CHAPTER XXVII

THE BATTLE

All the morning Win was in a state of strange, almost hysterical,

exaltation. Again and again she warned her spirit down from the

heights, but it would not hear, and stood there in the sunshine

singing a wild song of love and joy.

Wonderful, incredible pictures painted themselves before her eyes. She

saw Peter, impressed with her words--as indeed he had seemed to

be--and remembering them nobly for the benefit of the two thousand

hands within the Hands. She saw herself as his wife (oh, bold,

forbidden thought, which dared her to push it from her heart!) helping

him reach the ideal standard of what a great department store should

be, planning new and highly improved systems of insurance, thinking

out ways for employees to share profits, and of giving them pensions.

She, who knew what the hands suffered and what they needed, could do

for them what no outsider could ever do. With Peter's money and power

and the will to aid, there would be nothing they two could not

accomplish. Their love would teach them how to love the world. She saw

the grand Christmas parties and the summer picnics the Hands would

give the hands, and Peter's idea for a convalescent home should be

splendidly carried out. She saw the very furniture and its chintz

covers--then the picture would vanish like a rainbow--or break into

disjointed bits, like the jig-saw puzzle Peter senior had hidden

shamefacedly in a drawer.

For some moments Winifred's mind would be a blank save for a jumble of

Paris mantles and warm customers, then another picture would form: she

would see Peter and herself sending Sadie Kirk to the mountains, where

the girl would be even happier and healthier than at the new place

which was "free for consumers." Sadie would be Win's own special

charge, her Mend, for whom she had the right and privilege to provide.

No more work in shops for Sadie! No more work at all till she was

cured. Perhaps a winter in the Adirondacks, then such radiant health

as the "sardine" had hardly ever known.

Meanwhile the thoughts of Ursus must be turned from the girl who could

never love him to the girl who already did. He and Sadie had been good

chums since the day when all three marched in procession toward Mr.

Meggison's window--how long ago it seemed! The big heart of the lion

tamer was easily moved to pity, and pity was akin to love. When

she--Win--gently broke it to him that she was going to marry Peter

Rolls, whom she had loved before she ever saw her poor Ursus (of

course she had loved Peter always! that was why it had hurt her so

cruelly to believe Ena) the dear big fellow, pitying Sadie's weakness,

would turn to his "little old chum" for comfort.

Oh, yes, everything would come right! warbled the disobedient spirit

singing on the heights. Then the common sense and pride in Win would

pluck the spirit's robe, and presto! another picture would dissolve

into gray cloud.

Going out to luncheon (ice-cream soda and a sponge cake) somehow

broke the radiant charm. Common sense put the singing spirit

relentlessly into its proper place, where, discouraged, it sang no

more. Ugly memories of last night's danger and humiliation crowded

back into the brain no longer irradiated by Peter's presence. Win felt

dully that none of the glorious fancies of the morning could ever come

true, though she still hoped that her words might have some living

influence upon the future of the Hands.

Even if Peter really and truly wanted to marry her (which seemed

incredible), and his sister misjudged him (also well-nigh incredible),

Ena Rolls and Ena Rolls's father would bar the way to any such

happiness as the magic pictures had shown. It would be hateful to

force herself upon a snobbish family who despised her and let her see

that she was unwelcome.

The girl was suddenly surprised because she hadn't seen, the moment

Peter's back was turned (even if not before), that the one

self-respecting thing was to give up her place at the Hands. It would

be decent and rather noble to disappear as she had disappeared before,

so that Peter, when he came again (as he surely would), should find

her gone.

This thought made so gloomy a picture in contrast with the forbidden

bright ones, that Win was nearer tears than she had been in the

hospital room.

"Laugh--laugh--if you laugh like a hyena!" she was saying to herself

between half-past four and five, when other girls were thinking of the

nice things they would do when they got home.

Win envied them. She wished the things that satisfied them could

satisfy her. Yet, no, she did not wish that. Divine dissatisfaction

was better. She must keep that conviction before her through years

which might otherwise be gray. For now she was quite sure that nothing

beautiful, nothing glorious, nothing even exciting, could ever happen

to her. And it was at this very moment that she received a peremptory

summons to Mr. Croft's office.

"It'll be about the fire, maybe," the nicest girl in the department

encouraged her. "I shouldn't wonder if they're going to give you a

reward. If there was anything wrong, the word would come through

Meggison sure."

Win smiled thanks as she went to her fate; the girl was kind, not of

the tigress breed. But she couldn't guess how little any paltry act of

injustice from the Hands would matter now.

Miss Child had never before been called to the office of the great Mr.

Croft, but she knew where it was, and walked to the door persuading

herself that she was not in the least afraid. Why should she be afraid

when she intended--really _quite_ intended--to leave the Hands of her

own accord?

There was an outer office guarding the inner shrine, and here a girl

typist and a waxy-faced young man were getting ready to go home. It

was now very near the closing hour. The waxy-faced youth, a secretary

of Mr. Croft's, minced to the shrine door, opened it, spoke, returned,

and announced that Miss Child was to go in. He even held the door for

her, which might be a sign of respect, or of compassion for one about

to be executed. Then, as the girl stepped in, the door closed behind

her, and she stood in an expensively hideous room, looking at a

little, dried-up dark man who sat in Mr. Croft's chair at Mr. Croft's

desk. But he was not Mr. Croft. He was Peter Rolls, Sr.

Win recognized him instantly and knew not what to think. Luckily he

did not keep her long in suspense.

"You Miss Child?" he shortly inquired, holding her with a steady

stare, which from a younger man would have been offensive.

"I am, sir," she said in the low, sweet voice that Peter junior loved.

Even Peter senior was impressed with it in spite of himself, impressed

with the whole personality of the young woman whom Petro had said was

"made to be a princess." She looked a more difficult proposition than

he had expected to tackle.

"Know who I am?" he continued his catechism.

"You are Mr. Rolls."

"What makes you so sure of that, eh?"

"You were pointed out to me one evening last winter, when you were

inspecting the shop with Mr. Croft."

"Nobody had any business pointing me out. Who did?"

"I'm afraid I've forgotten," said the girl, more calmly than she felt.

"It was so long ago."

"You seem to have been dead certain he was right."

"I took it for granted."

"That's dangerous, taking things for granted. I advise you not to do

it, Miss Child."

Still he stared as she received his advice in silence. Not a feature

of the piquant, yet proud, arresting face, not a curve of the slim

figure, did his old eyes miss.

"I guess you haven't forgotten who pointed me out," he persisted,

after a pause. "Now think again. _Have_ you? It might pay to

remember."

"I do not remember, sir." She threw up her head in the characteristic

way which the other Peter knew.

"Sure nothing could make you remember?"

"I'm sure nothing could."

"Very well, then, we must let that go for the present. Now to another

subject. I hear you showed a good deal of pluck this morning in

putting out a fire."

"Oh, after all, it may be only that!" Win thought.

She ought to have been relieved. But she was not certain whether

relief was her most prominent emotion. The girl did not quite know

what to make of herself, and the man was not giving her much time for

reflection.

"The little I did was done on the spur of the moment," she said. "I

don't deserve any credit."

"Well, I may be inclined to think different when it comes to settling

up. That depends on several things. We'll come to 'em by and by.

You're English, ain't you?"

"Yes."

"H-m! You look as if you ought to have titles running in your family.

Have you got any?"

Win fancied that this must be her employer's idea of a joke, but his

face was grave, and even curiously eager. "Not one," she answered,

smiling.

"No connections with titles?"

"Why, yes, we have some cousins afflicted in that way," she lightly

admitted, beginning to be faintly amused as well as puzzled. "Almost

every one has, in our country, I suppose."

"What sort of title is it?"

"Oh, my father's second cousin happens to be an earl."

"An earl, is he? That stands pretty high, I guess, on your side. Any

chance of your father inheriting?"

This time Win allowed herself the luxury of a laugh. What a strange

old man! And this was Mr. Balm of Gilead's father!

She was still in the dark as to why he had sent for her. But it must

be on account of the fire. His curiosity was very funny. In any one

except Peter's father she would have considered it ridiculous. Maybe

he wanted to work up a good "story" in the newspapers. Very likely it

could be turned into an "ad" for the Hands if the cousin of an English

earl had saved a fellow employee from burning up, and it would be

still more thrilling if the heroine might some day turn into a haughty

Lady Winifred Something. She shook her head, looking charming. Even

old Peter, staring so intently, must have admitted that.

"There's not the remotest chance," she replied. "Our cousin, Lord

Glenellen, has six sons. Four are married and having more sons every

year. I don't know how many there are. And I'm sure that they've

forgotten our existence."

"Well, there ain't much show for you in that connection!"

Mr. Rolls reluctantly abandoned the earldom. "What's your father,

anyhow?"

"A clergyman," said Win. "A poor clergyman, or I should never have

seen America."

"I suppose you'd have married some fellow over there. What did you do

for a living on your side?"

"I hadn't begun to do anything till I engaged with Nadine--the

dressmaker, you know--to be one of her models on board the _Monarchic_

so as to get my passage free. I thought I should be sure to make a

fortune in New York."

"Yes, I guess that was your point of view. You're frank about it,

ain't you?"

"One may be about a lost illusion."

"There's more than one way for a girl to make a fortune. Maybe you and

I can do business. So you were one of those models when you first met

my son?"

Win would not have been flesh and blood if that shot had not told,

especially after the old man's funny catechizing had lured her

amusingly away from suspicion. She quivered, and a bright colour

stained her cheeks. Nevertheless those peering eyes found no guilt in

her look.

"Yes," she answered bravely. "He bought a dress from us for his

sister."

"One excuse is as good as another for a young fellow. What else did he

do?"

"Gave us patent medicine. We were all dreadfully seasick."

"You don't mean to tell me he fell in love with you when you were

seasick?"

"I don't mean to tell you that he fell in love with me at all, Mr.

Rolls."

"I guess you didn't mean to. But, you see, I made you own up."

"There was nothing to tell."

"Well, the murder's out, anyhow. And that brings us back to a point I

want to make. Now that affair of this morning. You say you're

entitled to no credit. But I've been thinking I'd like to make it up

to you by giving a reward."

"I couldn't think of taking it!" cried Win.

Strange that he should break off suddenly from the subject of his son

(which, apparently, he had intended pursuing to some end), and jump

back to that of the fire! He must have a motive--he looked a man to

have motives for everything. She felt that he was laying a trap for

her, if she could only find it.

"Wait a minute. Give me time to make myself clear," he went on. "I'm

not talking about medals or lockets or silver cups for good girls. I

mean a thumping sum, a big enough stone to kill two birds. Folks not

in the know would think that it was for saving life. Those _in_ the

know (meaning me and you, and nobody else) would understand that it

was for saving my son. No disrespect to _you_. I want to put it

delicately, miss. Saving him from a _mistake_."

Win had always thought "How dare you?" a very silly expression, no

matter what the provocation. Yet now she was tempted to use it. Only

her subconscious sense of humour, which warned her it would be

ridiculous from Peter Rolls's "saleslady" to Peter Rolls himself, made

her bite back the words that rushed to the end of her tongue.

"You have a strange idea of putting things delicately!" she cried.

"You offer me a reward if I--if I--oh, I can't say it!"

"I can," volunteered the old man coolly. "And I'll tell you just how

much I offer. Maybe that'll help your talking apparatus. I'll give you

ten thousand dollars. Wouldn't that be something like making your

fortune in New York?"

"If it were ten millions it would make no difference," the girl flung

at him. "I---"

"Say, you set a high value on my son Peter. But if he marries you, my

girl, he won't be worth any millions, or even thousands, I tell you

straight. He won't be worth a red cent. You'd better pick up my offer

while it's going, and drop Peter. Maybe with ten thousand dollars of

your own, one of your young cousins, the earls, might find you worth

while."

Never had Win even dreamed that it was possible for a human soul so to

boil with anger as hers had now begun to boil. She wanted to scald

this hateful old man with burning spray from the geyser. At last she

understood the rage which could kill. Yet it was in a low, restrained

voice that she heard herself speaking.

"Please don't go on," she warned him. "I suppose you don't quite

realize how hideously you're insulting me. A man who could say such

things wouldn't. And only such a man _could_ misunderstand--could

think that instead of refusing his money I was bidding for more. I

wanted to say that you could save your son and your pocket, too.

Neither are in danger from me."

"That ain't the way the boy feels about it," Peter senior slipped the

words in slyly. "If he did, I wouldn't have sent for you."

This was the last drop in the cup.

"What?" cried the girl, towering over the shrunken figure in the

revolving chair. "_Your son asked you to send for me_? Then he's as

bad, as cruel, as you are."

A red wave of rage swept over her. She no longer knew what she was

saying. Her one wish--her one object in life, it seemed just then--was

to hurt both Peters.

"I hate him!" she exclaimed. "Everything I've heard about him is true,

after all. He's a false friend and a false lover--a dangerous, cruel

man to women, just as I was warned he was."

"Stop right there," broke in Peter's father. "That's damn nonsense,

and you know it. Nobody ever warned you that my boy was anything of

the kind."

"I was warned," she beat him down, "that it was a habit of your son to

win a girl's confidence with his kind ways and then deceive her."

"Then it was a damned lie, and no one but a damned fool would believe

it," shouted Peter Rolls, Sr. "My boy a deceiver of women? Why, he's a

Gala-what-you-may-call-it! He'd die any death sooner than harm a

woman. I'm his father, and I know what I'm talking about. Who the

devil warned you? Some beast, or some idiot?"

"It was neither."

"Who was it, then? Come, out with it. I dare you to. I'll have him

sued for slander. I'll---"

"It wasn't a he. It was a woman who ought to know at least as much

about him as you do."

"There's no such woman, except his mother, and she worships the ground

he walks on. Thinks he's a kind of up-to-date Saint George, and I'm

hanged if she's far wrong. Why, since Peter was a boy he's never cared

that"--and a yellow thumb and finger snapped for emphasis under Win's

eyes--"for any woman till he got silly over you."

The girl laughed a fierce little laugh. "You tell me this? You defend

him to me? Is that policy?"

Peter senior suddenly looked foolish. He had straightened himself to

glare at the upstart. Now he collapsed again.

"No, it _ain't_ policy," he confessed, "but I guess it's human nature.

My blood ain't quite dried up yet, and I can't sit quiet while anybody

blackguards my own flesh and bone. You tell me who said these things

about him!"

"I will not tell you."

"Don't you know I'm liable to have you discharged for impudence?"

"You can't discharge me, for I've already discharged myself. I'd

rather starve than serve one more day at your horrid old Hands."

"Horrid old Hands, eh? I can keep you from getting a job in any other

store."

"I don't want one. I've had enough of stores. I am not afraid of

anything you can do, Mr. Rolls. Though they do call you 'Saint Peter'

behind your back--meaning just the opposite--you haven't the keys of

heaven."

"You're an impudent young hussy."

"Perhaps. But you deserve impudence. You deserve worse, sir. A moment

ago I hated you. I--think I could have killed you. But--but now I

can't help admiring something big in you, that makes you defend your

son in spite of yourself, when it was policy to let me loathe him."

"'Loathe' is no word to use for my boy," the old man caught her up

again. "I don't want you to marry him, no! But, whatever happens, I

can't have you or any one else doing him black injustice."

"Then, 'whatever happens,' I'll admit to you that never in the bottom

of my heart did I believe those things. I didn't believe them to-day,

but I--you were so horrible--I had to be horrible, too. There! The

same motive that made you defend him against your own interest has

made me confess that to you now. But you needn't be afraid. I don't

think in any case I could have married him knowing how his--his family

would feel. Still I might, if he'd tried to persuade me; I can't be

sure. I might have been weak. As it is, though--after you've insulted

me in this cruel way, I believe nothing would induce me to say yes if

he asked me. And he never _has_ asked me."

"Never has asked you?" echoed Peter senior, dumbfounded.

Some one had begun to knock at the door, but he did not hear. Neither

did Winifred. Each was absorbed in the other. Insensibly their tones

in addressing each other were changed. Some other ingredient had

mysteriously mingled with their rage; or, poured upon its stormy

surface, had calmed the waves. They were enemies still, but the girl

had found the man human; the man, because he was man, found himself

yielding to her woman's domination.

Petro said God had made her a princess. She was only a shop girl, and

the vain old man wanted her out of his way--intended to put her out of

his way, by hook or by crook; but all the same in look and manner she

was his ideal of a girl queen, and he could understand Petro being a

fool over her.

"He never has asked you? But I thought---"

(_Tap, tap,_ for the second and third time.)

"I know what you thought. You wouldn't listen when I tried to

explain."

(_Tap, tap, tap_! No answer. And so the door opened.)

"It isn't only that your son hasn't asked me to marry him, he hasn't

even told me he cared."

"But he does both now," said Peter Rolls, Jr., on the threshold.

As he spoke he came into the room with a few long, quick steps that

took him straight to Win, as if he wanted to protect her against his

father if need be. And timidly, yet firmly, he was followed by Mrs.

Rolls, wearing the new gray wrap.

"I'd have told you long ago if I'd had the chance," he went on. "I

told father this morning that I'd loved you ever since the first

minute I saw you, and that you were the only girl who ever was or ever

would be. I don't know what he's been saying to you, but I felt he

meant to--to--see what you were like. So I came. And nothing matters

if you can care a little and have faith enough in me to---"

"That's just what she doesn't do and hasn't got!" interpolated Peter

senior. "The girl's been calling you every name she could turn her

tongue to. Said she was warned against you by some woman--she wouldn't

tell me who it was---"

"I know who it was," put in his son.

"You do? We'll send her a writ, then---"

"We can't. She isn't in the country just now."

"I did say the most hateful things," Win admitted, "because your

father made me so angry. And--_he defended you_ against me! He said

nobody but a fool could ever for a minute have believed such things

were true. And he was perfectly right. Can you forgive me?"

"Why, I love you, you know," said Peter. "And whether you ever

believed anything wrong of me or not, I--I almost think you love me a

little now to make up. You couldn't look at me like that if you

didn't, could you? It wouldn't be fair."

"I mustn't look at you at all, then," Win answered, pushing him gently

away as he tried to take her hands. "Please let me go. I can't---"

"_I_ wouldn't let you go, if he did, my dear," said a gentle voice

that had not spoken yet. "I guess a girl that saves people from

themselves when they're on fire, burning up, and don't know in the

least what they're doing, would be just the kind of new daughter we

would like to have now when we have to let our own leave us. Why, you

would be worth your weight in gold at our house. Isn't that so,

Father?"

For once mother had finished four consecutive sentences in her

husband's presence. But this was an unusual occasion It seemed to her

that its like could never come again, and that here was her chance of

a lifetime to stand by Petro.

"H-m!" grunted Peter senior. "The girl ain't a coward, anyhow. She

stood up to me like a wildcat. Said she hated me. Said she wouldn't

take Peter if I paid her to--or words to that effect. Well, I didn't

exactly offer to pay her for doing that, rather the other way around.

But when she had the gorgeous cheek to up and say, after all, that she

_liked_ me for defending you, why, I--well, I don't know how it was,

but all of a sudden I weakened to her. She _got_ me same way as she

got you, Peter, I suppose. Maybe it was with one of her laughs!

Anyhow--look here, miss. If you'll take back _your_ words, I'll take

back _mine._ Cut 'em right out."

"Which words?" Win cautiously wanted to know.

"The whole lot, while we're about it. I guess a sister-in-law who's

got earls for cousins ought to be good enough for a _marchesa._ You've

_got_ me, I tell you! And you can have Peter, too, if you want him. Do

you?"

"I do," answered Win--and laughed again, the happiest, most surprised,

and excited laugh in the world.

"Then we've got each other--forever!" cried Petro. "And, Father, you

and I will have each other, too, after this, as we never had before.

You shall bless this day as I do, and as mother will."

"All right," said old Peter. "We'll see about that. Anyhow, shake

hands."

Petro shook.

"And you, too, girl."

Winifred hesitated slightly, then held out her burned fingers.

Peter senior gave them deliberately to his son.

"There you are!" he exclaimed. "Now we're all three in the business."

"And this is the way we're going to run it in future," said Petro.

"With love."

THE END

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