CHAPTER VI

BEHIND THE CURTAIN

(1869)

The Swedish theatre was at this time exposed to many attacks, and when

is a theatre not in that condition? The theatre is a miniature society

within society, with a monarch, ministers, officials, and a whole

number of classes, ranged above one another in ranks. Is it any wonder

that this society is always exposed to the attacks of the malcontents?

But at this period the attacks had a more practical object. A former

provincial actor had written a pamphlet against the Theatre Royal, of

little real importance, but with the result that the author was invited

to a seat on the board of directors. This aroused imitators, and many

published treatises in order to attain the same result.

As a matter of fact, the Theatre Royal was neither better nor worse

than it had been before. "But," it was asked, "if the theatre is

an institution supported by subscriptions for forwarding culture,

why set an uncultivated person at the head of it?" To this it was

answered, "We have just had one of the most learned men in the country

as director, and how did that answer? Although he had the advantage

of plebeian birth he was worried to death by the democratic press,

which incessantly carped at him." At last, in our time, the utopia of

self-government has been realised, the theatre has a man from the lower

classes at its head, and there is general satisfaction.

On the day fixed, John went to the theatre in order to announce his

intention of making his début. After some delay, he was sent for and

asked his business.

"I want to make my début."

"Oh! have you studied any special character?"

"Karl Moor in 'The Robbers,'" he answered more defiantly than was

necessary.

They looked at each other and smiled. "But one must have three rôles;

have you got no other to suggest?"

"Lucidor!"

There was a consultation, and John was informed that these dramas were

not now in the repertory of the theatre. He objected that this was not

a sufficient reason for his not undertaking those rôles, but received

the perfectly fair answer, that the theatre could not stage such

important dramas and disarrange its programme for untried débutants.

Then the director proposed to John that he should take the rôle of the

"Warrior of Ravenna." But after the great success which had attended

the last actor of that part, he dared not. They finally suggested that

he should have a talk with the literary manager. Then began a battle

which was probably not the first or the last which had taken place in

that room.

"Be reasonable, sir; one must study this profession like all others. No

one becomes an adept all of a sudden. Creep before you walk. Undertake

at first a minor rôle."

"No, the rôle must be great enough to sustain me. In a minor rôle one

must be a great artist in order to attract attention."

"Yes, but listen to me, sir; I have experience."

"Yes, but others have made their début in leading parts, without having

been on the stage before."

"But you will break your neck."

"Very well, then! I will!"

"Yes, but the board of directors will not give the best stage in the

country to the first chance aspirant to make experiments on."

That seemed reasonable. He therefore consented to undertake a minor

rôle. He was given the part of Härved Boson in Hedberg's _Marriage of

Ulfosa_.

John read over the part at home, and was astonished. It was quite

insignificant. He only had a few quarrels with his brother-in-law and

then embraced his wife. But he had to undertake the part, as he had

agreed to do.

The rehearsals began. To have to shout out empty words without meaning

was repugnant to him.

After some trials the teacher declared that he had no more time and

recommended John to take lessons in the Dramatic Academy.

"But I won't be a pupil," he said.

"No, of course."

They talked of the Dramatic Academy, as of an elementary or Sunday

School; all kinds of pupils were accepted whether they had any

education or not. John did not intend to become a pupil, but went

just to listen. He went there reluctantly. Accustomed to be a teacher

himself, he was received as a sort of honorary guest, and sat down, but

attracted an uncomfortable amount of attention. The hour was passed in

reciting "Vintergatan," which he knew by heart, and some other pieces

of verse.

"But one can't learn anything for the stage here," he ventured to say

to the teacher.

"Well! come on the stage, and try before the footlights."

"How can I do that?"

"As a supernumerary actor."

"Supernumerary! H'm! That is like going downhill before beginning,"

thought John. But he determined to go through with it. One morning he

received an invitation to try a part in Björnson's _Maria Stuart_.

The theatre messenger gave him a little blue note-book on which was

written, "A nobleman," and inside, on a white sheet of paper, "The

Lords have sent an intermediary with a challenge to Count Both well."

That was the whole part! Such was to be his début!

At the appointed time he went up the little back stairs, passed the

door-keeper and came on the stage. It was the first time that he was

behind the scenes, and saw the reverse of the medal. The stage looked

like a great warehouse with black walls; a cracked and dirty floor like

that of a hay loft, and grey linen screens mounted on rough wood.

It was here that he had seen represented majestic scenes from the

world's history; here Masaniello had shouted "Death to Tyrants" while

John stood trembling at the end of the fourth row among the audience;

here Hamlet had given vent to his scorn and suffered his sorrows, and

from here Karl Moor had defied society and the whole world. John felt

alarmed. How could one preserve the illusion hero in sight of the

unpainted wood and the grey canvas? Everything looked dusty and dirty;

the workmen were poor melancholy devils, and the actors and actresses

looked insignificant in their ordinary clothes.

He was led into the lobby where they were going to dance for

half-an-hour the gavotte, which introduced the play. It was broad

daylight. The old music teacher sat on a chair and played the viol. The

ballet-master shouted, struck his hands together and arranged them in

their places. "I didn't bargain for this," thought John, but it was too

late. So he found himself in the midst of a complicated dance which he

did not know, and was pushed about and scolded. "No, I am not going to

do this," he thought, but he could not get out of it.

A feeling of shame came over him. Dancing in the day-time was not a

seemly occupation. And then to descend from teacher to pupil, and be

the last here; he had never before gone back so far.

The bell rang for the rehearsal, and they were driven on the stage.

Then they were arranged for the gavotte. By the footlights stood the

chief actors who had the important rôles; and behind them the rest in

two lines occupied the background.

The orchestra struck up and the dance began in slow solemn rhythm. From

the footlights were heard the deep voices of the two Puritans lamenting

the depravity of the court.

_Lindsay_. "Look! the dancing lines wind like snakes in the sun.

Listen! the music plays with the flames of hell! The devil's roar of

laughter is in it."

_Andrew Kerr_. "Hush, hush; the penalty will overwhelm them as the sea

overwhelmed Pharaoh's army."

_Lindsay_. "Look, how they whisper! The infecting breath of sin! See

their voluptuous smiles; see the ladies' frivolous gowns."

_Citizen_. "All that Knox preaches is wasted on this court."

_Lindsay_. "He is as the prophet in Israel, he does not speak in vain;

for the Lord Himself shall perform His word upon the ungodly race."

The piece had an arresting effect, and John felt it. The men actors had

their hats, overcoats and sticks, and the women their cloaks and muffs,

but still the drama was impressive in its simple greatness. He stood in

the wings and listened to the whole of it; Mary Stuart did not please

him; she was cruel and coquettish; Bothwell was too rough and strong;

his favourite was Darnley, the weak, Hamlet-like man whose love to this

woman continued to burn in spite of unfaithfulness, scorn, malice and

everything. Knox was as hard as stone with his Puritanism and gloomy

Christianity.

It was after all something to step forward and enact a piece of history

in the garb of such persons. There was something solemn about it as he

had felt before in the church. After he had gone on the stage and made

his speech he went away firmly resolved to bear all on behalf of sacred

art.

He had thus taken the decisive step. To his father he had written a

high-flown letter, and declared that he would either become something

great in the career which he had now entered or would retire from it

altogether; he had resolved not to go home till he had succeeded. The

doctor was sorry but made no fuss, for he saw it was impossible to

stop him. But he had other secret plans for saving him which he now

began to set in motion. In the first place he induced John to translate

one or two medical pamphlets for which he had found a publisher. Now

he came with a proposal that they should together write articles for

the _Aftonbladet (Evening New's_). John for his part had translated

Schiller's essay, _The Theatre Regarded as a Moral Institution_, and as

the subject of the theatre had now conic up in the Reichstag the doctor

wrote an introduction to it in which he seriously expostulated with

the Agrarian party on their indifference to culture. The whole article

was inserted. Another day the doctor came with a member of the medical

journal, the _Lancet_, which treated of the question whether women were

fit for a medical career. Without hesitation and instinctively John

decided against it. He had an indescribable reverence for women as

woman, mother and wife, but as a matter of fact, society was founded

upon the man regarded as provider for the family, and upon the woman

as wife and mother; thus man had a full right to his work-market and

all the duties involved in it. Every occupation taken from the man

would mean a marriage less or one more overworked family-provider, for

the impulse to marry was so strong in men that they would not cease

to marry, however great the difficulties in which they might become

involved. Moreover women had abundant opportunities of work; they

could become servants, house-keepers, governesses, teachers, midwives,

seamstresses, actresses, artists, authoresses, queens, empresses,

besides wives and mothers. Many of these vocations were also open to

the unmarried. Anything more than this was an encroachment on the man's

territory. If the woman did that, the man should be free from the cares

of providing for the family, and inquiries after paternity should not

be made. But society would not consent to that. On the contrary it

began to persecute the prostitutes by way of forcing men to marry. Once

caught in the snares of the married women's property law, they would

sink to the level of domestic slaves.

John instinctively took sides in this complicated problem, which was

destined to take many years to solve, and wrote against the women's

movement, which he saw would involve, if victorious, man's overthrow.

The movement for the emancipation of women had during the fifties,

assumed the wildest forms, and the war-cry, "No lords! No lords!" had

shown the true nature of the movement, which had also been ridiculed

by Rudolf Wall in his comedy, _Miss Garibaldi_. But while years went

on, the women had worked in silence.

Great therefore was the surprise of the doctor and John when they found

their article in the _Aftonbladet_ so altered that it seemed in favour

of the movement. "The editor is under the thumbs of women," said the

doctor, and thereby the matter was explained.

Meanwhile John's theatrical career approached a crisis. He had been

sent into a green room where brandy was drunk and everything was dirty,

to put on his clothes with the supernumeraries. "They want to humiliate

me," he thought, "but patience!"

Now he was simply appointed as supernumerary in one opera after the

other. He declared that he feared neither the footlights nor the

public after having preached in church, but it was no good. The worst

was, having to lounge about at the rehearsals for hours together with

nothing to do. If he read a book, he was told he had no interest in the

play, and if he went away, an outcry was raised.

In the Theatrical Academy roles were merely learnt by heart. Children

who had only gone through an elementary school, began to read Goethe's

_Faust_, naturally without understanding anything of it. But curiously

enough, their very boldness saved them; they got on so well that one

was inclined to think there was no need for an actor to understand

anything, if only he could say his piece fluently. After a few

months John was sick of it all. It was all mechanical. The greatest

actors were blasé and indifferent, never spoke of art, but only of

engagements and honorariums. There was no trace of the gay life behind

the scenes, of which so much had been written. They sat silent waiting

for their turns to come; the dancers and actresses in their costumes,

sewing and stitching. In the lobby the actors went about on tip-toe,

looked at the clock and put on their false beards, without speaking a

word.

One evening, when _Maria Stuart_ was being acted, John sat alone in

the lobby reading a paper. The actor Dahlqvist, who was taking the

part of John Knox, came in. John, who cherished a deep admiration

for the great actor, stood up and bowed. If he could only speak with

such a man. He trembled at the very thought. Knox, with his venerable

long white hair, his black dress, and his great eyes half-sunk in his

powerful deeply-lined face, sat down at the table. He yawned. "What is

the time?" he asked in a sepulchral tone. John answered that it was

half-past ten, unbuttoning his Burgundian velvet jacket to look for the

watch which was not there.

"The time is going devilish slow this evening," said Knox and yawned

again. Then he began to retail bits of gossip. He was only a ruin of

his former greatness when his acting of Karl Moor had cast all his

rivals into the shade. He too had seen through everything and was weary

of it all. And yet he had once thought so highly of his art.

Since John had now the right of free entrance into the theatre he

tried to study acting from the auditorium. But behold! the illusion

was gone! There was Mr. So-and-so and Mrs. So-and-so, there was the

background for _Quentin Durward_, there sat Högfelt, and there behind

the scenes, stood Boberg. There was no further possibility of illusion.

He was sick of the wretched rôle which he had to repeat continually.

But he also felt remorse and feared that he could not retire from the

game honourably. At last he plucked up courage and demanded a leading

part. The piece in which it occurred had already been performed fifty

times, and the chief actors were tired of it, but they had to come. The

rehearsal took place without costumes or scenery. John was accustomed

to the declamatory manner usual then, and shouted like a preacher. It

was a failure. After the rehearsal the head of the theatrical academy

pronounced his verdict and advised John to enter it for a course of

training, but he would not. He wept for rage, went home and took an

opium pill which he had long kept by him, but without effect; then a

friend took him out and he got intoxicated.

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