CHAPTER XXX.

The next day the whole population of the place surged in and out of the

Cottage, full of regrets and wonders. ‘Are you really going?’ the ladies

said, ‘so soon? I suppose it was quite a sudden idea? And how delightful

for you!--but you can’t expect us to be pleased. On the contrary, we are

all inconsolable. I don’t know what we shall do without you. How long do

you intend to stay away?’

‘Nothing is settled,’ said Mrs. Anderson, blandly. ‘We are leaving

ourselves quite free. I think it is much better not to be hampered by

any fixed time for return.’

‘Oh, much better!’ said the chorus. ‘It is such a bore generally; just

when one is beginning to know people, and to enjoy oneself, one has to

pack up and go away; but there are few people, of course, who are so

free as you are, dear Mrs. Anderson--you have no duty to call you back.

And then you know the Continent so well, and how to travel, and all

about it. How I envy you! But it will be such a loss for us. I don’t

know what we shall do all the Summer through without you and dear Ombra

and Kate. All our pic-nics, and our water-parties, and our croquet, and

everything--I don’t know what we shall do----’

‘I suppose you will let the Cottage for the summer?’ said Mrs. Eldridge,

who was of a practical mind; ‘and I hope nice people may come. That will

be always some consolation for the rest of us; and we cannot grudge our

friends their holiday, can we?’ she added, with fine professional

feeling, reading a mild lesson to her parishioners, to which everybody

replied, with a flutter of protestation, ‘Oh, of course not, of course

not!’

Mr. Courtenay assisted at the little ceremonial. He sat all the

afternoon in an easy-chair by the window, noting everything with a

smile. The tea-table was in the opposite corner, and from four till six

there was little cessation in the talk, and in the distribution of cups

of tea. He sat and looked on, making various sardonic remarks to

himself. Partly by chance, and partly by intention, he had drawn his

chair close to that of Ombra, who interested him. He was anxious to

understand this member of the household, who gave Kate no caresses, who

did nothing to conciliate or please her, but rather spoke sharply to her

when she spoke at all. He set this down frankly and openly as jealousy,

and determined to be at the bottom of it. Ombra was not a ‘locust.’ She

was much more like a secret enemy. He made up his mind that there was

some mischief between them, and that Ombra hated the girl whom everybody

else, from interested motives, pretended to love; therefore, he tried to

talk to her, first, because her gloom amused him, and second, that he

might have a chance of finding something out.

‘I have been under a strange delusion,’ he said. ‘I thought there was

but a very small population in the Isle of Wight.’

‘Indeed, I don’t know what the number is,’ said Ombra.

‘I should say it must be legion. The room has been three times filled,

and still the cry is, they come! And yet I understand you live very

quietly, and this is an out-of-the-way place. Places which are in the

way must have much more of it. It seems to be that Mayfair is less gay.’

‘I don’t know Mayfair.’

‘Then you have lived always in the country,’ said Mr. Courtenay,

blandly. This roused Ombra. She could have borne a graver imputation

better, but to be considered a mere rustic, a girl who knew nothing!----

‘On the contrary, I have lived very little in the country,’ she said,

with a tone of irritation. ‘But then the towns I have lived in have

belonged to a different kind of society than that which, I suppose, you

meet with in Mayfair. I have lived in Madrid, Lisbon, Genoa, and

Florence----’

‘Ah! in your father’s time,’ said Mr. Courtenay, gently. And the sound

of his voice seemed to say to Ombra, ‘In the Consul’s time! Yes, to be

sure. Just the sort of places he would be sure to live in.’ Which

exasperated her more than she dared show.

‘Yes, that was our happy time!’ she cried, hotly. ‘The time when we were

free of all interference. My father was honoured and loved by

everybody.’

‘Oh! I don’t doubt it, I don’t doubt it,’ said Mr. Courtenay, hurriedly,

for she looked very much as if she might be going to cry. ‘Spain is very

interesting, and so is Italy. It will be pleasant for you to go back.’

‘I don’t think it will,’ she said, bluntly. ‘Things will be so

different.’ And then, after a pause, she added, with nervous haste,

‘Kate may like it, perhaps, but not I.’

Mr. Courtenay thought it best to pause. He had no wish to be made a

confidant, or to have Ombra’s grievances against Kate poured into his

ears. He leaned back in his chair, and watched with grim amusement while

the visitors went and came. Mr. Sugden had come in while he had been

talking, and was now to be seen standing like a tall shadow by the

other side of the window, looking down upon Ombra; and a nervous

expectation had become visible in her, which caught Mr. Courtenay’s eye.

She did not look up when the door opened, but, on the contrary, kept her

eyes fixed on the work she held in her hand with a rigidity which

betrayed her more than curiosity would have done. She would not look up,

but she listened with a hot, hectic flush on the upper part of her

cheeks, just under her drooped eyelids, holding her breath, and sitting

motionless in the suspense which devoured her. The needle shook in her

hand, and all the efforts she made to keep it steady did but reveal the

more the excitement of all her nerves. Mr. Courtenay watched her with

growing curiosity; he was not sympathetic; but it was something new to

him and entertaining, and he watched as if he had been at a theatre. He

did not mean to be cruel; it was to him like a child’s fit of pouting.

It was something about love, no doubt, he said to himself. Poor little

fool! Somebody had interfered with her love--her last plaything; perhaps

Kate, who looked very capable of doing mischief in such matters; and how

unhappy she was making herself about nothing at all!

At last the anxiety came to a sudden stop; the hand gave one jerk more

violent than before; the eyes shot out a sudden gleam, and then Ombra

was suddenly, significantly still. Mr. Courtenay looked up, and saw that

two young men had come into the room, so much like each other that he

was startled, and did not know what to make of it. As he looked up, with

an incipient smile on his face, he caught the eye of the tall Curate on

the other side of the window, who was looking at him threateningly.

‘Good heavens! what have I done?’ said Mr. Courtenay to himself, much

amazed. ‘_I_ have not fallen in love with the irresistible Ombra!’ He

was still more entertained when he discovered that the look which he had

thus intercepted was on its way to the new comers, whom Ombra did not

look at, but whose coming had affected her so strangely. Here was an

entire drama in the smallest possible space. An agitated maiden on the

eve of parting with her lover; a second jealous lover looking on. ‘Thank

heaven it is not Kate!’ Mr. Courtenay said from the bottom of his heart.

The sight of this little scene made him feel more and more the danger

from which he had escaped. He had escaped it, but only by a

hair’s-breadth; and, thank the kind fates, was looking on with amusement

at a story which did not concern him; not with dismay and consternation

at a private embarrassment and difficulty of his own. This sense of a

hairbreadth escape gave the little spectacle zest. He looked on with

genuine amusement, like a true critic, delighted with the show of human

emotion which was taking place before his eyes.

‘Who are these two young fellows?’ he asked Ombra, determined to have

the whole advantage of the situation, and draw her out to the utmost of

his power.

‘What two?’ she said, looking up suddenly, with a dull red flush on her

cheek and a choked voice. ‘Oh! they are Mr. Hardwick and Mr. Eldridge;

two--gentlemen--mamma knows.’

They were both talking to Kate, standing one on either side of her in

the middle of the room. Ombra gave them a long intent look, with the

colour deepening in her face, and the breath coming quick from her lips.

She took in the group in every detail, as if it had been drawn in lines

of fire. How unconscious Kate looked standing there, talking easily, in

all the freedom of her unawakened youth. ‘Heaven be praised!’ thought

Mr. Courtenay once more, pious for the first time in his life.

‘What! not brothers? What a strange likeness, then!’ he said,

tranquilly. ‘I suppose one of them is young Hardwick, from

Langton-Courtenay, whom Kate knew at home. He is a parson, like his

father, I suppose?’

‘No,’ said Ombra, dropping her eyes once more upon her work.

‘Not a parson? That is odd, for the elder son, I know, has gone to the

Bar. I suppose he has relations here? Kate and he have met before?’

‘Yes.’

It was all that Ombra could say; but in her heart she added, ‘Always

Kate--Kate knew him--Kate has met him! Is there nobody, then, but Kate

in the world to be considered. _They_ think so too.’

The old man, for the first time, had a little pity. He asked no more

questions, seeing that she was past all power of answering them; and

half in sympathy, half in curiosity, drew his chair back a little, and

left the new-comers room to approach. When they did so, after some

minutes, Ombra’s feverish colour suddenly forsook her cheeks, and she

grew very pale. Bertie Eldridge was the first to speak. He came up with

a little air of deprecation and humility, which Mr. Courtenay, not

knowing the _fin mot_ of the enigma, did not understand.

‘I am so sorry to hear you are going away,’ he said. ‘Is it not very

sudden, Miss Anderson? You did not speak of it on Wednesday, I think.’

‘Did I see you on Wednesday?’ said Ombra. ‘Oh! I beg your pardon, I know

you were here; but I did not think we had any talk.’

‘A little, I believe,’ said the young man, colouring. His

self-possession seemed to fail him, which was amazing to Mr. Courtenay,

for the young men of the period do not often fail in self-possession. He

got confused, spoke low, and faltered something about knowing he had no

right to be told.

‘No,’ she replied, with nervous colour and a flash of sudden pride;

‘out of our own little cottage I do not know anyone who has a right to

be consulted--or cares either,’ she added, in an undertone.

‘Miss Anderson, you cannot think _that_!’

‘Ah, but I do!’ Then there was a little pause; and after some moments,

Ombra resumed: ‘Kate’s movements are important to many people. She will

be a great lady, and entitled to have her comings and goings recorded in

the newspapers; but we have no such claim upon the public interest. It

does not matter to any one, so far as I know, whether we go or stay.’

A silence again. Ombra bent once more over her work, and her needle flew

through it, working as if for a wager. The other Bertie, who was behind,

had been moving about, in mere idleness, the books on Ombra’s

writing-table. At him she suddenly looked up with a smile--

‘Please, Mr. Hardwick! all my poor papers and books which I have just

been putting in order--don’t scatter them all over the table again.’

‘I beg your pardon,’ he said, looking up. He had borne the air of the

stage-confidant, till that moment, in Mr. Courtenay’s eyes, which were

those of a connoisseur in such matters. But now his belief on this

subject was shaken. When he glanced up and saw the look which was

exchanged by the two, and the gloom with which Mr. Sugden was regarding

both, a mist seemed to roll away from the scene. How different the

girl’s aspect was now!--soft with a dewy brightness in her eyes, and a

voice that trembled with some concealed agitation; and there was a glow

upon Bertie’s face, which made him handsomer. ‘My cousins are breaking

their hearts over your going,’ he said.

‘Oh, no fear of their hearts!’ said Ombra, lightly; ‘they will mend. If

the Cottage is let, the new tenants will probably be gayer people than

we are, and do more to amuse their neighbours. And if we come back----’

‘If?’ said the young man.

‘Nothing is certain, I suppose, in this world--or, at least, so people

say.’

‘It is very true,’ said Mr. Courtenay. ‘It is seldom a young lady is so

philosophical--but, as you say, if you come back in a year, the chances

are you will find your place filled up, and your friends changed.’

Ombra turned upon him with sparks of fire suddenly flashing from her

eyes. Philosopher, indeed!--say termagant, rather.

‘It is vile and wretched and horrible to say so!’ she cried; ‘but I

suppose it is true.’

And all this time the tall Curate never took his eyes off the group, but

stood still and listened and watched. Mr. Courtenay began to feel very

uncomfortable. The scene was deadly real, and not as amusing as he had

hoped.

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