CHAPTER IX WIDOW REPOSE

After the service was over and everyone had eaten, there was

dancing in the square. While they were dancing the princess went

to the palace, to her chamber, to change clothes, and she had

them close the door. When she was in her tunic she went up to

the treasure tower with two maidens. There the three of them

weighed out a load of ducats. The princess gave them to

Plaerdemavida to carry to Tirant's rooms. When she had dressed

again she went back to where the emperor was. She went up to him

and to Tirant who was nearby. She whispered in Tirant's ear so

that the emperor would not hear:

"Your hands have caressed me so much that there is no part of my

body that does not remember your touch."

Tirant answered:

"It is very fortunate for me that my hands have learned something

new."

The emperor said:

"What are you two talking about so secretly."

"My lord," said the princess, "I was asking Tirant if there would

be jousts at this celebration. He told me there would not, and

that they were waiting to hold them against the Turks."

"That is the best news I could possibly hear," said the emperor.

"Do you feel well enough to be able to leave?"

"Yes, by the Holy Virgin!" said Tirant. "When the celebration is

over, I will take the doctors with me, and I'll be able to go."

They spoke of other things until Plaerdemavida came and signaled

from a distance. When the emperor began to talk to other people

Tirant quietly went to Plaerdemavida to ask her what she wanted.

She answered:

"It is only logical that you've lost the prize of all your

efforts so many times, my lord, with your neglect and lack of

persistence. You don't deserve to be rewarded any further since

you're satisfied with what you have, and you've lost it through

your own fault. As far as I'm concerned, I don't want to be

involved in your love affairs any longer. You don't need me--you

need Widow Repose: she'll give you what you deserve. I'm not

bound to do anything more for you: you are the most disloyal,

unworthy knight who was ever born. And that you can't deny. If

I were a knight, I would fight you. You were in bed with a

maiden in your arms--the most beautiful, most pleasing, the

worthiest lady who ever lived--and you shouldn't have left her

just because she begged you to or because she shed tears. And if

she went there a virgin, I saw her leave a virgin--to your shame

and confusion. The great error you committed will hurt me all my

life. There is no lady or maiden in the world who wouldn't

consider you the lowest of men if she knew what you have done. I

don't want to talk about this anymore: I've already said enough.

I only want to tell you that when the emperor sits down to

dinner, you'll have to be there. I've just now come from your

chambers, and here's the key to your room. I beg you to go there

quickly. I brought the keys so that no one could read what

you'll find written there."

Tirant took the keys, and wanted to reply to what Plaerdemavida

had told him, but it was impossible because the emperor was

telling him to come right away. When he was there the emperor

told him that he was to sit alone at the table. The emperor, the

empress, the princess, and all the maidens waited on him. And

there was no knight or lady who dared approach to serve him,

because they were all in their seats waiting to hear what an old

knight who was very experienced in arms would say. He was a very

eloquent and great reader who began to recite all the

chivalresque deeds that Tirant had performed. The men and women

forgot to eat as they listened to the great honors that Tirant

had achieved up to that day. When Tirant had finished eating,

the knight stopped reading-- and his recitation had lasted more

than three hours.

When evening arrived, the dinner was as abundant as the afternoon

meal had been. After the dancing there were farces and short

plays, as were required at such festivities. These festivities

lasted almost the whole night through, and the emperor did not

want to leave until dawn. The princess was never bored at the

celebration because she could see and talk to Tirant. And Tirant

barely dared to talk to the princess for fear of the emperor who

was very near, but he told her quietly:

"My lady, last night was certainly more enjoyable to me than

tonight is."

Plaerdemavida quickly interjected:

"My lord, your words are fine, but not your actions."

Then, when the emperor saw that dawn was breaking he got up and

wanted everyone to go with him to escort Tirant to his chambers.

Tirant thanked him for the great honor he was paying him, and he

wanted to escort the emperor to his chambers, but the worthy lord

would not permit it.

When Tirant was in his chambers he thought that because

Plaerdemavida was so unhappy with him she had probably written

him some letter, but when he went into his room he saw a heap of

gold on the floor. He was astonished at the princess's great

virtue, and he thought more highly of her good will than he did

of the gift. He had Hippolytus come, and ordered him to

safeguard it.

When it was time for mass all the lords went, and Tirant found no

way to talk to the princess, to thank her for what she had sent

him, until after dinner. After eating they told the emperor that

since he had slept so little the night before he should go and

rest, and that when it was time for the festivities they would

all return. As the ladies went back to the palace Tirant drew

near to the princess and told her:

"I haven't the spirit to talk, nor can my tongue express all the

words of love that befit the works of honor that Your Majesty

bestows on me every day."

She quickly replied, although she did not dare to speak much

because the emperor was passing by. She only said to him:

"You are my lord; I am in your power. Decide what you will do

with me: make war or peace. If I don't help you, who are my

lord, whom would I help? What I do now is little, if you

consider what I plan to do. But if you want more, the doors to

the treasure are open for you, and closed for anyone else."

With Tirant again thanking her, they reached the emperor's

chambers, and the emperor went inside with the ladies. Only

Widow Repose remained outside. She stood at the head of the

stairs, waiting for Tirant. With her feminine malice she was

prepared to commit an unspeakable crime. When she saw Tirant she

put on a sympathetic face, and with graceful gestures designed to

make him love her, she said:

"I'm not surprised that you want to conquer the world: you've

already captivated me. With the pity I have for your grace, I

want to help you. So, my lord Tirant, if you'd like to be in a

certain secret place after two o'clock, you'll be able to see

everything I've told you about."

Tirant said that was agreeable to him, and that he would be

ready. The Widow left Tirant at once. Behind the garden she and

a very old woman had a house already prepared, and she had her

furnish it nicely with a bed, as would befit Tirant. When the

raging Widow saw that the time had come, she went looking for

Tirant secretly, and she made him swear at length, and then

disguise himself. Then they went to the old lady's chambers. In

the chamber was a small window overlooking the garden, and

through it a person could see everything that went on in the

garden; but the window was very high, and only by climbing a

ladder could you see out. The Widow brought two large mirrors,

and put one at the window and the other one lower, in front of

Tirant, facing the first mirror. And everything that appeared in

the top one was reflected in the lower one.

When the Widow had done this and had left Tirant in the room, she

went quickly to the palace, and found the princess sleeping in

her bed. The Widow said to her:

"Get up, my lady. My lord, the emperor, sent me to tell you that

the doctors want you to get out of your bed and not to sleep so

long. After you stayed up so late last night, and having eaten

lunch, if you sleep now with this warm weather it could endanger

your health."

She opened the windows of the chamber so that she would not

sleep, and the princess permitted her to because of her father's

tender words.

When she was up she put on a brocade tunic with the top

completely unbuttoned, no kerchief over her breast, and her hair

hanging loose over her shoulders. Then the Widow said to her:

"The doctors think it would be good for you to go down to the

garden and see all the greenery, and we'll entertain ourselves

there with some games so that your drowsiness will pass. I have

a costume for the festival of Corpus Christi that looks like your

gardener. Plaerdemavida likes these things very much and she

will put it on, and will tell you her usual witty things."

The princess went down to the garden with the Widow and two

maidens while Tirant was watching the mirror carefully. He saw

the princess coming with the maidens, and watched as they sat

down near a small stream. The Widow had foreseen everything, and

she had sent the black gardener to the city of Pera so that he

would not be in the garden.

The Widow helped dress Plaerdemavida, and put the mask on her

that had been made to look exactly like the black gardener; and

she went into the garden wearing his clothing. When Tirant saw

her coming he thought that it was in fact the Moorish gardener,

carrying a spade over his shoulder. He began to dig, and soon

approached the princess. He sat at her side, and took her hands

and kissed them. Then he put his hands on her breasts and

touched her nipples, and made overtures of love. The princess

broke into great peals of laughter, and all her weariness left

her. Then he drew her even closer and put his hands under her

skirts, while all the maidens laughed, as they listened to

Plaerdemavida's amusing words. The Widow turned toward Tirant

and twisted her hands as she spat on the ground, indicating the

loathing and pain she felt for what the princess was doing.

Imagine poor, miserable Tirant, who the day before had been so

pleased at having won a lady of such high rank as his betrothed,

the thing he desired most in the world, and then to see his

misery, his affliction and his pain with his own eyes. And when

he began to think, he wondered if the mirrors were reflecting a

false image, and he broke them and looked inside to see if they

contained something evil made by the art of necromancy, but he

found nothing of the sort. He wanted to get up to the window to

find out if he could see more, and to discover how those games

would end, and he saw that there was no ladder, because the Widow

had been afraid that he might do this and she had hidden it.

Tirant, finding no other recourse, took the bench from in front

of the bed and stood it up. Then, taking a cord that he cut from

the curtains, he passed it over a beam and pulled himself up by

it. He saw how the black gardener had taken the princess by the

hand, and was leading her to a hut in the garden where he kept

his gardening tools and a bed to sleep on. Plaerdemavida led her

into that room, where they looked through everything, including

the clothing which the black man kept in a chest. After a time

the princess came out, as the Widow and a maiden were walking

near the hut. When they saw her, the Widow went over to the

maiden and gave her a scarf. To go ahead with the game and make

everyone laugh, she said to her:

"Put it under the princess's skirts."

When she was in front of Her Highness, the maiden knelt on the

ground as the Widow had instructed her, and put the rag under her

skirts. And the princess' naivete played into the hands of the

Widow's malice. When Tirant saw such a heinous thing, he was

completely aghast, and with a voice full of anguish, he began to

lament:

"Oh, fortune, enemy of all who want to live upright in this

world: Now, when I had achieved such a marriage, you have let me

be dishonored by a man of the most vile condition and nature that

could be found. Oh, princess, my lady! I would never have

believed that in a maiden of such tender years there could be so

little shame and boldness that you would commit such an

abominable sin."

At this moment Widow Repose came in. She had waited a short time

at the door, and when she heard Tirant's lament, she said:

"Now all the things I have begun are coming to pass."

When she entered the room she saw that Tirant was in great

anguish, his pillow full of tears, continuing his lamentations.

She sat down near him to see if Tirant wanted to say anything to

her, and ready to do whatever he said. When the Widow saw that

Tirant was not changing his tone, she said to him:

"That lover of all dishonesty won't leave her abominable life, no

matter how much you beg or threaten her. Her only desire is to

satisfy her lust. What can I do, poor me? With these breasts,"

and she pulled them out so that Tirant would see them, "I nursed

that lady."

She let them hang out like this for a good while, pretending that

with her lamentations she had forgotten to cover them. Then she

added:

"Lord Tirant, take comfort from me. Oh, Almighty God, Holy

Trinity! With great anguish in my soul, with great anger and

many tears, I revealed those thoughts that ran through my mind

almost every day. But at night, alone in my room, I would find

myself drying my tearful eyes--with sackcloth so that I would

feel the pain even more."

Tirant quickly replied:

"Your love, Widow Repose, can't be compared to mine, because

yours is diminishing: It grows smaller and smaller, while mine is

increasing. But I have more reason to grieve than any lover

because in one day's time I have reached the highest peak of love

that fortune could grant me, and the next day I have been the

most confused and downtrodden lover in the entire world. My eyes

have seen a black Moor easily possess what I have not been able

to have by supplications or by all the dangers and hardships I

have endured. A man as unlucky as I should not go on living, so

that he will not have to trust any maid or maiden."

He got up from the bed as though to leave, and the Widow said to

him:

"My lord, rest a while. There are many people outside, and I

value my life so much that I would not want anyone to see you

leaving. I'll go to the window and tell your grace when it is

safe to go."

Tirant went slowly back to the bed, never ceasing to ponder his

grief. The Widow went into the room of the old mistress of the

house and quickly took off her clothing and dressed in a perfumed

blouse, and a skirt of black velvet. With her blouse completely

unfastened she went into the bedchamber and lay down beside

Tirant very boldly and shamelessly, and said:

"If you knew the hardships my soul endures for love, you could

not help but have pity on me. Where will you find greater

affection than mine in any woman? It would be more to your glory

to have me always in your chambers or in your tents, serving you

in every way that I can, than to love a false maiden who is given

over to a black captive Moor. Take me as a servant and as one

who loves you more than her own life."

"My lady," said Tirant, "please don't torment my sad soul. I

can't give an answer to anything you've said. I can only tell

you that I could not forget Her Majesty any more than I could

renounce my faith."

The Widow said:

"Since you don't want to love me, at least let me lie next to you

a while, completely naked."

She quickly removed her tunic, which was already unfastened.

When Tirant saw her in her chemise, he leapt out of bed, flung

open the door, and went back to his quarters with great pain.

And the Widow was left with no less.

When Tirant was in his room his emotion was so great that he did

not know what to do, and as he walked back and forth tears flowed

from his eyes. And so he did nothing for three hours but pace,

lie down and get up again. Then he left the room full of anger.

As secretly as he could he went in disguise to the garden gate,

and in the orchard he found the black gardener who had arrived

only shortly before. He saw him in the doorway of his room,

putting on a pair of red pants. When Tirant saw him, he looked

around, and no one else was in sight. Then he seized him by the

hair, pushed him into the room and cut off his head. He returned

to his room without anyone seeing him, because everyone was in

the square where the celebration was taking place. Tirant then

said:

"Oh, just and true God! You who correct our faults, I ask of you

vengeance and not justice for this lady. Tell me, pitiless

maiden, was my disposition less agreeable to your desires than

this black gardener? If you had loved as I thought you did, you

would still be mine. But you never did love me."

Let us leave Tirant in his lament now, and return to the emperor

who, with all the ladies, was getting ready for the celebration.

At this moment a message arrived, telling him about an

unfortunate event that had happened in the camp three days

previously.

The Duke of Macedonia and the Duke of Pera were captains of the

camp, and they often went out to do battle against the Turks.

But the Turks were afraid of all the water that the Christians

released. They often fought, and many men from both sides died.

But for every ten Christians who died, three hundred Turks died.

The reason for this was that when the Turks came into the city of

Saint George, the Christians released all the river waters, and

from the canals the ground was like clay so that the horses could

not get out of it, and the men on foot could not escape.

But one day the Turks decided to come four thousand strong, armed

with spades and baskets, and picks, vinegar and fire to cut

through the mountain so that the water would spread down the dry

river bed, and would leave them free. Further on, a league from

where the Turks were, was a large section of a toppled wall where

there was no one. All the Moorish soldiers went there at night.

The foot soldiers stayed in that deserted place while those on

horseback went into a forest half a league away so they would not

be seen. In the morning the spies came and told the captains

that the Turks had arrived. They held council, and they all

agreed to mount and ride against the Turks.

First they sent out scouts, who came back with the news that the

enemy was going to try to cut through the mountain to control the

water. The Christians went there. As soon as they arrived the

foot soldiers began skirmishes that lasted a long time, so that

many men from both sides died. Finally, when it was nearly noon,

the Turks found themselves too tightly pressed, and they

abandoned their tools and took flight. The Christians quickly

went to the pass half a league away, and there was so much water

there that they could not cross it except at great effort and

danger. Then, when they did make their way across, the others

were at a great advantage. At a gallop the Moors left all the

foot soldiers behind, with about five thousand men following them

until they took refuge in the unpopulated village. But it was

too heavily populated for the Christians! When the Turks

regrouped at the broken wall, the Duke of Macedonia said:

"Gentlemen, I don't think we should go any further. We don't

know what kind of an ambush may be in store for us: the enemy is

always thinking of how they can do us the most harm."

The Duke of Pera, who was the other captain, was very envious,

and he said maliciously:

"Duke of Macedonia, you have very little experience in arms, and

here you are telling us about the danger we could run into. Turn

back and flee: you would be better off with women in the city

than here!"

The Duke of Macedonia did not want to create discord among the

men, and have them start fighting among themselves. So he tried

to hold his tongue, but he could not restrain himself, and he

answered:

"Duke of Pera, you would be better off if you kept quiet. Who

has been honored in battle? I, the Duke of Macedonia, am known

as a conqueror, while the Duke of Pera is held in low esteem

because of the battles he has engaged in."

The other knights and grandees interrupted the argument, and made

them stop. Some wanted to advance and others to retreat. But in

the end they had to go on, because the Duke of Pera said:

"Whoever wants to come with me or go back is free to do so."

And he started out, so all the others felt they had to follow

him. When they reached the deserted village, the Turks on top of

the wall defended it bravely. There was a ditch there, and they

had to dismount and fight with lances, because they had no other

arms. While they were doing this, the forces of the sultan and

the Turk came out, some through one gate and some through

another, and they caught them in the middle. There was a great

slaughter, and they captured many of them. I can say about this

sad adventure that everyone who dismounted was killed or taken

prisoner, and only one knight was able to escape. With this

victory the Turks returned to the city of Bellpuig and put their

captives in strong prisons.

This news reached the emperor while he was in the hall waiting

for the ladies to come so they could go to the square for the

celebrations.

The emperor, in the presence of all who were there, cried:

"Oh, disconsolate widows, lament, tear out your hair, scratch

your faces, dress in mourning! For the flower of chivalry has

died, and it will never be recovered."

The crying, the wailing, was so great in the palace that it soon

spread throughout the city. And the festivities turned into

mourning and lamentations.

Then the emperor sent for Tirant to give him the sad news and

show him the letters he had received. When the chamberlain came

to Tirant's door, he heard him crying out:

"Oh, poor me! Oh, cruel fortune! Why have you done these things

to me? To think that that excellent lady would give herself to a

black Moor, the enemy of our faith. Would that I had never seen

such a thing--the woman I loved most in the world and hoped to

serve. Oh, you wicked Widow! I wish I had never known you, for

you will be the cause of my death and destruction!"

The emperor's chamberlain heard him talking and crying, but he

could not make out the words because the door was closed. But to

do the emperor's bidding, he called out:

"Oh, captain! The emperor is calling you and wishes to see you."

When the chamberlain returned to the emperor, he said:

"Sire, your captain already knows about the terrible things that

have happened. I heard him grieving piteously!"

The captain came to the chamber and saw the princess lying on the

ground with the doctors gathered around her. When he saw her

like this, he could not help but exclaim, "Why are you allowing

this lady to die without helping her? Even though her guilt

cannot be excused, I still pray God that she will live longer

than I."

The doctors didn't understand him, and thought he was bewailing

the bad news. And Tirant thought everyone was crying because of

the princess. Then he turned and saw the empress who had torn

all the veils from her head. At another side he saw the emperor

sitting on the floor, still as a statue. He had the letters in

his hand, and motioned Tirant over and gave them to him. When

Tirant read them, he said:

"It's worse than I thought."

Then he began to console the emperor. At this moment the

princess regained consciousness. She opened her eyes, and begged

Tirant to come to her. The princess made him sit next to her and

said:

"Oh, my last hope! If you truly love me, don't let your life and

mine be taken from this world until the day that all the dukes,

counts and marquis are recovered who have been killed or placed

in cruel prisons."

While she was speaking, two men who had fled the camp came in,

and she could say no more, nor could Tirant answer. They told

them in detail about the destruction, and about the terrible

argument between the Duke of Macedonia and the Duke of Pera, and

how five thousand knights had been killed or taken prisoner. The

emperor, his eyes brimming with tears and barely able to speak,

began to lament:

"Oh, unlucky captains! You, more willful than wise, have ignored

my counsel. Find comfort in a cruel prison, thinking that you

will never again see your emperor, for your actions have not been

well thought out."

The emperor got up from his seat, and went into a chamber, tears

springing from his eyes, his head in his hands. When the

princess saw how he was grieving, she lost consciousness. The

wisest doctor of them all said:

"I have little hope for this lady's life. She has fainted three

times and now I cannot feel her pulse."

When Tirant heard the doctor say these words, he quickly said:

"Oh, cruel death! Wouldn't it be better and more just for you to

come to me first, instead of letting me see her die? Even though

she has deeply hurt me, I want to keep her company."

And with extreme grief he fell to the ground and all the weight

of his body fell on the leg which had been broken, and it broke

again, and was even worse than before. Blood came out of his

nose and his ears, and especially from his leg, and it was a

wonder that he did not lose his life. They quickly went to tell

the emperor, and he said:

"It is not at all surprising, for of all his relatives there is

not one left who is not dead or being held prisoner. But this is

my consolation, because to get his relatives and friends out of

prison he will perform admirable feats."

The emperor began to go to Tirant when he saw his daughter lying

half dead. And he said:

"God help me, I don't know which of them to help first."

But he had his daughter lifted up and placed in her bed, and then

Tirant was put in a beautiful room. They quickly removed his

clothing and treated his leg, straightening it a little. And he

was completely unaware of everything they did for him, because he

was unconscious for thirty-six hours. When he regained

consciousness, he asked who had brought him there, and Hippolytus

told him:

"What, my lord! Don't you know what a great fright you brought

us?

You've been unconscious for two days, and haven't had anything to

eat. Your body can't hold up that way, so please take what the

doctors order you to have."

"I don't want anything that will bring my health back," said

Tirant. "I want only death."

They quickly went to tell the emperor, and the princess

overheard, for she had now regained consciousness. Then Tirant

said:

"Tell me how the princess is."

Hippolytus answered:

"Very well, my lord. She's recovered now."

"I'm sure she is," said Tirant. "Her illness could not be great.

A few days ago she had things she wanted a great deal, but now I

don't think she will brag much about them. She's not the first

to do this, nor will she be the last. I know very well that

she's not made of iron. Oh, how painful it is for a man not to be

able to share his grief."

At this moment the emperor came in, followed by all the ladies

with the empress, and they all asked him how he was. But he did

not want to answer anyone. They were all astonished that he had

not answered the greetings of the emperor or the ladies, and

continuing to show his grief he began to lament:

"Oh, Son of God, all powerful Jesus. I am dying of love, and You

wished to die for love, to free mankind. You suffered so much

pain, lashings, wounds and torments, and my pain was the sight of

a black Moor. Outside of You, Lord, who can compare with my

love? Lord, Your Holy Mother, and Our Lady, suffered great pain

at the foot of the cross, and I stood with a cord in my hand,

with two mirrors that represented, Lord, the greatest pain that

any Christian has ever endured."

The emperor and all the ladies were in the room, along with the

cardinal and many other clergymen, and they were all astonished

at the pious words they heard Tirant saying.

Then Tirant lowered his head, and began to lament again, because

death was calling him. The doctors ordered many things for him,

but they did not help. Hearing of his illness, an old Jewess

came to the emperor, and very boldly said:

"Your Majesty sees that Tirant's life is near its end, all the

doctors have given up hope, and I am the only one who can help

him. Call the soldiers together, and have them start shouting

and go into his chambers and beat their swords against their

shields. When he wakes up and sees so many armed men and hears

them shouting, and he asks what is happening, you can tell him

the Turks are at the gates of the city. Then all those thoughts

of his will disappear, and with that virtue he has and out of

fear of being shamed, he will get up."

The emperor sent for his doctors and his wise men and explained

what the Jewess had advised. They all agreed that it would be

worth trying.

The shouting and the uproar were so loud in the city that Tirant

heard it even before they came into his chamber. The Jewess, who

stood at the head of the bed, told him:

"Get up, my captain. Don't be afraid of death. Here are your

enemies, the Turks, at the gates to the city, and they're coming

to take revenge on you."

When Tirant heard the old lady saying this, he said:

"Is it true that the Turks are so close?"

"They're even closer than you think," said the Jewess. "Get up.

Go to the window, and you'll see what they plan to do to you."

Tirant immediately called for his clothes, and he had his leg

bound with towels. Then he put his armor on as best he could and

mounted his horse, along with many other men. He was so ready

and willing to fight that his illness went almost entirely away.

The emperor and the doctor who were there told him to take some

restoratives, and that would make him better able to do battle.

He did everything they advised him, and then he realized that it

had all been contrived to help him get over his illness. Tirant

said:

"Praise be to God: a woman has delivered me from the arms of

death, for another woman had killed me."

With all the noise the soldiers raised, the princess ran to her

mother's chamber. They saw the emperor coming back with Tirant,

and all the ladies looked out the windows to see what had

happened. When Tirant was in front of the princess's window he

lifted his head and put both hands over his face. The empress

asked her daughter why Tirant had covered his face, because the

only reason that was ever done was when a love affair had gone

wrong. The princess answered that she didn't have any idea.

After they had gone by and were at the palace door, the emperor

dismounted, and Tirant begged his leave to go to his lodging.

The emperor did everything he could to make Tirant dismount,

telling him he would be given everything he needed in the palace,

but Tirant insisted on leaving. The princess wondered why Tirant

did not want to stay in the palace despite all the emperor's

pleas, for he had wanted to many times before. She also wondered

why he had covered his face.

When Tirant reached his lodging, he immediately went to his room

and called Lord Agramunt and Hippolytus. He begged them to arm

and provision ten galley ships. They said they would, and

leaving Tirant, they stocked the galleys.

After Tirant had eaten, he arranged everything for his departure.

He ordered all his men to go by land to the castle of Malvei, and

said he would go by sea and they would meet there. When it was

evening and the doctors had left, they told the emperor that

Tirant was all right. When it was nearly the hour for prayer,

the princess, upset that she did not see Tirant, asked

Plaerdemavida and Lady Montblanc to go to Tirant's lodging to

find out what was wrong. As the maidens were coming, one of

Tirant's pages saw them and quickly went into Tirant's chambers

and said:

"Cheer up, my lord, two gallant ladies are coming with a message

from the princess."

"Go right away," said Tirant, "and tell them I am all right but

that I'm sleeping."

The page did what he was told, for Tirant did not want to see

them.

When the maidens returned to the palace with the reply, the

princess insisted so much that her mother and the emperor went to

Tirant's lodging, and when Tirant heard that the emperor was

coming he gave two pages instructions about what to do. When the

emperor was at the door to his chamber, the more clever of the

pages said:

"Your Majesty should not come into the chamber because of the

captain's sickness. He has not rested for so many days that he

is catching up on all the rest he needs now. He is nearly

drenched with sweat, and it would be good for a doctor to come in

without awakening him."

Tirant quickly got into bed, and he moistened his face with a wet

cloth and pretended to be asleep. The doctor came in, and when

he left again he told the emperor:

"My lord, it would be very harmful for us to awaken him now. Why

doesn't Your Highness go now. Tomorrow morning you can come back

and visit him."

The princess could not take it calmly when she was not able to

see Tirant, but she had to return with the emperor. When Tirant

knew that they had all gone, he quickly got up and had all his

clothing gathered and taken to the galley. At midnight he

secretly went on board, and he would have liked to cast anchor

then, but the ship was not ready.

In the morning, when the sun came up, the emperor heard the

galley trumpets giving the signal for the men to go on board.

Tirant sent Lord Agramunt to the emperor as his courier, and when

he was before him he gave him the following message:

"Your captain has gone on board one of the galleys, and has

ordered the ships to go to the port of Transimeno. He will go by

ship to the castle of Malvei while the soldiers go there by land.

I have been sent here to tell Your Highness about his decision to

leave."

The emperor answered:

"Knight, I am very happy to have this good news, and I give many

thanks to Divine Goodness for bringing health to our captain so

that he can leave. This is what I wanted most in the world after

the salvation of my soul."

Lord Agramunt kissed his hand and begged his leave. Then he went

to the empress's chamber and bade her farewell, and did the same

to the princess. When the empress saw that Hippolytus would have

to go, and the princess saw that Tirant was leaving, they shed

bitter tears, especially the princess because Tirant was going

without a word to her. They quickly went to the emperor's

chamber to see if it was true that they were leaving, and the

emperor told them everything. The princess urged the emperor to

go to the water's edge so that she could go along, and the

empress did not dally. The emperor reached the sea before they

did, and he went on board the ship, begging Tirant to do

everything he could for the empire. Tirant spoke to him very

kindly, and said he would do everything he could, and the emperor

felt very relieved.

All the soldiers advised the emperor to go back on land quickly

because a black cloud with thunder and lightning was coming their

way. So the emperor went on land. The princess was sorry that

she had not been there when her father went on the galley so that

she could have gone too and talked with Tirant. By now the sea

was so choppy that the women were not allowed on board, nor would

her father have given his permission. The princess, sighing

deeply, and with tears streaming from her eyes, had no recourse

other than to beg Plaerdemavida to go on board the galley and

find out why Tirant had left so secretly, without saying anything

to her, and why he had placed his hands over his face as he

passed by, and also why he had not wanted to stay in the

palace--which he had wanted to do so many times before.

Plaerdemavida understood exactly what her lady wanted, and she

got on a boat with Hippolytus and some others who were with him.

The pain that the empress felt as she saw Hippolytus going on

board the galley cannot be described. When Plaerdemavida was on

board, Tirant paid no attention to her. But she insisted, and

said to him:

"Oh, cruel knight! Who has turned your thoughts? To leave such

a virtuous lady, who has more dignity and virtue than anyone in

the world, without so much as telling her goodbye! If you want

her life to be sad and to hasten her death, don't go back on

land, and don't look at her. But if you want to restore her

bitter life, let her see your lordship for a short time."

When she had said this she could no longer hold back her tears,

and she wrapped her cloak around herself, and moaned softly but

would say no more. Tirant wanted to reply to what Plaerdemavida

had told him, and very softly so that no one could hear him he

said:

"Her beauty and discretion so far surpasses all the others that

only a madman could compare anyone else with her. But I saw this

lady with the black gardener, Lauseta, and she was not thinking

of me at all. First I saw them kissing, and I was offended by

the sight. Then I was even more shocked when I saw them

embracing like lovers and going into a chamber. When they came

back out Widow Repose knelt down at her feet and put a silk scarf

high under her skirt. Painful thoughts attacked my mind when I

saw how he treated her. I don't know why I didn't kill someone

right then, but the wall was in my way. But I could not take the

terrible jealousy of the black gardener out of my mind, and I cut

through his neck with my sword. Still the pain kept increasing

so much that I was beside myself, and I went into my chamber,

pretending to be terribly tired so I would be left alone. And

now I want to be in the sea; I want my body to float, unburied,

on the waves until it reaches the princess, so that she can dress

me in my shroud with her delicate hands."

Then he would say no more. When Plaerdemavida heard what was

bothering Tirant and that the black gardener had been killed, and

no one would know who did it unless she told them, she was very

agitated. Still she forced herself to smile, and with Hippolytus

there, she said:

"Even if you did see it, it was all a game to cheer up the

princess. Widow Repose got some costumes from the plays for the

Corpus Christi festivals, and I dressed up like our gardener."

And she told him everything that had happened.

Tirant was astonished by it all, and said he could not believe

it. The maiden laughed, and said:

"My lord, the best thing would be for me to stay here while

Hippolytus goes to my room. Under my bed he will find all the

clothing of the black gardener. And if I'm not telling the

truth, you can throw me into the ocean."

Tirant told Hippolytus to take the keys and go, and to come back

quickly because the sea was very choppy. Hippolytus did what

Tirant commanded. When he came back with the clothing, the ocean

swells were so high that Hippolytus could not board the galley,

and Plaerdemavida could not go back on land. They threw a rope

to the ship and tied the clothing of the black gardener to it so

that it could be pulled up to the galley. When Tirant saw the

mask and the clothing, he saw all the wickedness of Widow Repose.

He then swore in everyone's presence that if he could go on land

just then, he would have her burned before the emperor, or he

would do to her what he had done with the black man. Then Tirant

begged Plaerdemavida to forgive the bad thoughts he had had about

the princess, and about her, and when she was with Her Highness

to beg her forgiveness. Plaerdemavida agreed, very graciously.

Suddenly the sea became so stormy that the people who saw the

boat Hippolytus was on, began to pray that it would not sink. It

headed back to land, and the men on it were drenched while the

boat was half-filled with water. The wind and rain were so

strong and the waves were so high that the galley's ropes broke,

and they were swept out to sea. Two of the galleys remained

there; the people on them were saved, but the ships were lost.

The three galleys that found themselves in the middle of the

tempestuous sea had their masts broken and their sails torn

apart. A gust of wind threw one of the galleys into a small

island, and its men took refuge there. Tirant's galley and the

other one were leeward. They could not make it to the island,

and Tirant's galley found itself with its rudder smashed. The

other galley was nearby, and it split apart. The men on board

fell into the bitter sea, and all of them drown.

Tirant's galley continued toward Barbary, and the sailors lost

their bearings and did not know what seas they were in, and they

lamented loudly. Tirant heard the great cries the sailors were

making, and he saw the galley's boatswain, who was the best of

all the sailors, commending his soul to God because a

tackle-block had fallen on his head. A galley slave got up and

went to Tirant, and with a great effort he said:

"My lord, order the men to bale out the water in the galley.

Here is your staff of authority. Hold it in your hand and run

through the galley: the boatswain is dead, and all the men see

that they are very near death, and are fainting. Do everything

you can to make them bale, because if we can get beyond the cape,

we can save our lives. It is better for us to be captives of the

Moors than to die."

Tirant lifted his head, and said:

"What seas are we in?"

"My lord," said the galley-slave, as he pointed, "those are the

seas of Sicily, and these are the seas of Tunis. And because you

are a virtuous man I'm sorrier for you than I am for myself. It

is Fortune's will that we shall perish on this Barbary Coast, and

in a case like this every man should beg forgiveness of the

others."

Tirant quickly got up, although the dreadful sea was crashing

about him so that he was barely able to stand. Then he brought

out the best clothing he had, and he dressed in it. He took a

sack containing a thousand ducats, and put a note inside that

said: "I beg whomsoever should find my body to give it an

honorable burial. I am Tirant lo Blanc from Brittany, and of

that singular lineage of Roca Salada, High Captain of the Greek

Empire."

By now it was already past noon, and the further the galley went

the more water it took on. The cries increased and death drew

near. As they were near land the Moors saw the galley

approaching, and they realized that it would run aground just

where they wanted it, while the Christians knew that they could

not escape death or being captured.

The galley came close to land, and all the men threw themselves

into the sea to save their lives. By this time it was nearly

dark of night. When Tirant saw the sailors jumping overboard he

decided not to leave the ship, no matter what might happen. And

by then there was no boat, rope or oar that had not been lost.

Tirant begged two sailors, faithful friends of his who had come

on the ship with him when it was stocked in Brittany, to take

care of the maiden. They took off all her clothes, and by this

time nearly all the galley was underwater. Taking up a corkwood

plank, the sailor tied it across her breasts while the other man

helped her stand up. The sea sent a wave crashing into

Plaerdemavida and the sailors, and hurled them about. The man

carrying the plank drowned in order to save her. The other

sailor helped the maiden as long as he could, and finally was

forced to abandon her. It was her good fortune to find herself

near land at night, and she could hear the loud noise the Moors

were making as they captured the Christians. The maiden's feet

touched bottom, and since she was all alone she stopped and

decided not to go ashore. Instead she went closer to land so

that she would not be in such deep water, but waves sometimes

came crashing over her head. As she walked through the water

close to shore, she moved away from the shouts, afraid that she

would be killed. For she saw that the Moors were killing each

other as each one tried to capture the most prisoners. And when

lightning flashed, she could see the reflection of swords near

the sea. She continued to walk in the water, completely naked,

following the shoreline, and whenever she heard anyone she would

duck underwater, and stay there until they were gone.

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