CHAPTER XVI

MRS. FENLOW IS ANGRY

"Harry, dear, do please conceal the newspaper in your handbag and

carry it off with you," said Isabella Marne as her sister entered the

dining room. The sun shone in upon a window full of blooming plants, a

bowl of daffodils glowed upon the table and the whole room looked as

cheerful and buoyant, as dainty and pleasing as did the little lady in

a pink and white muslin gown who was putting the last touches to the

breakfast table. "Mother is coming down this morning," she went on,

"and I don't want her to see it."

"O, dear!" exclaimed Henrietta as she glanced at the head lines. "No,

indeed, mother mustn't see this. It would worry her too much. Have you

read it, Bella? Was he hurt?"

"The account says Mr. Brand wasn't hurt at all. But some of the others

were--one rather badly, and Miss Andrews had her scalp cut. I hope it

won't spoil her beauty."

"It must have been a narrow escape for them all," Henrietta commented

in shocked tones as she glanced down the column. "Poor Mildred! She

will be wild with anxiety and jealousy! You know, Bella, she can't

bear for another woman to have a smile from him, or a little attention

of any sort."

"Sh-h-h! Mother's coming! Do hide the paper quick and please talk real

fast all through breakfast, so she won't think to ask for it until

after you're gone. Mother would never, never let me go out with him in

his auto again if she knew about this accident."

"I don't think you ought to, anyway, Bella. I wish you wouldn't."

"What harm does it do? And it gives me a little fun--about all I ever

have, you know. Delia is having another season of introspection," she

went on laughingly as Mrs. Marne entered the room and all three seated

themselves at the table. "It has lasted two days already and I'm

trembling with anxiety as to what will happen next. She was in such a

brown study this morning that she would have sugared the eggs and

salted the coffee if I hadn't been on the watch."

"Do you think she's making up her mind again to leave us?" said Mrs.

Marne apprehensively.

"Oh, Delia's all right, except when she gets uneasy about the scarcity

of matrimonial chances in this neighborhood. She doesn't really want

to marry, at least not now, but she likes to think she could if she

wanted to and she likes to see a new man once in a while, as she says,

'to pass a word with.' And I sympathize with her, even if I do have

three letters a week from Warren."

"Bella!" exclaimed her mother, but with more amusement than reproof in

her voice.

"You would, too, if you were twenty-five years younger," said Bella,

leaning over to pat her mother's arm affectionately. "Anyway, I prove

my sympathy with Delia by bringing to her all the stray crumbs of

comfort I can find. I haven't told her yet--I'm waiting for her fit of

introspection to reach the acute stage--but the grocer has got a new

delivery boy, a nice young man, good-looking and polite. I wish

somebody would be that kind to me!" she laughed, with a whimsical pout

of her pretty lips. "Harry, if Mr. Brand says anything to you today

about coming over here in his motor-car--" Henrietta looked up with a

disapproving lift of her eyebrows and saw a sparkle of defiant

mischief dancing in her sister's blue eyes--"just tell him, please,"

Bella proceeded with a toss of her head, "that my physician has

ordered me to take an auto ride today as the only means of saving my

life!"

It was mid-April and the very air thrilled with the hurry and promise

of the spring that was making ready to leap at a single bound--would

it be tomorrow, in three days, next week?--from swelling bud and

bronzing tree into full flower and leafage. As Henrietta hastened down

the street beneath budding trees busy at their yearly miracle and past

little green lawns with their beds of crocuses and snowdrops and

tulips, the splendid caressing sunshine bathed her in its gaiety, the

smell of freshly turned earth challenged her to buoyant mood and the

singing and fluttering and twittering of birds called her to equal

delight in the radiant season. But all was not well with her world and

she was more conscious of the anxiety in her heart than of the call of

the spring that was storming at her senses.

True, she could begin to look forward now with reasonable surety, she

told herself, to the last payment, in a very few months, upon their

cottage with its little lawn and garden, and that would make sure,

whatever might happen, a home for her mother. Bella would probably

marry within a year the young physician to whom she had been engaged

so long. They had waited for his graduation from the medical school of

Harvard and now he wanted to be sure of a good enough practice to feel

warranted in marrying. The delay had been necessary, too, on Bella's

part, for her help in the care of their mother had been indispensable.

But their improving financial prospects had acted like a magic draught

upon Mrs. Marne and now, as she felt more and more assured of

Henrietta's ability and success, she was rapidly growing so much

better and stronger that she would soon be able to take care of their

housekeeping and leave Bella free to marry as soon as her fiance could

offer her a home.

But Henrietta was so anxious about other things that these untangling

perplexities gave her small comfort. Her sisterly caution told her it

was not prudent for Isabella to go so frequently with Felix Brand in

his automobile. Twice since Brand's return from his last absence had

she found, when she reached home at the end of the day, that Bella had

just returned from a long drive, wherein Brand's machine had

apparently torn to tatters all speed laws and appeared to onlookers as

a mere streak of color. After such a trip Bella's heightened spirits,

Henrietta thought, made her very lovely and bewitching, with the flush

in her cheeks, the sparkle in her eyes and her merry talk.

"She's young and gay-spirited and has so few pleasures," Henrietta

thought, regardless of the fact that she herself was younger and had

just as few, "that I feel awfully mean to object to anything that

seems so innocent. But it is reckless of him to go so fast, and this

accident last night--oh, I'm afraid it's dangerous. And then there's

Mildred--if he was engaged to anybody else I shouldn't think anything

about that; but--well, mother thinks it's all right and lovely of him

to give Bella a little outing now and then; and if it wasn't I suppose

he wouldn't do it."

But on this last point Henrietta was not without uneasiness. For

little rifts were beginning to appear in that perfect confidence she

had felt until recently in her employer. She had thought him the soul

of uprightness and honor, but in his business affairs, nearly all of

which passed through her hands, she knew that he had begun to make use

of the barest falsehoods and to practice evasions and tricks that made

her blush with shame to be the medium by which they were transmitted

to paper.

Simple, sturdy forthrightness being the backbone of Henrietta's

character, she could not help feeling as if she were an accomplice in

his shiftiness and untruths when she typed and mailed his letters.

She told herself that it was none of her affair, that she was no more

than a machine in the work she did for him and that to look after her

own morals was all that was incumbent upon her. Nevertheless, she was

a good deal disturbed about it on this bright morning.

"He seems so different from what he was a few months ago," she thought

with a sigh. "I don't understand why he should change so. I almost

begin to feel like trying to find another situation. But I mustn't

think about it now, for I can't afford yet to take any risks."

Her thoughts turned to another phase of Brand's character upon which

also she was beginning to have doubts. She did not see many people,

but a few bits of talk had reached her ears which made her wonder if

the man whose character she had believed to be almost ideally fine and

noble were not after all a devotee of sinister pleasures. She had

begun to feel conscious, after his last return, of a feeling toward

him of physical repulsion and this she knew was growing upon her. As

she recalled these things her thoughts flashed uneasily back to her

sister. She felt wretchedly ignorant and uncertain as to what she

ought to do and wished there were some one better versed in worldly

knowledge than herself to whom she could go for advice.

"I can't talk it over with mother," she thought, "because it would

make her worry about it and about me, and I don't like to go to Dr.

Annister, because he has enough troubles to listen to, with all those

half-crazy patients of his, and Mrs. Annister admires Mr. Brand so

much that she'd be offended by any suggestion that he isn't all right

and--well, I don't think she's very level-headed anyway. I wish I

could see Mr. Gordon again--it seems a long time. But I ought not to

tell him anything about these things even if I should see him, since

there seems to be so much feeling between him and Mr. Brand.

"And I'm afraid Bella wouldn't pay much attention to anything that was

contrary to her own desires, anyway. I don't like the kind of

influence Mr. Brand seems to be having over her. I understand it,

because he used to make me feel that way myself--dissatisfied and

selfish and wishful of all sorts of delightful things that I couldn't

have. Well, I went through it all right, without any bad results

except my own ugly feelings; and she's so dear and sweet and so

happy-natured I guess she will, too, after a little."

She reached the avenue where ran the trolley line that carried her to

the ferry and saw that she had just missed a car.

"Oh, dear! Isn't that provoking?" she muttered as she watched it

rattling on its way. "And there isn't another one in sight yet. I hope

I won't have to wait long, for I do want to get there early this

morning, there's so much to do today."

Her thoughts sped on to her office and the duties that awaited her and

hovered over the familiar figure of her employer at work at his desk.

"I don't see," she argued with herself, "how it can be true that he is

living a bad life when he is working so hard."

She remembered how eagerly upon his return he had plunged into the

work awaiting him and with what absorption he had devoted himself to

it ever since. Repeatedly during the last two or three weeks he had

told her that never before had he worked so rapidly and so easily and

with such satisfaction in the results.

With keen pleasure and interest she was watching his design for the

capitol building take form beneath his fingers, thinking it more

beautiful than anything he had done before. Once she had told him,

laughingly, that she believed the fairies must come in the night and

touch his pencil with magic, else it would not be possible for him to

put upon paper so rapidly a thing so lovely.

Only yesterday he had shown her the finished cartoon for the front

elevation and with a catch of her breath she had exclaimed, "Oh, Mr.

Brand, it is exquisite! I don't know why it is so beautiful, for it

looks simple, but, somehow, it seems exactly right."

And he had nodded and smiled in a pleased way and said:

"Yes, that's just it--that's what I wanted to do. It's all in the

proportions, and I think, for the first time in my life, I have got

them just right."

As she recalled the conversation an automobile whizzed past her,

slowed down and returned, and she saw Mrs. Fenlow leaning out and

calling to her:

"I thought it was you, Miss Marne! Waiting for a trolley, aren't you?

Well, don't wait, jump in with me. I'm going to the city and I'll take

you right to your office."

Henrietta had met Mrs. Fenlow a number of times during the

long-drawn-out time when the architect was endeavoring to meet her

wishes with a design for the country house she had determined to build

up the Hudson. She had found the elder woman's open speech and breezy

manners amusing, but she had also conceived liking and respect for the

sincerity and warm-heartedness that were evident underneath a rather

brusque and erratic exterior.

She had been pleased and touched also by the hearty affection and

comradeship between Mrs. Fenlow and her only son, Mark Fenlow, her

eldest child. Henrietta had met the young man several times in her

employer's office and also at his theatre party and house-warming the

previous autumn. She knew that Mark had been graduated from college

the previous spring and afterwards had been taken into a trust company

in which his father was a stock-holder and director and that his

mother, who was very proud of him, expected him to climb the ladder

rapidly and become an important figure in big financial operations.

Henrietta had found him a debonair youth, full of gay humor and

high spirits and having, apparently, much of the same kind of

good-heartedness and sincerity which she admired in his mother.

"Have you seen the morning paper?" was Mrs. Fenlow's first remark, as

Henrietta settled into her seat.

"You mean the accident Mr. Brand had with his automobile? Didn't they

have a fortunate escape!"

"That man has the luck of the Irish army!" declared Mrs. Fenlow.

"Did you notice that he was the only one to escape without any injury,

though the cause of it was evidently his reckless driving? That's the

way things always happen with him. He gets his pleasure and other

people take the consequences."

Mrs. Fenlow's tone was so sharp and bitter that Henrietta looked at

her in surprise. There were signs of trouble in her face, which bore

also something of a war-like aspect. Dark hollows under her eyes and

little lines about her mouth seemed to tell of mental anguish. But her

lips were pressed together determinedly and she held her head high.

"But he can't go on like this much longer. He's bound to have a

smash-up some of these fine days."

"What do you mean, Mrs. Fenlow?" queried Henrietta, wide-eyed.

Mrs. Fenlow had been speaking straight ahead of her, into the air, as

if, absorbed in her own bitter thoughts, she had for the moment

forgotten her companion. At the girl's question she turned with a

quick movement suggestive of the swoop of a bird of prey.

"Pardon me, my dear, if I use disrespectful language about your

employer. The Good Lord knows I have reason enough for it. But you

needn't feel uneasy because I say it in your hearing, for I'm going to

his office this very day to say the same things, and worse, to his

face. When I think of the way he's used his influence over Mark--and I

believed him the pink of perfection and was as pleased as an old fool

over his friendship for my boy! My God!"

Her voice sank to a whisper of such fierce indignation that Henrietta

shrunk a little away, staring in astonishment at her set face and

quivering lips.

"Of course," she presently went on in a more natural tone, "Mark ought

to have known better, he ought to have had more sense and more

strength of character than to yield to that sort of temptation. But he

was only a lad, and Felix Brand was old enough to know the danger

there was in it for a young fellow like that. And Mark admired him so

much he thought whatever Brand did must be all right."

She broke off into sudden silence and Henrietta saw her wipe a tear

from the corner of her eye. The girl was so confused and embarrassed

by these signs of keen emotion and hidden trouble and so ignorant of

their cause that she could think of nothing that seemed well to say or

do, and so she, too, remained silent until presently the elder woman

turned to her again and spoke more gently.

"Don't mind me, my dear. I'm in great trouble--on Mark's account. I've

had an awful blow, and I don't know yet how it will all come out. I

don't want to be unjust to Felix Brand, but I can't help thinking that

he's largely responsible for it. I know he was for the beginning of

the whole thing. And I've found out that poor Mark's not the only

one--" she was talking off into the air again, oblivious of the girl

beside her--"who's paying for the consequences of Felix Brand's

private pleasures. It's time he began to pay for some of them

himself."

Her voice, quivering with the indignation and anguish she was trying

to conceal, subsided into a muttering whose words Henrietta could not

distinguish and finally she lapsed into silence. At the door of the

building in which was Brand's suite of offices she said to her

companion:

"I'm going up with you, my dear, if you'll let me. I want to see Mr.

Brand without delay and if he isn't here yet I'll wait for him."

Miss Marne, busy at her desk with the morning's mail, heard sounds

from her employer's private room during Mrs. Fenlow's call that

betokened a change in the friendly relations formerly existing between

them. She could hear the woman's voice raised in what seemed to be

bitter denunciation and the man's replying in sneering tones. These

seemed so unlike Felix Brand that she paused for a moment in her work,

astonished at the unaccustomed note. During the last few weeks she had

seen him several times give way to sudden temper, but even these

outbursts, unprecedented though they were in her experience of him,

had not seemed to her so foreign to his usual affable manner and

pleasant speech as did the harsh, sarcastic antagonism of the voice in

which she could hear him speaking to Mrs. Fenlow.

"But it must be Mr. Brand," thought his secretary, looking in puzzled

wonder at the door into his room, "for there's surely nobody else in

there."

As she gazed, held by her surprise, a letter in her hands, the

wrathful voices rose again, now one, then the other, and in Mrs.

Fenlow's she presently caught the words, "Hugh Gordon."

At that came the sound of the man springing to his feet, of an

overturned chair rattling to the floor, of a blow upon his desk and a

loud and angry oath. The girl started with a whispered exclamation of

amazement and horror. Her shocked ears heard her employer denouncing

both Gordon and his caller and heard the rustle of the woman's dress

as she hurried across the room.

In her anger and indignation Mrs. Fenlow had rushed to the first door

that met her eyes, which chanced to be the one into Henrietta's room.

As she opened it she flung back over her shoulder at Brand, in a white

heat of scorn and wrath:

"You whited sepulchre! I'm done with you and all my friends shall know

what you are!"

She rushed past Henrietta without seeming to see her, and on through

the outer room into the corridor. The door into Brand's office was

left wide open and Henrietta saw him standing beside his desk, his

face so distorted with passion that for a moment she doubted that it

was he, and, apparently--and here again she could hardly believe her

eyes--shaking his fist at his departing visitor.

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