CHAPTER XVI

EVELYN'S RESOLUTION FAILS

Disturbing thoughts spoiled Dick's visit to town and one morning soon

after his return he went out on the sands when the tide was low. He

took a note-book and a compass, and before he went walked up and down a

measured distance on the lawn until he thought he knew the length of

his stride. Since he was going to make some investigations that he

tried to hope would banish his doubts, it was necessary to be accurate.

He found the spot where Jim had left his punt; there was a little

runlet of water down the bank that fixed it, and he stepped off the

distance to the level sand above. Then he smoked a pipe while he tried

to recapture the footsteps as he had seen them in the moonlight, and

when he was roughly satisfied, went across to the creek that ran into

the main channel.

He counted his steps until he reached the spot where the shadowy figure

had vanished in the fog. The creek bent just there; he remembered the

bend, which he had cut across, and the bank was steep. If Lance,

wearing light-colored shooting clothes, had gone into the hollow,

nobody could have seen him a few yards off. Dick made some notes and

marked the distances, and then went back to Whitelees, feeling

strangely troubled. His doubts had not vanished; they had changed to

certainties.

Dick was young and often careless, but now a sense of responsibility

weighed upon him. He had a liking for Jim and an affection for Carrie

that might have ripened to a stronger feeling had she allowed it, and

both had run some risk of being drowned. For all that, Dick could not

see his way. The honor of the house must be guarded, and although he

knew himself a coward he hesitated for a miserable week.

Then Jim came to Whitelees one evening when Mrs. Halliday and Dick were

dining somewhere else. He stopped for two or three hours, and

unluckily Evelyn was bored when he arrived and Jim was dull. He had

had a disappointing day, for a sluice-gate had fallen down, a workman

had got hurt, and a valuable horse had broken its leg. Jim talked

about his troubles at some length while Evelyn tried to look

sympathetic, and afterwards stated, with numerous particulars, his

projects for improving the estate, although he carefully explained that

his losing his money might prevent their being carried out. While he

sketched his plans he unconsciously delineated his character, and when

he went away Evelyn felt daunted.

Pulling a chair to the fire, she sat for a time trying to face a crisis

she had begun to fear must come. She had thought she understood Jim

and had known that when she married him she must give up much; but now

she saw him as he really was. He cared nothing for amusements and not

much for music and art; in fact, he had no use for the refinements and

amenities that smoothed the life she enjoyed. Langrigg could not be

made a center of pleasant social intercourse and perhaps political

influence; Jim's wife must study economy and help to manage his farms.

It was not that he was selfish. All his habits were utilitarian and he

would not change. Well, she could not marry a farmer and devote

herself to strenuous work. She must be amused; the life Jim had

planned for her was frankly impossible. Getting up before Mrs.

Halliday returned, she left word that she had a headache and went to

bed.

Next morning Mordaunt came to Whitelees and found Evelyn alone. He sat

down opposite with a careless smile and she noted his smooth urbanity

and easy pose. Jim as a rule was restless, and highly-strung.

"Seeing Dick and your mother in the car encouraged me to call," he

said. "Dick and I were staunch friends, but I didn't want to meet him.

He has recently been strange."

"He has been moody since he came from town, although he was not in very

good spirits the morning he left," Evelyn agreed in a thoughtful voice.

"I imagine something that might account for it happened the night Jim's

friends were lost on the sands."

Mordaunt felt disturbed, but Evelyn's remark stiffened his resolution.

She had noted Dick's moodiness, and since the lad was suspicious he

must act quickly. He might have trouble afterwards, but he would meet

it when it came.

"It's possible," he said, "Dick's temperament is nervous and perhaps he

had some grounds for feeling a strain. I expect you have noted that he

is attracted by Miss Winter?"

"I have noted it," Evelyn admitted with an unconscious frown. "It will

lead to nothing. Dick's romantic, but he is not a fool."

"He is headstrong and his own master. Miss Winter has beauty."

"For all that, it's ridiculous to imagine Dick would marry her."

"I don't know," said Mordaunt, coolly. "You are going to marry Jim."

Evelyn colored, because she knew what he meant. For the most part, the

objections that could be urged against Carrie applied to Jim.

"I don't know if I'm going to marry Jim or not," she said.

Mordaunt looked hard at her and his eyes sparkled. "Ah," he said, "I

imagined something like this would happen; in fact, I have waited for

it. It was plain that Jim would pall. He has his virtues, but he is

not the man for you."

"He has many virtues; he's big and strong and honest. It would be

easier if he had some of our shabby faults. Jim's code is as rude as

himself, but it's stern and he lives up to it. I don't know if I can."

"I know," said Mordaunt, smiling; "you could not! Jim is something of

a savage, but all the same, he belongs to the old school and his

rudeness is austere. We are modern and live on another plane. But how

did you come to see the truth I've seen all along?"

"Jim showed me," Evelyn replied with some feeling. "Unconsciously, of

course. He was here last evening and talked about his plans. They are

good plans. Had I been different, I might have helped, but they left

me out. I don't like to be left out. Am I the girl to satisfy a man

who lives to farm and dig marsh drains? You know me, Lance."

"The thing is ridiculous," Mordaunt declared, and was silent for a

moment or two. He did know Evelyn, and her frankness meant much. It

was plain that she meant to break with Jim but felt she needed help.

"What are you going to do about it?" he asked.

"I don't know," she said drearily. "I can't go on."

Mordaunt made a sign of sympathetic agreement. "You cannot; but there

is a way out. I think you see the way. Durst I hope you'll take it

with me?"

Evelyn said nothing and turned her head, and he went on: "I'm not

utilitarian, and my rule is yours. We understand each other. My

talents will be used to amuse you and not to dig drains." He got up

and stood by her chair. "You have pluck, Evelyn. Tell Jim you have

found you cheated yourself and let him go."

"I haven't much pluck," she said, quietly. "Jim rather carried me

away. He stood for romance, struggle, and adventure; things I haven't

known. He's a man, a plain, hot-blooded fighting man, and I was tired

of conventional languidness. But I began to doubt and see I wasn't

strong enough to live his life. I had wrapped myself up in flimsy

artificialities until they got needful and I couldn't break loose."

She paused and looked up. "Well, you are my kind, Lance, and if you

want me, I am willing. I'll tell Jim, but I shrink. He may not

understand, and it will hurt us both."

Mordaunt thought for a moment. It might be better if Evelyn did not

tell Jim, and he was afraid Dick would meddle. He took and kissed her

hand.

"My dear!" he said. "But you must not get hurt, and I have a plan.

Hasn't Florence urged you to stop with her in town? Well, suppose you

go and I join you there? We can be married by license and go to France

or Italy. Before we come back Jim's disappointment will have cooled

and our friends have got over their surprise."

Evelyn saw the plan had advantages. It would obviate the need for

awkward apologies, and when she and Lance came back it would be too

late for people to disapprove. She agreed and submitted without

emotion when Mordaunt put his arm round her, but in spite of some

regrets she was firm. Romance had been a treacherous guide; she had

found this out and was logical again. When Mordaunt went away all had

been arranged, and when she sat down to write to Florence in London her

hand was steady and composition easy. After the note was written she

hesitated for a moment, and then resolutely fastened the envelope.

A few days after Evelyn went to town, Dick, coming back from shooting

one afternoon, met Tom Shanks on the marsh. When he saw the fellow his

anger flared up, for he had felt his responsibility and wondered with

keen disturbance what he ought to do. Although Lance was on the sands

the night Carrie was nearly drowned and knew much about the matter,

Dick had grounds for believing Shanks moved the punt. He had meant to

be cautious and wait until he saw his way, but something in the

fellow's furtive, sullen look, banished his control.

He stopped Shanks and found it a relief to let himself go. The other

was cool and hinted darkly that Dick had better leave things alone. He

said Dick had nothing to go upon; he had not seen Shanks near the punt,

and if he went to the police about it, might get somebody else into

trouble. Shanks knew what he knew, and if he were forced would tell.

Dick then used tact, scoffing at the other's hints until Shanks

abandoned some of his reserve, and when the stormy interview was over

Dick went home moodily. The plan he had made of the marks by the punt

was accurate, but the line he ought to take not yet plain. Lance was

his relation.

In the evening he drove Mrs. Halliday to Dryholm, where Jim and his

friends had been asked to dine. They had not arrived, and while

Bernard talked to Mrs. Halliday, Dick went to the library to look at a

book about sport. When he opened the door Mordaunt was writing and

there was a letter, to which he seemed to be replying, on the table.

He nodded and went on writing, and Dick was glad he did not want to

talk. After a few minutes a car rolled up the drive and when Mordaunt

fastened the envelope they heard Jim's party in the hall.

Mordaunt went down stairs and Dick, coming after, saw an envelope on

the floor. Imagining Mordaunt had dropped it, he picked it up and

frowned as he recognized Evelyn's hand. Mordaunt was talking to Mrs.

Winter and Dick did not want to disturb them; besides, he would sooner

give Lance the letter when they were alone. Then Bernard beckoned him

and before long dinner was served.

Dick did not enjoy the meal. He could hardly rouse himself to talk to

Carrie and when she turned to Mordaunt, the latter's careless smile as

he began to joke moved him to almost uncontrollable rage. Dick was in

a black mood, for the secret he carried had worn his nerves, and he did

not like Evelyn's writing to Lance. He was resolved that his sister

should have nothing to do with the fellow. When dinner was over he

said to Mordaunt, "I'd like to see the gun you bought."

"Very well," said Mordaunt and they went to the gun-room.

The room was small. A glass case, holding guns and fishing rods, ran

along one wall; a bench occupied the other. There was a plain table,

stained by oil, and a fire burned in a stove with an open front, for

the night was damp. A flickering glow played about the walls and shone

on the greasy guns. Dick stopped Mordaunt, who put his hand on the

electric-light switch.

"Never mind the light," he said, throwing a letter on the table. "You

dropped this."

"I did," said Mordaunt, turning to Dick, who leaned against the table.

"Imagined I'd put it in my pocket. Thank you for picking it up."

Dick thought it significant that he had not opened the case to get the

new gun. Lance's voice was calm but his glance was quick. He seemed

to be waiting.

"What was Evelyn writing to you about?" Dick asked.

The light from the stove touched Mordaunt's face, which hardened.

"Then, you have not read the letter?"

"You know I have not," Dick rejoined, for his control gave way at the

other's taunt. Lance wanted to make him angry and find out how much he

knew. Well, he should find out and Dick thought he would get a jar.

"Anyhow, you must stop writing to Evelyn," he resumed. "I'd sooner you

kept away from Whitelees when she comes home."

"You bore with my visits not long since. Are you afraid to state why

you want them to stop?"

"Not at all," said Dick, seeing the other meant to force him to be

frank; he knew Lance had pluck. "You are a clever philanderer, but

Evelyn's going to marry Jim."

Mordaunt smiled, imprudently, since his smile infuriated Dick.

"Looks as if you wanted to quarrel! I imagine I shall not write to

Evelyn again for some time. This ought to satisfy you. Perhaps I'm

dull, but I don't know why our friendship should break off."

"You well know!" Dick exclaimed. "You meant to let Jim drown not long

since!"

"You're a theatrical fool," Mordaunt remarked, coolly, although his

voice was rather hoarse. "Anyhow, I think you're sober and you have

made a statement that must be justified."

"I'm willing to justify it, if you force me," Dick declared. "But I'd

sooner you admitted the thing and left the neighborhood, without an

awkward explanation. If you go at once and don't come back, it's

perhaps not needful the others should know why you went. You can live

in town; I don't care where you live, so long as you don't see Evelyn

again."

He stopped and his face got very red, for the door opened and Mrs.

Halliday and Bernard came in.

"I imagined we would find you here, but it looks as if you were

quarreling," Bernard remarked.

"We were quarreling," Dick admitted with strange calm, for he was

relieved that a chance to get rid of his load had come. It was his

duty to tell Jim and Bernard and he had been afraid. Now he could

leave matters to the head of the house.

"You are hot-blooded, Dick, but I don't imagine you would get angry

about nothing. May I inquire the grounds for the dispute?"

"I'll tell you if you will send for Jim. The thing touches him."

Bernard pressed an electric bell and Mordaunt said: "You will be very

sorry for this, Dick."

The bell rang and when a servant came Bernard said, "Tell Mr. Dearham

we would like to see him here."

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