CHAPTER XXVIII.

MEDMER MELTS A SILVER SPOON.

It was a clear, crisp November evening, with a touch of frost in the

air, and the captain sat in his little parlour before a tiny fire,

staring into the coals. Behind him on the table a candle, burning in

a tall, old-fashioned candle-stick, threw a giant round-shouldered

shadow of the captain on the wall and part of the ceiling of the room.

Two years had gone by since the captain stood outside Medmer Theed's

shop and watched the carriage roll away--two years during which he had

aged a little more, and had gone but little beyond the confines of his

garden.

To-night he sat and stared into the coals and thought a little

wistfully of the past, and wondered a little what had become of the

figures that had acted out their lives in close contact with his--some

of them, indeed, in that very room. He thought of the tiny child

hugging a puppy in its arms, standing outside his gate looking up at

him with big, frightened eyes; remembered sunny Sunday mornings when

that child had sat beside him in the big pew in church. He sighed at

last, and moved restlessly in his chair and turned his head to look

round the familiar room.

There was a sudden sound of hesitating steps upon the gravel outside,

and then a cautious lifting of the latch. The captain twisted in his

chair and rose to his feet, picked up the candle from the table, and

opened the door of the room. In the shadows of the little hallway he

saw a man standing.

"Who's there?" cried the captain, raising the light above his head.

The man came forward slowly until he stood within a yard of the light

and raised his head. The captain staggered back a step into the room.

"Forgive me," said the man huskily. "I have wandered outside this old

place for an hour, fearing to come in, but now----I suppose you don't

care to--to take my hand?"

The captain had put down the candle hurriedly, and had the man by both

hands and was dragging him in a feeble, excited fashion into the room.

"Comethup--my boy--my boy!" he said, over and over again.

He got his visitor into a chair near the fire and began to chafe his

half-frozen fingers and to put back the long hair from his face as

though he had been tending a child. And while he did so Comethup looked

steadily and smilingly at him, and the little captain smiled back at

Comethup.

"This is very good of you, sir," said Comethup at last, in something of

the old boyish voice. "I might have known you wouldn't turn from me,

however bad you might think I had been. And isn't it good just to get

back to the old room again? I've been so happy in this old room! What a

little chap I was when I first came to you! Do you remember? And what a

lot has happened since then--what a lot has happened!"

"Where have you been all this time, boy?" asked the captain, still

chafing the other's fingers. "Why have you never been near me?"

Comethup shook his head and smiled drearily. "No, I couldn't do

that," he said. "I've had something of a fight for it, you know,

with no weapons to fight with. Look at me"--he indicated his shabby,

travel-stained dress by a gesture--"look at me; I'm little better than

a tramp, you know. Why--God bless your simple heart, sir--I'm even in

hiding."

"In hiding?" echoed the captain.

"Yes. You know I borrowed a lot of money, and told the people from whom

I borrowed it that I was my aunt's heir. Well, it turned out I wasn't;

they haven't been able to get their money back, and I haven't been able

to pay the interest. There are writs out against me, I believe, and all

sorts of things. Oh, what a muddle it's been, every bit of it!"

"But what are you going to do?" asked the captain.

"Well, if you'll let me, I'd like to rest here just for to-night; and

to-morrow, before the sun is up, I'll be far away again. I'm going

abroad, going to try and make a fresh start."

"Is there no other way?" asked the captain.

"None. I've got to live somehow, and I must start in a new world, with

a clean slate. But don't let us talk any more about myself; tell me all

that has happened in this long time. Poor Brian is dead, I understand."

"Yes, he's dead," replied the captain slowly, "and is a greater man in

death than he was in life. Do you know that they've raised a statue to

him in this town, the place of his birth?"

"Yes, I heard of that," replied Comethup. "I saw the statue only this

evening. It's curious that they should have stuck it up on the old

walls where we used to play together when we were boys, isn't it? It

was half dark when I saw it, but it looks very fine, and they've caught

his attitude to the life."

"Yes, it's quite like him," replied the captain. "They made a great

fuss of it at the time; it was raised by public subscription. He seems

to have had a great many admirers."

"Tell me of the others," said Comethup. "What of--of 'Linda; is she

well?"

"Yes, very well. She has been living since her husband's death with

Miss Carlaw, your aunt; so you understand she wants for nothing."

"Thank God for that!" said Comethup fervently. "You've taken quite a

load off my mind. I've thought of her a thousand times and feared that

she might be in want and that I might not be able to help her. And my

aunt, does she--does she still think badly of me?"

"I'm afraid so," said the captain.

"Well, I gave her every reason to do so. There--don't ask me anything

about it, because I can't tell even you; there are some things, you

know, that one has to keep quite to one's self. It's good to know that

_you_ don't think so very badly of me; that you are willing to take

me by the hand again just as though all this had never happened." He

got up from his chair and laid his hand on the captain's shoulder. "If

you'll let me sleep in the little room in which I slept as a child

I'll be grateful to you. And let us say good-bye here for the last

time. Long before you're awake in the morning, old friend, I shall be

gone. And I pray you, for the sake of the love you had for me so long

ago, don't think of me as you see me to-night--poor and broken and an

outcast; but remember only the child you played with years and years

ago; remember only the boy you were proud of when you used to come and

see me at school. Will you do that?"

"Boy or man, it makes no difference," said the captain; "I can only

think of you as I have thought of you always--as one who is nearer to

my heart than any I have met on my journey through life."

Before he could be prevented Comethup had caught the old man's hands

and had carried them swiftly to his lips. "Thank you," he whispered;

"God bless you! I can go now with a lighter heart than I have carried

for a long time. Good-bye, old friend, good-bye!"

They gripped hands once more, and Comethup, crying lightly that he knew

the way, stumbled out of the room and went swiftly upstairs, leaving

the captain standing alone.

The captain sat down and tried to resume his thoughts. But everything

seemed to have been tumbled about and thrust into fresh directions by

the arrival of Comethup. After a little time the old man got up and

reached down his heavy cloak and put on his hat and went softly out.

The night was fine; only the slow chiming of the hour from the church

clock struck upon his ears. He walked through the garden and out into

the deserted streets.

Going along with bent head, pondering deeply, he was brought to a

sudden recollection of his surroundings by hearing some one falter

his name; he looked up with a start and saw 'Linda before him. So

surprising had been the coming of the other visitor that he was

scarcely startled to see her suddenly there before him; he did not even

ask her the reason for her presence.

"I was coming to see you," she whispered as she held his hand. "I have

been trying to make up my mind to come to you all the afternoon."

"Are you here alone?" he asked.

"Yes, quite alone. We are going abroad to-morrow, and I craved

permission to come down to the old place once again. We may not be

returning for years. I wanted--oh, can't you understand?--I wanted just

to creep back here again for an hour or two; to visit the old scenes,

perhaps even to dream some of the old dreams. And so I took a little

room at the inn here, where no one seems to remember me, and I am going

away quite early in the morning. Miss Carlaw is coming down to Deal

to-morrow and I am to drive from here to meet her, and from there we

start on our travels. But I felt I could not go away from the old place

without seeing my old friend."

The captain thought of the man who slept at his cottage, and decided at

once that 'Linda must be kept away from there. "I am afraid," he said,

"that we shall have to say our farewells here. It is very late, and

when a lady"--he threw a little light laughter into his tones--"when a

lady is staying at an inn she must keep regular hours. I'm glad, for

your sake, that you are going abroad. Come, let me take you back again."

She seemed a little surprised at his apparent coldness, but took the

arm he offered and walked on with him. Very little was said, but near

the door of the inn she stopped for a moment, with both hands clasped

on his arm, and looked away past him down the street. When at last she

spoke her voice was very soft and tender, and trembled a little.

"It may be a long, long time before I see you again, dear old friend,

and as this is to be our farewell there is something--something I would

like to say to you. I seem again to-night to be a little child, just as

I was in those old days when you put your cloak about me and hushed my

weeping in your arms. I have given you, I fear, cause to think badly

of me. Will you think better of me if I tell you that I would be glad

to be a child again, weeping in the rain, if only I might do some of

the things I have tried to do so much better? Something else I must say

before I leave you. There was a man--a dear, good fellow--who loved

me; I have thought of him--oh, believe me--with tears, many and many a

night when I have lain awake. I fear there is no heaven I can reach; I

am afraid that every gate of any paradise that might be mine will be

closed against me because I deserted him when he most needed me. Even

you--good, kind friend that you are--even you don't know everything.

There is an image of stone over there"--she flung out her arm with a

passionate gesture--"I saw it this afternoon, with its smiling face

raised to the sky; I would that my hands were strong enough to tear

it down! It mocks me where it stands--mocks the pain that rages in

my heart. If you should ever see the man who loved me--the better

man--will you tell him from me, now that it is too late, that I learned

to love him with all my heart and soul; that I would that I might crawl

to his feet and kiss them, and tell him so. Will you tell him that?"

"If I see him," said the little captain, "I will tell him."

She kissed him hurriedly and hugged him in the old, passionate,

childish fashion, and ran into the inn. He waited for a few moments

and then turned away. He was too upset by the events of the strange

night to care to go back to his own cottage; more than all, he feared,

in a vague fashion, to meet Comethup. With his hands clasped behind

him under his cloak he walked on, scarcely knowing where he went, and

found himself presently turning in under the archway which led to the

shoemaker's shop. He dared not think, dared not bring himself to the

realization of the fact, that these two people were in the same town,

almost within cry of each other, this night. He wanted to get away from

the thought of it; wanted desperately to talk to some one. He saw a

light gleaming through the shutters of Medmer Theed's shop, and after

hesitating for a moment knocked at the door.

He heard the bolt drawn inside, and the door was cautiously opened

and the old man appeared, looking out at him. He was dressed only in

his shirt and trousers, and with his unkempt gray hair tossed about

his head looked a stranger, wilder figure even than usual. Seeing the

captain, he held the door wider open and beckoned to his visitor to

enter.

"Come in, come in," he said in a mysterious whisper, "but let no one

else come near." He had closed the door by this time and shot the bolt.

"You, who love her, have a right to be here; for we work together, you

and I, for love of her, don't we?"

"Of course," said the captain, looking at him a little uneasily and

wondering what he meant. "You are at work late to-night," he added.

"Yes, very late, and with strange work." He suddenly caught the captain

by the arm and drew nearer to him. "Hush! Do you know that _he_ has

come back?"

"I don't understand you," said the captain. "Who has come back?"

"The man who wronged her, the man they thought was dead. If they had

wanted to keep him dead why did they thrust him up there for all men

to see? why did they put him there against the sky to laugh at her and

mock her and torture her afresh? Listen, and I'll tell you something.

Just as I watched for her, night after night, through storm and rain

and starlight, till she came to me, so I have watched for him, night

after night, through storm and rain, till he has come back too. I tell

you they can not kill him; he is here to work harm to her still, to

wring fresh tears from her. At night, when all men sleep, he comes down

and prowls round here searching for her, waiting for her. I've seen

him."

The captain shook his hand off half angrily, half fearfully. "What

madness is this?" he cried. "The man is dead and can trouble her no

more; that is but an image of stone, the work of men's hands. The man

lies in his grave, miles away from here."

Medmer Theed shook his head obstinately and laughed. "You don't know,"

he said, "you don't know. My dreams have taught me more than you could

learn. Dead or not, I tell you that his spirit has come back, and waits

there at night to work fresh evil to her. And that's where my dreams

and my love for her shall help me."

He laid his hand again on the captain's arm and drew him into the inner

room. A bright fire burned in the little grate, and thrust into the

very heart of it was a small crucible; the captain, drawing nearer, saw

that the handle of an old-fashioned spoon projected above the edge of

it.

"Why, what are you doing?" he asked.

The shoemaker chuckled and softly stirred the fire. "There is but one

way to kill a spirit," he whispered, looking up at his companion. "Lead

or iron or steel won't do; it wants finer stuff. Silver's the stuff.

You are a man of war, and might bring a regiment against him in vain;

but this little silver bullet, if it can but reach him, will put an

end to his mischief forever. See"--he pulled open a drawer in a little

table and took out an old-fashioned, heavy-barrelled pistol and a

small instrument, shaped almost like a pair of pincers, for moulding

bullets--"I am all prepared. The silver is good, the pistol aims truly.

He shall not trouble her any more."

The captain, glancing at him in perplexity, saw in his eyes a madness

of determination he had not seen in any face before; he understood that

whatever wild thought was in the old man's brain it would be useless to

attempt to combat it. After lingering for some minutes, during which

time the little mass of silver in the bottom of the crucible gradually

increased in bulk, he bade the old man good-night, and went out. As he

looked back from the doorway he saw the wild old figure still bending

over the fire, laughing softly and muttering incoherent things.

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