CHAPTER XV.

“Wherever Fingall lifts his spear, there will

Hidal’n be, and taunt him to mortal strife.”

Lord Arandale, as Lord Lieutenant of the county, took the lead in all

that was going forward; and, desirous to promote the festivity of the

scene, he gave to his numerous friends and acquaintance the additional

entertainment of a splendid luncheon, laid in tents.

His lordship also made it a point with his whole party, to dine each day

at the public ordinary, and attend the ball each evening.

At the door of the hotel, which furnished the ball-room, Henry contrived

to hand Julia out of the carriage, and in consequence he conducted her up

stairs. On the way, he asked her to dance with him. She was previously

engaged to Edmund, to the Marquis of H⸺, to Lord Morven, and to several

others; for more sets than it was probable she should dance during the

evening. This excuse, however, she did not take the trouble of making to

Henry, but merely told him, with firmness and some severity of manner,

that she would not dance with him, as she felt much offended by the style

of conversation he had taken the liberty of adopting towards her, the

evening before.

“I tell you what, Julia!” he replied, leading her with much longer steps

than she found quite convenient, round the side of the room, which was as

yet unoccupied, “I know all your secrets, as well as if you had thought

fit to make me your confidant. I know that you are in love (and you ought

to be ashamed of yourself) with this Edmund, this Captain Montgomery,

Captain Nobody! Although, as I told you before, he chooses to prefer Lady

Susan Morven, forsooth, to your ladyship! You had better get Frances to

join you, I think; strip all hands, and see who he’ll throw the apple to!

That however is your affair, but this I can tell you, if you treat me

with insult on his account, and let such a fellow see that you do so, I

know how to be revenged! and I will be revenged!”

“How dare you, Henry,” said Julia, almost breathless between indignation

and mortification, “how dare you address such language to me! I shall let

grandmamma know, and you shall never be allowed to speak to me again!”

“Not quite so fast, madam!” retorted Henry, “you shall say, and you shall

do what I please, and only what I please; or, I repeat it, I’ll have

revenge!” She was about to speak again, with a lip, the expression of

which already evinced scorn for his threats.

“Hear me!” he continued, preventing her, “you are well aware, Julia,

that there are subjects which must be sore ones to Edmund. I will thrust

these upon him in the most indelicate manner; in short, I will insult

him, and before other men too, past all endurance; till I compel him to a

quarrel, which shall end by ending one of us! In such a case, should your

favourite escape with life, which is not very probable, he will never be

able to shew his face again among our family.” Julia looked up, petrified

with horror and astonishment. He answered the look, which had seemed to

say, “Is it possible?” with, “Yes! I will do it;” and his eyes remained

fixed on hers, till she shuddered at their unshrinking expression. Yet

she felt as if compelled by some spell to continue her gaze meeting his,

and suffer him to read every thought that was passing in her mind.

At length, after a painful pause, endeavouring to assume a firmness,

which she was far from possessing, she replied, “I repeat it, Henry.

It is not to you that I shall render an account of my conduct. For

yourself—merit toleration, (if you can,) and, for peace sake, I will shew

it you.”

Henry’s eyes flashed with rage for a moment, then, bowing, he answered

with a sneer, “Lady Julia L. is pleased to condescend!” and, looking at

her insolently from head to foot, he laughed with an expression which it

was impossible to comprehend, yet which, evidently, had some horrible

meaning; and, snatching up her hand, he almost crushed the delicate

fingers together ere he again released it; saying, as he did so, “Julia,

you little know what is before you! Faith, I cannot help laughing,” he

continued, “when I think how you shall change your tone one of those

days.”

At this moment Edmund singled from a group at the further end of the

room, and approached. He came to claim Julia’s promised hand for the set

now forming; and Henry, for this time, walked away without disputing it.

How gladly did she take the offered arm of our hero; she literally clung

to it. He felt her tremble, and turned towards her with a look of anxious

enquiry. She begged him to take her out of the room, and get her a glass

of water. No sooner had they escaped the danger of general observation by

reaching the gallery, along which but an occasional straggler passed,

than she burst into a passion of tears. She suffered Edmund to take

her hand, and even, unconsciously, returned the pressure of his; as,

notwithstanding the painful suspicions renewed by what he had just seen,

he tenderly entreated to know the cause of her tears.

“Do not ask me, Edmund! do not ask me!” was all she was able to say.

Edmund was confounded; for, strange as were all the circumstances, there

was, at the moment, an unguarded tenderness in her voice and manner,

which seemed to convey almost conclusive evidence of attachment to

himself. Yet, was it not Henry who had caused her emotion? Edmund had

observed the deep interest with which they had conversed; he had seen

Henry take her hand, the hand he now held; and he dropped it at the

recollection.

As soon as Julia was able, they returned to the ball-room, Edmund again

enduring all the doubts, all the tortures of a passion, debarred from

explanation with its object.

They joined the set. The form of our heroine glided along through the

mazes of the dance, and was followed by the eyes of the enamoured Marquis

of H⸺, who stood, with folded arms, contemplating the perfection of her

figure, the unconscious grace of her movements, the lustre and profusion

of her bright hair, the softness of her hazel eye, the mantling glow on

her cheek, and the richness and sweet expression of her lips as they

smiled, when, from time to time, she answered or addressed her partner;

for, notwithstanding her late agitation, she could not be Edmund’s

partner, hear his voice, and feel the kindness of his eye, and not

smile! An affection so long cherished as was hers, an affection which

the heart cannot do without, induces, thus, a secret devotedness of

every feeling which we are often ashamed of even to ourselves, yet with

which we are unable to contend. In short, Julia was already bringing

her mind to contemplate, as a species of happiness, the idea of being

even a consolation to Edmund. She determined that when she went to her

room at night, she would ask Frances, who seemed to be in Lady Susan’s

confidence, all the particulars about this business between her ladyship

and Edmund. He had said that he had no hope, and therefore, at any rate,

he was not going to be married to Lady Susan. Julia could, herself also,

remain unmarried; and then they could, according to her original plan,

love each other as friends all their lives. While these reflections

passed across the mind of Julia, the quadrille concluded, and the

Marquis lost not a moment in claiming her promised hand for the next.

He had indeed, at the very first glance, been captivated by her

peculiarly luxuriant style of beauty, and he had, subsequently, short as

had been the acquaintance, contrived to gaze and meditate himself into

a passion of the most absurdly extravagant kind; while, not admitting a

doubt of his own success, he made up his mind, that our heroine should

be the future Marchioness of H⸺; and, accordingly, now led her towards

the set, with almost triumphant feelings. These, however, being under the

check of perfect good breeding, so far from giving anything offensive

to his manners, rather served to render them animated and agreeable.

His admiration, too, though so lately excited, was perfectly sincere;

and as passion, however transient, while it lasts, speaks with the

irresistible voice of nature, his mode of expressing himself could not

fail of possessing a certain charm, as he whispered soft speeches, in

terms as ardent and unequivocal as the newness of his suit would permit.

He was not a little disappointed therefore, at the absolute indifference,

nay, almost unconsciousness evinced by Julia’s absent manner and languid

smile; for she was thinking of Lady Susan, of Edmund, and more than all,

of Henry’s threats, and what ought to be her own future conduct.

In the course of the evening, the Marquis perceived also, and not without

some anxiety, that he was likely to have to contend with a numerous host

of rivals; not one of them, ’tis true, was quite his equal either in rank

or fortune, but a creature so young as Julia was, might disregard such

considerations. He finally determined therefore to secure Lord Arandale’s

interest, by letting him know his intentions that very night.

Colonel Morven too, by this time Frances’s declared, though by no means

her received admirer, found it not quite so easy to appropriate her

hand in the dance, or her ear at the supper table, as he had done while

none but the family party were present. In short, the sisters were well

known to be joint heiresses to the great estates of Lord L⸺, and, that

such were the settlements, that his lordship could not cut off either

of his daughters from an equal share of the inheritance, even if such

daughter married in direct opposition to his wishes. In addition to these

reversionary charms, it was equally well known, that Julia, in a very

few months, would be in actual possession of her Scotch estate. This

property lay in the immediate neighbourhood, its beauties and its value

were well known to all. Both the sisters also possessed the not quite

valueless though less valuable attractions of youth and beauty; with the

charms of perfect freedom from affectation and perfect newness to life;

for such was the seclusion in which they had been educated, that, till

very lately, they had not only never acted a part on life’s stage, but

never been even spectators of any scene beyond the limit of the fireside

circle at Lodore. And here, the dramatis personæ had generally been

confined to grandmamma, Edmund, Mr. Jackson, Henry, and themselves, the

depth and continuance of Mrs. Montgomery’s mourning of the heart having,

since the death of Lady L⸺, nearly excluded all other society.

Can it then be wondered at, if the Ladies L⸺, with so many circumstances

in their favour formed, to the gentlemen at least, the centre of

attraction?

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