IV

The Sunday evening suppers at Deer Trail were usually discontinued

after Christmas, and Leila was taken aback by the announcement. Her

father had not, she noted, shown his usual courtesy in asking her if

she cared to go. She correctly surmised that the proposed flight into

the country was intended as a disciplinary measure for her benefit.

She had promised to meet Thomas at the Burtons’ at eight o’clock, and

he could hardly have hit upon anything better calculated to awaken

resentment in her young breast. She began to consider the hazards of

attempting to communicate with Thomas to explain her inability to keep

the appointment. As there were to be no guests, the evening at Deer

Trail promised to be an insufferably dull experience and she must dodge

it if possible.

“Oh, don’t let’s do that!” she said. “It’s too cold, Dada. And the

house is always drafty in the winter!”

“Drafty!” Her father stared at her blandly. The country house was

steam-heated and this was the first time he had ever heard that it was

drafty. The suggestion of drafts was altogether unfortunate. “Had you

any engagement for this evening?” he asked.

“Oh, I promised Mrs. Torrence I’d go there for supper--she’s having

some people in to do some music. It’s just an informal company, but I

hate dropping out.”

Constance perceptibly shuddered.

“When did she give this invitation?” asked Mills, with the utmost

urbanity.

“Oh, I met her downtown yesterday. It’s no great matter, Dada. If

you’re making a point of it, I’ll be glad to go to the farm!”

“Mrs. Torrence must be a quick traveler,” her father replied, entirely

at ease. “I met her myself yesterday morning. She was just leaving for

Louisville and didn’t expect to be back until Tuesday.”

“How funny!” Leila ejaculated, though she had little confidence in her

ability to give a humorous aspect to her plight. She bent her head in

the laugh of self-derision which she had frequently employed in easing

her way out of similar predicaments with her father. This time it

merely provoked an ironic smile.

Mills, from the extension telephone in the living room, called Deer

Trail to give warning of the approach of four guests for supper; there

was no possible escape from this excursion. Thomas filled Leila’s

thoughts. He had been insisting that they be married before the

projected trip to Bermuda. The time was short and she was uncertain

whether to take the step now or postpone it in the hope of winning her

father’s consent in the intimate association of their travels.

Today Mills’s cigar seemed to be of interminable length. As he smoked

he talked in the leisurely fashion he enjoyed after a satisfactory

meal, and Constance never made the mistake of giving him poor food.

He had caught Leila in a lie--a stupid, foolish lie; but no one would

have guessed that it had impressed him disagreeably or opened a new

train of suspicions in his mind. Constance was admiring his perfect

self-restraint; Franklin Mills, no matter what else he might or might

not be, was a thoroughbred.

“If you don’t have to stop at home, Leila, we can start from here,” he

said--“at three o’clock.”

“Yes, Dada. I’m all set!” she replied.

Constance and Shepherd left the room and Leila was prepared for a sharp

reprimand, but her father merely asked whether she had everything

necessary for the Bermuda trip. He had his steamer reservation and they

would go to New York a few days ahead of the sailing date to see the

new plays and she could pick up any little things she needed.

“Arthur’s going East at the same time. We have some business errands in

New York,” he continued in a matter of course tone.

She was aware that he had mentioned Carroll with special intention, and

it added nothing to her peace of mind.

“That’s fine, Dada,” she said, reaching for a fresh cigarette. “Arthur

can take me to some of the new dancing places. Arthur’s a good little

hopper.”

She felt moved to try to gloss over her blunder in pretending to have

an engagement that evening with Helen Torrence, but her intuitions

warned her that the time was not fortunate for the practice of her

familiar cajoleries upon her father. She realized that she had outgrown

her knack of laughing herself out of her troubles; and she had never

before been trapped so neatly. Like Shepherd, she felt that in dealing

with her father she never knew what was in his mind until he laid his

cards on the table--laid them down with the serenity of one who knows

thoroughly the value of his hand.

She was deeply in love with Thomas and craved sympathy and help; but

she felt quite as Shepherd always did, her father’s remoteness and the

closing of the common avenues of communication between human beings.

He had always indulged her, shown kindness even when he scolded and

protested against her conduct; but she felt that his heart was as

inaccessible as a safety box behind massive steel doors. On the drive

to Deer Trail she took little part in the talk, to which Shepherd

and Constance tried, with indifferent success, to impart a light and

cheery tone. When they reached the country house, which derived a

fresh picturesqueness from the snowy fields about it, Mills left them,

driving on to the stables for a look at his horses.

“Well, that was some break!” exclaimed Constance the moment they were

within doors. “Everybody in town knows Helen is away. You ought to have

known it yourself! I never knew you to do anything so clumsy as that!”

“Oh, shoot! I didn’t want to come out here today. It’s a bore; nobody

here and nothing to do. And I object to being punished like a child!”

“You needn’t have lied to your father; that was inexcusable,” said

Constance. “If you’ve got to do such a thing, please don’t do it when

I’m around!”

“See here, sis,” began Shepherd with a prolonged sibilant stutter,

“let’s be frank about this! You know this thing of meeting Fred Thomas

at other people’s houses is no good. You’ve got to stop it! Father

would be terribly cut up if he found you out. You may be sure he

suspects something now, after that foolish break about going to Helen

Torrence’s.”

“Well, I haven’t said I was going to meet anyone, have I?” Leila

demanded defiantly.

“You don’t have to. There are other people just as clever as you are,”

Constance retorted, jerking off her gloves.

“I can’t imagine what you see in Thomas,” Shepherd persisted.

“I don’t care if you don’t. It’s my business what I see in him.” Leila

nervously lighted a cigarette. “Freddy’s a fine fellow; father doesn’t

know a thing against him!”

“If you marry him you’ll break father’s heart,” Shepherd declared

solemnly.

“His heart!” repeated Leila with fine contempt. “You needn’t think

he’s going to treat me as he treats you. I won’t stand for it! How

about that clubhouse you wanted to build--how about this sudden idea of

taking you out of the battery business and sticking you into the trust

company? You didn’t want to change, did you? He didn’t ask you if you

wanted to move, did he? I’ll say he didn’t! That’s dada all over--he

doesn’t ask you; he tells you! And I’m not a child to be sent to bed

whenever his majesty gets peevish.”

“Don’t be ridiculous!” said Constance with a despairing sigh. “You’re

going to make trouble for all of us if you don’t drop Freddy!”

“You tell _me_ not to make trouble!”

Leila’s eyes flashed her scorn of the idea and something more. Her

words had the effect of bringing a deep flush to Constance’s face.

Constance walked to the fire and sat down. There was no counting on

Leila’s discretion; and if she eloped with Thomas the town would hum

with talk about the whole Mills family.

“Now, Leila,” began Shepherd, who had not noticed his wife’s

perturbation or understood the nature of the spiteful little stab that

caused it. “You’d better try to square yourself with father.”

“I see myself trying! You two make me tired! Please don’t talk to me

any more!”

V

She waited until Constance and Shepherd had found reading matter and

were settled before the fireplace, and then with the remark that

she wanted to fix her hair, went upstairs; and after closing a door

noisily to allay suspicions, went cautiously down the back stairs to

the telephone in the butler’s pantry. Satisfying herself by a glance

through the window that her father was still at the stables, she called

Thomas’s number and explained her inability to go to the Burtons’ where

they had planned to meet. Happy to hear his voice, she talked quite as

freely as though speaking to him face to face, and his replies over the

wire soothed and comforted her....

“No, dear; there’d only be a row if you asked father now. You’ll have

to take my word for that, Freddy.”

“I’m not so sure of that--if he knows you love me!”

“Of course I love you, Freddy!”

“Then let us be married and end all this bother. You’re of age; there’s

nothing to prevent us. I’d a lot rather have it out with your father

now. I know I can convince him that I’m respectable and able to take

care of you. I’ve got the record of the divorce case; there’s nothing

in it I’m ashamed of.”

“That’s all right enough; but the very mention of it would make him

furious. We’ve talked of this a hundred times, Freddy, and I’m not

going to let you make that mistake. We’re going to wait a little

longer!”

“You won’t go back on me?”

“Never, Freddy!”

“You might meet someone on the trip you’d like better. I’m going to be

terribly nervous about you!”

“Then you don’t trust me! If you don’t trust me you don’t love me!”

“Don’t be so foolish. I’m mad about you. And I’m sick of all this

sneaking round for a chance to see you!”

“Be sensible, dear; it’s just as hard for me as it is for you. And

people _are_ talking!”

In her absorption she had forgotten the importance of secrecy and the

danger of being overheard. The swing doors had creaked several times,

but she had attributed this to suction from an open window in the

kitchen. Constance and Shepherd would wonder at her absence; the talk

must not be prolonged.

“I’ve got to go!” she added hurriedly.

“Say you care--that you’re not just putting me off----”

“I love you, Freddy! Please be patient. Remember, I love you with all

my heart! Yes, always!”

As she hung up the receiver she turned round to face her father. He had

entered the house through the kitchen and might or might not have heard

part of her dialogue with Thomas. But she was instantly aware that her

last words, in the tense, lover-like tone in which she had spoken them,

were enough to convict her.

“Hello, Dada! How’s the live stock?” she asked with poorly feigned

carelessness as she hung the receiver on the hook.

Mills, his overcoat flung over his arm, his hat pushed back from his

forehead, eyed her with a cold stare.

“Why are you telephoning here?” he demanded.

“No reasons. I didn’t want to disturb Connie and Shep. They’re reading

in the living-room.”

“That’s very thoughtful of you, I’m sure!”

“I thought so myself,” she replied, and took a step toward the

dining-room door. He flung out his arm arrestingly.

“Just a moment, please!”

“Oh, hours--if you want them!”

“I overheard some of your speeches. To whom were you speaking--tell me

the truth!”

“Don’t be so fierce about it! And do take off your hat! You look so

funny with your hat stuck on the back of your head that way!”

“Never mind my hat! It will be much better for you not to trifle with

me. Who was on the other end of that telephone?”

“What if I don’t tell you?” she demanded.

“I want an answer to my question! You told me one falsehood today; I

don’t want to hear another!”

“Well, you won’t! I was talking to Mr. Frederick V. Thomas!”

“I thought as much. Now I’ve told you as plainly as I know how

that you’ve got to drop that fellow. He’s a scoundrel to force his

attentions on you. I haven’t wanted to bring matters to an issue with

you about him. I’ve been patient with you--let him come to the house

and go about with you. But you’ve not played fair with me. When I told

you I didn’t like his coming to the house so much you began meeting

him when you thought I wouldn’t know it--that’s a fact, isn’t it?”

“Yes, Dada--only a few times, though.”

“May I ask what you mean by that? That a girl brought up as you

have been, with every advantage and indulgence, should be so basely

ungrateful as to meet a man I disapprove of--meet him in ways that show

you know you’re doing a wrong thing--is beyond my understanding. It’s

contemptible; it’s close upon the unpardonable!”

“Then why don’t you act decently about it?” She lifted her head and met

his gaze unwaveringly. “If you didn’t hear what I said I’ll tell you! I

told him I love him; I’ve promised to marry him.”

“Well, you won’t marry him!” he exclaimed, his voice quavering in

his effort to restrain his anger. “A man who’s left a wife somewhere

and plays upon the sympathy of a credulous young girl like you is a

contemptible hound!”

“All right, then! He’s a contemptible hound!”

Her insolence, her refusal to cower before him, increased his

anger. His time-tried formula for meeting emergencies by superior

strategy--the method that worked so well with his son--was of no use to

him here. He had lost a point in letting her see that for once in his

life his temper had got the better of him. He had been too tolerant of

her faults; the bills for his indulgence were coming in now--a large

sheaf of them. She must be handled with care--with very great caution,

indeed; thus far in his life he had got what he wanted, and it was not

for a girl whom he saw only as a spoiled child to circumvent him.

But he realized at this moment that Leila was no longer a child. She

was not only a woman, but a woman it would be folly to attempt to drive

or frighten. He was alarmed by the composure with which she waited for

the further disclosure of his purposes, standing with her back against

the service shelf, eyeing him half hostilely, half, he feared, with a

hope that he would carry the matter further and open his guard for a

thrust he was not prepared to parry. He was afraid of her, but she must

not know that he was afraid.

He took off his hat and let it swing at arm’s length as he considered

how to escape with dignity from the corner into which she had forced

him. Sentiment is a natural refuge of the average man when other

resources fail. He smiled benevolently, and with a quick lifting of the

head remarked:

“This isn’t the way for us to talk to each other. We’ve always been

the best of friends; nothing’s going to change that. I trust your good

sense--I trust”--here his voice sank under the weight of emotion--“I

trust your love for me--your love for your dear mother’s memory--to do

nothing to grieve me, nothing that would hurt her.”

“Yes, Dada,” she said absently, not sure how far she could trust his

mood. Then she walked up to him and drew her hand across his cheek

and gave his tie a twitch. He drew his arm about her and kissed her

forehead.

“Let this be between ourselves,” he said. “I’ll go around and come in

the front way.”

She went up the back stairs and reappeared in the living-room,

whistling. Constance and Shepherd were still reading before the fire

where she had left them.

After supper--served at the dining-room table tonight--Leila was

unwontedly silent, and the attempts of Constance and Shepherd to be gay

were sadly deficient in spontaneity. Mills’s Sunday, which had begun

with high hopes, had been bitterly disappointing. Though outwardly

tranquil and unbending a little more than usual, his mind was elsewhere.

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