CHAPTER FOURTEEN

I

Franklin Mills was now on better terms with himself than at any time

since Bruce Storrs’s appearance in town. Open weather had made it

possible for him to go to Deer Trail once or twice a week for a ride,

and he walked several miles every day. Leila had agreed to accompany

him on a trip to Bermuda the first of February. In his absence the

machinery he had set in motion would be projecting the Hardens a little

further into the social limelight without his appearing to be concerned

in it.

He was hoping that the trip would serve effectually to break off

Thomas’s attentions to Leila, and that within the next year he would

see her engaged to Carroll. Leila couldn’t be driven; to attempt to

force the thing would be disastrous. But the thought of her marrying

Thomas, a divorced man, was abhorrent, while Carroll was in all ways

acceptable. What Shepherd lacked in force and experience, Carroll would

bring into the family. Mills was annoyed that he had ever entertained

a thought that he could be denied anything in life that he greatly

coveted, or deprived of the comfort and peace he had so long enjoyed.

He would prolong his Indian Summer; his last years should be his

happiest.

He enjoyed the knowledge that he exercised, with so little trouble to

himself, a real power in the community. In a directors’ meeting no one

spoke with quite his authoritative voice. No other business man in town

was so thoroughly informed in finance and economics as he. He viewed

the life of his city with the tranquil delight of a biologist who in

the quiet of his laboratory studies specimens that have been brought to

the slide without any effort on his own part. And Mills liked to see

men squirm--silly men who overreached themselves, pretentious upstarts

who gestured a great deal with a minimum of accomplishment. Blessed

with both brains and money, he derived the keenest satisfaction in

screening himself from contact with the vulgar while he participated in

the game like an invisible master chess player....

Doctor Lindley had asked him to come in to St. Barnabas to look at the

Mills Memorial window, which had been restored with Mills’s money. He

stopped on his way to the office a few days before Christmas and found

Lindley busy in his study. They went into the church and inspected the

window, which was quite as good as new. While they were viewing it Mrs.

Torrence came in, her vivacity subdued to the spirit of the place. She

was on a committee to provide the Christmas decorations.

“You’re just the man I want to see,” she said to Mills. “I was going to

call you up. There’s some stuff in your greenhouses I could use if you

don’t mind.”

“Anything I’ve got! Tell me what you want and I’ll have the people at

the farm deliver it.”

“That’s fine! I knew you’d be glad to help. The florists are such

robbers at Christmas.” She scribbled a memorandum of her needs on an

envelope and left them.

Mills stood with his hand resting on the Mills pew for a last glance

at the transept window. The church, which had survived all the changes

compelled by the growth of the city, was to Mills less of a holy place

than a monument to the past. His grandfather and father had been buried

from the church; here he had been married, and here Shepherd and Leila

had been baptized. Leila would want a church wedding.... His thoughts

transcribed a swift circle; then, remembering that the rector was

waiting, he followed him into the vestry.

“Can’t you come in for a talk?” asked Lindley after Mills had expressed

his gratification that the window had been repaired so successfully.

“No; I see there are people waiting for you.” Mills glanced at a row of

men and women of all ages--a discouraged-looking company ranged along

the wall outside the study door. One woman with a shawl over her head

coughed hideously as she tried to quiet a dirty child. “These people

want advice or other help? I suppose there’s no end to your work.”

“It’s my business to help them,” the rector replied. “They’re all

strangers--I never saw any of them before. I rather like that--their

sense of the church standing ready to help them.”

“If they ask for money, what do you do?” asked Mills practically. “Is

there a fund?”

“Well, I have a contingency fund--yes. Being here in the business

district, I have constant calls that I don’t feel like turning over to

the charity society. I deal with them right here the best I can. I make

mistakes, of course.”

“How much have you in hand now?” Mills asked bluntly. The bedraggled

child had begun to whimper, and the mother, in hoarse whispers, was

attempting to silence it.

“Well, I did have about four dollars,” laughed Lindley, “but Mrs.

Torrence handed me a hundred this morning.”

“I’ll send you a check for a thousand for these emergency cases. When

it gets low again, let me know.”

“That’s fine, Mills! I can cheer a good many souls with a thousand

dollars. This is generous of you, indeed!”

“Oh--Lindley!” Mills had reached the street door when he paused and

retraced his steps. “Just a word--sometime ago in my office I talked to

you in a way I’ve regretted. I’m afraid I wasn’t quite--quite just, to

you and the church--to organized religion. I realize, of course, that

the church----”

“The church,” said Lindley smilingly, “the church isn’t these walls;

it’s here!” He tapped his breast lightly. “It’s in your heart and mine.”

“That really simplifies the whole thing!” Mills replied, and with a

little laugh he went on to his office.

He thought it fine of the minister to give audience to the melancholy

suppliants who sought him for alms and counsel. He didn’t envy Lindley

his job, but it had to be done by someone. Lindley was really a very

good fellow indeed, Mills reflected--a useful man in the community, and

not merely an agreeable table companion and witty after-dinner speaker.

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