CHAPTER IV

COLONEL ANDERSON AND BOOKS

With all their pleasures the messenger boys were hard worked. Every

other evening they were required to be on duty until the office

closed, and on these nights it was seldom that I reached home before

eleven o'clock. On the alternating nights we were relieved at six.

This did not leave much time for self-improvement, nor did the wants

of the family leave any money to spend on books. There came, however,

like a blessing from above, a means by which the treasures of

literature were unfolded to me.

Colonel James Anderson--I bless his name as I write--announced that he

would open his library of four hundred volumes to boys, so that any

young man could take out, each Saturday afternoon, a book which could

be exchanged for another on the succeeding Saturday. My friend, Mr.

Thomas N. Miller, reminded me recently that Colonel Anderson's books

were first opened to "working boys," and the question arose whether

messenger boys, clerks, and others, who did not work with their hands,

were entitled to books. My first communication to the press was a

note, written to the "Pittsburgh Dispatch," urging that we should not

be excluded; that although we did not now work with our hands, some of

us had done so, and that we were really working boys.[15] Dear Colonel

Anderson promptly enlarged the classification. So my first appearance

as a public writer was a success.

[Footnote 15: The note was signed "Working Boy." The librarian

responded in the columns of the _Dispatch_ defending the rules, which

he claimed meant that "a Working Boy should have a trade." Carnegie's

rejoinder was signed "A Working Boy, though without a Trade," and a

day or two thereafter the _Dispatch_ had an item on its editorial page

which read: "Will 'a Working Boy without a Trade' please call at this

office." (David Homer Bates in _Century Magazine_, July, 1908.)]

My dear friend, Tom Miller, one of the inner circle, lived near

Colonel Anderson and introduced me to him, and in this way the windows

were opened in the walls of my dungeon through which the light of

knowledge streamed in. Every day's toil and even the long hours of

night service were lightened by the book which I carried about with me

and read in the intervals that could be snatched from duty. And the

future was made bright by the thought that when Saturday came a new

volume could be obtained. In this way I became familiar with

Macaulay's essays and his history, and with Bancroft's "History of the

United States," which I studied with more care than any other book I

had then read. Lamb's essays were my special delight, but I had at

this time no knowledge of the great master of all, Shakespeare, beyond

the selected pieces in the school books. My taste for him I acquired a

little later at the old Pittsburgh Theater.

John Phipps, James R. Wilson, Thomas N. Miller, William

Cowley--members of our circle--shared with me the invaluable privilege

of the use of Colonel Anderson's library. Books which it would have

been impossible for me to obtain elsewhere were, by his wise

generosity, placed within my reach; and to him I owe a taste for

literature which I would not exchange for all the millions that were

ever amassed by man. Life would be quite intolerable without it.

Nothing contributed so much to keep my companions and myself clear of

low fellowship and bad habits as the beneficence of the good

Colonel. Later, when fortune smiled upon me, one of my first duties

was the erection of a monument to my benefactor. It stands in front of

the Hall and Library in Diamond Square, which I presented to

Allegheny, and bears this inscription:

To Colonel James Anderson, Founder of Free Libraries in

Western Pennsylvania. He opened his Library to working boys

and upon Saturday afternoons acted as librarian, thus

dedicating not only his books but himself to the noble work.

This monument is erected in grateful remembrance by Andrew

Carnegie, one of the "working boys" to whom were thus opened

the precious treasures of knowledge and imagination through

which youth may ascend.

[Illustration: COLONEL JAMES ANDERSON]

This is but a slight tribute and gives only a faint idea of the depth

of gratitude which I feel for what he did for me and my companions. It

was from my own early experience that I decided there was no use to

which money could be applied so productive of good to boys and girls

who have good within them and ability and ambition to develop it, as

the founding of a public library in a community which is willing to

support it as a municipal institution. I am sure that the future of

those libraries I have been privileged to found will prove the

correctness of this opinion. For if one boy in each library district,

by having access to one of these libraries, is half as much benefited

as I was by having access to Colonel Anderson's four hundred well-worn

volumes, I shall consider they have not been established in vain.

"As the twig is bent the tree's inclined." The treasures of the world

which books contain were opened to me at the right moment. The

fundamental advantage of a library is that it gives nothing for

nothing. Youths must acquire knowledge themselves. There is no escape

from this. It gave me great satisfaction to discover, many years

later, that my father was one of the five weavers in Dunfermline who

gathered together the few books they had and formed the first

circulating library in that town.

The history of that library is interesting. It grew, and was removed

no less than seven times from place to place, the first move being

made by the founders, who carried the books in their aprons and two

coal scuttles from the hand-loom shop to the second resting-place.

That my father was one of the founders of the first library in his

native town, and that I have been fortunate enough to be the founder

of the last one, is certainly to me one of the most interesting

incidents of my life. I have said often, in public speeches, that I

had never heard of a lineage for which I would exchange that of a

library-founding weaver.[16] I followed my father in library founding

unknowingly--I am tempted almost to say providentially--and it has

been a source of intense satisfaction to me. Such a father as mine was

a guide to be followed--one of the sweetest, purest, and kindest

natures I have ever known.

[Footnote 16: "It's a God's mercy we are all from honest weavers; let

us pity those who haven't ancestors of whom they can be proud, dukes

or duchesses though they be." (_Our Coaching Trip_, by Andrew

Carnegie. New York, 1882.)]

I have stated that it was the theater which first stimulated my love

for Shakespeare. In my messenger days the old Pittsburgh Theater was

in its glory under the charge of Mr. Foster. His telegraphic business

was done free, and the telegraph operators were given free admission

to the theater in return. This privilege extended in some degree also

to the messengers, who, I fear, sometimes withheld telegrams that

arrived for him in the late afternoon until they could be presented

at the door of the theater in the evening, with the timid request

that the messenger might be allowed to slip upstairs to the second

tier--a request which was always granted. The boys exchanged duties to

give each the coveted entrance in turn.

In this way I became acquainted with the world that lay behind the

green curtain. The plays, generally, were of the spectacular order;

without much literary merit, but well calculated to dazzle the eye of

a youth of fifteen. Not only had I never seen anything so grand, but I

had never seen anything of the kind. I had never been in a theater, or

even a concert room, or seen any form of public amusement. It was much

the same with "Davy" McCargo, "Harry" Oliver, and "Bob" Pitcairn. We

all fell under the fascination of the footlights, and every

opportunity to attend the theater was eagerly embraced.

A change in my tastes came when "Gust" Adams,[17] one of the most

celebrated tragedians of the day, began to play in Pittsburgh a round

of Shakespearean characters. Thenceforth there was nothing for me but

Shakespeare. I seemed to be able to memorize him almost without

effort. Never before had I realized what magic lay in words. The

rhythm and the melody all seemed to find a resting-place in me, to

melt into a solid mass which lay ready to come at call. It was a new

language and its appreciation I certainly owe to dramatic

representation, for, until I saw "Macbeth" played, my interest in

Shakespeare was not aroused. I had not read the plays.

[Footnote 17: Edwin Adams.]

At a much later date, Wagner was revealed to me in "Lohengrin." I had

heard at the Academy of Music in New York, little or nothing by him

when the overture to "Lohengrin" thrilled me as a new revelation.

Here was a genius, indeed, differing from all before, a new ladder

upon which to climb upward--like Shakespeare, a new friend.

I may speak here of another matter which belongs to this same period.

A few persons in Allegheny--probably not above a hundred in all--had

formed themselves into a Swedenborgian Society, in which our American

relatives were prominent. My father attended that church after leaving

the Presbyterian, and, of course, I was taken there. My mother,

however, took no interest in Swedenborg. Although always inculcating

respect for all forms of religion, and discouraging theological

disputes, she maintained for herself a marked reserve. Her position

might best be defined by the celebrated maxim of Confucius: "To

perform the duties of this life well, troubling not about another, is

the prime wisdom."

She encouraged her boys to attend church and Sunday school; but there

was no difficulty in seeing that the writings of Swedenborg, and much

of the Old and New Testaments had been discredited by her as unworthy

of divine authorship or of acceptance as authoritative guides for the

conduct of life. I became deeply interested in the mysterious

doctrines of Swedenborg, and received the congratulations of my devout

Aunt Aitken upon my ability to expound "spiritual sense." That dear

old woman fondly looked forward to a time when I should become a

shining light in the New Jerusalem, and I know it was sometimes not

beyond the bounds of her imagination that I might blossom into what

she called a "preacher of the Word."

As I more and more wandered from man-made theology these fond hopes

weakened, but my aunt's interest in and affection for her first

nephew, whom she had dandled on her knee in Scotland, never waned. My

cousin, Leander Morris, whom she had some hopes of saving through the

Swedenborgian revelation, grievously disappointed her by actually

becoming a Baptist and being dipped. This was too much for the

evangelist, although she should have remembered her father passed

through that same experience and often preached for the Baptists in

Edinburgh.

Leander's reception upon his first call after his fall was far from

cordial. He was made aware that the family record had suffered by his

backsliding when at the very portals of the New Jerusalem revealed by

Swedenborg and presented to him by one of the foremost disciples--his

aunt. He began deprecatingly:

"Why are you so hard on me, aunt? Look at Andy, he is not a member of

any church and you don't scold him. Surely the Baptist Church is

better than none."

The quick reply came:

"Andy! Oh! Andy, he's naked, but you are clothed in rags."

He never quite regained his standing with dear Aunt Aitken. I might

yet be reformed, being unattached; but Leander had chosen a sect and

that sect not of the New Jerusalem.

It was in connection with the Swedenborgian Society that a taste for

music was first aroused in me. As an appendix to the hymn-book of the

society there were short selections from the oratorios. I fastened

instinctively upon these, and although denied much of a voice, yet

credited with "expression," I was a constant attendant upon choir

practice. The leader, Mr. Koethen, I have reason to believe, often

pardoned the discords I produced in the choir because of my enthusiasm

in the cause. When, at a later date, I became acquainted with the

oratorios in full, it was a pleasure to find that several of those

considered in musical circles as the gems of Handel's musical

compositions were the ones that I as an ignorant boy had chosen as

favorites. So the beginning of my musical education dates from the

small choir of the Swedenborgian Society of Pittsburgh.

I must not, however, forget that a very good foundation was laid for

my love of sweet sounds in the unsurpassed minstrelsy of my native

land as sung by my father. There was scarcely an old Scottish song

with which I was not made familiar, both words and tune. Folk-songs

are the best possible foundation for sure progress to the heights of

Beethoven and Wagner. My father being one of the sweetest and most

pathetic singers I ever heard, I probably inherited his love of music

and of song, though not given his voice. Confucius' exclamation often

sounds in my ears: "Music, sacred tongue of God! I hear thee calling

and I come."

An incident of this same period exhibits the liberality of my parents

in another matter. As a messenger boy I had no holidays, with the

exception of two weeks given me in the summer-time, which I spent

boating on the river with cousins at my uncle's at East Liverpool,

Ohio. I was very fond of skating, and in the winter about which I am

speaking, the slack water of the river opposite our house was

beautifully frozen over. The ice was in splendid condition, and

reaching home late Saturday night the question arose whether I might

be permitted to rise early in the morning and go skating before church

hours. No question of a more serious character could have been

submitted to ordinary Scottish parents. My mother was clear on the

subject, that in the circumstances I should be allowed to skate as

long as I liked. My father said he believed it was right I should go

down and skate, but he hoped I would be back in time to go with him to

church.

I suppose this decision would be arrived at to-day by nine hundred and

ninety-nine out of every thousand homes in America, and probably also

in the majority of homes in England, though not in Scotland. But those

who hold to-day that the Sabbath in its fullest sense was made for

man, and who would open picture galleries and museums to the public,

and make the day somewhat of a day of enjoyment for the masses instead

of pressing upon them the duty of mourning over sins largely

imaginary, are not more advanced than were my parents forty years ago.

They were beyond the orthodox of the period when it was scarcely

permissible, at least among the Scotch, to take a walk for pleasure or

read any but religious books on the Sabbath.

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