

48. History of Civilization The same.

49. History after the Fifteenth Century Flathe.

50. History of Ancient Philosophy Niedner.

Winter term, 1843-4.

51. Rig-veda Brockhaus.

52. Elementa Persica Fleischer.

53. Greek and Latin Seminary Hermann & Klotze.

Here my _Collegien-Buch_ breaks off, the fact being that I was

preparing to go to Berlin to hear the lectures of Bopp and Schelling.

It will be clear from the above list that I certainly attempted too

much. I ought either to have devoted all my time to classical studies

exclusively, or carried on my philosophical studies more

systematically. I confess that, delighted as I was with Gottfried

Hermann and Haupt as my guides and teachers in classics, I found

little that could rouse my enthusiasm for Greek and Latin literature,

and I always required a dose of that to make me work hard. Everything

seemed to me to have been done, and there was no virgin soil left to

the plough, no ruins on which to try one’s own spade. Hermann and

Haupt gave me work to do, but it was all in the critical line—the

genealogical relation of various MSS., or, again, the peculiarities of

certain poets, long before I had fully grasped their general

character. What Latin vowels could or could not form elision in

Horace, Propertius, or Ovid, was a subject that cost me much labour,

and yet left very small results as far as I was personally concerned.

One clever conjecture, or one indication to show that one MS. was

dependent on the other, was rewarded with a Doctissime or

Excellentissime, but a paper on Aeschylus and his view of a divine

government of the world received but a nodding approval.

They certainly taught their pupils what accuracy meant; they gave us

the new idea that MSS. are not everything, unless their real value has

been discovered first by finding the place which they occupy in the

pedigree of the MSS. of every author. They also taught us that there

are mistakes in MSS. which are inevitable, and may safely be left to

conjectural emendation; that MSS. of modern date may be and often are

more valuable than more ancient MSS., for the simple reason that they

were copied from a still more ancient MS., and that often a badly

written and hardly legible MS. proves more helpful than others

written by a calligraphist, because it is the work of a scholar who

copied for himself and not for the market. All these things we learnt

and learnt by practical experience under Hermann and Haupt, but what

we failed to acquire was a large knowledge of Greek and Latin

literature, of the character of each author and of the spirit which

pervaded their works. I ought to have read in Latin, Cicero, Tacitus,

and Lucretius; in Greek, Herodotus, Thucydides, Plato, and Aristotle;

but as I read only portions of them, my knowledge of the men

themselves and their objects in life remained very fragmentary. For

instance, my real acquaintance with Plato and Aristotle was confined

to a few dialogues of the former and some of the logical works of the

latter. The rest I learnt from such works as Ritter and Preller’s

_Historia Philosophiae Graecae et Romanae ex fontium locis contexta_,

and from the very useful lectures of Niedner on the history of ancient

philosophy. However, I thought I had to do what my professors told me,

and shaped my reading so that they should approve of my work.

This must not be understood as in any way disparaging my teachers.

Such an idea never entered my head at the time. People have no idea in

England what kind of worship is paid by German students to their

professors. To find fault with them or to doubt their _ipse dixit_

never entered our minds. What they said of other classical scholars

from whom they differed, as Hermann did from Otfried Müller, or Haupt

from Orelli, was gospel, and remained engraved on our memory for a

long time. Once when attending Hermann’s lectures, another student who

was sitting at the same table with me made disrespectful remarks about

old Hermann. I asked him to be quiet, and when he went on with his

foolish remarks, I could only stop him by calling him out. As soon as

the challenge was accepted he had of course to be quiet, and a few

days after we fought our duel without much damage to either of us. I

only mention this because it shows what respect and admiration we felt

for our professor, also because it exemplifies the usefulness of

duelling in a German university, where after a challenge not another

word can be said or violence be threatened even by the rudest

undergraduate. A duel for a Greek conjecture may seem very absurd, but

in duels of this kind all that is wanted is really a certain knowledge

of fencing, care being taken that nothing serious shall happen. And

yet, though that is so, the feeling of a possible danger is there, and

keeps up a certain etiquette and a certain proper behaviour among men

taken from all strata of society. Nor can I quite deny that when I

went in the morning to a beautiful wood in the neighbourhood of

Leipzig, certain misgivings were difficult to suppress. I saw myself

severely wounded, possibly killed, by my antagonist, and carried to a

house where my mother and sister were looking for me. This went off

when I met the large assembly of students, beautifully attired in

their club uniforms, the beer barrels pushed up on one side, the

surgeon and his instruments waiting on the other. There were ever so

many, thirty or forty couples I think, waiting to fight their duels

that morning. Some fenced extremely well, and it was a pleasure to

look on; and when one’s own turn came, all one thought of was how to

stand one’s ground boldly, and how to fence well. Some of the

combatants came on horseback or in carriages, and there was a small

river close by to enable us to escape if the police should have heard

of our meeting. For popular as these duels are, they are forbidden and

punished, and the severest punishment seemed always to be the loss of

our uniforms, our arms, our flags, and our barrels of beer. However,

we escaped all interference this time, and enjoyed our breakfast in

the forest thoroughly, nothing happening to disturb the hilarity of

the morning.

Not being satisfied with what seemed to me a mere chewing of the cud

in Greek and Latin, I betook myself to systematic philosophy, and even

during the first terms read more of that than of Plato and Aristotle.

I belonged to the philosophical societies of Weisse, of Drobisch, and

of Lotze, a membership in each of which societies entailed a

considerable amount of reading and writing.

At Leipzig, Professor Drobisch represented the school of Herbart,

which prided itself on its clearness and logical accuracy, but was

naturally less attractive to the young spirits at the University who

had heard of Hegel’s Idea and looked to the dialectic process as the

solution of all difficulties. I wished to know what it all meant, for

I was not satisfied with mere words. There is hardly a word that has

so many meanings as Idea, and I doubt whether any of the raw recruits,

just escaped from school, and unacquainted with the history of

philosophy, could have had any idea of what Hegel’s Idea was meant

for. Yet they talked about it very eloquently and very positively over

their glasses of beer; and anybody who came from Berlin and could

speak mysteriously or rapturously about the Idea and its evolution by

the dialectic process, was listened to with silent wonder by the young

Saxons, who had been brought up on Kant and Krug. The Hegelian fever

was still very high at that time. It is true Hegel himself was dead

(1831), and though he was supposed to have declared on his deathbed

that he left only one true disciple, and that that disciple had

misunderstood him, to be a Hegelian was considered a _sine qua non_,

not only among philosophers, but quite as much among theologians, men

of science, lawyers, artists, in fact, in every branch of human

knowledge, at least in Prussia. If Christianity in its Protestant form

was the state-religion of the kingdom, Hegelianism was its

state-philosophy. Beginning with the Minister of Instruction down to

the village schoolmaster, everybody claimed to be a Hegelian, and

this was supposed to be the best road to advancement. Though

Altenstein, who was then at the head of the Ministry of Instruction,

began to waver in his allegiance to Hegel, even he could not resist

the rush of public and of official opinion. It was he who, when a new

professor of philosophy was recommended to him either by Hegel himself

or by some of his followers, is reported to have said: “Gentlemen, I

have read some of the young man’s books, and I cannot understand a

word of them. However, you are the best judges, only allow me to say

that you remind me a little of the French officer who told his tailor

to make his breeches as tight as possible, and dismissed him with the

words: ‘Enfin, si je peux y entrer, je ne les prendrai pas.’ This

seems to me very much what you say of your young philosopher. If I can

understand his books, I am not to take him.” This Hegelian fever was

very much like what we have passed through ourselves at the time of

the Darwinian fever; Darwin’s natural evolution was looked upon very

much like Hegel’s dialectic process, as the general solvent of all

difficulties. The most egregious nonsense was passed under that name,

as it was under the name of evolution. Hegel knew very well what he

meant, so did Darwin. But the empty enthusiasm of his followers became

so wild that Darwin himself, the most humble of all men, became quite

ashamed of it. The master, of course, was not responsible for the

folly of his so-called disciples, but the result was inevitable.

After the bow had been stretched to the utmost, a reaction followed,

and in the case of Hegelianism, a complete collapse. Even at Berlin

the popularity of Hegelianism came suddenly to an end, and after a

time no truly scientific man liked to be called a Hegelian. These

sudden collapses in Germany are very instructive. As long as a German

professor is at the head of affairs and can do something for his

pupils, his pupils are very loud in their encomiums, both in public

and in private. They not only exalt him, but help to belittle all who

differ from him. So it was with Hegel, so it was at a later time with

Bopp, and Curtius, and other professors, particularly if they had the

ear of the Minister of Education. But soon after the death of these

men, particularly if another influential star was rising, the change

of tone was most sudden and most surprising; even the sale of their

books dwindled down, and they were referred to only as landmarks,

showing the rapid advance made by living celebrities. Perhaps all this

cannot be helped, as long as human nature is what it is, but it is

nevertheless painful to observe.

I had the good fortune of becoming acquainted with Hegelianism through

Professor Christian Weisse at Leipzig, who, though he was considered a

Hegelian, was a very sober Hegelian, a critic quite as much as an

admirer of Hegel. He had a very small audience, because his manner of

lecturing was certainly most trying and tantalizing. But by being

brought into personal contact with him one was able to get help from

him wherever he could give it. Though Weisse was convinced of the

truth of Hegel’s Dialectic Method, he often differed from him in its

application. This Dialectic Method consisted in showing how thought is

constantly and irresistibly driven from an affirmative to a negative

position, then reconciles the two opposites, and from that point

starts afresh, repeating once more the same process. Pure being, for

instance, from which Hegel’s ideal evolution starts, was shown to be

the same as empty being, that is to say, nothing, and both were

presented as identical, and in their identity giving us the new

concept of Becoming (_Werden_), which is being and not-being at the

same time. All this may appear to the lay reader rather obscure, but

could not well be passed over.

So far Weisse followed the great thinker, and I possess still, in his

own writing, the picture of a ladder on which the intellect is

represented as climbing higher and higher from the lowest concept to

the highest—a kind of Jacob’s ladder on which the categories, like

angels of God, ascend and descend from heaven to earth. We must

remember that the true Hegelian regarded the Ideas as the thoughts of

God. Hegel looked upon this evolution of thought as at the same time

the evolution of Being, the Idea being the only thing that could be

said to be truly real. In order to understand this, we must remember

that the historical key to Hegel’s Idea was really the Neo-Platonic

or Alexandrian Logos. But of this Logos we ignorant undergraduates,

sitting at the feet of Prof. Weisse, knew absolutely nothing, and even

if the Idea was sometimes placed before us as the Absolute, the

Infinite, or the Divine, it was to us, at least to most of us, myself

included, _vox et praeterea nihil_. We watched the wonderful

evolutions and convolutions of the Idea in its Dialectic development,

but of the Idea itself or himself we had no idea whatever. It was all

darkness, a vast abyss, and we sat patiently and wrote down what we

could catch and comprehend of the Professor’s explanations, but the

Idea itself we never could lay hold of. It would not have been so

difficult if the Professor had spoken out more boldly. But whenever he

came to the relation of the Idea to what we mean by God, there was

always even with him, who was a very honest man, a certain theological

hesitation. Hegel himself seems to shrink occasionally from the

consequence that the Idea really stands in the place of God, and that

it is in the self-conscious spirit of humanity that the ideal God

becomes first conscious of himself. Still, that is the last word of

Hegel’s philosophy, though others maintain that the Idea with Hegel

was the thought of God, and that human thought was but a repetition of

that divine thought. With Hegel there is first the evolution of the

Idea in the pure ether of logic from the simplest to the highest

category. Then follows Hegel’s Philosophy of Nature, that is, the

evolution of the Idea in nature, the Idea having by the usual

dialectic process negatived itself and entered into its opposite

(_Anderssein_), passing through a new process of space and time, and

ending in the self-conscious human soul. Thus nature and spirit were

represented as dominated by the Idea in its logical development.

Nature was one manifestation of the Idea, History the other, and it

became the task of the philosopher to discover its traces both in the

progress of nature and in the historical progress of thought.

And here it was where the strongest protests began to be heard.

Physical Science revolted, and Historical Research soon joined the

rebellion. Professor Weisse also, in spite of his great admiration for

Hegel, protested in his Lectures against this idealization of history,

and showed how often Hegel, if he could not find the traces he was

looking for in the historical development of the Idea, was misled by

his imperfect knowledge of facts, and discovered what was not there,

but what he felt convinced ought to have been there. Nowhere has this

become so evident as in Hegel’s _Philosophy of Religion_. The

conception was grand of seeing in the historical development of

religion a repetition of the Dialectic Progress of the Idea. But facts

are stubborn things, and do not yield even to the supreme command of

the Idea. Besides, if the historical facts of religion were really

such as the Dialectic Process of the Idea required, these facts are

no longer what they were before 1831, and what would become then of

the Idea which, as he wrote in his preface to his _Metaphysics_, could

not possibly be changed to please the new facts? It was this part of

Weisse’s lectures, it was the protest of the historical conscience

against the demands of the Idea, that interested me most. I see as

clearly the formal truth as the material untruth of Hegel’s

philosophy. The thorough excellence of its method and the desperate

baldness of its results, strike me with equal force. Though I did not

yet know what kind of thing or person the Idea was really meant for, I

knew myself enough of ancient Greek philosophy and of Oriental

religions to venture to criticize Hegel’s representation and

disposition of the facts themselves. I could not accept the answer of

my more determined Hegelian friends, _Tant pis pour les faits_, but

felt more and more the old antagonism between what ought to be and

what is, between the reasonableness of the Idea, and the

unreasonableness of facts. I found a strong supporter in a young

Privat-Docent who at that time began his brilliant career at Leipzig,

Dr. Lotze. He had made a special study of mathematics and physical

science, and felt the same disagreement between facts and theories in

Hegel’s _Philosophy of Nature_ which had struck me so much in reading

his _Philosophy of Religion_. I joined his philosophical society, and

I lately found among my old papers several essays which I had written

for our meetings. They amused me very much, but I should be sorry to

see them published now. It is curious that after many years I, as a

Delegate of the University Press at Oxford, was instrumental in

getting the first English translation of Lotze’s _Metaphysics_

published in England; and it is still more curious that Mark Pattison,

the late Rector of Lincoln, should have opposed it with might and main

as a useless book which would never pay its expenses. I stood up for

my old teacher, and I am glad to say to the honour of English

philosophers, that the translation passed through several editions,

and helped not a little to establish Lotze’s position in England and

America. He died in 1881.

It is extraordinary how the young minds in German universities survive

the storms and fogs through which they have to pass in their academic

career. I confess I myself felt quite bewildered for a time, and began

to despair altogether of my reasoning powers. Why should I not be able

to understand, I asked myself, what other people seemed to understand

without any effort? We speak the same language, why should we not be

able to think the same thought? I took refuge for a time in

history—the history of language, of religion, and of philosophy.

There was a very learned professor at Leipzig, Dr. Niedner, who

lectured on the History of Greek Philosophy, and whose _Manual for the

History of Philosophy_ has been of use to me through the whole of my

life. Socrates said of Heraclitus: “What I have understood of his

book is excellent, and I suppose therefore that even what I have not

understood is so too; but one must be a Delian swimmer not to be

drowned in it.” I tried for a long time to follow this advice with

regard to Hegel and Weisse, and though disheartened did not despair. I

understood some of it, why should not the rest follow in time? Thus, I

never gave up the study of philosophy at Leipzig and afterwards at

Berlin, and my first contributions to philosophical journals date from

that early time, when I was a student in the University of Leipzig. My

very earliest, though very unsuccessful, struggles to find an entrance

into the mysteries of philosophy date even from my school-days.

I remember some years before, when I was quite young, perhaps no more

than fifteen years of age, listening with bated breath to some

professors at Leipzig who were talking very excitedly about philosophy

in my presence. I had no idea what was meant by philosophy, still less

could I follow when they began to discuss Kant’s _Kritik der reinen

Vernunft_. One of my friends, whom I looked up to as a great

authority, confessed that he had read the book again and again, but

could not understand the whole of it. My curiosity was much excited,

and once, while he was taking a walk with me, I asked him very timidly

what Kant’s book was about, and how a man could write a book that

other men could not understand. He tried to explain what Kant’s book

was about, but it was all perfect darkness before my eyes; I was

trying to lay hold of a word here and there, but it all floated before

my mind like mist, without a single ray of light, without any way out

of all that maze of words. But when at last he said he would lend me

the book, I fell on it and pored over it hour after hour. The result

was the same. My little brain could not take in the simplest ideas of

the first chapters—that space and time were nothing by themselves;

that we ourselves gave the form of space and time to what was given us

by the senses. But though defeated I would not give in; I tried again

and again, but of course it was all in vain. The words were here and I

could construe them, but there was nothing in my mind which the words

could have laid hold on. It was like rain on hard soil, it all ran

off, or remained standing in puddles and muddles on my poor brain.

At last I gave it up in despair, but I had fully made up my mind that

as soon as I went to the University I would find out what philosophy

really was, and what Kant meant by saying that space and time were

forms of our sensuous intuition. I see that, accordingly, in the

summer of 1841, I attended lectures on Aesthetics by Professor Weisse,

on Anthropology by Lotze, and on Psychology by Professor Heinroth, and

I slowly learnt to distinguish between what was going on within me,

and what I had been led to imagine existed outside me, or at least

quite independent of me. But before I had got a firm grasp of Kant,

of his forms of intuition, and the categories of the understanding, I

was thrown into Hegelianism. This, too, was at first entire darkness,

but I was not disheartened. I attended Professor Weisse’s lectures on

Hegel in the winter of 1841-2, and again in the winter of 1842-3 I

attended his lectures on Logic and Metaphysics, and on the Philosophy

of History. He took an interest in me, and I felt most strongly

attracted by him. Soon after I joined his Philosophical Society, and

likewise that of Professor Drobisch. In these societies every member,

when his turn came, had to write an essay and defend it against the

professor and the other members of the society. All this was very

helpful, but it was not till I had heard a course of lectures on the

History of Philosophy, by Professor Niedner, that my interest in

Philosophy became strong and healthy. While Weisse was a leading

Hegelian philosopher, and Drobisch represented the opposite philosophy

of Herbart, Niedner was purely historical, and this appealed most to

my taste. Still, my philosophical studies remained very disjointed. At

last I was admitted to Lotze’s Philosophical Society also, and here we

chiefly read and discussed Kant’s _Kritik_. Lotze was then quite a

young man, undecided as yet himself between physical science and pure

philosophy.

Weisse was certainly the most stirring lecturer, but his delivery was

fearful. He did not read his lectures, as many professors did, but

would deliver them _extempore_. He had no command of language, and

there was a pause after almost every sentence. He was really thinking

out the problem while he was lecturing; he was constantly repeating

his sentences, and any new thought that crossed his mind would carry

him miles away from his subject. It happened sometimes in these

rhapsodies that he contradicted himself, but when I walked home with

him after his lecture to a village near Leipzig where he lived, he

would readily explain how it happened, how he meant something quite

different from what he had said, or what I had understood. In fact he

would give the whole lecture over again, only much more freely and

more intelligibly. I was fully convinced at that time that Hegel’s

philosophy was the final solution of all problems; I only hesitated

about his philosophy of history as applied to the history of religion.

I could not bring myself to admit that the history of religion, nor

even the history of philosophy as we know it from Thales to Kant, was

really running side by side with his Logic, showing how the leading

concepts of the human mind, as elaborated in the Logic, had found

successive expression in the history and development of the schools of

philosophy as known to us. Weisse was strong both in his analysis of

concepts and in his knowledge of history, and though he taught Hegel

as a faithful interpreter, he always warned us against trusting too

much in the parallelism between Logic and History. Study the writings

of the good philosophers, he would say, and then see whether they will

or will not fit into the Procrustean bed of Hegel’s Logic. And this

was the best lesson he could have given to young men. How well founded

and necessary the warning was I found out myself, the more I studied

the religion and philosophies of the East, and then compared what I

saw in the original documents with the account given by Hegel in his

_Philosophy of Religion_. It is quite true that Hegel at the time when

he wrote, could not have gained a direct or accurate knowledge of the

principal religions of the East. But what I could not help seeing was

that what Hegel represented as the necessity in the growth of

religious thought, was far away from the real growth, as I had watched

it in some of the sacred books of these religions. This shook my

belief in the correctness of Hegel’s fundamental principles more than

anything else.

At that time Herbart’s philosophy, as taught by Drobisch at Leipzig,

came to me as a most useful antidote. The chief object of that

philosophy is, as is well known, the analysing and clearing, so to

speak, of our concepts. This was exactly what I wanted, only that

occupied as I was with the problems of language, I at once translated

the object of his philosophy into a definition of words. Henceforth

the object of my own philosophical occupations was the accurate

definition of every word. All words, such as reason, pure reason,

mind, thought, were carefully taken to pieces and traced back, if

possible, to their first birth, and then through their further

developments. My interest in this analytical process soon took an

historical, that is etymological, character in so far as I tried to

find out why any words should now mean exactly what, according to our

definition, they ought to mean. For instance, in examining such words

as _Vernunft_ or _Verstand_, a little historical retrospect showed

that their distinction as reason and understanding was quite modern,

and chiefly due to a scientific definition given and maintained by the

Kantian school of philosophy. Of course every generation has a right

to define its philosophical terms, but from an historical point of

view Kant might have used with equal right _Vernunft_ for _Verstand_,

and _Verstand_ for _Vernunft_. Etymologically or historically both

words have much the same meaning. _Vernunft_, from _Vernehmen_, meant

originally no more than perception, while _Verstand_ meant likewise

perception, but soon came to imply a kind of understanding, even a

kind of technical knowledge, though from a purely etymological

standpoint it had nothing that fitted it more for carrying the

meaning, which is now assigned to it in German in distinction to

_Vernunft_, than understanding had as distinguished from reason. It

requires, of course, a very minute historical research to trace the

steps by which such words as reason and understanding diverge in

different directions, in the language of the people and in

philosophical parlance. This teaches us a very important distinction,

namely that between the popular development of the meaning of a word,

and its meaning as defined and asserted by a philosopher or by a poet

in the plenitude of his power. Etymological definition is very useful

for the first stages in the history of a word. It is useful to know,

for instance, that _deus_, God, meant originally bright, bright

whether applied to sky, sun, moon, stars, dawn, morning, dayspring,

spring of the year, and many other bright objects in nature, that it

thus assumed a meaning common to them all, splendid, or heavenly,

beneficent, powerful, so that when in the Veda already we find a

number of heavenly bodies, or of terrestrial bodies, or even of

periods of time called Devas, this word has assumed a more general,

more comprehensive, and more exalted meaning. It did not yet mean what

the Greeks called θεοἱ or gods, but it meant something common to all

these θεοἱ, and thus could naturally rise to express what the Greeks

wanted to express by that word. There was as yet no necessity for

defining deva or θεὁς, when applied to what was meant by gods, but of

course the most opposite meanings had clustered round it. While a

philosophical Greek would maintain that θεὁς meant what was one and

never many, a poetical Greek or an ordinary Greek would hold that it

meant what was by nature many. But while in such a case philosophical

analysis and historical genealogy would support each other, there are

ever so many cases where etymological analysis is as hopeless as

logical analysis. Who is to define _romantic_, in such expressions as

romantic literature. Etymologically we know that romantic goes back

finally to Rome, but the mass of incongruous meanings that have been

thrown at random into the caldron of that word, is so great that no

definition could be contrived to comprehend them all. And how should

we define _Gothic_ or _Romanic_ architecture, remembering that as no

Goths had anything to do with pointed arches, neither were any Romans

responsible for the flat roofs of the German churches of the Saxon

emperors.

Enough to show what I meant when I said that Professor Drobisch, in

his Lectures on Herbart, gave one great encouragement in the special

work in which I was already engaged as a mere student, the Science of

Language and Etymology. If Herbart declared philosophy to consist in a

thorough examination (_Bearbeitung_) of concepts, or conceptual

knowledge, my answer was, Only let it be historical, nay, in the

beginning, etymological; I was not so foolish as to imagine that a

word as used at present, meant what it meant etymologically. _Deus_ no

longer meant brilliant, but it should be the object of the true

historian of language to prove how _Deus_, having meant originally

brilliant, came to mean what it means now.

For a time I thought of becoming a philosopher, and that sounded so

grand that the idea of preparing for a mere schoolmaster, teaching

Greek and Latin, seemed to me more and more too narrow a sphere. Soon,

however, while dreaming of a chair of philosophy at a German

University, I began to feel that I must know something special,

something that no other philosopher knew, and that induced me to learn

Sanskrit, Arabic, and Persian. I had only heard what we call in German

the chiming, not the striking of the bells of Indian philosophy; I had

read Frederick Schlegel’s explanatory book _Über die Sprache und

Weisheit der Indier_ (1808), and looked into Windischmann’s _Die

Philosophie im Fortgange der Weltgeschichte_ (1827-1834). These books

are hardly opened now—they are antiquated, and more than antiquated;

they are full of mistakes as to facts, and mistakes as to the

conclusions drawn from them. But they had ushered new ideas into the

world of thought, and they left on many, as they did on me, that

feeling which the digger who prospects for minerals is said to have,

that there must be gold beneath the surface, if people would only dig.

That feeling was very vague as yet, and might have been entirely

deceptive, nor did I see my way to go beyond the point reached by

these two dreamers or explorers. The thought remained in the

rubbish-chamber of my mind, and though forgotten at the time, broke

forth again when there was an opportunity. It was a fortunate

coincidence that at that very time, in the winter of 1841, a new

professorship was founded at Leipzig and given to Professor Brockhaus.

Uncertain as I was about the course I had to follow in my studies, I

determined to see what there was to be learnt in Sanskrit. There was a

charm in the unknown, and, I must confess, a charm also in studying

something which my friends and fellow students did not know. I called

on Professor Brockhaus, and found that there were only two other

students to attend his lectures, one Spiegel, who already knew the

elements of Sanskrit, and who is still alive in Erlangen,[9] as a

famous professor of Sanskrit and Zend, though no longer lecturing, and

another, Klengel; both several years my seniors, but both extremely

amiable to their younger fellow student. Klengel was a scholar, a

philosopher, and a musician, and though after a term or two he had to

give up his study of Sanskrit, he was very useful to me by his good

advice. He encouraged me and praised me for my progress in Sanskrit,

which was no doubt more rapid than his own, and he confirmed me in my

conviction that something might be made of Sanskrit by the philologist

and by the philosopher. It should not be forgotten that at that time

there was a strong prejudice against Sanskrit among classical

scholars. The number of men who stood up for it, though it included

names such as W. von Humboldt, F. and A. W. von Schlegel, was still

very small. Even Herder’s and Goethe’s prophetic words produced

little effect. It is said that when the Government had been persuaded,

chiefly by the two Humboldts, to found a chair of Sanskrit at the

University of Würzburg, and had nominated Bopp as its first occupant,

the philological faculty of the University protested against such a

desecration, and the appointment fell through. It is true, no doubt,

that in their first enthusiasm the students of Sanskrit had uttered

many exaggerated opinions. Sanskrit was represented as the mother of

all languages, instead of being the elder sister of the Aryan family.

The beginning of all language, of all thought, of all religion was

traced back to India, and when Greek scholars were told that Zeus

existed in the Veda under the name of Dyaus, there was a great flutter

in the dovecots of classical scholarship. Many of these enthusiastic

utterances had afterwards to be toned down. How we did enjoy those

enthusiastic days, which even in their exaggerated hopes were not

without some use. Problems such as the beginning of language, of

thought, of mythology and religion, were started with youthful hope

that the Veda would solve them all, as if the Vedic Rishis had been

present at the first outburst of roots, of concepts, nay, that like

Pelops and other descendants of Zeus, those Vedic poets had enjoyed

daily intercourse with the gods, and had been present at the

mutilation of Ouranos, or at the over-eating of Kronos. We may be

ashamed to-day of some of the dreams of the early spring of man’s

sojourn on earth, but they were enchanting dreams, and all our

thoughts of man’s nature and destiny on earth were tinged with the

colours of a morning that threw light over the grey darkness which

preceded it. It was delightful to see that Dyaus meant originally the

bright sky, something actually seen, but something that had to become

something unseen. All knowledge, whether individual or possessed by

mankind at large, must have begun with what the senses can perceive,

before it could rise to signify something unperceived by the senses.

Only after the blue aether had been perceived and named, was it

possible to conceive and speak of the sky as active, as an agent, as a

god. Dyaus or Zeus might thus be called the most sublime, he who

resides in the aether, αἰθἑρι ναἱων ὑψἱζυγος, the heavenly one, or

οὐρἁνιος ὕπατος and ὕψιστος, the highest, and at last _Iupiter Optimus

Maximus_, a name applied even to the true God. When Zeus had once

become like the sky, all seeing or omniscient (ἐπὁψιος), would he not

naturally be supposed to see, not only the good, but the evil deeds of

men also, nay, their very thoughts, whether pure or criminal? And if

so, would he not be the avenger of evil, the watcher of oaths

(ὅρκιος), the protector of the helpless (ἱκἑσιος)? Yet, if conceived,

as for a long time all the gods were conceived and could only be

conceived, namely, as human in their shape, should we not necessarily

get that strange amalgamation of a human being doing superhuman

work—hurling the thunderbolt, shouting in thunder, hidden by dark

clouds, and smiling in the serene blue of the sky with its brilliant

scintillations? All this and much more became perfectly intelligible,

the step from the visible to the invisible, from the perceived to the

conceived, from nature to nature’s gods, and from nature’s god to a

more sublime unseen and spiritual power. All this seemed to pass

before our very eyes in the Veda, and then to be reflected in Homer

and Pindar.

[9] Herr Geheimrath von Spiegel now lives at Munich.

Some details of this restored picture of the world of gods and men in

early times, nay, in the very spring of time, may have to be altered,

but the picture, the eidyllion remained, and nothing could curb the

adventurous spirit and keep it from pushing forward and trying to do

what seemed to others almost impossible, namely, to watch the growth

of the human mind as reflected in the petrifactions of language.

Language itself spoke to us with a different voice, and a formerly

unsuspected meaning.

We knew, for instance, that _ewig_ meant eternal, but whence eternal.

Nothing eternal was ever seen, and it seemed to the philosopher that

eternal could be expressed by a negation only, by a negation of what

was temporary. But we now learnt that _ewig_ was derived in word and

therefore in thought from the Gothic _aiwar_, time. _Ewigkeit_ was

therefore originally time, and “for all time” came naturally to mean

“for all eternity.” Eternity also came from _aeternus_, that is

_aeviternus_, for time, i. e. for all time, and thus for eternity,

while _aevum_ meant life, lifetime, age. But now came the question, if

_aevum_ shows the growth of this word, and its origin, and how it

arrives in the end at the very opposite pole, life and time coming to

mean eternity, could we not by the same process discover the origin

and growth of such short Greek words as ἀεἱ and aἰeἱ? It seems almost

impossible, yet remembering that _aevum_ meant originally life, we

find in Vedic Sanskrit _eva_, course, way, life, the same as _aevum_,

while the Sanskrit _âyush_, likewise derived from _i_, to go, forms

its locative _âyushi_. _Âyushi_, or originally _âyasi_, would mean “in

life, in time,” and turned into Greek would regularly become then

aἰeἱ, lifelong, or ever. It was not difficult to find fault with this

and other etymologies, and to ask for an explanation of αἰἑν and αἰἑς,

as derived from the same word _âyus_. It is curious that people will

not see that etymologies, and particularly the gradual development in

the form and meaning of words, can hardly ever be a matter of

mathematical certainty.

Historical, nay, even individual, influences come in which prevent the

science of language from becoming purely mechanical. Pott, and

Curtius, and others stood up against Bopp and Grimm, maintaining that

there could be nothing irregular in language, particularly in phonetic

changes. If this means no more than that under the same circumstances

the same changes will always take place, it would be of course a mere

truism. The question is only whether we can ever know all the

circumstances, and whether there are not some of these circumstances

which cause what we are apt to call irregularities. When Bopp said

that Sanskrit _d_ corresponds to a Greek δ, but often also to a Greek

θ, I doubt whether this is often the case. All I say is, if _deva_

corresponds to θεὁς, we must try to find the reason or the

circumstances which caused so unusual a correspondence. If no more is

meant than that there must be a reason for all that seems irregular,

no one would gainsay that, neither Bopp nor Grimm, and no one ever

doubted that as a principle. But to establish these reasons is the

very difficulty with which the Science of Language has to deal.

There is no word that has not an etymology, only if we consider the

distance of time that separates us from the historical facts we are

trying to account for, we should sometimes be satisfied with

probabilities and not always stipulate for absolute certainty. Many of

Bopp’s, Grimm’s, and Pott’s etymologies have had to be surrendered,

and yet our suzerainty over that distant country which they conquered,

over the Aryan home, remains. If there is an etymology containing

something irregular, and for which no reason has as yet been found, we

must wait till some better etymology can be suggested, or a reason be

found for that apparent irregularity. If the etymological meaning of

_duhitar_, daughter, as milkmaid, is doubted, let us have a better

explanation, not a worse; but the general picture of the early family

among the Aryans “somewhere in Asia” is not thereby destroyed. The

father, Sk. _pitar_, remains the protector or nourisher, though the

_i_ for _a_ in _pater_ and πατἡρ is irregular. The mother, _mâtar_,

remains the bearer of children, though _mâ_ is no longer used in that

sense in any of the Aryan languages. _Pati_ is the lord, the strong

one—therefore the husband; _vadhû_, the yoke-fellow, or the wife as

brought home, possibly as carried off by force. _Vis_ or _vesa_ is the

home, οἰκος or _vicus_, what was entered for shelter. _Svasura_,

ἑκυρὁς, _Socer_, the father-in-law, is the old man of the _svas_, the

_famuli_, or the family, or the clients, though the first _s_ is

irregular, and can be defended only on the ground of mistaken analogy.

_Bhrâtar_, _frater_, brother, was the supporter; _svastar_, _soror_,

sister, the comforter, &c.

What do a few objections signify? The whole picture remains, as if we

could look into the _vesa_, the οἰκος the _veih_, the home, the

village of the ancient Aryans, and watch them, the _svas_, the people,

in their mutual relations. Even compound words, such as _vis-pati_,

lord of a family or a village, have been preserved to the present day

in the Lithuanian _Veszpats_, lord, whether King or God. It is enough

for us to see that the relationship between husband and wife, between

parents and children, between brothers and sisters, nay, even between

children-in-law and parents-in-law, had been recognized and sanctified

by names. That there are, and always will be, doubts and slight

differences of opinion on these prehistoric thoughts and words, is

easily understood. We were pleased for a long time to see in _vidua_,

widow, the Sanskrit _vidua_, i. e. without a man or a husband. We now

derive _vi-dhavâ_, widow, from _vidh_, to be separated, to be without

(cf. _vido_ in _divido_, and Sk. _vidh_), but the picture of the Aryan

family remains much the same.

When these and similar antiquities were for the first time brought to

light by Bopp, Grimm, and Pott, what wonder that we young men should

have jumped at them, and shouted with delight, more even than the

diggers who dug up Babylonian palaces or Egyptian temples! No one did

more for these antiquarian finds and restorations than A. Kuhn, a

simple schoolmaster, but afterwards a most distinguished member of the

Berlin Academy. How often did I sit with him in his study as he

worked, surrounded by his Greek, Latin, and Sanskrit books. In later

times also, when I had made some discoveries myself as to the

mythological names or beings identical in Vedic and Greek writings,

how pleasant was it to see him rub his hands or shake his head. Long

before I had published my identifications they were submitted to him,

and he communicated to me his own guesses as I communicated mine to

him. Kuhn would never appropriate what belonged to anybody else, and

even in cases where we agreed, he would always make it clear that we

had both arrived independently at the same result.

It is in the nature of things that every new generation of scholars

should perfect their tools, and with these discover flaws in the work

left by their predecessors. Still, what is the refined chiselling of

later scholars compared with the rough-hewn stones of men like Bopp or

Grimm? If the Cyclopean stones of the Pelasgians are not like the

finished works of art by Phidias, what would the Parthenon be without

the walls ascribed to the Cyclops? It is the same in all sciences, and

we must try to be just, both to the genius of those who created, and

to the diligence of those who polished and refined.

For all this, however, I met with but small sympathy and encouragement

at Leipzig; nay, I had to be very careful in uttering what were

supposed to be heretical or unscholarlike opinions in the seminary of

Gottfried Hermann, or in the Latin society of Haupt. The latter

particularly, though he knew very well how much light had been spread

on the growth of language by the researches of Bopp, Grimm, and Pott,

and though Grimm was his intimate friend of whom he always spoke with

real veneration, could not bear his own pupils dabbling in this

subject. And of course at that time my knowledge of comparative

philology was a mere dabbling. If he could discover a false quantity

in any etymology, great was his delight, and his sarcasm truly

withering, particularly as it was poured out in very classical Latin.

Gottfried Hermann was a different character. He saw there was a new

light and he would not turn his back to it. He knew how lightly his

antagonist, Otfried Müller, valued Sanskrit in his mythological

essays, and he set to work, and in one of his last academical programs

actually gave the paradigms of Sanskrit verbs as compared with those

of Greek. He saw that the coincidences between the two could not be

casual, and if they were so overwhelming in the mere termination of

verbs, what might we not expect in words and names, even in

mythological names? He by no means discouraged me, nay, he was sorry

to lose me, when in my third year I went to Berlin. He showed me great

kindness on several occasions, and when the time came to take my

degree of M.A. and Ph.D., he, as Dean of the Faculty, invited me to

return to Leipzig, offering me an exhibition to cover the expenses of

the Degree.

[Illustration: F. MAX MÜLLER _Aged Twenty_]

My wish to go to Berlin arose partly from a desire to hear Bopp, but

yet more from a desire to make the acquaintance of Schelling. My

inclination towards philosophy had become stronger and stronger; I had

my own ideas about the mythological as a necessary form of ancient

philosophy, and when I saw that the old philosopher had advertised his

lectures or lecture on mythology, I could not resist, and went to

Berlin in 1844. I must say at once that Professor Bopp, though he was

extremely kind to me, was at that time, if not old—he was only

fifty-three—very infirm. In his lectures he simply read his

_Comparative Grammar_ with a magnifying glass, and added very little

that was new. He lent me some manuscripts which he had copied in Latin

in his younger days, but I could not get much help from him when I

came to really difficult passages. This, I confess, puzzled me at the

time, for I looked on every professor as omniscient. The time comes,

however, when we learn that even at fifty-three a man may have

forgotten certain things, nay, may have let many books and new

discoveries even in his own subject pass by, because he has plenty to

do with his own particular studies. We remember the old story of the

professor who, when charged by a young and rather impertinent student

with not knowing this or that, replied: “Sir, I have forgotten more

than you ever knew.” And so it is indeed. Human nature and human

memory are very strong during youth and manhood, but even at fifty

there is with many people a certain decline of mental vigour that

tells chiefly on the memory. Things are not exactly forgotten, but

they do not turn up at the right time. They just leave a certain

knowledge of where the missing information can be found; they leave

also a kind of feeling that the ground is not quite safe and that we

must no longer trust entirely to our memory. In one respect this

feeling is very useful, for instead of writing down anything, trusting

to our memory as we used to do, we feel it necessary to verify many

things which formerly were perfectly clear and certain in our memory

without such reference to books.

I remember being struck with the same thing in the case of Professor

Wilson, the well-known Oxford Professor of Sanskrit. He was kind

enough to read with me, and I certainly was often puzzled, not only by

what he knew, but also by what he had forgotten. I feel now that I

misjudged him, and that his open declaration, “I don’t know, let us

look it up,” really did him great honour. I still have in my

possession a portion of Pânini’s Vedic grammar translated by him. I

put by the side of it my own translation, and he openly acknowledged

that mine, with the passages taken from the Veda, was right. There was

no humbug about Wilson. He never posed as a scholar; nay, I remember

his saying to me more than once, “You see, I am not a scholar, I am a

gentleman who likes Sanskrit, and that is all.” He certainly did like

Sanskrit, and he knew it better than many a professor, but in his own

way. He had enjoyed the assistance of really learned Pandits, and he

never forgot to record their services. But he had himself cleared the

ground—he had really done original work. In fact, he had done nothing

but original work, and then he was abused for not having always found

at the first trial what others discovered when standing on his

shoulders. Again, he was found fault with for not having had a

classical education. His education was, I believe, medical, but when

once in the Indian Civil Service, he made himself useful in many ways,

educational and otherwise. When he left India he was Master of the

Mint. Such a man might not know Greek and Latin like F. A. von

Schlegel, or any other professor, but he knew his own subject, and it

is simply absurd if classical scholars imagine that anybody can carry

on his Greek and Latin and at the same time make himself a perfect

scholar in Sanskrit. Such a feeling is natural among small

schoolmasters, but it is dying out at last among real scholars. I have

known very good Sanskrit scholars who knew no Greek at all, and very

little Latin. And I have also known Greek scholars who knew no

Sanskrit and yet attempted comparisons between the two. When Lepsius

was made a Member of the Berlin Academy, Lachmann, who ought to have

known better, used to say of him: “He knows many things which nobody

knows, but he also is ignorant of many things which everybody knows.”

Such remarks never speak well for the man who makes them.

Another disadvantage from which the aged scholar suffers is that he is

blamed for not having known in his youth what has been discovered in

his old age, and is still violently assailed for opinions he may have

uttered fifty years ago. When quite a young man I wrote, at Baron

Bunsen’s request, a long letter on the Turanian Languages. It was

published in 1854, but it still continues to be criticized as if it

had been published last year. Of course, considering the rapid advance

of linguistic studies, a great part of that letter became antiquated

long ago; but at the time of its first appearance it contained nearly

all that could then be known on these allophylian, that is, non-Aryan

and non-Semitic languages; and I may, perhaps, quote the opinion of

Professor Pott, no mean authority at that time, who, after severely

criticizing my letter, declared that it belonged to the most important

publications that had appeared on linguistic subjects for many years.

And yet, though I have again and again protested that I could not

possibly have known in 1854 what has been discovered since as to a

number of these Turanian languages, everybody who writes on any of

them seems to be most anxious to show that in 1894 he knows more than

I did in 1854. No astronomer is blamed for not having known the planet

Neptune before its discovery in 1846, or for having been wrong in

accounting for the irregularities of Saturn. But let that pass; I only

share the fate of others who have lived too long.

After all, all our knowledge, whatever show we may make of it, is very

imperfect, and the more we know the better we learn how little it is

that we do know, and how much of unexplored country there is beyond

the country which we have explored. We must judge a man by what he has

done—by his own original work. There are many scholars, and very

useful they are in their own way, but if their books are examined, one

easily finds the stores from which they borrowed their materials. They

may add some notes of their own and even some corrections,

particularly corrections of the authors from whom they have borrowed

most; but at the end where is the fresh ore that they have raised;

where is the gold they have extracted and coined? There are cases

where the original worker is quite forgotten, whereas the retailers

flourish. Well, facts are facts, whether known or not known, and the

triumphal chariot of truth has to be dragged along by many hands and

many shoulders.

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