CHAPTER VII.—AN UNLOVED LIFE.

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HAMPSTEAD HEATH.

Hampstead Heath! What a world of delight seemed concentrated in that

name in the days of childhood, when donkey-riding was not yet too

undignified an amusement, and a gallop ‘cross country’ through the

bracken and furze struck terror into the heart of nurse or parent, and

covered the rider with glory! Such feats of horsemanship now belong

to the irrevocable past; but yet no part of the great ‘province of

houses’ known as London brings such pleasant memories as the quaint

old village on its northern outskirts and the wild breezy heath that

bounds it. Even now, Hampstead is rather in London, than of it, and

keeps up customs that have died out elsewhere. There, on the fifth

of November, a gallant procession takes its way through its steep

winding streets, and the centuries mingle with as little regard to

accuracy as they might do in a schoolboy’s dream the night before

an examination in history. Gallant Crusaders in chain-mail, with

the red cross embroidered on their flowing white mantles, jostle

very nineteenth-century Guardsmen, who in their turn seem to feel no

surprise at seeing Charles I. in velvet doublet and lace collar talking

amicably to a motley, spangled harlequin. But were the inhabitants in

this their yearly carnival to picture the history of their village

and of the notable personages who have lived in it, they might make a

pageant as long and varied as any that imagination can invent.

The manor of Hampstead was given by Edward the Confessor to the

monks of Westminster; and subsequent monarchs conferred on them the

neighbouring manors of Belsize and Hendon. It was at Hendon Manor-house

that Cardinal Wolsey made his first halt when journeying from Richmond

to York after his disgrace. At that time, however, Hampstead itself had

no great claim to notice, its inhabitants being, we are told, chiefly

washerwomen, whose services were in great demand among the inhabitants

of London. That this peaceful if humble occupation could be carried

on, proves at least that the wolves which, according to Dame Juliana

Berners’s _Boke of St Albans_, abounded among the northern heights of

London in the fifteenth century, had been exterminated by the end of

the sixteenth. The wild-boar lingered longer; and so late as 1772,

we hear of the hunting of a deer in Belsize Park. This, however, can

scarcely be regarded as genuine sport, as it is advertised to take

place among other amusements intended to allure visitors to Belsize

House, which had been opened as a pleasure-house by an energetic

individual of the name of Howell. He describes in his advertisement

all the attractions of the place, and promises for the protection

of visitors that ‘twelve stout fellows completely armed will patrol

between Belsize and London.’

Early in the eighteenth century chalybeate wells were discovered

at Hampstead, and as they were recommended by several physicians,

the hitherto quiet village became a fashionable and dissipated

watering-place. Idle London flocked there: youths who were delighted

to show their finery in a new place; girls who were young enough to

delight in the prospect of dancing all night; gamblers of both sexes;

wits and fops. They danced, lost their money at cards and dice, talked

scandal of each other, and drank of the chalybeate well, which Sam

Weller has characterised for all generations as ‘water with a taste of

warm flat-irons,’ till Hampstead lost its novelty, and the company went

elsewhere to go through the same programme.

Among the crowd of nonentities that frequent the Hampstead Wells

there is one notable figure, that of Richard Steele. In 1712, Steele

retired from London to a small house on Haverstock Hill, on the road

to Hampstead. Here, doubtless, his friend and fellow-labourer Addison

visited him; and the two would find in the humours and follies of the

company at the Wells material for the next number of the _Tatler_,

the publication of which had now been going on for three years.

Let us picture the two friends passing together through the gay

company—Steele, radiant, we may be sure, in gay apparel, seizing at

once on the humorous characteristics of the scene; while Addison would

tone down his companion’s exuberant fancy, and draw his own thoughtful

moralisings from the follies he witnessed. On summer evenings they

would walk on the Heath, and admire the view across the swelling green

slopes to the town of Harrow, where one day was to be educated my Lord

Byron, a young gentleman who would win greater fame as a poet than even

Addison’s acquaintance—a protégé to begin with, an enemy at last—the

lame Catholic gentleman, Mr Alexander Pope.

The friendship between Steele and Addison must ever remain a puzzle.

They had talent in common, Steele having the more original genius,

Addison the more cultivated taste; but otherwise there seems no point

of contact between the natures of graceless, impulsive, erring, loving

Dick, and his cold, conscientious, methodical comrade. To our century,

as to his own, Steele is ‘Dicky;’ the king made him Sir Richard, and

on the strength of his title he took a fine house in Soho Square, and

swaggered more than ever, and increased his expenses and his debts, but

to all the world he was Dicky Steele still; whereas, had the honour of

a baronetcy befallen Mr Secretary Addison, can we doubt that to all

posterity he would have been known as ‘Sir Joseph?’ Yet these two men,

unlike each other as they were, united to perform in an unobtrusive

fashion a great work; they purified English literature, and did much

to reform English manners. In a society which had learned to regard

truth, honesty, and virtue as absurd, they showed, not the wickedness

of vice—no one would have listened to that—but its folly. When the fops

and gamblers found that they, as well as the honest men they sneered

at, could be made the subject of satire, they began to doubt if their

cherished amusements were such essential characteristics of ‘men of

spirit’ as they had fancied. The gulf that lies between the comedies

of Wycherley and those of Sheridan was first opened by the gentle

raillery of the _Tatler_ and the _Spectator_. The later dramatist had

no keener moral sense than the earlier, but he lived in an atmosphere

which, though by no means pure, was healthier than that breathed by

his predecessor; and in which it was necessary that virtue, however

weak, should in the end defeat the vice that tried to trade upon its

feebleness.

Of the clear-cut grace of style that distinguished the writing of the

_Spectator_ there is no need to speak; it still remains the model

of English prose, while the tiny, whitish-brown sheet, the perusal

of which used to add to the flavour of Belinda’s morning chocolate,

was the progenitor of the immense mass of periodical literature that

surrounds us to-day. But if the two friends had done nothing more than

give us—Steele the first sketch, Addison the finished portrait, of

old-fashioned, kind, eccentric Sir Roger de Coverley, they would have

deserved a high and loving place in our memory.

Thirty years later, the figure of another literary man was to be seen

at Hampstead. Not so gorgeous as Dick, not so precise as Addison, is

slovenly, tea-drinking, long-worded Samuel Johnson; but he is their

legitimate successor, nevertheless. He, too, is a man of letters,

living by the produce of his pen, and appealing for support to the

public, and not to the kindness or charity of private patrons. Indeed,

he scorns such condescending patronage, as a certain stinging letter

to Lord Chesterfield remains to testify. In 1748, Mrs Johnson, for the

sake of the country air, took lodgings at Hampstead; and there her

husband wrote his satire, _The Vanity of Human Wishes_. Johnson did

not spend all his time at Hampstead, for he was obliged to return and

drudge in smoky London in order to provide for her comfort. Boswell

tells us that ‘she indulged in country air and good living at an

unsuitable expense; and she by no means treated her husband with that

complacency which is the most engaging quality in a wife.’ Yet Johnson

loved faithfully and mourned sincerely the querulous, exacting woman,

a quarter of a century older than himself, and cherished an undoubting

belief in her beauty; while all save him perceived that if she had ever

possessed any—which they doubted—it had long disappeared.

Towards the end of the eighteenth century, Hampstead became the

dwelling-place of two famous lawyers, both of them Scotch—Lords

Erskine and Mansfield. Thomas Erskine, youngest son of the tenth Earl

of Buchan, and ‘a penniless lad with a lang pedigree,’ began life

as a midshipman; but disliking the service, he, after his father’s

death, invested the whole of his little patrimony in the purchase

of an ensigncy in the 1st Foot. When, some years later, he felt his

true vocation to be the bar, he was burdened with the responsibility

of a wife and children; and it was only by the exercise of economy

nearly approaching privation that he succeeded in maintaining himself

during the three years’ study that must elapse before he was called to

the bar. Even when he received his qualification, it seemed that he

was to fail through lack of opportunity to display his talents; but

opportunity came at last, and his brilliant career led to the Lord

Chancellorship of England, a peerage, and the Order of the Thistle.

All the power of his oratory and of his ever-increasing influence was

devoted to the promotion of freedom, civil and religious. He stood up

boldly for the independence of juries against the bullying of judges;

he advocated concessions to the Catholics; and carrying his love of

mercy and justice beyond the human race, he brought into parliament a

bill for the prevention of cruelty to animals. The measure failed; for

popular feeling on the subject was then such as is expressed in the

famous couplet—

Things is come to a pretty pass,

When a man mayn’t wollop his own jackass.

But before Erskine died, it had become law.

William Murray, Earl of Mansfield, was the eleventh of the fourteen

children of Viscount Stormont, of the castle of Scone, in Perthshire.

So poor was his lordship, that, as we are told by Mansfield’s

biographer, the only fare he could provide for those fourteen

mouths—which though high-born, were every whit as hungry as if they

had been peasants’—was oatmeal porridge. The family was Jacobite in

politics, so its fortunes were little likely to improve; but by the

influence of Bishop Atterbury, who was at heart a Jacobite too, little

Willie was admitted to Westminster School. He made good use of his

time there; and by listening to the debates in Westminster Hall he

became enamoured of the law, and resolved to devote himself to it.

Difficulties enough lay before him; but by the aid of an indomitable

perseverance, a gentle manner, and a voice so musical that none could

listen to it unmoved, he conquered them all. Throughout his legal

career he was noted for strict integrity and justice. He advocated free

trade and religious toleration, and used every effort in his power to

decrease the waste of time and money in the business of law-courts; but

his greatest title to honour is that he was the first to decide that no

slave could remain a slave on English soil.

Early in this century, the year after Waterloo was fought, Hampstead

was familiar with the forms of three men to whom life gave only scorn,

insult, and disappointment, yet whose memory lingers about it and makes

it hallowed ground. In 1816, Leigh Hunt lived at Hampstead in a part

called the Vale of Health; and there Keats, who lodged in the village,

and Shelley were his frequent visitors. Each of the three was more or

less a martyr. For the crime of describing the Prince Regent—whose

memory as George IV. is not highly honoured—as an ‘Adonis of fifty,’

Hunt was thrown into prison; while the political reviews and journals

abused his graceful poems and scholarly essays as if they had been

firebrands, to extinguish which every exertion must be made. They

succeeded in torturing him, in reducing him to poverty and dependence,

but they did not succeed in changing Leigh Hunt’s convictions. He would

not bow down to the Adonis of fifty.

Shelley was rather a visitor than a resident at Hampstead Heath;

but Keats composed not a few of his poems here. The sorrows of his

sorrowful life had not yet reached their climax in 1816. Already he

was struggling with poverty, disease, and hopeless, passionate love;

but he had not yet published those poems which were to rouse such

wrath in the bosoms of a few critics, and such delight in thousands of

readers. But at Hampstead most of them were written. Here he breathed

life into the long dead myth of Endymion, surrounding it with such a

wealth of description as seems scarcely possible to a youth of such

limited experience. Can commonplace Hampstead Heath, the chosen resort

of Bank-holiday excursionists, be the prototype of that Grecian valley

where the goddess of night stooped to kiss Endymion! Here were written

the sad story of _The Pot of Basil_ and the legend of _The Eve of St

Agnes_; here, in 1819, was composed that most exquisite _Ode to a

Nightingale_, which, even were it his only production, might place

Keats among our greater poets.

The memory loves to trace the footsteps of departed greatness; but

even did no such recollections as these endear Hampstead Heath, it

would still be precious as a spot where half-asphyxiated Londoners may

inhale a fresh untainted breeze, and children may romp to their hearts’

content. ‘I like Hampstead Heath much better than Switzerland,’ says a

small boy in one of Du Maurier’s sketches in _Punch_. ‘But you haven’t

seen Switzerland,’ objects his sister, a practical young lady a year

or two older. ‘O yes; I have seen it on the map,’ is his reply. And

if he had really visited Switzerland, the little fellow would perhaps

still have preferred the broken, sandy soil, the grass and ferns, of

Hampstead Heath.

Du Maurier is the Heath’s own artist. He lives on its borders, and most

of the backgrounds of his out-of-door sketches are borrowed from its

scenery. He may daily be seen there—till lately accompanied by his dog

Chang, the great St Bernard whose portrait has so often appeared in the

pages of _Punch_. But, alas! Chang is no more; he has fallen a victim

to consumption and heart-disease, and Hampstead weeps for him. Seldom

has any dog been so widely lamented. ‘He is mourned by a large circle

of friends,’ said the _World_, ‘and the family of which he was so long

a member is inconsolable for his loss.’

BY MEAD AND STREAM.

BY CHARLES GIBBON.

CHAPTER VII.—AN UNLOVED LIFE.

It was a little time before the father spoke again. But without being

able to see his face, even without being able to hear him breathe,

Philip felt that he was struggling with something in himself. Perhaps

it was only a struggle to regain that composure of manner which he had

temporarily lost. In this he succeeded. But was that all Mr Hadleigh

was struggling with in those few moments of silence? At anyrate, when

he spoke, his voice was steadier than before; more like its ordinary

tone, but without its hardness.

‘Before I proceed, may I ask what was the purport of the two letters

you received?’

‘The one was simply urging me on no account to fail to start in the

_Hertford Castle_ as arranged, and assuring me of such welcome as I

might desire.’

‘That was not much to write about. And the other?’

‘The other inclosed a note which I am to deliver personally to a firm

of solicitors in the City, and requesting that I should bring with me

the packet they would intrust to my care.’

‘Is that all?’

‘That is all, sir.’

‘One question more. Are you _very_ anxious to make this journey, which

may end in nothing? Is there no one here who could persuade you to give

it up altogether?’

Philip was a good deal perplexed as to how he should answer this

question. There was Some one who could have persuaded him to stay at

home; but the sweet voice of that Some one was again whispering in his

ear, ‘It was your mother’s wish that you should go;’ and besides, there

was the natural desire of youth to see strange countries and peoples.

‘I thought, sir, that this question of my going out to Uncle Shield had

been all settled long ago,’ he replied awkwardly, for he knew that any

reference to the command laid upon him by his mother always disturbed

his father.

‘That is not an answer to my questions.’

‘Well, I consider it my duty to go.’

‘And you wish to go?’

‘I do—now. Even setting aside the prospects he holds out to me, I feel

that I must go.’

The father made a mental note of the fact that his son gave no reply to

the second question; but he did not press it farther at this moment.

He seemed to draw breath, and then went on in a low voice: ‘I think,

Philip, you have not found me an exacting parent. Although I have never

failed to point out to you the way in which it would please me most to

see you walk, I have never insisted upon it. And I will own that on

your part your conduct has been up to a certain point satisfactory.’

‘Thank you, sir.’

‘That certain point is your procrastination in the choice of your

future career. You have shown that you do not care about business—and

my own conviction is that you are unfitted for it—and you will not

decide upon a profession. Although you have dabbled in medicine and

law, you have not entered earnestly upon the study of either. I have

been patient with this wavering state of mind which you have displayed

ever since you left the university. I do not wish to force you into any

occupation which you may dislike, and would, therefore, certainly fail

in; for then you would console yourself by blaming me for being the

cause of your failure.’

‘Oh, no, no—do not think me so ungrateful.’

‘But I did hope,’ continued the father calmly, without heeding the

interruption, ‘that before you came to think of marriage, you would

have settled with yourself upon some definite course of action in the

future.’

‘Your reproaches are just, sir,’ answered Philip earnestly and with

some agitation, ‘and I deserve them. But this journey will decide what

I am to be and do.’

‘I did not mean to reproach you,’ said the father, and again there was

that distant note of sadness which sounded so strangely in his voice;

‘but it seemed to me right to remind you of these things before telling

you the rest. I reproach myself more than you.’

‘I do not understand.’

‘Listen. My young life was passed in a home which had been suddenly

stricken down from wealth and ease to poverty. On every hand I heard

the one explanation given for my father’s haggard looks, my mother’s

wasting illness, for my poor sister’s white face and constant

drudgery with her needle, and for my own unsatisfied hunger; and that

explanation was—the want of money.... I resolved that I should conquer

this demon that was destroying us all—I resolved that I should have

money.’

Here he paused, as if the memory of that time of misery proved too

painful for him. Philip’s sympathetic nature was drawn closer to his

father at that moment than it had ever been before. He rose impulsively

and grasped his arm. In the darkness the forms of the two men were

indistinguishable to each other; but with that sympathetic touch each

saw the other clearly in a new light.

‘My poor father,’ murmured Philip, clenching his teeth to keep down the

sob that was in his throat.

There was silence; and at that moment a pale gleam of moonlight stole

across the room. But it seemed only to darken the corner in which the

two men stood.

By-and-by Mr Hadleigh gently removed his son’s hand.

‘Sit down again, Philip, or go over to the window so that I may see

you.’

Philip walked quietly to a place opposite the window, and putting his

hands behind him, rested them on the ledge of a bookcase, leaning back

so that the light fell full upon his frank, handsome face, making it

look very pale in his anxiety. He knew that his father was gazing

earnestly at him, and as he could not see him, he was glad to hear his

voice again, which in some measure took away the uncomfortable feeling

produced by the singular position.

‘You know that I gained my object,’ Mr Hadleigh proceeded, with a

mingling of bitterness and regret in his voice; ‘but at what a cost!...

All the lightness of heart which makes the lives of even the poorest

children happy at times—all the warmth of hope and enthusiasm which

brightens the humblest youth, were gone. It was not hope that led me

on: it was determination. All emotion was dead within me: at twenty I

was an old man; and in the hard grasping struggle with which I fought

against the demon Poverty, and won the favour of the greater demon,

Wealth—even love itself was sacrificed.’

He paused again; but this time Philip did not speak or move. There was

something so pitiful as well as painful in this confession that he was

dumb.

‘They—father, mother, sister—all died before I had broken down the

first barrier between me and fortune. I shed no tears: each death in

poverty hardened me more and more.... It was—your mother who enabled me

to break down the first barrier’——

‘Ah, I am glad of that,’ exclaimed the son with a burst of happy relief.

‘Wait. I did not know what love was: I did not love her.’ (Philip

started, but remained silent.) ‘She had money: I married her for it.

She did not love me; but she had quarrelled with the man she did love,

and accepted me in her mad chagrin. We understood each other, and I was

content—she was not. From the day of her marriage to the day of her

death, her life was one weary lamentation that in her moment of passion

I had crossed her path—a life of self-scourging and regret for the man

she loved. I saw it, and knew it; but I did not know what love was, and

I could not pity it. I did know something of hate; and I believed she

hated me.... Had she only cared for me a little, it might have been

different,’ he added in a lower voice, and as if speaking to himself.

‘You wrong her, father, you wrong her,’ said Philip in a husky,

tremulous voice.

‘It may be; but I did not know then, what I understand too well now.

A pity, a pity—for it might have been so different! As it was, her

brother turned from her too, and would not forgive her. He hated me—he

hates me: because the lover she had deserted was his close friend; and

whilst I prospered, his friend failed. In a few years the man had lost

everything he possessed, and died—some say by his own hand: killed

by me, as your mother seemed to believe, and as Austin Shield does

believe. I had ruined his life, he said, and I was as much responsible

for his death, as if I had given him poison or shot him. These were the

last words Shield ever spoke to me.’

‘It must have been in mere passion. He cannot believe that now, or he

would not send for me.’

‘I do not know. I went on my way, unheeding his words, and would have

forgotten him, but for your mother’s grief. I had no home-life; but I

did my duty, as it seemed to me. The money which had been brought to

me was repaid with compound interest: all that money could buy was at

your mother’s command: all that she could wish for her children was

supplied to them, and you all seemed satisfied. But I was not with

you—you were hushed and lifeless in my presence, and seemed only happy

in my absence. Sitting in this room, I have heard your voices raised

in gladness, and if I passed in amongst you, seeking for that strange

something which the Demon Wealth with all his gold could not supply,

it seemed as if the Demon sat upon my shoulder, frightening you and

rendering you speechless. So I lived alone, although so near you, and

my Familiar became kinder and kinder to me, until I wearied of him. I

sought I did not know what, and could not find it.’

He stopped, breathing heavily, as if suppressing his emotion.

‘Oh, if you had only spoken to us as you are speaking to me now,

father!’ cried Philip, so earnestly that it sounded like a reproach.

‘It would have been better,’ was the sad reply. ‘I tell you these

things that you may understand the proposal I am about to make to you.

I now know what love is, and as too often happens, the knowledge comes

too late. But it will help me in my effort to make two people happy.

Can you guess who they are?’

‘I am afraid you must inform me.’

‘Yourself and Ma—Miss Heathcote. I propose that you should stay at home

and marry as soon as may be agreeable to the lady. I shall settle upon

you a sufficient fortune to enable you to live comfortably; but I shall

expect you to enter some profession. Do you consent?’

Here was a proposal at which Philip’s whole nature jumped gleefully.

But that voice was in his ears, and he overcame the temptation.

‘It was my mother’s wish that I should go, if my uncle ever summoned

me,’ he said in a respectful but decisive voice, ‘and I must go.’

‘So be it,’ rejoined the father, and there was a note of bitterness in

his tone; ‘I shall not again attempt to alter your plans.’

There was a peculiar emphasis on the ‘I.’

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