FOOTNOTES:

[1] See the story of the young soldier who told his officer, on having

been struck by him, that 'he would make him repent it.' (Close of

autobiographic sketch, 'Infant Literature.')

[2] Three thousand children are annually burnt to death in the nations

of England and Scotland, chiefly through the carelessness of parents. I

shudder to add another and darker cause, which is a deep disgrace to the

present age.

[3] Count Massigli (an Austrian officer in the imperial service) about

sixty years ago fathomed and attempted to fathom many parts of the

Mediterranean and the Atlantic. If I remember rightly, he found the

bottom within less than an English mile.

[4] The story and the verses are, or used to be, well known. A

schoolboy, forbidden to return home at the holidays, is suspected to

have written the lyrical Latin verses upon the rapture of returning

home, and to have breathed out his life in the anguish of thus reviving

the images which for him were never to be realized.... The reader must

not fancy any flaw in the Latin title. It is elliptic; _revisere_ being

understood, or some similar word.

[5] I allude to the _signatures_ of nature.

_II. THE LOVELIEST SIGHT FOR WOMAN'S EYES._

The loveliest sight that a woman's eye opens upon in this world is her

first-born child; and the holiest sight upon which the eyes of God

settle in Almighty sanction and perfect blessing is the love which soon

kindles between the mother and her infant: mute and speechless on the

one side, with no language but tears and kisses and looks. Beautiful is

the philosophy ... which arises out of that reflection or passion

connected with the transition that has produced it. First comes the

whole mighty drama of love, purified[6] ever more and more, how often

from grosser feelings, yet of necessity through its very elements,

oscillating between the finite and the infinite: the haughtiness of

womanly pride, so dignified, yet not always free from the near contagion

of error; the romance so ennobling, yet not always entirely reasonable;

the tender dawn of opening sentiments, pointing to an idea in all this

which it neither can reach nor could long sustain. Think of the great

storm of agitation, and fear and hope, through which, in her earliest

days of womanhood, every woman must naturally pass, fulfilling a law of

her Creator, yet a law which rests upon her mixed constitution; animal,

though indefinitely ascending to what is non-animal--as a daughter of

man, frail ... and imperfect, yet also as a daughter of God, standing

erect, with eyes to the heavens. Next, when the great vernal passover of

sexual tenderness and romance has fulfilled its purpose, we see, rising

as a Phoenix from this great mystery of ennobled instincts, another

mystery, much more profound, more affecting, more divine--not so much a

rapture as a blissful repose of a Sabbath, which swallows up the more

perishing story of the first; forcing the vast heart of female nature

through stages of ascent, forcing it to pursue the transmigrations of

the Psyche from the aurelic condition, so glowing in its colour, into

the winged creature which mixes with the mystery of the dawn, and

ascends to the altar of the infinite heavens, rising by a ladder of

light from that sympathy which God surveys with approbation; and even

more so as He beholds it self-purifying under His Christianity to that

sympathy which needs no purification, but is the holiest of things on

this earth, and that in which God most reveals Himself through the

nature of humanity.

Well is it for the glorification of human nature that through these the

vast majority of women must for ever pass; well also that, by placing

its sublime germs near to female youth, God thus turns away by

anticipation the divinest of disciplines from the rapacious absorption

of the grave. Time is found--how often--for those who are early summoned

into rendering back their glorious privilege, who yet have tasted in

its first-fruits the paradise of maternal love.

And pertaining also to this part of the subject, I will tell you a

result of my own observations of no light importance to women.

It is this: Nineteen times out of twenty I have remarked that the true

paradise of a female life in all ranks, not too elevated for constant

intercourse with the children, is by no means the years of courtship,

nor the earliest period of marriage, but that sequestered chamber of her

experience, in which a mother is left alone through the day, with

servants perhaps in a distant part of the house, and (God be thanked!)

chiefly where there are no servants at all, she is attended by one sole

companion, her little first-born angel, as yet clinging to her robe,

imperfectly able to walk, still more imperfect in its prattling and

innocent thoughts, clinging to her, haunting her wherever she goes as

her shadow, catching from her eye the total inspiration of its little

palpitating heart, and sending to hers a thrill of secret pleasure so

often as its little fingers fasten on her own. Left alone from morning

to night with this one companion, or even with three, still wearing the

graces of infancy; buds of various stages upon the self-same tree, a

woman, if she has the great blessing of approaching such a luxury of

paradise, is moving--too often not aware that she is moving--through the

divinest section of her life. As evening sets in, the husband, through

all walks of life, from the highest professional down to that of common

labour, returns home to vary her modes of conversation by such thoughts

and interests as are more consonant with his more extensive capacities

of intellect. But by that time her child (or her children) will be

reposing on the little couch, and in the morning, duly as the sun

ascends in power, she sees before her a long, long day of perfect

pleasure in this society which evening will bring to her, but which is

interwoven with every fibre of her sensibilities. This condition of

noiseless, quiet love is that, above all, which God blesses and smiles

upon.

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