IV

That evening when Shepherd Mills went home he found Constance seated

at her dressing table, her heavy golden-brown hair piled loosely upon

her head, while her maid rubbed cold cream into her throat and face.

She espied him in the mirror and greeted him with a careless, “Hello,

Shep. How did the day go with you?”--the question employed by countless

American wives in saluting their husbands at the end of a toilsome day.

“Oh, pretty good!” he replied. No husband ever admits that a day has

been wholly easy and prosperous.

She put out her hand for him to kiss and bade him sit down beside her.

He was always diffident before the mysteries of his wife’s toilet. He

glanced at the gown laid across a chair and surveyed the crystal and

silver on the dressing table with a confused air as though he had never

seen them before.

The room denoted Constance Mills’s love of luxury, and incidentally her

self-love. The walls on two sides were set in mirrors that reached

from ceiling to floor. The furniture, the rugs, the few pictures, the

window draperies had been chosen with an exquisite care and combined in

an evocation of the spirit of indolence. There was a much be-pillowed

divan across one corner, so placed that when she enjoyed a siesta

Constance could contemplate herself in the mirrors opposite. Scents--a

mingling of faint exotic odors--hung upon the air.

She was quick to note that something was on Shepherd’s mind and half

from curiosity, half in a spirit of kindness, dismissed the maid as

quickly as possible.

“You can hook me up, Shep. I’ll do my hair myself. I won’t need you any

more, Marie. Yes--my blue cloak. Now, little boy, go ahead and tell me

what’s bothering you.”

Shepherd frowned and twisted his mustache as he sat huddled on the

divan.

“It’s about father; nothing new, just our old failure to understand

each other. It’s getting worse. I never know where I stand with him.”

“Well, does anyone?” Constance asked serenely. “You really mustn’t let

him get on your nerves. There are things you’ve got to take because we

all do; but by studying him a little and practicing a little patience

you’ll escape a lot of worry.”

“Yes,” he assented eagerly. “You know he just pretends that I’m the

head of the plant; Fields is the real authority there. It’s not the

president but the vice-president who has the say about things. Father

consults Fields constantly. He doesn’t trust me--I’m just a figurehead.”

“Fields is such an ass,” remarked Constance with a shrug of her shapely

shoulders. “An utterly impossible person. Why not just let him do all

the explaining to your father? If any mistakes are made at the plant,

then it’s on him.”

“But that’s not the way of it,” Shepherd protested plaintively. “He

gets the praise; I get the blame.”

“Oh, well, you can’t make your father over. You ought to be glad you’re

not of his hard-boiled variety. You’re human, Sheppy, and that’s better

than being a magnificent iceberg.”

“Father doesn’t see things; he doesn’t realize that the world’s

changing,” Shepherd went on stubbornly. “He doesn’t see that the old

attitude toward labor won’t do any more.”

“He’ll never see it,” said Constance. “Things like that don’t hit him

at all. He’s like those silly people who didn’t know there was anything

wrong in France till their necks were in the guillotine.”

“I told you about that clubhouse I wanted to build for our people on

the Milton farm? I hate to give that up. It would mean so much to those

people. And he was all wrong in thinking it would injure the property.

I think it’s only decent to do something for them.”

“Well, how can you do it without your father?” she asked, shifting

herself for a better scrutiny of her head in the mirror.

“You know that little tract of land--about twenty acres, back of the

plant? I could buy that and put the clubhouse there. I have some stock

in the Rogers Trust Company I can sell--about two hundred shares. It

came to me through mother’s estate. Father has nothing to do with it.

The last quotation on it is two hundred. What do you think of that?”

“Well, I think pretty well of it,” said Constance. “Your father ought

to let you build the clubhouse, but he has a positive passion for

making people uncomfortable.”

“I suppose,” continued Shepherd dubiously, “if I go ahead and build the

thing--even with my own money--he would be angry. Of course there may

be something in his idea that if we do a thing of this kind it would

make the workmen at other plants restless----”

“Piffle!” exclaimed Constance. “That’s the regular old stock whimper of

the back-number. You might just as well say that it would be a forward

step other employers ought to follow!”

“Yes, there’s that!” he agreed, his eyes brightening at the suggestion.

“If you built the house on your own land the storage battery company

wouldn’t be responsible for it in any way.”

“Certainly not!” Shepherd was increasingly pleased that she saw it all

so clearly.

She had slipped on her gown and was instructing him as to the position

of the hooks.

“No; the other side, Shep. That’s right. There’s another bunch on the

left shoulder. Now you’ve got it! Thanks ever so much.”

He watched her admiringly as she paraded before the mirrors to make

sure that the skirt hung properly.

“If there’s to be a row----” he began as she opened a drawer and

selected a handkerchief.

“Let there be a row! My dear Shep, you’re always too afraid of

asserting yourself. What could he do? He might get you up to his

office and give you a bad quarter of an hour; but he’d respect you

more afterwards if you stood to your guns. His vanity and family pride

protect you. Catch him doing anything that might get him into the

newspapers--not Franklin Mills!”

Relieved and encouraged by her understanding and sympathy, he explained

more particularly the location of the property he proposed buying.

It was quite as convenient to the industrial colony that had grown

up about the storage battery plant as the Milton land his father had

declined to let him use. The land was bound to appreciate in value, he

said.

“What if it doesn’t!” exclaimed Constance with mild scorn. “You’ll have

been doing good with your money, anyhow.”

“You think, then, you’d go ahead--sell the stock and buy the land? It’s

so late now, maybe I’d better wait till spring?”

“That might be better, Shep, but use your own judgment. You asked your

father to help and he turned you down. Your going ahead will have a

good effect on him. He needs a jar. Now run along and dress. You’re

going to be late for dinner.”

“Yes, I know,” he said, rising and looking down at her as she sat

turning over the leaves of a book. “Connie----”

“Yes, Shep,” she murmured absently; and then, “Oh, by the way, Shep, I

was at Helen’s this afternoon.”

“Helen Torrence’s? What was it--a tea?”

“In a manner of speaking--tea! Dramatic Club business. George Whitford

was there--he’s concentrating on theatricals. George is such a dear!”

“One of the best fellows in the world!” said Shep.

“He certainly is!” Constance affirmed.

“Connie----” he stammered and took her hand. “Connie--you’re awfully

good to me. You know I love you----”

“Why, of course, you dear baby!” She lifted her head with a quick,

reassuring smile. “But for goodness’ sake run along and change your

clothes!”

V

When his guests had gone, Mills, as was his habit, smoked a cigar and

discussed the dinner with Leila. He was aware that in asking her to

join him on such occasions of state he was subjecting her to a trying

ordeal, and tonight he was particularly well pleased with her.

“They all enjoyed themselves, Dada; you needn’t worry about that

party!” Leila remarked, smoking the cigarette she had denied herself

while the guests remained.

“I think they did; thank you very much for helping me.”

Leila had charm; he was always proud of an opportunity to display her

to her mother’s old friends, whose names, like his own, carried weight

in local history. His son was a Shepherd; Leila, he persuaded himself,

was, with all her waywardness and little follies, more like himself.

Leila looked well at his table, and her dramatic sense made it possible

for her to act the rôle of the daughter of the house with the formality

that was dear to him. Whenever he entertained he and Leila received the

guests together, standing in front of Mrs. Mills’s portrait. People who

dared had laughed about this, speculating as to the probable fate of

the portrait in case Mills married again.

“I’d got nervous about you when you were so late coming,” Mills was

saying. “That’s how I came to be at the door. I’d just called Millicent

to see if you were over there.”

“Foolish Dada! Don’t I always turn up?” she asked, kicking off her

slippers. “I’d been fooling around all afternoon, and I hate getting

dressed and waiting for a party to begin.”

“I’ve noticed that,” Mills replied dryly. “Just what did you do all

day? Your doings are always a mystery to me.”

“Well--let me see--I went downtown with Millie this morning, and home

with her for lunch, and we talked a while and I ran out to the Burtons’

and there were some people there and we gassed; and then I remembered

I hadn’t seen Mrs. Torrence since she got home, so I took a dash up

there. And Connie was there, and Bud Henderson came up with Mr. Storrs

and we had tea and Mr. Storrs was coming this way so I let him drive me

home.”

This, uttered with smooth volubility, was hardly half the truth. She

lighted a fresh cigarette and blew a series of rings while waiting to

see whether he would crossexamine her, as he sometimes did.

“Constance was there, was she? Anyone else?”

“Fred Thomas and Georgy Whitford blew in just as I was leaving.”

“So? I shouldn’t have thought Mrs. Torrence would be interested in

them.”

“Oh, she isn’t!” replied Leila, who hadn’t intended to mention Thomas

or Whitford. “Connie was trying to talk Helen into taking a perfectly

marvelous part in a new play the Dramatic Club’s putting on soon, and

they are in it, too. Highbrow discussion; it bored me awfully--Mr.

Storrs and I managed to escape together. Oh, dear, I’m sleepy!”

“Does this Storrs go about among people you know?” Mills asked,

extending his arm to the ash tray.

“Oh, I think so, Dada! He was in college with Bud Henderson, you know,

and is in Mr. Freeman’s office. Dale’s crazy about him. You could

hardly say he’s pushing himself. Millie and I met him at the Faraway

Club--didn’t you meet him that same night? I asked him to call and he

hasn’t and he _has_ been to see Millie. I guess the joke’s on me!”

“I saw him again at the Hardens’,” Mills remarked carelessly. “And ran

into him afterwards when I was strolling around, and I brought him back

with me to get out of the storm. It was the night of the Claytons’

party.”

“Then you know as much about him as I do,” said Leila indifferently. “I

think, Dada, if you don’t mind, I’ll seek the hay.”

He stood to receive her good-night kiss. When he heard her door close

he took several turns across the room before resuming his cigar. He sat

down in the chair in which he had sat the night he brought Bruce into

the house. Magazines and books were within easy reach of his hand, but

he was not in a mood to read. He lifted his eyes occasionally to the

portrait of his father on the opposite wall. It might have seemed that

he tried to avoid it, averting his gaze to escape the frank, steady

eyes. But always the fine face drew him back. When he got up finally

and walked to the door it was with a hurried step as if the room or his

meditations had suddenly become intolerable.

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