XXXII

At daybreak smoke was seen curling out of one of the cold mill stacks.

Everybody in New Damascus knew that Enoch’s body was to be burned in a

puddling furnace.

“There he goes!” one said. “There goes old Enoch now.”

“Not yet,” said another. “Take a hotter fire than that. Don’t you see

it’s just started. That’s his puddler son-in-law getting it ready for

him.”

It takes eight or ten hours, starting with it cold, to get the maw of

a puddling furnace white hot. In this case it would take even longer

since Thane had it all to do alone and would be unable to stoke the

fire steadily. There were other duties. Simple obsequies would take

place at the mansion in the afternoon. That was all the public was

permitted to know. Only Thane and Agnes knew at what hour the cremation

would begin. The point of keeping it secret was obvious.

All day long people watched the smoke with fascinated horror. Crowds

gathered on the mountainside and at points overlooking the mill to

witness this weird translation of the symbol that was Enoch,--symbol

of iron, symbol of indestructibility. There were many who believed he

would not burn.

After the funeral services had taken place at the mansion interest

in the smoke became intense. Changes in its color or density or in

the way it twisted out of the top of the stack evoked exclamations

of horrendous wonder and cries of “Look! Look! That’s the image of

him. That’s Enoch going up. Don’t you see him?” Then news would

come, seemingly by a telepathic impulse, that that had been only the

son-in-law poking up the fire; the body was still at the mansion.

Again it would be rumored that a previous rumor was positively true.

The remains had been got into the mill unobserved. Everybody had been

fooled. Enoch had got the last laugh. He had been burning up for more

than an hour and had already very largely vanished into the sky.... So

the whole afternoon and the early evening passed.

An hour after sunset the stable-man drove a spring wagon to the Enoch

portal of the Gib mansion. He tied the horse to the ring in the hand of

the ironboy hitching post and went indoors. Presently the front door

swung open. Thane, the gardener and the stable-man appeared bearing

the coffin. They slid it into the bed of the wagon over the tailboard.

Agnes followed with a black drape. Thane covered the coffin with it.

Then he helped Agnes up over the high front wheel, took the lines from

the stable-man, got up beside her, and they drove away at a walk.

At the entrance to the mill yard Agnes held the lines while Thane got

down to unlock the gate. A number of people were idly gathered there

in separate knots, pretending to be non-existent. News of the body’s

arrival would travel fast. That couldn’t be helped. What Thane had

counted on was that darkness would cheat the eye of morbidity. But he

had forgotten the moon; it was full and coming up. The whorl of smoke

rising from the stack looked even more ghost-like by moonlight than in

daytime and the watchers, now sure of their spectacle and of Enoch’s

presence in the smoke, were more gruesomely thrilled than they had

hoped to be.

The yard and mill were deserted. Even the watchmen had been sent away

until midnight. Agnes still holding the lines, Thane leading the horse,

they crossed the yard, picking their way around heaps of rusty pig

iron, abandoned castings, rails piled up like cord wood, and came to

the rear door of the mill.

“You stay here for a minute,” said Thane. “I’ll come and get you.”

He drew the coffin half way out of the wagon, stooped to get his

shoulder under, lifted it, and walked slowly into the gloom, treading

cautiously. There was no light and there were many pitfalls, but his

feet knew every inch of this ground before they wore shoes. He soon

returned, tied the horse, helped Agnes down and led her by the hand.

At first she could see nothing and followed him blindly. Then far off

in the crêpe interior she saw a sultry glow. As they drew near she

heard the roar of the furnace fire, like the sound at the brink of a

cataract. A fire is a cataract upward. It grew louder and louder with

each step until she could feel its vibrations in the soles of her feet.

She never had been in the mill before.

A puddling furnace is a low brick structure somewhat resembling a

double tomb. One side is the fire pit; the other side is the oven. The

flames from the fire pit are sucked by draught across the roof of the

oven. As you face the furnace you see two iron doors--one is to the

fire pit, opening on the grate, to receive the fuel. To the right of

that on a higher level is the small square door of the oven. Through

the first door when it is open you see the fire. Through the other you

see heat,--nothing but heat,--blinding incandescence.

Thane led Agnes to a bench facing the furnace, spread his coat upon it

and motioned her to sit down. The roar was so great that conversation

in normal tones was impossible. She now began to take in the scene.

The fire pit at the last stoking had evidently been gorged to the

teeth. A long iron bar was propped against the door to hold it shut.

Gases, smoke and cherry flames were belching through the cracks. The

oven door was set in a square halo of exuding white light. And directly

in front of this door, pointing toward it head first, was the coffin,

resting on a pair of iron horses.

There was no light other than that escaping from the furnace doors,

and as it was continually running through unpredictable changes, so

perspectives, and the forms, dimensions and relations of objects, were

always changing with a very weird effect.

Thane threw off his collar, tie, waistcoat and hat, and seemed to take

the furnace by the jaws with his bare hands. First he opened the oven

door and was immersed in scalding light. He slammed it to, shaking

his head. Kicking away the iron bar, he opened the fire door and

immediately banged it shut, still shaking his head. The fire was not

hot enough. Rolling up his sleeves he seized a great poker, pulled the

fire door open again, and made several passes; then he stopped, slammed

the door, and stood for a moment in apparent dilemma. No wonder. Who

in a white shirt could bring a fire to its zenith? He disappeared into

the gloom and was lost for five minutes. When he reappeared he was in

the puddler’s rig he had worn earlier in the day,--naked to the middle,

trousers rolled at the waist, cowhide shoes, gloves and skullcap. Now

he could talk to the fire. As he thrust the javelin into its throat it

roared back at him like an angry beast. He made it turn over, lie down,

turn over again and rear on its legs. For moments he was swallowed up

in smoke and Agnes could scarce restrain a shriek of thrill and terror.

Each time he miraculously emerged unsinged. Then he cast in more fuel,

working swiftly, with heroic ease and grace, and banged the door shut

just in time, for the monster was on the point of lunging headlong

forth. With another look at the inside of the oven he came and sat on

the end of the bench. She noticed that his chest rose and fell slowly.

All that exertion had not forced his breathing. Ten minutes passed. He

rowelled the fire again. This time instead of returning to sit on the

bench he walked to and fro in front of the furnace.

In Agnes a mysterious excitement was rising. It seemed incongruous

with what they were doing; therefore she ceased to be aware of that.

The emotion comprehended Thane, centered in him, excluded everything

else save the fact of herself in relation to him. As she watched

him his figure became splendid, fabulous! Her own ego’s importance

collapsed. In his power with ideas man is dimly admirable to woman; in

his power over circumstances he inspires her with trust; in his power

over people he satisfies her taste for grandeur; but in his power over

elements,--in that aspect he wrecks her completely, for she is herself

an element. In that moment he is god-like; she cannot comprehend him.

She was in love with him. That fact had long been desperate and

apparently hopeless, since he had closed the door. But now, in addition

to the potential of her love, she felt that sweet, fierce longing for

the thing of life, that headlong impulse to perpetuation, with which

we are mysteriously seized in the presence of death. This nameless

elemental forethought will pierce through grief, affliction and terror.

Sir John Everett Millais caught its gesture in the most poignant pencil

sketch in the world--“Marrying and Giving in Marriage at the Deluge.”

Thane’s emotions were parallel. He loved that woman. And the stark

enigma moved him in the same way to answer death with life. Being a man

he thought himself abominable. Yet the impulse overthrew him.

Breaking his walk before the furnace he strode to the bench where she

sat, lifted her free, pressed her to him and kissed her once hotly on

the mouth.

Instantly overcome at what he had done, humiliated, chagrined, horribly

ashamed of the desire that possessed him, he put her down as suddenly

as he had picked her up, roughly, leaving her stunned and limp.

She had been overwhelmed, in all her senses. The impact was

catastrophic. There had not been time for her to react as her nature

listed. For a moment she could scarcely believe it had happened. It

might almost have been an episode of phantasy. She rose to run after

him.

At that instant he opened the furnace door and the glare blinded her.

When he closed it and turned she was at one end of the coffin and he at

the other. So they faced each other.

“It is ready,” he said. Though she could not hear she knew what he

meant. The fire at last was hot enough. As she neither moved nor made a

sign, he asked: “Is there anything to say?” That also she understood.

She crossed her arms and dropped her head on the foot of the coffin.

Thane looked away.... She raised her head and stood back. Thane flung

the door wide open, quickly lifted the coffin by the middle, rested

the head of it on the lip of the oven, then took it by the foot and

pushed it in. It made a grating sound above the roar of the fire and

was instantly wrapped in a flame of burning wood. Seizing an iron bar

he pushed it far in and slammed the door.

Hours passed. No word was spoken. Thane gave the fire no peace. He

made it rage and bellow. The door of the oven was not opened again.

From time to time he unstopped the little round eye through which a

puddler kneads the waxing iron and peered in.

It was nearly two o’clock when he gorged the pit once more with fuel,

propped the fire door shut, and stood in front of Agnes, saying: “We

could go now.”

She rose slowly and he took her by the hand to lead her out.

When they came to the air by the door at which they went in he said:

“Wait here by the wagon. I want to wash a bit.” She caught a white

gleam of him in the moonlight as he got out of the puddler’s rig and

heard him splashing under the tap at the water tank. He was not long,

and returned carrying his coat on his arm, otherwise dressed as when he

came, except that his collar was missing and the front of his shirt lay

open. He offered to help her up.

“I’d like to walk,” she said.

One of the watchmen who had returned took charge of the horse and they

departed on foot. Although dense smoke still issued from the stack

there was very little of Enoch left in it, perhaps not a trace. When

Thane last looked there was nothing on the incandescent bed of the oven

but an ashy outline fainter than a shadow. The fire as it was would

continue to burn for hours.

“Thought you might rather go to the hotel,” he said, when they were

through the gate, and he had locked it again. “We’ve got rooms there.”

“I would,” she answered, “only I’ve no sleep in me and I’d like to

walk.”

She was looking toward the mountain and they walked that way. Thane was

stirred by an intuition, which he disbelieved, that if he were passive

and let her choose they would come to a certain path. And they did. He

had a further intuition, most unbelievable, that of her own accord she

would stop at a certain place, turn in a certain way, and stand looking

into the valley. And she did.

It was the spot at which they first met, the night of his battle with

the Cornishman,--a night very like this one.

All the way she had been silent. If they touched, walking side by side,

he made it clear without words that the contact was accidental. When

they came to the path he stood aside and she went ahead. When at this

spot she stopped and turned her face to the valley he went a few paces

away, not to disturb her reverie, and stood with his face averted.

The summer night was cool; but the air he breathed was hot, tasteless

and suffocating. Memory reconstructed the episode of their original

meeting. It went on from there. He saw as in one picture the whole of

his life with Agnes and feelings extremely inconsistent assailed him.

There was one,--the one he thought he had got control of,--that rose

higher and higher, for a reason he seemed painfully aware of and yet

for a moment could not recall. Then he remembered. It referred to that

moment in the mill when he kissed her for the first time in his life,

and by force. He had forgotten it as one might momentarily forget

having just committed a murder. He loathed himself for having done it.

He wondered that she could tolerate him afterward, could walk with him

alone, could speak to him with no sign of disgust. He wondered what she

was thinking, so still in the moonlight. Probably thinking of that.

He became aware that she moved. She was coming toward him. He did not

turn round. He detested himself so much that he could not bear to look

at her, or to be looked at, and stepped out of the path to let her

pass. She did not pass.

He felt her standing close to him,--near enough to have touched him.

Still he did not turn. She raised her arms, slowly, with a wistfulness

he could not have imagined or believed. He knew her hands were stealing

around his neck and he could not realize it. Then she clasped him

fiercely, hung her weight against him, adhered to him like a vine,

saying, “Oh! Oh! Oh!” Turning in her embrace he tried to kiss her. She

buried her face in his neck, sobbing deeply, all the time clinging to

him frantically as if she expected him to put her off. Lifting her head

she leaned far back against the encircling chain of his arms and lay

there looking at him, moonbeams in her eyes. Clasping him again she

kissed his face, his mouth, his eyes, stopping only to whisper in his

ear the most stupendous three words a woman can say.

For a long time he did not let the ground touch her feet. He carried

her to and fro in the path, then up the mountain, higher and higher,

and at last to the very top.

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