CHAPTER XXI.

HOW THEY WENT INTO THE COPSE.

When Burrough came into his lonely cottage the first thing that

struck him was the silence. Usually the wind was sighing and moaning;

the water was roaring down the gorge beneath his windows. Inside two

clocks were ticking and chattering like a pair of magpies; and Peter

Grimalkin, Crown Prince of Cats, was purring upon the lounge. But

there was not a sound that evening. There was not even a breeze upon

the moor, not enough to make a moan. There was scarcely any water

coming down the gorge, certainly far too little to raise a roar. The

clocks had stopped, which was only natural, as Burrough had forgotten

to wind them. Peter, generally over-punctual to meals, was absent,

having left the impression of his body upon a cushion as a sort of

hint he would return anon. The silence and loneliness were together

more than Burrough could endure. He went out, leaned against his

favourite rock, and presently began to offer serious advice to that

portion of his personality which was inclined to break out into

revolt. “Now, look here, old chap,” he said, addressing the top of his

boot. “You’ve been making a fool of yourself lately, and you’ve been

knocked out. No more weakness. Sit up straight and take your

punishment like a little man. Beatrice is not for you. She’s been very

kind and nice--I won’t say she hasn’t flirted a bit, but that’s her

way--and she’s given you more happiness than you deserved; and

now--well, now she’s going away, and you’ve got to stop here and make

a living. I warned you right along you had no chance. There’s all the

difference in the world between a gentleman on granite and a gentleman

on clover. You’re on the granite, and always will be, and she’s on the

clover. If you hadn’t been broken up by that shell it would have been

just the same. You were a miserable creature to try and deceive her,

and of course she’s angry, and would naturally hate you, even if you

weren’t more than twice as ugly as wall-eyed Kellaway. You’ll get over

this all right, and settle down the same as ever. It’s only a weak

fool who permits his life to be spoilt by a love affair. You must

remember that love, matrimony, companionship, are merely incidents of

life. What a man does, his work, his actions, his influence--those

make up his life.”

This was very sound philosophy, and suited Burrough’s case admirably.

He went on to assure himself that if Beatrice were to become his they

would soon grow tired of one another; they might even quarrel, and

separate in mutual disgust. Of course he wanted her, but that was not

so much because he loved her, as because she was beyond him. He was so

convinced that Beatrice had not been intended for him in any case,

that he searched for Peter to impart the information to that

indifferent creature. Peter, however, was in none of his usual haunts.

Burrough decided he might feel lonely presently. There was always his

work, which he had neglected for so long. He would devote himself in

earnest to that, now that he had burst all the bubbles of pleasure

within reach. He had finished the frivolous chapter of his life. The

next chapter was to be solid work. There is nothing a man cannot

accomplish by hard work. To-morrow--_Avanti!_ Stones and sermons. The

granite of Dartmoor should yield gold. The primitive structures of the

moor should be dealt with as they had never been before. He would run

up the gamut of stone-age architecture from menhir and dolmen to the

beehive hut. And the answer of a gratified public would be the answer

of the commoner, who was accused of destroying a cromlech to make the

wall of his new-take. “What’s the good of ’en? The Almighty put they

stoanes there for use. So I cracked ’en up and used ’en.” That

commoner was a member of the public. He had no reverence for cromlech

or hut circle. He had the practical side of life to attend to, so he

“cracked ’en up and used ’en.” The public in general have a

sentimental side, but stone-memorials do not enter into it. They would

say of Burrough’s book, more elegantly, perhaps, but none the less

shrewdly, “What’s the good of ’en?”

Burrough felt proud of himself. He was displaying courage,

self-restraint, and determination. He had made up his mind to forget

Beatrice, and had no doubt he would succeed. Still he felt lonely; so

he walked about the furze-bushes and stone-clatters, calling for

Peter; and receiving no answer he went indoors, lighted his stove,

wound up his clocks, and reflected that “making happy” was the literal

meaning of the name Beatrice.

Evening came at last, warm and cloudy. A silvery light above the tors

hinted at the presence of the moon behind the canopy. The heather

ceased to blush, and the bloom of the gorse became misty. A nightjar

down the gorge appeared to imagine itself a blacksmith, and made

horrible noises accordingly. The last cartload of peat had jolted in

from bogland. The stone-yard was silent, and the workers were gathered

together in Eastaway’s bar-room to sing ballads with the moormen.

Burrough heard them singing as he made his way towards Brynamoor.

There was pure white mountain mist hanging along the cleave. The

lonely watcher could see the undulating lines of the high moor on one

side, and on the other portions of the tors like mediæval castles

lying in ruins. It was hard to believe that misty fabric was composed

of immense granite blocks piled one above the other. Those blocks were

faint pencillings upon the sky. The upper part of the moor was a

cloud, a creation of moist air--but a breeze passed, the mist was

shaken out like the folds of a robe, then settled into a filmy sheet,

blending substance with shadow, melting the granite masses into

ghost-clouds. As Burrough walked on, another change occurred. The moon

appeared, and in a moment nothing that was indefinite remained. The

village sycamores cast lace-like shadows. The lines became sharp, the

rugged outlines of ruined tors were clear-cut. There was no sense of

mystery. The mist had been poetical, the silvery glow sentimental; but

there was something cold and pitiless about the moonlight.

Two figures wandered upon Brynamoor. Beatrice had brought her aunt,

for which kindly act the little lady was grateful. She enjoyed being

with her niece. It made her feel young; also it made her feel wicked.

“I shall have to bail you out of the police-court some day,” Beatrice

had said to her relative, during an evening’s diversion in London,

when the little lady, conscious that no one knew her, had announced

her intention “to persevere in dissipation for the rest of the night.”

Beatrice was pale, frightened, unhappy, when she saw Burrough

approaching. She had already forgiven his deceit, which was in a

manner complimentary to her. She admired his courage when she

perceived that he had at last removed his bandage. But one glance at

his terribly disfigured features was sufficient. It was worse even

than she had feared. He made a terrifying spectacle in the moonlight.

That light which idealised her own bizarre face added deformity to

his. She felt the same kind of shrinking dread which the one-legged

fisherman had inspired her with as a child.

“That Mr. Burrough! How shocking!” Miss Pentreath whispered.

Burrough came up and joined them. He saw Beatrice shrink slightly, and

avert her eyes when she greeted him, so he turned the brim of his hat

to conceal his damages, and placed himself at her right hand; while

Miss Pentreath simpered something about the moonlight, and said she

wished very much she could recall some poetry she had learnt in

her--at least a year or so ago.

“Shall we go into the copse?” Beatrice suggested, nodding in the

direction of a gate set within the stone hedge.

“Certainly not. There are snakes, and things that creep, jump, and

bite,” cried Miss Pentreath. “Besides, it’s muddy, and I have on my

thin shoes and lace stockings.”

“I want to go and pick flowers. I like picking them by moonlight,” the

girl went on. “They are all alike by this light; you can only

distinguish them by smell. Don’t you like the smell of wild flowers?”

she asked Burrough, but without looking up at him.

“They smell of the open air,” she cried when he had answered in the

affirmative. “I hate the smell of cultivated flowers; they smell of

disinfectants and hospitals.”

“This girl runs wild when she finds the first primrose,” said Miss

Pentreath.

“It’s the first sign of spring,” Beatrice explained. “Every winter I

have a horrible dread lest by some terrible accident there should be

no spring or summer. When I see the first primrose I know we’re all

right; so I pounce upon it and eat it.”

“Why do you eat it?” asked Burrough in his grave, low voice.

“Primitive instinct, I suppose. It’s my way of expressing supreme

satisfaction. If you will wait here five minutes,” Beatrice went on,

pinching her aunt’s arm slily, “Mr. Burrough and I will go into the

copse, as I must and will have a handful of the white orchids, which,

if gathered by moonlight, are a sure protection against evil-eye,

convulsions, change of weather, and a host of other things--a sort of

pixy patent-medicine, in fact. Sit you here, auntie, and think of your

sins, while I go to secure the means of rendering myself proof against

the spells and enchantments of all the black witches between Tamar and

Sennen Cove.”

“But I don’t like stopping here by myself,” protested the little lady.

“Bogey won’t run away with you,” laughed Beatrice. “I shan’t be gone

more than five minutes--which may mean a quarter of an hour. If you

see or hear anything frightful, light the furze. When I see the glow I

will run.”

“Suppose I’m bitten by a viper?”

“Bite him back, dear,” cried Beatrice, and ran to join Burrough, who

was pacing moodily towards the hedge with its mantle of ferns and

stonecrop.

He swung open the gate. Beatrice slipped through, and, lifting her

short skirts, hurried across the rough ground as though she desired to

escape from him. When he turned from the gate she was a dozen yards in

front. He hurried after her, and, with a laugh, she began to run. She

jumped a water-course and sped on, and was actually gaining upon him,

when she stopped short, made some strange movements, and then began to

hop with one foot off the ground.

“I’m beaten,” she called. “What chance have we who run in skirts? I’ve

been and kicked my foot through the flounce of my petticoat.”

There was a gnarled oak close by, so she hopped thrice, and, leaning

against it, disengaged her foot. Some inches of flimsy white material

fluttered about the grass, and she tried to tear it off, but failed;

so, looking up with a laughing face, she begged for a knife.

As Burrough approached she put out her hands suddenly.

“I must say it at once--I’m sorry, so sorry,” she said, softly. “I

know why you didn’t tell me now. You thought it might turn out better

than it has done. I am so sorry. I can’t think of anything else to

say. But we shouldn’t have blended, perhaps. Here, lend me your knife,

please. It’s all right, isn’t it? I’m not Beatrice--I was only

Beatrice for a little--the evening we went swaling and that night in

the ruin. The rest of the time I was Bill. I wanted to be Bill always,

only you wouldn’t let me. I am Bill now, and you are Jack. We were at

school together, you know. Don’t you remember how we used to cheek the

masters?”

Burrough’s single eye was fixed upon the torn flounce. He did not dare

to look at her lest he should see her shiver again when she saw his

disfigurement. He drew the brim of his hat still more down.

“What are you doing?” cried she. “No, you must not cut it off; you

might forget I am just Bill--your old pal, Billy P. Please let me do

it; you forget. It’s just a silly trick of mine, this masquerading in

frills and flounces. I’m really--yes, a horrid, beery fisherman, and I

chew tobacco, and I swear and beat my wife, and I’ve got a little

fishing-smack at St. Sennen--the ‘Stormy Petrel,’ by Bill

Pentreath--and they call me ‘cap’n’ down there. I wonder you know such

people.”

“It’s all right, Bill; I don’t forget,” said Burrough bravely.

“Gi’e us yer knife then, Jack. I wants to trim these ’ere duds o’

mine,” said Beatrice delightedly.

“She doesn’t care,” he thought. “It is nothing to her.”

“Let me do it, Bill,” he pleaded.

“Ah, well,” said she, with a distinctly feminine sigh.

But when Burrough was upon his knees at those tiny feet, the fragrant

petticoat in his hands, his knuckles against the warm, strong ankle,

he lost, not all, but a part of his self-restraint; and this fact was

communicated to him less through his senses than by means of

Beatrice’s voice saying reproachfully, although more softly than she

had intended--

“Jack, thee’rt a gurt fool!”

“It’s done--it’s off!” he cried, somewhat hoarsely, perhaps, but still

strongly, holding the pretty scented trifle out.

“I’ll get the missis to sew it on,” laughed she; but there were tears

in her eyes had he known it. She admired his courage and his strength

the more; his courage in that he had not been yet weaker, his strength

in conquering what weakness there was. Those kisses were warm upon her

pretty ankle.

“Jack, we mustn’t stop,” she hurried on. “There’s auntie waiting, and

she’s nervous by herself. I thought it would be wise to bring her, and

then--well, you know. You’ve been a good boy, Jack, very good; and

Bill’s proud of you. Now look--look down into the copse!”

Burrough turned slowly and stupidly. He saw hundreds of white spikes

springing from the lush grass below. They were orchid blooms nodding

sleepily in the enchanted moonlight.

“I must have some,” she said, and went down into the lush grass, which

reached her knees, regardless of wet feet and damaged lace; for she

was careless of her pretty clothes, and perhaps she wanted to cool

that burning ankle in the swamp.

“Come and help,” she called. “We must hurry; there are clouds coming

up over the moon, and if it’s dark on Brynamoor auntie will scream.”

Burrough went down and helped, keeping some distance from her. He was

thankful when a gauzy veil was drawn across the moon, making Beatrice

a ghostly figure and concealing his deformity from her. He could

hardly see the white spikes of the orchids; they were confused with

the cotton sedge.

In the meantime the girl was chattering:

“Shine, bright moon, or you’ll break the spell. There are drunkards

here. They ought to have done flowering by now. They are very late

drunkards.” She was referring to a few marsh-marigolds which displayed

their yellow cups at the edge of the swamp. “It is a shame to call

them drunkards, even if they are always drinking. They only drink

water, but perhaps bog-water is rather rich and heady. And here! Are

these ghastly little things forget-me-nots? Yes, they are.”

As she spoke a glow of red light came across the copse. Light clouds

drifted overhead, there was a noisy crackling, and the air became full

of sparks.

“Auntie has fired Brynamoor,” cried Beatrice. “There she sits upon her

rock, singing as she watches the world burning. She thinks the five

minutes are up.”

They came up from the copse. Burrough tried to hang back, because he

felt there was much he would like to say, if he could find the words,

and the courage to utter them; but Beatrice pressed on towards the

gate, obviously anxious to bring the scene to a close.

“Peter has gone,” he exclaimed at last. “I am alone now.”

“Gone!” said Beatrice. “Hoisted Blue Peter? Weighed his little anchor?

Walked his own chalks, without a last paw-shake, or a valedictory

mew?”

“I have not seen him all day. He never came in this evening. He has

always been punctual to his meals.”

“I knew how it would be,” said Beatrice. “A messenger came last night

to tell him that the old king his father had passed away, and that he

was king of all the cats. Of course he would have to go at once, or

some pretender might have seized the crown. He won’t forget you. He’ll

send you the Crown Prince to bring up. Some morning you’ll find a fine

black kitten lost among the heather by your door. You can take him in

and call him Moses.”

“Peter was my only companion,” he went on sadly.

“He will come back,” said Beatrice. “Of course he will. Cats are

fearful profligates. They go away for sprees of a week, then sneak

home like prodigal sons to be fed up and pampered.”

They were at the gate. The stone hedge concealed them from Miss

Pentreath, who was strutting nervously beside the glowing furze.

Burrough stopped with his hand upon the catch, and turned suddenly to

face the girl with a fond whisper of her name.

“Your bad memory,” she laughed. “Not Beatrice, but Bill. Remember me

as Bill. Write to me as Bill--and like me as Bill.”

After that he could do nothing. There was no doubt that was her final

answer. The moon was out again, and he stood revealed; and Miss

Pentreath had sighted her niece and was coming towards them with quite

unreasonable haste.

When Burrough returned to his cottage beside the gorge Peter had not

returned. He went almost immediately to bed, reminding himself again

that love and matrimony, and even the disappearance of a favourite

cat, were merely incidents of life. He consoled himself with the

thought that he would see Beatrice for another two weeks, listen to

her chatter, visit with her their little kingdom by the river, and

feel the enchantment of her presence. During the fourteen days much

might happen. She liked him, and therefore she might accustom herself

to his disfigurement. She might cease to be Bill of the copse, and

become again Beatrice of Blissland, Beatrice of the tiny footprint and

the golden hairpin.

The next morning Willum came up the cleave with gun and dogs and the

letter-bag. He was very late, and his temper was bad. He explained

these facts by informing Burrough, whom he met among the rocks

searching for Peter, that the two ladies had cut short their visit,

and had upset his mother by ordering an early breakfast, and annoyed

himself by sending him out still earlier to order the carriage so that

they might catch the first west-bound train.

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