CHAPTER XXXI

A FEAST OF MINGLED CUPS

BRANT was lying down when he heard the heavy step of the turnkey in the

corridor; heard the heavy step and a lighter one, and the rustle of a

woman’s dress. He made sure it was another of the cut-flower faddists

who had lately been making his prison life a hot bath of vicarious

shame, and sprang up with a muttered malediction comprehensive enough

to include the entire procession of the sentimentalists. A moment later

the key grated in the lock, the bolts clanked, and the door swung back.

He stood transfixed for an instant, hardly daring to believe his eyes.

Then the clamour and crash of the closing door brought him to his

senses and he turned away and hid his face.

Dorothy stood still, abashed at her own boldness and waiting timidly

for some sign of recognition. When it was overlong in coming she

plucked up courage and went to him.

“Haven’t you a word of welcome for me, Mr. Brant?” she asked softly.

“Don’t ask me. What can I say? Why did you come?”

“Because you made me,” she said simply. “You wouldn’t listen to any of

the others, you know; and--and--but you will listen to me. You must.”

He turned to face her, and even in the dim half-light of the cell she

could see that he was nerving himself for a struggle.

“Please sit down,” he said, pointing to the single chair. “I think I

know what you have come to say, but it isn’t any use--indeed, it is

not.”

She ignored the pointing and the invitation, and leaned against the

wall within arm’s reach of him.

“Please don’t say that--not to me. None of the others had my right. It

was I who sent you.”

He flinched at that and gave ground a little. “You have a good right,

Miss Langford, though it isn’t builded upon your little cry for help.

What would you have me do?”

“Whatever papa wants you to do,” she rejoined quickly, deeming it best

not to go too deeply into particulars.

“I am sorry to have to refuse you anything; but this that you ask is

altogether impossible.”

“Why is it impossible?”

“Because--God in heaven!--none of you know what you are asking!”

“Then tell me, so I may know.”

“I can’t do that, either.”

“Won’t you tell me if I guess it?”

The pleading eyes unsteadied him, and he receded yet another step.

“Perhaps,” he said, hesitating.

“Are you afraid that if you defend yourself my brother will be in

danger?”

Is there something in the washing of tears that gives insight to

sympathetic eyes? She saw deep into him at that moment; saw that

to deny her accusation would be to lie; saw also that he could not

look into her eyes and find words to frame the falsehood. So she was

prepared for the evasion.

“And if that were true, what then?”

“You would be making a terrible and utterly useless mistake. Don’t you

know--haven’t they told you? It has been proved that my brother could

not have done it.”

He did not ask how it had been proved. It was enough that she believed

it, and it was the final drop of bitterness in the cup of expiation

that he had thought to drain bravely to the dregs. To her, as to all

others, save only Antrim, he was a murderer. It was more than he could

bear unmoved, and he turned from her lest she should see the anguish in

his face and be moved by it to say the thing which was not true. When

he did not reply she spoke again:

“That was the reason, wasn’t it?”

“It was--it _is_.” The words said themselves because there was no

strength left in him wherewith to hold them back.

She gave him no time to draw again the sheathed sword of denial. “I was

sure of it. But you won’t hesitate any longer now, will you?--not after

what I have told you.”

“Hesitate--to tell them I am guilty? No, I shall not hesitate; I’ll

confess to you--here--now, if you wish.” He faced her suddenly, but

again the tear-brightened eyes and their pleading unmanned him. “No, I

can’t say it to you,” he went on, softening and becoming as the clay on

the potter’s wheel in spite of himself. “In the eye of the law--in the

eyes of the whole world--I am a murderer, taken in the very act. But I

can not go to my death with the thought that the only woman I have ever

loved believes me guilty of such a cowardly crime. I did not kill James

Harding.”

Dorothy forgot her errand, forgot the papers, forgot everything in the

horror of a great doubt and the ecstasy of an unchartered joy still

greater than the doubt which suddenly threatened to suffocate her.

Nevertheless, a misunderstanding, rooted and grounded as hers was, dies

hard.

“You mean that I should--that you want me to--to tell my sister,” she

faltered; and she could no longer look him in the face.

“Your sister!” Brant fought a good fight for self-control and won it.

“No, Dorothy; it is not Isabel’s belief that troubles me; it is yours.

How could you have misunderstood?”

Dorothy felt her lips growing cold, and the solid floor of the cell

swayed under her feet until she clung to the wall for support.

“How could I? But she told me--” She broke off in pitiable confusion,

and Brant gave her the helping hand of a question:

“What was it she told you? I have given you the right to say anything

you please to me now.”

She saw instantly that she must go on or leave Isabel under an

imputation too dreadful to be contemplated. “She told me that--that she

sent you away.”

“Sent me away? But she didn’t send me away; that couldn’t be, you know.

It is all a mistake, Dorothy--an awful mistake. It was not I whom she

sent away; it was Harry.”

“Harry!” said Dorothy faintly. “Oh, dear, what have I done? Tell me one

thing, please. Whom did you meet the last evening you came to see us?”

It was Brant’s turn to be confused and tongue-tied, and he answered her

with his eyes on the floor.

“I met--your mother. I went over that evening to tell you

that--I--loved you, my darling; to tell you what I had been, and what

I hoped to be, and to ask you to wait until I could make my promises

good. Your mother met me, and-- But no matter about that. It was she

who sent me away--for good reasons, you will say now. None the less,

bad as I am, and good as you are, I love you--you and no other, my dear

one; how truly and passionately you may know some day.”

“Some day!” She knew at that sublime moment, and the keen joy of the

knowledge made her lose sight of everything save the heart-quelling

fact. “Thank God, I know it now!--know that you are here in prison

because you thought it was the only way to save my brother. Oh, how

could I----”

“Be so faithless,” she would have said; but he caught her in his arms

and his kisses put the remorseful exclamation to death.

“Say but two words, my darling,” he whispered. “Tell me that you love

me, and that you believe me innocent of this last horrible thing, and I

shall die happier than most men live.”

But, after all, he had to take the first of the two words for granted.

His saying that he should die happy brought her back to the peril of

the moment.

“Oh, please don’t say that! I know you are innocent; but so is brother!”

He shook his head gravely and drew her closer. “I wish I could believe

that, but I can’t, Dorothy, dear,” he said sorrowfully. “I should not

have been weak enough to betray him, even to you; but now you must keep

my secret and help me to save him. Try to think of it as I have. You

remember what the Man of Nazareth said: ‘They that take the sword shall

perish with the sword.’ I have lived a life of violence, and it is only

just that I should pay the penalty.”

But her sense of right and wrong was keener and truer than his. “No,

you must not say that. Two wrongs never make a right. Can’t you see

that your blood will be upon the head of the judge and the jury, and

every one who has anything to do with punishing you for a crime you

did not commit? Oh, you mustn’t, you must not!”

“I have thought of all that, dear,” he said, “and at times it has

shaken me. But there is no other way. It is my life or your brother’s.

He is young; the lesson will be a terrible one, and he may live to

profit by it.”

His words carried such deep conviction of William’s guilt that she

gasped and gave a little cry of anguish.

“Oh, are you sure? Did you see him do it?”

“No, dear; it was done in the moment of darkness. But when they turned

the lights on from without he had the pistol in his hand, and I saw him

throw it upon the floor. Will you tell me why they say he couldn’t have

done it?”

“I don’t know well enough to make it clear; but Harry and one of Mr.

Forsyth’s young men made some measurements, and they both say that the

shot couldn’t have been fired from where Will was sitting; that it must

have been fired from the direction of the door.”

“From the door?” A great desire to live and love and be loved came

quickly to Brant, and he made haste to put it away before it should

possess him. “I wish I had known that sooner, but it is too late now.

I wasn’t near the door; I was trying to get between them when the shot

was fired.”

“It must not be too late!” cried Dorothy eagerly. “Oh, why didn’t they

tell you? Why----”

She broke off abruptly and struggled out of his arms at the sound of a

footstep in the corridor. It was the turnkey coming to release her, and

there was time for no more than a breathless question.

“May I tell--” she began; and he bent over her till his lips touched

her forehead.

“I am yours in life or in death,” he said gently. “Do with me what

seems best to you, my darling.”

A moment later she had rejoined Antrim in the corridor, but neither

spoke until they were out of the building. It was in the half-light

between day and dusk when they reached the street, and the chief clerk

curbed his impatience until they were hurrying to catch the North

Denver car. Then it slipped the leash.

“What luck?” he demanded, as they threaded the crowded sidewalk in

Larimer Street. “Did you find out anything? Would he talk to you?”

Dorothy blushed hotly and drew down her veil.

“Ye-yes, he talked very freely, and I found out a great many things.

Wait till we get out of the crowd and I will tell you.”

They missed the car, as a matter of course, and had to wait on the

street corner. Whereupon Antrim drew his companion into a sheltered

doorway and refused to be kept longer in ignorance and suspense.

“For pity’s sake, tell me, Dorothy, what did he say? I’m on

tenter-hooks, and it seemed as if you would never come out.”

“He didn’t do it, Harry. He is innocent,” she began triumphantly, and

Antrim could see her eyes shining behind the veil.

“I have known that all along,” he interrupted impatiently. “What then?

What about the papers?”

“Oh, dear, I forgot all about them! I can’t talk about it, Harry; not

here in the street. But there is one thing I must tell you”--the hot

blush came again and its attendant emotion threatened to stop her,

but she went on bravely--“it is about--Mr. Brant and--and Isabel. I

was just dreadfully, horridly, stupidly mistaken. Isabel meant--that

is, it’s not Mr. Brant; it is somebody else. There is nothing at all

between them, and there never has been. I----”

Antrim waited to hear no more. There was an idle carriage standing at

the curb, and before she knew what he meant to do he had put her into

it, slammed the door, and swung himself up to a seat beside the driver.

“To Judge Langford’s house, over in the Highlands. I’ll show you the

way if you don’t know it,” he said briefly; and then, “The quicker you

make it the more money you’ll earn.”

In an incredibly short time he was helping Dorothy out at the Hollywood

gate. “Fix it some way so that I can have ten minutes alone with

Isabel,” he begged as they hurried up the walk, “and then I’ll be ready

to hear all about Brant. You will do that much for me, won’t you,

Dorothy?”

Fortunately, it needed not to be arranged. Isabel met them in the hall,

and Dorothy had but to dart quickly into the library and so leave them

alone together. Two weeks of utter neglect had humbled Isabel rather

more than she would admit even to herself, but they had also made her

affectionately vindictive. Hence she gave him no more than a cool

little “Good evening, Harry. Won’t you come in?”

“I am in; and I’ll stay to dinner if you will ask me,” he retorted

promptly, penning her into the corner between the door and the

stairfoot. “But first I want to say something that I am going to repeat

every time we meet, regardless of time, place, or present company. I

love you, Isabel, I have always loved you, and I am always going to.”

“Indeed!” said Isabel with sweet sarcasm.

“Yes, in deed, and in thought, and in word. More than that, I know now

that you love me--oh, don’t take the trouble to deny it; it’s wrong

to tell fibs. You told Dorothy you did, and she gave it away without

meaning to. So you see it is no use, and you may as well give me that

kiss I asked for the last time you told me the biggest fib of all

the----”

“Not now--or ever!” she retorted, slipping under his arm and darting

down the hall to the drawing-room door. He caught at her as she eluded

him, and then ran after her. She paused with her hand on the doorknob.

“Keep your distance, or I vanish!” she threatened. “Stand right there

where you are and tell me why you went off in a dudgeon that night;

and why you froze me out two weeks ago; and why you haven’t been back

since; and why----”

But the catechism was never finished. With a most lamentable want

of vigilance she took her hand from the doorknob, and Antrim-- But

sufficient unto the day of youth are the small triumphs thereof.

Twenty minutes later Kate Hobart, coming down to dinner, stumbled

over two young persons sitting on the lowest step of the stair. She

recognised them even in the darkness, and being but a Sabbath-day’s

journey beyond her own love affair, understood at once why the hall was

not yet lighted.

Antrim sprang quickly to his feet and made the explanation which does

not explain; and Kate benevolently helped him out by asking if there

were anything new in Brant’s affair.

“No--yes, there is, too, by Jove! And we have been sitting here

talking--that is, ah--er----”

“Spooning, Harry, dear,” cut in Isabel with refreshing frankness; “tell

the truth and shame----”

But he went on without a break--“while Dorothy is waiting to tell us

about Brant. Let’s go in and hear her story.”

Isabel tapped at the library door, and they all saw within when the

judge opened to her. Dorothy was sitting on the lounge, her hat and

gloves still on, her face pale and tear-stained. The judge waved them

back.

“In a moment,” he said; and then he crossed the room to bend over

the still little figure on the lounge and to whisper a word of

encouragement.

“It is hard to win and lose in the same moment, but you must be brave,

my child--for your own sake and mine. I shall keep your secret; your

mother mustn’t suspect--now or ever.”

She nodded, and the tears came afresh.

“Go you up to your room,” he added, seeing that there was no present

balm for the hurt. “I’ll make your excuses at the table.”

Then he joined the trio in the hall. “Dorothy brought astounding news,”

he explained, leading the way to the dining room, “but it comes too

late. From what she tells me there seems to be a reasonable doubt

of the young man’s guilt; but there is nothing that can be used in

evidence, and his conviction is none the less certain.”

There was manifestly nothing to be said, and a sympathetic silence

followed the announcement. While they were taking their places at table

the telephone rang, and the judge excused himself to answer it.

“Don’t wait on me,” he said. “Harry, lad, take my place and carve, will

you?” and he went out and carefully closed the door behind him. And

inasmuch as the hall was not yet lighted, he failed to see a shadowy

little figure on the stair. It was Dorothy, and she paused and leaned

over the balustrade when her father answered the call.

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