The kitchen was hot, flies were zigzagging just under the ceiling,
swerving silly triangles of ecstasy in the rising savour of roast and
sizzling gravy.
“Lizzie, you _must_ keep the screen door latched. There was a big bee
in the dining room. That’s how they get in.--Where are the children?”
“It’s that man, he always leaves it open.”
“The ice man? Well, speak to him about it.”
“No, ma’am, the one in the garden. The one Nounou took ’em down to the
beach to get away from. She didn’t think he was quite right.”
What on earth was Lizzie talking about?
“A man in the garden? What’s he doing here?”
“I gave him a piece of cake. He saw it in the pantry window and asked
for some. Then he was in again for a glass of water.”
Another problem. Life is just one perplexity after another. But there
must be some explanation.
“He asked for a piece of cake? Who is he, the gardener?”
Lizzie was flushed with heat and impatience. Her voice rose shrilly.
“He didn’t exactly ask for it, but he was lookin’ in the window at it
and he says, ‘They always give me a piece of cake when I want it.’ No,
he ain’t the gardener. I don’t know who he is. I thought maybe a friend
of yours, one o’ the artists. He was playin’ with the kids.”
She stepped outside, resolutely attempting not to think. Automatically
she adjusted the lid of the garbage can. But the mind insists on
thinking. Was it better for the can to stand there in the sun, or to go
in the cellar entry where it would be cooler? Sunlight is a purifier:
the heat would tend to dry the moist refuse ... but the sun attracts
flies too. She stooped to lift the can, then paused, abandoned the
problem, left it where it was. Just like George to have rented an
old-fashioned barracks like this, not even gas for cooking. No wonder
the place had stood empty for years and years. The idea of cooking
with coal in July. If the oil range didn’t come soon Lizzie would
quit, she could see it in her face. The ice box was too small. If they
took enough ice to last through the day, there was no room for the
ginger-ale bottles. She had known it would be like this.
The garden seemed to sway and tremble in brilliant light. A warm
sweetness of flowers floated lightly, the air was not really hot after
all. Why did Nounou let the children leave their croquet mallets lying
all anyhow about the lawn? Remind George that Nounou’s wages will be
due on the twenty-third. If you don’t remind George of those things
he complains about being taken by surprise. Beyond the hedge of rose
bushes, a blue glimpse of water. It _was_ a heavenly place. There must
be some consolation in a garden like this. If one could breathe it in
deeply and not think, not think, just slack off the everlasting tension
for a few moments. Of course it’s quite useless, but I’m going to pray.
God, please help me not to think.... In France, Catholics say _vous_
to God, and Protestants say _tu_. That’s rather curious.... There, I’m
thinking again. No wonder the artists come here in summer, the Island
is so lovely. Loafers, that’s what they are, idling about enjoying
themselves making pictures while other people plan the details of meals
and housekeeping ... and Picnics. She could imagine Miss Clyde sitting
in the garden sketching, relishing it all, romping with the children,
while _she_ was doing the marketing. Are there enough blankets for the
guest-room bed? And with only one bathroom ... Miss Clyde is probably
the kind of person who takes a terrible long time over her bath.
The strip of beach gravel that led toward the rose-trellis was warm and
crackly underfoot. Among the grey pebbles were small bleached shells.
Once upon a time, she had told the children, those shells belonged to
snails who lived in the sea. When the tide went out, their little rocky
pool got warm and torpid in the glare. Then the sea came back again,
crumbling over the ledges with a fresh hoarse noise: great gushes of
cold salty water pouring in, waving the seaweeds, waking up the crabs.
She could imagine the reviving snails wriggling happily in their spiral
cottages, feeling that coolness prickle along their skins. She would
like to lie down on the gravel and think about this. Would reality,
joy, truth, ever come pouring in on her like that? There was a bench
in the rose-garden, if she could get so far. When things are a bit
too much for one (fine true old phrase: they _are_ just a little too
much for us, adorable torturing _things_) it’s so strangely comforting
to lie flat on sun-warmed earth ... the legend of Antæus ... but not
here, Lizzie could see her from that synoptic pantry window. How large
a proportion of life consists in heroically denying the impulse? But
just round this corner, behind the shrubbery----
Someone was doing it already. Oh, this must be the man Lizzie spoke
of. How very odd: sprawled on the gravel, playing with pebbles. Lizzie
must have been right, one of the artists. Unconventional, to come
into a private garden like that ... asking for a piece of cake. Never
be surprised, though, at artists. Perhaps he’s doing a still-life
painting: something very modern, a slice of cocoanut cake on a
lettuce leaf. Artists (she had a vague idea) enjoyed making pictures
of food. But he’d been playing with the children, Lizzie said. What
sort of person would play with children before being introduced to
their parents? Perhaps he wanted to do a portrait of them. Portraits
of children were better done with the mother, who could keep them
quiet.... I always think there’s no influence like a mother’s, don’t
you?... On the bench in the rose-garden, that would be the place. She
could see the picture, reproduced in _Vanity Fair_ ... Green Muslin:
Study of Mrs. George Granville and Her Daughters. But even if it were
painted at once it couldn’t possibly be printed in a magazine before
next--when? January? George would know about that. But strange the man
didn’t get up, he must hear her coming. He looked like a gentleman.
“How do you do?” she said, a little coldly.
He was studying the pebbles; at the sound of her voice he twisted and
looked up over his shoulder. He seemed faintly shy, yet also entirely
composed.
“Hullo!” he said. “I mean, how do you do.” His voice was very gentle.
(How different from George.) Something extraordinary about his way
of looking at her; what clear hazel eyes. Instead of offering any
explanation he seemed waiting for her to say something. She had
confidently expected a quick scramble to his feet, a courteous apology
for intruding. She felt a little angry at herself for not being able to
speak as reprovingly as he deserved. But there was a crumb on his chin,
somehow this weakened her. A man who would come into people’s gardens
and ask for cake and not even wipe the crumbs off his chin. He must be
someone rather special.
“You’re doing just what I wanted to,” she said.
He looked at her, still with that placid inquiry.
“I mean lying on the ground, in the sun.”
“It’s nice,” he said.
Really, of all embarrassing situations. If he didn’t get up, she
felt that in another minute she _would_ be sprawling there herself.
A very ungraceful pose for the portrait: Mrs. George Granville and
Her Daughters, prone on the gravel. Women ought not to lie like that
anyway, it humps up the sitting-part so obviously. Yet they always do
in bathing suits, most candid of all costumes.... Perhaps for that very
reason. What queer contradictions there are in good manners. This was
too absurd. Thank goodness, he was getting to his feet. The crumb shone
in the sunlight, it adhered to his chin with some of Lizzie’s sticky
white icing.
“Was the cake good?” She meant this to be rather cutting, and was
pleased to see him look a little frightened.
“Awfully good.” Now he looked hopeful, rather like a dog. She could not
altogether understand the queer way he had of studying her: steadily,
yet without any of the annoying or alarming intimations that long gazes
usually suggest. But he made no movement to leave.
“I suppose you’re waiting for another piece.”
“Yes,” he said, smiling.
Now, she felt, she had him trapped. This would destroy him.
“You haven’t finished the first.”
He understood at once, and ran his tongue toward his chin until it
found the crumb. She watched it disappear with the feeling of having
lost an ally. She had counted on that crumb to humiliate him with.
“All gone,” he announced gaily. What could one do with a man like that?
“I suppose you’re an artist.” Not knowing what else to do she had
turned toward the house, and he was walking with her. He was tall and
pleasantly dressed and had rather a nice way of walking: politely
tentative, yet with plenty of assurance.
“I’m Martin.”
Her mind made little rushes one way and another, trying to think if she
had heard of him. He must be very famous, to give his name with such
easy simplicity. Why do I know so little about art? she asked herself.
Well, how can I keep up with things, there’s always so much to do. It’s
George’s fault, expecting me to run a big house. If we’d gone to the
Inn ... what are the names of the famous painters? Sargent was the only
one she could think of. She could see George at the pantry window. In a
moment she would have to introduce them, what should she say? What was
George doing in the pantry?
“George, let that cake alone!” she called. It sounded a pleasant
humorous cry, but George’s well-tuned ear caught the undertone of fury.
That was just like George. Whenever he was angry or upset he went to
the pantry and got himself something to eat.
“I was saving the cake for the Picnic,” she explained.
“A Picnic!” said the stranger. His brown face was bright with interest.
“When?”
If George could invite people to the Picnic, why shouldn’t she? By the
way, I mustn’t forget to order some sardines.
“Where are you staying?” she asked.
Apparently he didn’t understand this, for he replied, “I don’t mind.”
He was looking at the pantry window, where George’s guilty face peered
out from behind the wire screen.
“How funny he looks, like a guinea-pig in a cage,” he said.
That was exactly what George did look like, squinting out into the
sunshine. The end of his nose, pressed against the mesh, was white and
red, like a half-ripe strawberry.
“George, this is Mr. Martin, the famous artist. He’s coming to our
Picnic.”