XV

When Nannie went out into the garden she saw old Hayseed leaning over

the fence contemplating some of the ruins of Steve's vegetables. Glad

of any diversion, she opened a conversation on the subject of Mr.

Seymour, of whose death she had heard that day. In far-away times, old

Hayseed had known Mr. Seymour's father.

"I didn't think he could die," said Nannie. "He was always trying to,

but I didn't think he was really sick enough."

"He hed ter die ter vindercate hisself," said Hayseed. "Some folks,

yer know, hez ter live ter set 'emselves right, but this one 'bleeged

ter die. He was allers goin' on erbout his bein' out o' health, an'

nobody believed him, so he was 'bleeged ter die. Mrs. Seymour's young

woman was tellin' me she tho't he died to spite folks that wouldn't

'low he was sick. She said he was mean enough to do anything."

"He was; mean as he could be!" exclaimed Nannie. "He was so little and

so narrow-minded, and he had no excuse for it either, for he had a

good education and he'd been all over the world."

"Well, now, once in awhile ye see a prune that won't swell. Ye put 'em

all in water alike, an' most on 'em gits fat an' smooth, but this one

stays small an' shriveled up. There's no accountin' fer ther

difference."

Nannie turned and walked toward the house. She was restless and felt

at a loss to know what to do with herself. Since her caper in the

garden Steve had left her absolutely to her own way, and she had

found, as folks will soon or late, that nothing could be more dreary.

She finally started over to see her cousins, the Misfits, but on her

way thither she had occasion to pass the house of some plain folk by

the name of Meader, and she suddenly decided to go in there. It was

the same house from which Steve had heard that anguished wail, and

when Nannie entered, shortly after Steve had passed on, she found Mrs.

Meader weeping bitterly. The woman was so far gone in misery that she

did not resent Nannie's entrance or her question.

"What is the matter?"

"Oh, I can't stand it no longer. He don't give me nothin' to git

anything with, an' we can't live on nothin'. Whenever he gits mad he

plagues me by keepin' everything out o' my han's, an' he won't answer

when I ask him fer anything. I'd like to know if a woman an' five

children kin live without money! Before I was married I used to earn

some. I had enough to live on, but now, what with the cookin', an'

washin' an' nussin' all these babies, I ain't no time ter earn a

livin'!"

"I should say you _were_ earning it! You earn more than he does!"

exclaimed Nannie hotly.

"He don't look at it that way," sobbed the woman. "He's ferever makin'

me feel so beholten ter him fer every penny an' ter-day when I needed

some money awful fer tea an' I went ter his pocket an' got it, he went

on so afore ther children it seems like I can't never look them in

ther face agin. He said--he said"--she stammered amid her sobs--"thet

I was a thief--a low-down common thief--that's what he said, and the

children heard him."

Nannie rose from her chair with clinched hands and a flaming face.

"Where is he?" she asked under her breath.

"He's gone ter ther grocery. He ain't working ter-day. He said he'd

'tend ter the spendin' of the money. I couldn't be trusted with it. He

said thet, he did, afore the children."

And she broke down again.

Just then the man himself came walking in.

"What's up now?" he asked when he saw Nannie's face.

"You are!" she blazed, "and you're a contemptible brute!"

His face flushed. He looked both ashamed and angry, but a man in his

position is at a loss to know what to do when attacked by a woman

outside his family. He had enough pride to shrink from this invasion

of his affairs, but he did not know just how to resent it.

"It ain't no matter fer discussion," he said, "but she's been into my

pockets, an' thet's what I can't stand."

"What do you steal her money for, then?" demanded Nannie.

He stared at her in stupid astonishment.

"It's you who steal!" continued Nannie in ringing tones. "There she

is, earning more than you do, and----"

"I don't know how you make that out," said the man in a sulky tone.

"Try to hire some one to take her place, and you'll learn. She could

hire your work done fast enough, but there never has been and there

never will be money enough in all your horrid pockets put together to

hire what she does for you and the children; and then you are so

nasty, and mean, and dishonest as to clutch the money and pretend you

have the right to dole out what belongs to her. I wonder you aren't

ashamed to be alive!"

He certainly did look ashamed now. He had probably never before viewed

matters from this point.

"Well, I don't suppose I done just the right thing. I'm not going ter

deny it, but money comes hard, anyhow."

"And her life is hard enough, anyhow, without your making it harder by

tyrannizing over her."

Here one of the five little ones began to cry, and the mother started

forward to take it, but Nannie intercepted her.

"You go and get your dinner," she said. "I'll look after the

children."

And taking the two youngest in her arms she coaxed the others along,

and they all went out into the warm, pleasant sunlight, and there

Nannie sang to them, told them stories, washed their dirty little

faces, and mothered them generally until their own poor mother could

recover herself and their father had time to see the error of his way

and repent.

The sun was setting when Nannie wended her way homeward. She dreaded

to see Steve, but found relief in the thought that he would probably

appear as usual. When she learned that he had not returned she felt

surprised, but decided not to wait dinner, and so ate alone.

She spent the evening at her cousin's house. She did not quite dare to

go to Constance's, for she instinctively felt that Constance would

heartily disapprove of her leaving home in that way at a time when her

husband was likely to be alone.

Returning, she found the house dark. Steve had probably retired, and

she remembered she had given Bridget permission to go to the city for

the night to look after a sick cousin. Something impelled her to do an

unusual thing--open Steve's door a crack and peep in. He was not

there.

The shock of this discovery was so great that for a moment Nannie was

almost too bewildered to know what she did, and was half frightened

when she found herself at the front door calling "Steve! Steve!"

The leaves rustling on the trees in the soft night wind was her only

answer, and she closed the door with a feeling of desolate misery new

to her experience.

At no time was she afraid. The fact of her being alone in the house

merely served to emphasize her realization of her loss, for she had no

doubt that Steve had left her. There was no resentment in her attitude

now; she felt that she deserved her fate. None the less she also felt

that she could not endure it--could not live without Steve. And yet

she had told him that very day that she had neither love nor respect

for him. How could he stay with her after that?

The night passed somehow, and morning found Nannie with a white face,

save where the shadows rested 'neath her large eyes.

Bridget had not yet come home, and she could not endure to stay alone

any longer, so she wrapped a little parcel and started over to

Constance's. The parcel was one of a set of articles she was learning

to make. Some weeks before this she had appeared at Constance's one

day, and unrolling a large bundle she carried, had spread upon the

latter's bed a quantity of tiny clothing, cut and made in most

original fashion.

"Why, Nannie!" exclaimed Constance, who had no other idea than that

they were meant for little baby Chance. "How lovely of you! Thank you

ever so much!"

"They're not for you," said Nannie in her crude way. "They're mine."

The chagrin and embarrassment Constance might have felt over her

mistake was swallowed up now in her amazement and delight.

"Yours! Oh, Nannie, I'm so glad."

"I haven't any use for them," said Nannie, bluntly, "but"--and here

there was a hardly perceptible quiver of her lips--"I just wanted them

around."

"I declare, that's really pathetic," said Randolph afterward when

Constance told him. "Why don't you teach her, sweetheart--teach her to

make the pretty little things?"

And Constance did, and as a result of all the ripping and cutting

over Nannie had made some exquisite little garments, two of which she

presented to Constance, and the rest kept in a little chiffonier in

her room, to gaze at and kiss many times a day.

Returning from her sewing lesson rather earlier than usual, for she

longed and dreaded to go back to her house, she found Steve awaiting

her.

He was sitting in the little parlor, and his face was flushed and his

eyes strangely bright.

Nannie stood stock-still on the threshold when she saw him.

"Steve," she asked at length, "have you come back to live with me?"

"Yes," he said, and then something impelled him to hold out his arms

to her.

She hesitated, wavered for a moment like some beautiful wild bird that

had strayed from the forest; then she ran to him in headlong fashion.

"Steve!" she fairly cried, "I can't make the words, but you know! you

know!"

Steve folded her in his arms and--the dream came true. In the rapture

of that moment he knew indeed--knew that this strange, untutored child

was the one woman in all the world to satisfy him.

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