CHAP. III.

1 I am the man which have affliction seene,

Under the rod of Gods wrath having beene,

2 He hath led mee to darknesse, not to light,

3 And against mee all day, his hand doth fight. 180

4 Hee hath broke my bones, worne out my flesh and skinne,

5 Built up against mee; and hath girt mee in

With hemlocke, and with labour; 6 and set mee

In darke, as they who dead for ever bee.

7 Hee hath hedg'd me lest I scape, and added more 185

To my steele fetters, heavier then before.

8 When I crie out, he out shuts my prayer: 9 And hath

Stop'd with hewn stone my way, and turn'd my path.

10 And like a Lion hid in secrecie,

Or Beare which lyes in wait, he was to mee. 190

11 He stops my way, teares me, made desolate,

12 And hee makes mee the marke he shooteth at.

13 Hee made the children of his quiver passe

Into my reines, 14 I with my people was

All the day long, a song and mockery. 195

15 Hee hath fill'd mee with bitternesse, and he

Hath made me drunke with wormewood. 16 He hath burst

My teeth with stones, and covered mee with dust;

17 And thus my Soule farre off from peace was set,

And my prosperity I did forget. 200

18 My strength, my hope (unto my selfe I said)

Which from the Lord should come, is perished.

19 But when my mournings I do thinke upon,

My wormwood, hemlocke, and affliction,

20 My Soule is humbled in remembring this; 205

21 My heart considers, therefore, hope there is.

22 'Tis Gods great mercy we'are not utterly

Consum'd, for his compassions do not die;

23 For every morning they renewed bee,

For great, O Lord, is thy fidelity. 210

24 The Lord is, saith my Soule, my portion,

And therefore in him will I hope alone.

25 The Lord is good to them, who on him relie,

And to the Soule that seeks him earnestly.

26 It is both good to trust, and to attend 215

(The Lords salvation) unto the end:

27 'Tis good for one his yoake in youth to beare;

28 He sits alone, and doth all speech forbeare,

Because he hath borne it. 29 And his mouth he layes

Deepe in the dust, yet then in hope he stayes. 220

30 He gives his cheekes to whosoever will

Strike him, and so he is reproched still.

31 For, not for ever doth the Lord forsake,

32 But when he'hath strucke with sadnes, hee doth take

Compassion, as his mercy'is infinite; 225

33 Nor is it with his heart, that he doth smite;

34 That underfoot the prisoners stamped bee,

35 That a mans right the Judge himselfe doth see

To be wrung from him, 36 That he subverted is

In his just cause; the Lord allowes not this. 230

37 Who then will say, that ought doth come to passe,

But that which by the Lord commanded was?

38 Both good and evill from his mouth proceeds;

39 Why then grieves any man for his misdeeds?

40 Turne wee to God, by trying out our wayes; 235

41 To him in heaven, our hands with hearts upraise.

42 Wee have rebell'd, and falne away from thee,

Thou pardon'st not; 43 Usest no clemencie;

Pursuest us, kill'st us, coverest us with wrath,

44 Cover'st thy selfe with clouds, that our prayer hath 240

No power to passe. 45 And thou hast made us fall

As refuse, and off-scouring to them all.

46 All our foes gape at us. 47 Feare and a snare

With ruine, and with waste, upon us are.

48 With watry rivers doth mine eye oreflow 245

For ruine of my peoples daughter so;

49 Mine eye doth drop downe teares incessantly,

50 Untill the Lord looke downe from heaven to see.

51 And for my citys daughters sake, mine eye

Doth breake mine heart. 52 Causles mine enemy, 250

Like a bird chac'd me. 53 In a dungeon

They have shut my life, and cast on me a stone.

54 Waters flow'd o'r my head, then thought I, I am

Destroy'd; 55 I called Lord, upon thy name

Out of the pit. 56 And thou my voice didst heare; 255

Oh from my sigh, and crye, stop not thine eare.

57 Then when I call'd upon thee, thou drew'st nere

Unto mee, and said'st unto mee, do not feare.

58 Thou Lord my Soules cause handled hast, and thou

Rescud'st my life. 59 O Lord do thou judge now, 260

Thou heardst my wrong. 60 Their vengeance all they have wrought;

61 How they reproach'd, thou hast heard, and what they thought,

62 What their lips uttered, which against me rose,

And what was ever whisper'd by my foes.

63 I am their song, whether they rise or sit, 265

64 Give them rewards Lord, for their working fit,

65 Sorrow of heart, thy curse. 66 And with thy might

Follow, and from under heaven destroy them quite.

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