CHAPTER LII.

THE MEETING OF THE SEVERED PAIR.

For she is wise, if I can judge of her;

And fair she is, if that mine eyes be true;

And true she is as she hath proved herself;

And therefore like herself, wise, fair, and true

She shall be placed within my constant soul.

--_Shakspeare_

Ishmael and Mr. Brudenell arose before the waiter called them. They

dressed quickly, rang, and ordered breakfast, and had time to eat it

leisurely before the hour at which the cab was ordered to take them

to the railway station. They caught the six o'clock express on the

point of starting, and had just settled themselves comfortably in a

first-class carriage when the train moved.

There is a difference in the time kept even by express trains. This

one seemed to be the fastest among the fast, since it steamed out of

the London station at six in the morning and steamed into the

Edinboro' station at four in the afternoon.

Ishmael called a cab for himself and fellow-traveler. And when they

had taken their seats in it, he gave the order, "To Magruder's

Hotel." And the cab started.

"I think, sir," said the young man to the elder, "as we are in such

good time, we had better go to my rooms at Magruder's and renovate

our toilets before driving out to Cameron Court and presenting

ourselves to Lady Hurstmonceux."

"Yes, yes, certainly, Ishmael; for really I think after that dusty,

smoky, cindery day's journey we should be all the better for soap

and water and clean clothes. I don't know how I look, my dear

fellow, but, not to flatter you, you present the appearance of a

very interesting master chimney-sweep!" replied Mr. Brudenell.

Ishmael laughed.

Ah, yes; Herman Brudenell jested on the same principle that people

are said to jest on their way to execution. Now, when he was so near

Cameron Court and the Countess of Hurstmonceux, how ill at ease he

had become; how he dreaded, yet desired, the interview that was to

decide his fate.

The distance between the railway station and Magruder's Hotel was so

short that it was passed over in a few minutes. Ishmael paid and

dismissed the cab, and the two gentlemen went in. Ishmael's rooms in

that house had never been given up; they had been kept for the use

of his party, on their journeyings through the city. He conducted

Mr. Brudenell to these rooms, and then ordered luncheon as soon as

it could be served, and a fly in half an hour. Twenty minutes they

gave to that "renovation" of the toilet advised by Ishmael, ten

minutes to a simple luncheon of cold meat and bread, and then they

entered the fly.

Ishmael gave the order, "To Cameron Court."

As they moved on Mr. Brudenell said:

"There are several points upon which I would like to consult you,

before presenting myself to the countess.'

"Yes, sir," said Ishmael, looking up with a smile full of earnest

encouragement.

"But, like all procrastinating natures, I have deferred the task

until the last moment."

"There has been no better opportunity than the present, sir."

"That is true. Well, Ishmael, the first doubt that troubles me is

this: That I should not, perhaps, intrude upon the countess, without

first writing and apprising her of my intended visit. My appearance

will be unexpected, startling, even embarrassing to her."

"No, sir, no; trust me it will not. If I have read that gentle

lady's heart aright, she has been always hoping to see you; and,

with the expectation that is born of hope, she has been always

looking for you. No strange, unnatural appearance will you seem to

Lady Hurstmonceux, believe me, sir. And, moreover, she has reason to

expect you now. Listen, sir. It was on the day after I heard her

story of Captain Dugald's midnight visit and the evil it brought

her, I begged from her the loan of that miniature which I showed

you. And I do think she half suspected the use that I was about to

put it to. She loaned it to me freely, without question and without

reserve, and she knew at the time that I was going directly to your

presence; and finally, on the day before yesterday, when writing to

Judge Merlin, I mentioned my hope that you would accompany me to

Edinboro'. So you see, sir, Lady Hurstmonceux is not entirely

unprepared to receive you."

"Ah, but how will she receive me, Ishmael? And how, indeed, shall I

present myself to her?"

"She will welcome you with joy, sir; believe it. But you need not

take her by surprise, sir, even supposing that she does not expect

you. Indeed, in no event would it be well that you should risk doing

so. When we reach Cameron Court you can remain in the fly, while I

go in, and to her ladyship alone announce your arrival."

"Thank you, Ishmael. Your plan is a good one and I will adopt it.

And now another thing, my dear boy. Ishmael, you have always refused

to be publicly acknowledged as my son--"

"You know why, sir; I will not have unmerited reproach thrown upon

my sainted mother's memory. She was a martyr to your mistake; it

must never be supposed that she was a victim to her own weakness."

"Enough, Ishmael, enough! I will not urge the point, although Heaven

only knows how great is the sacrifice I make in resigning the hope

that you would take my name and inherit what is left of the family

estates. But, there, Ishmael, I will say no more upon that point.

You will continue to bear your mother's name--the name that you have

already made famous, and that, I feel sure, you will make

illustrious. So no more of that. But what I wished particularly to

consult you about is the propriety of confiding to the countess the

secret of our relationship. Ishmael, it shall be just as you

please."

"Then, sir, tell her all. Have no secrets from the countess, she

merits all your confidence; but tell her the circumstances under

which you married my dear mother, that Nora Worth may be held

blameless by her forever," said Ishmael solemnly.

It was strange to hear this middle-aged gentleman seeking counsel

from this young man; but so it was that all who were brought within

the circle of Ishmael's influence consulted him as an early

Christian might have consulted a young St. John. Ishmael had not the

experience that only age can bring; but he had that clear, strong,

moral and intellectual insight which only purity of heart and life

can give, and hence his counsels were always wise and good.

It was six o'clock when the carriage reached Cameron Court. When the

carriage drew up before the principal entrance Ishmael observed that

Mr. Brudenell had become very much agitated.

"Compose yourself, dear sir; compose yourself with the reflection

that it is only a loving woman you are about to meet; a woman who

loves you constantly and will welcome you with delight. Remain here

until I go in and announce your visit; then I will return for you,"

he said, pressing Mr. Brudenell's hand as he left the carriage.

The professor opened the door for Mr. Worth. There was no regular

porter at Cameron Court, but Dr. James Morris was acting in that

capacity.

"All well, professor?"

"All well, sir. The judge and Lady Vincent have gone out for an

airing in the close carriage. We expect them, back to dinner, which

will be served presently. You are just in time, sir."

Ishmael was for once glad to hear that the judge and his daughter

were absent and that the countess was alone. But then, suddenly he

reflected that this latter supposition was not so certain, and he

anxiously inquired:

"Is the countess at home, professor?"

"Yes, sir; her ladyship is in the library, reading."

"Alone?"

"Quite alone, sir."

"That will do; I can find her," said Ishmael, ascending the stairs

and turning in the direction of the library, which was situated on

the first floor.

Berenice, dressed in a rich, but simply made, black velvet robe,

with delicate white lace under-sleeves and collar, sat near the

centre table before the fire, reading. Her head was bent over her

book, and her rich black ringlets fell forward, half shading her

beautiful dark face. She raised her eyes when Ishmael entered, and

seeing who it was, she threw aside her book and started up to meet

him.

"Welcome, Mr. Worth; welcome back again," she said, offering her

hand.

Ishmael took that beautiful little brown hand and held it within his

own as he said:

"Thank you, Lady Hurstmonceux. I am really very glad to get back.

But--"

"What, Mr. Worth?"

"I do not come alone, Lady Hurstmonceux!"

Her countenance suddenly changed. Her voice sank to at whisper as

she inquired:

"Who is with you?"

Dropping his voice to the low tone of hers, Ishmael answered:

"Mr. Brudenell."

The countess snatched her hand from his grasp, threw herself into

the nearest chair, covered her face with her hands, and so remained

for several minutes. At last Ishmael approached and leaned over her,

and, speaking in a subdued and gentle voice, said:

"This visit is not wholly unexpected, Lady Hurstmonceux?"

"No, no, Mr. Worth," she murmured, without removing the shield of

her hands.

"Nor unwelcome, I hope?"

"No, oh, no!" she said, dropping her hands now and looking up, pale,

and faintly smiling.

"You will see him then?" said Ishmael, speaking, as he had spoken

throughout the interview, in a low, gentle tone.

"Presently. Give me a little time. Oh, I have waited for him so

long, Ishmael," she said, with an involuntary burst of confidence.

But then everyone, even the most reserved, confided in Ishmael

Worth.

"I have waited for him so long, so long!" she repeated.

"He has come at last, dearest lady; come to devote his life to you,

if you will accept the offering," Ishmael murmured, bending over

her.

"Oh, Mr. Worth, I am sure that I owe this happiness to you," the

countess exclaimed fervently, clasping his hand and holding it while

she repeated, "' Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be

called the children of God.'"

Lowly and reverently Ishmael bowed his head at the hearing of these

words.

"Where is he, Mr. Worth?" at length breathed Berenice.

"In the carriage outside, awaiting your pleasure."

"Bring him to me, then," she said, pressing his hand warmly before

she relinquished it.

Ishmael returned that pressure, and then went out to speak to Mr.

Brudenell.

"Come in, sir. She invites you," he said.

Herman Brudenell stepped out of the carriage and entered with

Ishmael. He threw his eyes around upon the magnificence that

surrounded him. Was all this really to be his own? the gift of that

sweet lady's slighted love? He could scarcely believe it.

Ishmael led him through the halls and upstairs to the library.

"She is in there alone," he whispered.

"Go in with me, Ishmael," whispered the other. But Ishmael shook his

head, smiled, opened the door, announced, "Mr. Brudenell, Lady

Hurstmonceux," shut it and retired.

Herman Brudenell found himself alone in the library with his long-

neglected wife. She was sitting in the armchair, where Ishmael had

left her. She arose to meet her visitor; then suddenly turned deadly

pale and sunk back in her chair, overcome by her emotions, but even

in so sinking she stretched her hands out to him in welcome, in

invitation, in entreaty.

Slowly and deferentially he approached this woman, so holy in her

immortal love. And dropping on one knee, beside her chair, he bent

his head and murmured in a broken voice:

"Berenice, Berenice--can you forgive all these long, long years of

cruel injustice?"

"Oh, bless you; bless you, Herman, for coming at last. I am so glad

to see you!" she said, drawing his bowed head to her bosom, dropping

her face caressingly upon it and bursting into tears. A few minutes

passed and he was sitting by her side, with her hand clasped in his,

telling her the story of the sinful and sorrowful past, and

imploring her forgiveness.

Would she forgive him?

Reader, Berenice was one of those women whom the wisdom of this

world can never understand; one of those women who love purely and

passionately; who love but once and love forever. She loved Herman

Brudenell; and in saying this I answer all questions. She would not

acknowledge that she had anything to forgive; she was glad to give

him herself and all that she possessed; she was glad to make him the

absolute master of her person and her fortune. And in giving all she

received all, for as she loved she was happy. After some little time

had elapsed, and they had both recovered from the agitation of the

meeting, the countess looked up at him and inquired:

"Who is Ishmael Worth? Who is this young man, so stately, yet so

gracious? so commanding, yet so meek? who walks among other men as a

young king should, but as a young king never does. Who is he?"

"He is my son," said Herman Brudenell, proudly but shyly; "my son,

the child of that unfortunate marriage contracted when I supposed

that you were lost to me; lost to me in every way, my Berenice. That

marriage of which I have already told you. Do you forgive me, for

him also, Berenice?"

"I congratulate you on him, for he is a son to be very proud of. I

glory in him, for he is now my son also," said this generous woman

fervently.

Herman Brudenell raised her hand and pressed it to his lips.

"Oh, Herman, I knew it! I knew it twenty years ago, when I went to

the Hill Hut and begged the babe to bring up as my own," she said.

"You did, Berenice? How divinely good you are."

"Good! Why, I only sought my own comfort in the babe. You were lost

to me for the time, and your child was the best consolation I could

have found. However, his stern kinswoman would not let me have him;

would not even let me help him; denied that he was yours, and almost

turned me out of doors."

"That was so like Hannah."

"But now at last he is mine; my gifted son. How I shall rejoice in

him."

"He is yours, Berenice, as far as the most profound esteem and love

can make him yours. But Ishmael will never consent to be publicly

acknowledged by me," said Herman Brudenell sorrowfully.

"But why?" inquired the countess, in astonishment.

"For his mother's sake. Ishmael cherishes the most chivalric

devotion for his angel mother, and I think also for all mortal

women, for her sake. He bears her name, and is fond of it and will

ever bear it, that whatever fame he may win in this world may be

identified with it. He has vowed, with the blessing of Heaven, to

make the name of Worth illustrious, and he will do so."

"A chivalric devotion, truly; and how beautiful it is. He is

already, though so young, a distinguished member of the Washington

bar, I hear. How did he get his education and his profession--that

poor boy, whom I remember in his childhood as tramping the country

with the old odd-job man--that very 'professor' who attends him as

his servant now? You found him and educated him at last, I suppose,

Herman?"

A fiery flush arose to Mr. Brudenell's brow, displacing its habitual

paleness.

"No, Berenice, no! Not to me, not to any human being does Ishmael

owe education or profession; but to God and to himself alone. Never

was a boy born in this world under more adverse circumstances. His

birth, in its utter destitution, reminds me (I speak it with the

deepest reverence) of that other birth in the manger of Bethlehem.

His infancy was a struggle for the very breath of life; his

childhood for bread; his youth for education; and nobly, nobly has

he sustained this struggle and gloriously has he succeeded. We are

yet in our prime, my dear Berenice, and I feel sure that, if we live

out the three-score years and ten allotted as the term of human

life, we shall see Ishmael at the zenith of human greatness."

So carried away had Mr. Brudenell been in making this tribute to

Ishmael that he had forgotten to explain the circumstances that

would have exonerated him from the suspicion of having culpably

neglected his child. Berenice brought him back to his recollection

by saying:

"But I am sure you must have made some provision for this boy; how

was it then that he never derived any benefit from it? How was it

that he was left from the hour of his birth to suffer the cruelest

privations, until the age of seven years, when he began to support

himself, and to help support his aunt!"

"You are right, Berenice; I made a provision for him; but I left the

country, and he never had the good of it. I will explain how that

was by and by; but I believe the loss of it was providential. I

believe it was intended from the first that Ishmael should 'owe no

man anything,' for life, or bread, or education, or profession; but

all to God and God's blessing on his own efforts. He is self-made. I

know no other man in history to whom the term can be so perfectly

well applied."

"Will you tell me all you know of his early struggles? I am so

interested in this stately son of yours," said Berenice, who, while

admiring Ishmael herself, saw also that he was the theme above all

others that Mr. Brudenell loved to dwell upon.

Herman Brudenell told the story of Ishmael's heroic young life, as

he had gathered it from many sources. And Berenice listened in

admiration, in wonder, and sometimes in tears. And yet it was only

the plain story of a poor boy who struggled up out of the depths of

poverty, shame, and ignorance, to competence, honor, and

distinction; a story that may be repeated again in the person of the

obscurest boy that reads these lines.

After a little while, given to meditation on what she had heard,

Berenice, with her hand still clasped in that of Herman Brudenell,

looked up at him and said:

"Your mother and sisters?"

Slowly and sadly Mr. Brudenell shook his head:

"Ah, Berenice! I shall have to tell you now of a family self marred,

as a set-off to the boy self-made."

And then he told the grievous story of the decadence of the

Brudenell ladies, not, of course, forgetting the mad marriage of

Eleanor Brudenell with the profligate Captain Dugald.

While Bernice was still wondering over these family mistakes and

misfortunes, a footman opened the door and said:

"My lady, dinner is served."

"Have Judge Merlin and Lady Vincent returned from their drive?"

inquired the countess.

"Yes, my lady; the judge and her ladyship are in the drawing room

with Mr. Worth."

"Mr. Brudenell, will you give me your arm?" said the countess,

rising, with a smile.

Herman Brudenell bowed and complied. And they left the library and

passed on to the little drawing room. As they entered they saw Judge

Merlin, Ishmael, and Claudia standing, grouped in conversation, near

the fire.

The situation of this long-severed and suddenly reunited pair was

certainly rather embarassing, especially to the lady; and to almost

any other one it would have been overwhelming. But Berenice was a

refined, cultivated, and dignified woman of society; such a woman

never loses her self-possession; she is always mistress of the

situation. Berenice was so now. But for the bright light in her

usually pensive dark eyes, and the rosy flush on her habitually pale

cheeks, there was no difference in her aspect, as, with her hand

lightly resting on Mr. Brudenell's arm, she advanced towards the

group.

Claudia turned around, not altogether in surprise, for Ishmael had

thoughtfully prepared them all for this new addition to the family

circle.

"Lady Vincent, I believe you have already met my husband, Mr.

Brudenell," said the countess, gravely presenting him to her guest.

And the form of her words purposely revealed the reconciliation that

had just been sealed.

"Oh, yes, I know Mr. Brudenell well, and I am very glad to see him

again," said Claudia, offering her hand.

"I had the honor of passing some weeks in Lady Vincent's company at

her father's house in Washington," said Mr. Brudenell, gravely

bowing. He next turned and shook hands with Judge Merlin. But the

old man retained his hand, and took also that of the countess, and

as the tears sprang to his aged eyes, he said:

"Dear Brudenell, and dearest lady, I sympathize with you in this

reunion with all my heart. May you be very happy; God bless you!"

and pressing both their hands, he relinquished them.

Mr. Brudenell and the countess simultaneously bowed in silent

acknowledgment of this benediction.

Claudia involuntarily looked up to Ishmael's face; their eyes met--

hers betraying the yearning anguish of a famishing heart, and his

the most earnest sympathy, the most reverential compassion. Why did

Claudia look at him so? Ah! because she could not help it. What was

she dreaming of? Perhaps of another possible reunion, that should

compensate her for all the woeful past, and bless her in all the

happy future.

A moment more, and the folding doors connecting The drawing room

with the dining room were thrown open.

"Mr. Brudenell, will you take Lady Vincent in to dinner?" said the

countess, with a smile, as she herself gave her hand to Ishmael.

And thus they passed into the dining room.

But for the sadness of one mourning spirit present, the dinner was a

pleasant one. And the reunion in the drawing room that evening was

calmly happy.

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