With a malice sometimes shown by Providence, we have said; and we feel
sure that we are but expressing what many a troubled housewife has felt,
and blamed herself for feeling. Is it not on such days--days which
seemed to be selected for their utter inconvenience and general
wretchedness--that troublesome and ‘particular’ visitors always do come?
When a party is going on, and all the place is in gay disorder, as now
it was, is it not then that the sour and cynical guest--the person who
ought to be received with grave looks and sober aspect--suddenly falls
upon us, as from the unkind skies? The epicure comes when we are sitting
down to cold mutton--when the tablecloth is not so fresh as it might be.
Everything of this accidental kind, or almost everything, follows the
same rule, and therefore it is with a certain sense of malicious
intention in the untoward fate which pursues us that so many of us
regard such a hazard as this which had befallen Mrs. Anderson. She rose
with a feeling of impatient indignation which almost choked her. Yes, it
was ‘just like’ what must happen. Of course it was he, because it was
just the moment when he was not wanted--when he was unwelcome--of course
it must be he! But Mrs. Anderson was equal to the occasion,
notwithstanding the horrible consciousness that there was no room ready
for him, no dinner cooked or cookable, no opportunity, even, of
murmuring a word of apology. She smoothed her brows bravely, and put on
her most cheerful smile.
‘I am very glad to see you--I am delighted that you have made up your
mind to come to see us at last,’ she said, with dauntless courage.
Mr. Courtenay made her his best bow, and looked round upon the scene
with raised eyebrows, and a look of criticism which went through and
through her. ‘I did not expect anything so brilliant,’ he said, rubbing
his thin hands. ‘I was not aware you were so gay in Shanklin.’
Gay! If he could only have seen into her heart!
For at that very moment the two Berties had joined the party, and were
standing by Ombra in her corner; and the mother’s eye was drawn aside to
watch them, even though this other guest stood before her. The two stood
about in an embarrassed way, evidently not knowing what to do or say.
They paid their respects to Ombra with a curious humility and
deprecating eagerness; they looked at her as if to say, ‘Don’t be angry
with us--we did not mean to do anything to offend you;’ whereas Ombra,
on her side, sat drawn back in her seat, with an air of consciousness
and apparent displeasure, which Mrs. Anderson thought everybody must
notice. Gay!--this was what she had to make her so; her daughter cold,
estranged, pale with passion and disappointment, and an inexpressible
incipient jealousy, betraying herself and her sentiments; and the young
men so disturbed, so bewildered, not knowing what she meant. They
lingered for a few minutes, waiting, it seemed, to see if perhaps a
kinder reception might be given them, and then withdrew from Ombra with
almost an expression of relief, to find more genial welcome elsewhere;
while she sank back languid and silent, in a dull misery, which was lit
up by jealous gleams of actual pain, watching them from under her
eyelids, noting, as by instinct, everyone they spoke to or looked at.
Poor Mrs. Anderson! she turned from this sight, and kept down the ache
in her heart, and smiled and said,
‘Gay!--oh! no; but the children like a little simple amusement, and this
is Kate’s birthday.’ If he had but known what kind of gaiety it was that
filled her!--but had he known, Mr. Courtenay fortunately would not have
understood. He had outgrown all such foolish imaginations. It never
would have occurred to him to torment himself as to a girl’s looks; but
there seemed to him much more serious matters concerned, as he looked
round the pretty lawn. He had distinguished Kate now, and Kate had just
met the two Berties, and was talking to them with a little flush of
eagerness. Kate, like the others, did not know which Bertie it was who
had thrust himself so perversely into her cousin’s life; but it had
seemed to her, in her self-communings on the subject, that the thing to
do was to be ‘very civil’ to the Berties, to make the Cottage very
pleasant to them, to win them back, so that Ombra might be unhappy no
more. Half for this elaborate reason, and half because she was in high
spirits and ready to make herself agreeable to everybody, she stood
talking gaily to the two young men, with three pair of eyes upon her.
When had they come?--how nice it was of them to have arrived in time for
her party!--how kind of Bertie Hardwick to bring her those flowers from
Langton!--and was it not a lovely day, and delightful to be out in the
air, and begin Summer again!
All this Kate went through with smiles and pleasant looks, while they
looked at her. Three pairs of eyes, all with desperate meaning in them.
To Ombra it seemed that the most natural thing in the world was taking
place. The love which she had rejected, which she had thrown away, was
being transferred before her very face to her bright young cousin, who
was wiser than she, and would not throw it away. It was the most
natural thing in the world, but, oh, heaven, how bitter!--so bitter that
to see it was death! Mrs. Anderson watched Kate with a sick
consciousness of what was passing through her daughter’s mind, a sense
of the injustice of it and the bitterness of it, yet a poignant sympathy
with poor Ombra’s self-inflicted suffering.
Mr. Courtenay’s ideas were very different, but he was not less impressed
by the group before his eyes. And the other people about looked too,
feeling that sudden quickening of interest in Kate which her guardian’s
visit naturally awakened. They all knew by instinct that this was her
guardian who had appeared upon the scene, and that something was going
to happen. Thus, all at once, the gay party turned into a drama, the
secondary personages arranging themselves intuitively in the position of
the chorus, looking on and recording the progress of the tale.
‘I suppose Kate’s guardian must have come to fetch her away. What a loss
she will be to the Andersons!’ whispered a neighbouring matron, full of
interest, in Mrs. Eldridge’s ear.
‘One never can tell,’ said that thoughtful woman. ‘Kate is quite grown
up now, and with two girls, you never know when one may come in the
other’s way.’
This was so oracular a sentence, that it was difficult to pick up the
conversation after it; but after a while, the other went on--
‘Let us take a little walk, and see what the girls are about. I
understand Kate is a great heiress--she is eighteen now, is she not?
Perhaps she is of age at eighteen.’
‘Oh, I don’t think so!’ said Mrs. Eldridge. ‘The Courtenays don’t do
that sort of thing; they are staunch old Tories, and keep up all the old
traditions. But still Mr. Courtenay might think it best; and perhaps,
from every point of view, it might be best. She has been very happy
here; but still these kind of arrangements seldom last.’
‘Ah, yes!’ said the other, ‘there is no such dreadful responsibility as
bringing up other people’s children. Sooner or later it is sure to bring
dispeace.’
‘And a girl is never so well anywhere,’ added Mrs. Eldridge, ‘as in her
father’s house.’
Thus far the elder chorus. The young ones said to each other, with a
flutter of confused excitement and sympathy, ‘Oh, what an old ogre
Kate’s guardian looks!’ ‘Has he come to carry her off, I wonder?’ ‘Will
he eat her up if he does?’ ‘Is she fond of him?’ Will she go to live
with him when she leaves the Cottage?’ ‘How she stands talking and
laughing to the two Berties, without ever knowing he is here!’
Mrs. Anderson interrupted all this by a word. ‘Lucy,’ she said, to the
eldest of the Rector’s girls, ‘call Kate to me, dear. Her uncle is here,
and wants her; say she must come at once.’
‘Oh, it is her uncle!’ Lucy whispered to the group that surrounded her.
‘It is her uncle,’ the chorus went on. ‘Well, but he is an old ogre all
the same!’ ‘Oh, look at Kate’s face!’ ‘How surprised she is!’ ‘She is
glad!’ ‘Oh, no, she doesn’t like it!’ ‘She prefers talking nonsense to
the Berties!’ ‘Don’t talk so--Kate never flirts!’ ‘Oh, doesn’t she
flirt?’ ‘But you may be sure the old uncle will not stand that!’
Mr. Courtenay followed the movements of the young messenger with his
eyes. He had received Mrs. Anderson’s explanations smilingly, and begged
her not to think of him.
‘Pray, don’t suppose I have come to quarter myself upon you,’ he said.
‘I have rooms at the hotel. Don’t let me distract your attention from
your guests. I should like only to have two minutes’ talk with Kate.’
And he stood, urbane and cynical, and looked round him, wondering
whether Kate’s money was paying for the entertainment, and setting down
every young man he saw as a fortune-hunter. They had all clustered
together like ravens, to feed upon her, he thought. ‘This will never
do--this will never do,’ he said to himself. How he had supposed his
niece to be living, it would be difficult to say; most likely he had
never attempted to form any imagination at all on the subject; but to
see her thus surrounded by other young people, the centre of admiration
and observation, startled him exceedingly.
It was not, however, till Lucy went up to her that he quite identified
Kate. There she stood, smiling, glowing, a radiant, tall, well-developed
figure, with the two young men standing by. It required but little
exercise of fancy to believe that both of them were under Kate’s sway.
Ombra thought so, looking on darkly from her corner; and it was not
surprising that Mr. Courtenay should think so too. He stood petrified,
while she turned round, with a flush of genial light on her face. She
was glad to see him, though he had not much deserved it. She would have
been glad to see any one who had come to her with the charm of novelty.
With a little exclamation of pleasant wonder, she turned round, and made
a bound towards him--her step, her figure, her whole aspect light as a
bird on the wing. She left the young men without a word of explanation,
in her old eager, impetuous way, and rushed upon him. Before he had
roused himself up from his watch of her, she was by his side, putting
out both her hands, holding up her peach-cheek to be kissed. Kate!--was
it Kate? She was not only tall, fair, and woman grown--that was
inevitable--but some other change had come over her, which Mr. Courtenay
could not understand. She was a full-grown human creature, meeting him,
as it were, on the same level; but there was another change less natural
and more confusing, which Mr. Courtenay could make nothing of. An air
of celestial childhood, such as had never been seen in Kate Courtenay,
of Langton, breathed about her now. She was younger as well as older;
she was what he never could have made her, what no hireling could ever
have made her. She was a young creature, with natural relationships,
filling a natural place in the earth, obeying, submitting, influencing,
giving and receiving, loving and being loved. Mr. Courtenay, poor
limited old man, did not know what it meant; but he saw the change, and
he was startled. Was it--could it be Kate?
‘I am so glad to see you, Uncle Courtenay. So you have really, truly
come? I am very glad to see you. It feels so natural--it is like being
back again at Langton. Have you spoken to auntie? How surprised she must
have been! We only got your letter this morning; and I never supposed
you would come so soon. If we had known, we would not have had all those
people, and I should have gone to meet you. But never mind, uncle, it
can’t be helped. To-morrow we shall have you all to ourselves.’
‘I am delighted to find you are so glad to see me,’ said Mr. Courtenay.
‘I scarcely thought you would remember me. But as for the enjoyment of
my society, that you can have at once, Kate, notwithstanding your party.
Take me round the garden, or somewhere. The others, you know, are
nothing to me; but I want to have some talk with you, Kate.’
‘I don’t know what my aunt will think,’ said Kate, somewhat discomfited.
‘Ombra is not very well to-day, and I have to take her place among the
people.’
‘But you must come with me in the meantime. I want to talk to you.’
She lifted upon him for a moment a countenance which reminded him of the
unmanageable child of Langton-Courtenay. But after this she turned
round, consulted her aunt by a glance, and was back by his side
instantly, with all her new youthfulness and grace.
‘Come along, then,’ she said, gaily. ‘There is not much to show you,
uncle--everything is so small; but such as it is, you shall have all the
benefit. Come along, you shall see everything--kitchen-garden and all.’
And in another minute she had taken his arm, and was walking by his side
along the garden path, elastic and buoyant, slim and tall--as tall as he
was, which was not saying much, for the great Courtenays were not lofty
of stature; and Kate’s mother’s family had that advantage. The blooming
face she turned to him was on a level with his own; he could no longer
look down upon it. She was woman grown, a creature no longer capable of
being ordered about at any one’s pleasure. Could this be the little
wilful busybody, the crazy little princess, full of her own grandeur,
the meddling little gossip, Kate?