CHAPTER SIX

I

Several interviews with Freeman had resulted in an arrangement by which

Bruce was to enter the architect’s office immediately. As Henderson had

predicted, Mrs. Freeman was a real power in her husband’s affairs. She

confided to Bruce privately that, with all his talents, Bill lacked

tact in dealing with his clients and he needed someone to supply this

deficiency. And the office was a place of confusion, and Bill was prone

to forgetfulness. Bruce, Mrs. Freeman thought, could be of material

assistance in keeping Bill straight and extricating him from the

difficulties into which he constantly stumbled in his absorption in

the purely artistic side of his profession. Bruce was put to work on

tentative sketches and estimates for a residence for a man who had no

very clear idea of what he wanted nor how much he wanted to spend.

Bruce soon discovered that Freeman disliked interviews with contractors

and the general routine necessary to keep in touch with the cost of

labor and materials. When he was able to visualize and create he was

happy, but tedious calculations left him sulky and disinclined to work.

Bruce felt no such repugnance; he had a kind of instinct for such

things, and was able to carry in his head a great array of facts and

figures.

On his first free evening after meeting Millicent Harden at the Country

Club he rang the Harden doorbell, and as he waited glanced toward the

Mills’ house in the lot adjoining. He vaguely wondered whether Franklin

Mills was within its walls.

He had tried to analyze the emotions that had beset him that night when

he had taken the hand of the man he believed to be his father. There

was something cheap and vulgar in the idea that blood speaks to blood

and that possibly Mills had recognized him by some sort of intuition.

But Bruce rejected this as preposterous, a concession to the philosophy

of ignorant old women muttering scandal before a dying fire. Very

likely he had been wrong in fancying that Mills had taken any special

note of him. And there was always his mother’s assurance that Mills

didn’t know of his existence. Mills probably had the habit of eyeing

people closely; he shouldn’t have permitted himself to be troubled by

that. He was a man of large affairs, with faculties trained to the

quick inspection and appraisment of every stranger he met....

The middle-aged woman who opened the door was evidently a member of the

household and he hastily thrust into his pocket the card he had taken

out, stated his name and asked if Miss Harden was at home.

“Yes, Millie’s home. Just come in, Mr. Storrs, and I’ll call her.”

But Millicent came into the hall without waiting to be summoned.

“I’m so glad to see you, Mr. Storrs!” she said, and introduced him to

her mother, a tall, heavily built woman with reddish hair turning gray,

and a friendly countenance.

“I was just saying to Doctor Harden that I guessed nobody was coming

in tonight when you rang. You simply can’t keep a servant in to answer

the bell in the evening. You haven’t met Doctor Harden? Millie, won’t

you call your papa?”

Millicent opened a door that revealed a small, cozy sitting-room and

summoned her father--a short, thick-set man with a close-trimmed gray

beard, who came out clutching a newspaper.

“Shan’t we all go into the library?” asked Millicent after the two men

had been introduced and had expressed their approval of the prolonged

fine weather.

“You young folks make yourselves comfortable in the library,” said Mrs.

Harden. “I told Millie it was too warm for a fire, but she just has to

have the fireplace going when there’s any excuse, and this house does

get chilly in the fall evenings even when it’s warm outside.”

Harden was already retreating toward the room from which he had

been drawn to meet the caller, and his wife immediately followed.

Both repeated their expressions of pleasure at meeting Bruce; but

presumably, in the accepted fashion of American parents when their

daughters entertain callers, they had no intention of appearing again.

Millicent snapped on lights that disclosed a long, high-ceilinged room

finished in dark oak and fitted up as a library. A disintegrating log

in the broad fireplace had thrown out a puff of smoke that gave the air

a fleeting pungent scent.

The flooring was of white and black tiles covered with oriental rugs in

which the dominant dark red brought a warmth to the eye. Midway of the

room stood a grand piano, and beyond it a spiral stair led to a small

balcony on which the console of an organ was visible. Back of this was

a stained glass window depicting a knight in armor--a challenging,

militant figure. Even as revealed only by the inner illumination, its

rich colors and vigorous draughtsmanship were clearly suggested. And it

was wholly appropriate, Bruce decided, and altogether consonant with

the general scheme of the room. Noting his interest, Millicent turned

a switch that lighted the window from a room beyond with the effect of

vitalizing the knight’s figure, making him seem indeed to be gravely

riding, with lance in rest, along the wall.

“Do pardon me!” Bruce murmured, standing just inside the door and

glancing about with frank enjoyment of the room’s spaciousness. The

outer lines of the somewhat commonplace square brick house had not

prepared him for this. The room presented a mingling of periods in both

architecture and furnishing, but the blending had been admirably done.

“Forgive me for staring,” he said as he sat down on a divan opposite

her with the hearth between them. “I’m not sure even yet that I’m in

the twentieth century!”

“I suppose it is a queer jumble; but don’t blame the architect! He,

poor wretch, thought we were perfectly crazy when we started, but I

think before he got through he really liked it.”

“I envy him the fun he had doing it! But someone must have furnished

the inspiration. I’m going to assume that it was mostly you.”

“You may if you’ll go ahead and criticize--tear it all to pieces.”

“I’d as soon think of criticizing Chartres, Notre Dame, or the

hand that rounded Peter’s dome!” Bruce exclaimed. “Alas that

our acquaintance is so brief! I want to ask you all manner of

questions--how you came to do it--and all that.”

“Well, first of all one must have an indulgent father and mother. I’m

reminded occasionally that my little whims were expensive.”

“I dare say they were! But it’s something to have a daughter who can

produce a room like this.”

He rose and bowed to her, and then turning toward the knight in the

window, gravely saluted.

“I’m not so sure,” he said as he sat down, “that the gentleman up there

didn’t have something to do with it.”

“Please don’t make too much of him. Everyone pays me the compliment of

thinking him Galahad, but I think of him as the naughty Launcelot. I

read a book once on old French glass and I just had to have a window.

And the organ made this room the logical place for it. Papa calls this

my chapel and refuses to sit in it at all. He says it’s too much like

church!”

“Ah! But that’s a tribute in itself! Your father realizes that this is

a place for worship--without reference to the knight.”

She laid her forefinger against her cheek, tilted her head slightly,

mocking him with lips and eyes.

“Let me think! That was a pretty speech, but of course you’re referring

to that bronze Buddha over there. Come to think of it, papa does rather

fancy him.”

When she smilingly met his gaze he laughed and made a gesture of

despair.

“That was a nice bit of side-stepping! I’m properly rebuked. I see my

own worshiping must be done with caution. But the room is beautiful.

I’m glad to know there’s such a place in town.”

“I did have a good time planning and arranging it. But there’s nothing

remarkable about it after all. It’s merely what you might call a

refuge from reality--if that means anything.”

“It means a lot--too much for me to grasp all at once.”

“You’re making fun of me! All I meant was that I wanted a place to

escape into where I can play at being something I really am not. We all

need to do that. After all, it’s just a room.”

“Of course that’s just what it isn’t! It’s superb. I’ve already decided

to spend a lot of time here.”

“You may, if you won’t pick up little chance phrases I let fall and

frighten me with them. I have a friend--an awful highbrow--and he bores

me to death exclaiming over things I say and can’t explain and then

explaining them to me. But--why aren’t you at the Claytons’ party?”

“I wasn’t asked,” he said. “I don’t know them.”

“I know them, but I wasn’t asked,” she replied smilingly.

“Well, anyhow, it’s nicer here, I think.”

Bruce remembered what Henderson had said about the guarded social

acceptance of the patent medicine manufacturer and his family; but

Millicent evidently didn’t resent her exclusion from the Claytons’

party. Social differentiations, Bruce imagined, mattered little to

this girl, who was capable of fashioning her own manner of life, even

to the point of building a temple for herself in which to worship gods

of her own choosing. When he expressed interest in her modeling, which

Dale Freeman had praised, Millicent led the way to a door opening into

an extension of the library beyond the knight’s window, that served

her as a studio. It was only a way of amusing herself, she said,

when he admired a plaque of a child’s profile she confessed to be

her work. The studio bore traces of recent use. Damp cloths covered

several unfinished figures. There was a drawing-board in one corner

and scattered among the casts on the wall were crayon sketches, merely

notes, she explained, tacked up to preserve her impressions of faces

that had interested her.

He was struck by her freedom from pretense; when he touched on

something of which she was ignorant or about which she was indifferent,

she did not scruple to say so. Her imaginative, poetical side expressed

itself with healthy candor and frequent flashes of girlish enthusiasm.

She was wholly natural, refreshingly spontaneous in speech, with no

traces of pedantry or conceit even in discussing music, in which her

training had gone beyond the usual amateur’s bounds.

“You haven’t been to see Leila yet? She asked you to call, and if you

don’t go she’ll think it’s because of that little unpleasantness on the

river. Leila’s altogether worth while.”

Bruce muttered something about having been very busy. He had determined

never to enter Franklin Mills’s house, and he was embarrassed by

Millicent’s intimation that Leila might take it amiss that he ignored

her invitation.

“Leila’s a real person,” Millicent was saying. “Her great trouble is

in trying to adjust herself to a way of life that doesn’t suit her a

little bit.”

“You mean----” he began and paused because he didn’t know at all what

she meant.

“I mean that living in a big house and going to teas and upholding the

dignity of a prominent and wealthy family bores her to distraction. Her

chief trouble is her way of protesting against the kind of life she’s

born to. It’s screamingly funny, but Leila just hates being rich, and

she’s terribly bored at having so much expected of her as her father’s

daughter.”

“His standard, then, is so high?” Bruce ventured, curious as to what

further she might say of her neighbor.

“Oh, Mr. Mills is an interesting man, and he worships Leila; but

she worries and puzzles him. It isn’t just the difference between

age and youth----” She paused, conscious perhaps of the impropriety

of discussing her neighbor with a comparative stranger, but Bruce’s

gravely attentive face prompted her to go on. “He’s one of those people

we meet sometimes who don’t seem--how can one put it?--they don’t seem

quite at ease in the world.”

“Yes,” he said slowly, “but--where all the conditions of happiness are

given--money, position, leisure to do as you please--what excuse has

anyone for not finding happiness? You’d conclude that there was some

fundamental defect----”

“And when you reach that conclusion you’re not a bit better off!” she

interrupted. “You’re back where you started. Oh, well!” she said,

satisfied now that she had said quite enough about her neighbor and

regretting that she had mentioned him at all, “it’s too bad happiness

can’t be bought as you buy records to play on a machine and have

nothing to do but wind it up and listen. You have to do a little work

yourself.”

“We’ve all got to play in the band--that’s the idea!” he laughed, and

to escape from the thought of Mills, asked her whether she ever played

for an ignorant heathen like himself.

“You’re probably a stern critic,” she replied, “but I’ll take a chance.

If you don’t mind I’ll try the organ. Papa and Mamma always like me to

play some old pieces for them before they go to bed. Afterwards I’ll

do some other things.”

In a moment she was in the balcony with the knight towering above her,

but he faded into the shadows as she turned off the lights in the

studio below. Bruce’s eyes at once became attentive to her golden head

and clearly limned profile defined by the lamp over the music rack.

She seemed suddenly infinitely remote, caught away into a world of

legendary and elusive things. The first reedy notes of the organ stole

eerily through the room as though they too were evoked from an unseen

world.

The first things she played were a concession to her parents’ taste,

but she threw into them all the sentiment they demanded--the familiar

airs of “Annie Laurie,” “Ben Bolt,” and “Auld Lang Syne.” She played

them without flourishes, probably in deference to the preferences of

the father and mother who were somewhere listening. To these she added

old revival songs--“Beulah Land,” and “Pull for the Shore”--these also

presumably favorites of the unseen auditors. He watched her aureoled

head, the graceful movement of her arms and shoulders as she gave

herself to her task with complete absorption. She was kind to these

parents of hers; possibly it was through her music that she really

communicated with them, met them on ground of their simpler knowledge

and aspirations.

He was conscious presently of the faint ring of a bell, followed by

the murmur of voices in the hall. Someone entered the room and sat

down quietly behind him. Millicent, who had paid no heed to him since

mounting to the organ, was just beginning the Tannhäuser overture. She

followed this with passages from Lohengrin and Parsifal and classical

liturgical music touched with a haunting mystery....

She came down slowly into the room as though the spell of the music

still held her.

“I shan’t say anything--it might be the wrong word,” he said as he went

to meet her. “But it was beautiful--very beautiful!”

“You were a good listener; I felt that,” she replied.

He had forgotten that there had been another listener until she

smilingly waved her hand to someone behind him.

“So I had two victims--and didn’t know it! Patient sufferers! Mr.

Mills, you and Mr. Storrs have met--I needn’t introduce you a second

time.”

It was Franklin Mills, then, exercising a neighbor’s privilege, who had

arrived in the middle of the recital and taken a seat by the door.

“Mr. Storrs is a perfect listener,” Mills was saying as he shook hands

with Bruce. “He didn’t budge all the time you were playing.”

Mills’s easy, gracious manners, the intimacy implied in his chaffing

tone as he complained that she played better when she didn’t know

he was in the house, irritated Bruce. He had been enjoying himself

so keenly, the girl’s talk had so interested him and he had been so

thrilled and lifted by her music that Mills’s appearance was like a

profanation.

They were all seated now, and Millicent spoke of a book Mills had

sent her which it happened Bruce had read, and she asked his opinion

of it before expressing her own. Very likely Mills was in the habit

of sending her books. She said that she hadn’t cared greatly for the

book--a novel that discussed the labor question. The author evidently

had no solution of his own problem and left the reader in the air as to

his purpose.

“Maybe he only meant to arouse interest--stir people up and leave the

solution to others,” Bruce suggested.

“That was the way I took it,” said Mills. “The fact is, nobody has any

solution short of a complete tearing down of everything. And that,” he

added with a smile and a shrug, “would be very uncomfortable.”

“For us--yes,” Millicent replied quickly. “But a good many of our

millions would probably welcome a chance to begin over again.”

“What with,” Mills demanded, “when everything had been smashed?”

“Oh, they’d be sure to save something out of the wreck!” Millicent

replied.

“Well,” Mills remarked, “I’m hoping the smash won’t come in my day. I’m

too old to go out with a club to fight for food against the mob.”

“You want us to say that you’re _not_ too old,” laughed Millicent; “but

we’re not going to fall into that trap!”

“But--what _is_ going to happen?” asked Bruce.

“Other civilizations!” Mills replied, regarding the young man with an

intent look. “We’ve had a succession of them, and the world’s about

due to slip back into chaos and perhaps emerge again. It’s only the

barbarians who never change; they know they’ll be on top again if they

just wait.”

“What an optimist you are!” cried Millicent. “But you don’t really

believe such things.”

“Of course I do,” Mills answered with a broad smile.

She made it necessary for Bruce to assist her in combating Mills’s

hopeless view of the future, though she bore the main burden of the

opposition herself. Mills’s manner was one of good-natured indulgence;

but Bruce was wondering whether there was not a deep vein of cynicism

in the man. Mills was clever at fencing, and some of the things he

said lightly no doubt expressed real convictions.

Bruce was about to take his leave when Mills with assumed petulance

declared that the fire had been neglected and began poking the embers.

Carefully putting the poker and tongs back in the rack, he lounged

toward the door, paused halfway and said good-night formally, bowing

first to one and then the other.

“Come in again sometime!” Millicent called after him.

“Is that impudence?” Mills replied, reappearing from the hall with his

coat and hat. In a moment the door closed and they heard the sound of

his stick on the walk outside.

“He’s always like that,” Millicent remarked after a moment of silence.

“It’s understood that he may come in when I’m playing and leave when he

pleases. Sometimes when I’m at the organ he sits for an hour without my

knowing he’s here. It made me nervous at first--just remembering that

he _might_ be here; but I got over that when I found that he really

enjoyed the playing. I’m sorry he didn’t stay longer and really talk;

he wasn’t at his best tonight.”

Bruce made the merest murmur of assent, but something in Mills’s

quizzical, mocking tone, the very manner of his entrance into the

house, affected him disagreeably.

He realized that he was staying too long for a first call, but he

lingered until they had regained the cheery note with which the evening

began, and said good night.

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