II

When they went down to the dining-room Bruce found it less of an ordeal

than he had expected to sit at Mills’s table. Mills was a social

being; his courtesy was unfailing, and no doubt he was sincere in his

expressions of gratitude to Bruce for sharing his meal.

The table was lighted by four tapers in tall candlesticks of English

silver. The centerpiece was a low bowl of pink roses, the product

of the Deer Trail conservatories. Mills, in spite of his austere

preferences in other respects, deferred to changing fashions in

the furnishing of his table, to which he gave the smart touch of

a sophisticated woman. It was a way of amusing himself, and he

enjoyed the praise of the women who dined with him for his taste, the

discrimination he exercised in picking up novelties in exclusive New

York shops. Even when alone he enjoyed the contemplation of precious

silver and crystal, and the old English china in which he specialized.

He invited Bruce’s attention, as one connoisseur to another, to the

graceful lines and colors of the water glasses--a recent acquisition.

The food was excellent, but doubtless no better than Mills ate every

night, whether he dined alone or with Leila. The courses were served

unhurriedly; Franklin Mills was not a man one could imagine bolting his

food. Again Bruce found his dislike ebbing. The idea that the man was

his father only fleetingly crossed his mind. If Mills suspected the

relationship he was an incomparable actor....

“I’ve never warmed to the idea that America should be an asylum for the

scum of creation; it’s my Anglo-Saxon conceit, I suppose. You have the

look of the old American stock----”

“I suppose I’m a pretty fair American,” Bruce replied. “My home town is

Laconia--settled by Revolutionary soldiers; they left their imprint.

It’s a patriotic community.”

“Oh, yes; Laconia! Carroll was telling me that had been your home. He

has some relatives there himself.”

“Yes, I know them,” Bruce said, meeting Mills’s gaze carelessly. “The

fact is I know, or used to know, nearly everybody in the town.”

“Carroll may have told you that I had some acquaintance with the place

myself. That was a long time ago. I went there to look after some

business interests for my father. It was a part of my apprenticeship.

I seem to recall people of your name; Storrs is not so common--?”

“My father was John Storrs--a lawyer,” said Bruce in the tone of one

stating a fact unlikely to be of particular interest.

“Yes; John Storrs----” Mills repeated musingly. “I recall him very

well--and his wife--your mother--of course. Delightful people. I’ve

always remembered those months I spent there with a particular

pleasure. For the small place Laconia was then, there was a good deal

doing--dances and picnics. I remember your mother as the leading spirit

in all the social affairs. Is she----”

“Father and mother are both gone. My mother died a little more than a

year ago.”

“I’m very sorry,” Mills murmured sympathetically. “For years I had

hoped to go back to renew old acquaintances, but Laconia is a little

inaccessible from here and I never found it possible.”

Whether Mills had referred to his temporary residence in Laconia merely

to show how unimportant and incidental it was in his life remained a

question. But Bruce felt that if Mills could so lightly touch upon it,

he himself was equal to gliding over it with like indifference. Mills

asked with a smile whether Gardner’s Grove was still in existence, that

having been a favorite picnic ground, an amateurish sort of country

club where the Laconians used to have their dances. The oak trees there

were the noblest he had ever seen. Bruce expressed regret that the

grove was gone....

Mills was shrewd; and Bruce was aware that the finely formed head

across the table housed a mind that carefully calculated all the

chances of life even into the smallest details. He wondered whether

he had borne himself as well as Mills in the ordeal. The advantage

had been on Mills’s side; it was his house, his table. Possibly he had

been waiting for some such opportunity as this to sound the son of

Marian Storrs as to what he knew--hoped perhaps to surprise him into

some disclosure of the fact if she had ever, in a moment of weakness or

folly, spoken of him as other than a passing acquaintance.

“We’ll go down to the billiard room to smoke,” Mills remarked at the

end of the dinner. “We’ll have our coffee there.”

Easy chairs and a davenport at one end of the billiard room invited

to comfort. On the walls were mounted animal heads and photographs of

famous horses.

“Leila doesn’t approve of these works of art,” said Mills, seeing Bruce

inspecting them. “She thinks I ought to move them to the farm. They do

look out of place here. Sit where you like.”

He half sprawled on the davenport as one who, having dined to his

satisfaction and being consequently on good terms with the world,

wishes to set an example of informality to a guest. Bruce wondered

what Mills did on evenings he spent alone in the big house; tried to

visualize the domestic scene in the years of Mrs. Mills’s life.

“You see Shepherd occasionally?” Mills asked when the coffee had been

served. “The boy hasn’t quite found himself yet. Young men these

days have more problems to solve than we faced when I was your age.

Everything is more complicated--society, politics, everything. Maybe it

only seems so. Shep’s got a lot of ideas that seem wild to me. Can’t

imagine where he gets them. Social reforms and all that. I sometimes

think I made a mistake in putting him into business. He might have been

happier in one of the professions--had an idea once he wanted to be a

doctor, but I discouraged it. A mistake, perhaps.”

Mills’s manner of speaking of Shepherd was touched with a certain

remoteness. He appeared to invite Bruce’s comment, not in a spirit of

sudden intimacy, but as if he were talking with a man of his own years

who was capable of understanding his perplexities. It seemed to Bruce

in those few minutes that he had known Franklin Mills a very long

time. He was finding it difficult to conceal his embarrassment under

equivocal murmurs. But he pulled himself together to say cordially:

“Shepherd is a fine fellow, Mr. Mills. You can’t blame him for his

idealism. There’s a lot of it in the air.”

“He was not cut out for business,” Mills remarked. “Business is a

battle these days, and Shep isn’t a fighter.”

“Must the game be played in that spirit?” asked Bruce with a smile.

“Yes, if you want to get anywhere,” Mills replied grimly. “Shall we do

some billiards?”

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