XXXIV

Beatrice's dreams were troubled after Ben's departure into the forest.

She tossed and murmured, secretly aware that all was not well with her.

Yet in the moments that she half-wakened she ascribed the vague warning

to nervousness only, falling immediately to sleep again. Wakefulness

came vividly to her only with the beginnings of twilight.

She opened her eyes; the cavern was deep with shadow. She lay resting a

short time, adjusting her eyes to the soft light. In an instant all the

dramatic events of the day were recalled to her: the tin cup that had

held the poison still lay against the wall, and the liquor still stained

the sandy floor, or was it only a patch of deeper shadow?

She wondered why Ben did not come into the cave. Was he embittered

against her, after all; had he spoken as he did just from kindness, to

save her remorse? She listened for the familiar sounds of his fuel

cutting, or his other work about the camp. Wherever he was, he made no

sound at all.

She sat up then, staring out through the cavern maw. For an instant she

experienced a deep sense of bewilderment at the pressing gloom, so

mysterious and unbroken over the face of the land. But soon she

understood what was missing. The fire was out.

The fact went home to her with an inexplicable shock. She had become so

accustomed to seeing the bright, cheerful blaze at the cavern mouth that

its absence was like a little tragedy in itself. Always it had been the

last vista of her closing eyes as she dropped off to sleep--the soft,

warm glow of the coals--and the sight always comforted her. She could

scarcely remember the morning that it wasn't crackling cheerily when she

wakened. Ben had always been so considerate of her in this

regard--removing the chill of the cave with its radiating heat to make

it comfortable for her to dress. Not even coals were left now--only

ashes, gray as death.

She got up, then walked to the cavern maw. For a moment she stood

peering into the gloom, one hand resting against the portals of stone.

The twilight was already deep. It was the supper hour and past; dark

night was almost at hand. There could be no further doubt of Ben's

absence. He was not at the little creek getting water, nor did she hear

the ring of his axe in the forest. She wondered if he had gone out on

one of his scouting expeditions and had not yet returned. Of course this

was the true explanation; she had no real cause to worry.

Likely enough he had little desire to return to the cavern now. She

could picture him following at his tireless pace one of the winding

woods trails, lost in contemplation, his vivid eyes clouded with

thought.

She looked up for the sight of the familiar stars that might guide him

home. They were all hidden to-night. Not a gleam of light softened the

stark gloom of the spruce. As she watched the first drops of rain fell

softly on the grass.

The drops came in ever-increasing frequency, cold as ice on her hand.

She heard them rustling in the spruce boughs; and far in the forest she

discerned the first whine of the wakening wind. The sound of the rain

was no longer soft. It swelled and grew, and all at once the wind caught

it and swept it into her face. And now the whole forest moaned and

soughed under the sweep of the wind.

There is no sound quite like the beat of a hard rain on dense forest. It

has no startling discords, but rather a regular cadence as if the wood

gods were playing melodies in the minor on giant instruments,--melodies

remembered from the first, unhappy days of the earth and on instruments

such as men have never seen. But this was never a melody to fill the

heart with joy. It touches deep chords of sorrow in the most secret

realms of the spirit. The rain song grew and fell as the gusts of the

wind swept it, and the rock walls of the cliff swam in clouds of spray.

The storm could not help but bring Ben to camp, she thought. At least

she did not fear that he would lose his way: he knew every trail and

ridge for miles around the cave. Even such pressing, baleful darkness as

this could not bewilder him. She went back to her cot to wait his

coming.

The minutes seemed interminable. Time had never moved so slowly before.

She tried to lie still, to relax; then to direct her thought in other

channels; but all of these meandering streams flowed back into the main

current which was Ben. Yet it was folly to worry about him; any moment

she would hear his step at the edge of the forest. But the night was so

dark, and the storm so wild. A half-hour dragged its interminable length

away.

Her uneasiness was swiftly developing into panic. Just to-day she was

willing to risk his life for her freedom: it was certainly folly now to

goad herself to despair by dwelling on his mysterious absence. It might

speed the passing minutes if she got up and found some work to do about

the cave; but she simply had no heart for it. Once she sat up, only to

lie down again.

The moments dragged by. Surely he would have had time to reach camp by

now. The storm neither increased nor decreased; only played its mournful

melodies in the forest. The song of the rain was despairing,--low

mournful notes rising to a sharp crescendo as the fiercer gusts swept it

into the tree tops. The limbs murmured unhappily as they smote together;

and a tall tree, swaying in the wind, creaked with a maddening

regularity. She was never so lonely before, so darkly miserable.

"I want him to come," her voice suddenly spoke aloud. It rang strangely

in the gloomy cave. "I want him to come back to me."

She felt no impulse for the words. They seemed to speak themselves.

Presently she sat erect, her heart leaping with inexpressible relief, at

the sound of a heavy tread at the edge of the glade.

The steps came nearer, and then paused. She sprang to her feet and went

to the mouth of the cave. A silence that lived between the beating rain

and the complaining wind settled down about her. Her eyes could not

pierce the darkness.

"Is that you, Ben?" she called.

She strained into the silence for his reply. The cold drops splashed

into her face.

"Ben?" she called again. "Is that you?"

Then something leaped with an explosive sound, and running feet splashed

in the wet grass in flight. The little spruce trees at the edge of the

glade whipped and rustled as a heavy body crashed through. The steps had

been only those of some forest beast--a caribou, perhaps, or a

moose--come to mock her despair.

She remembered that Ben had been wishing for just such a visitation

these past few days; of course in the daylight hours when he could see

to shoot. Their meat supply was almost gone.

She did not go to her cot again. She stood peering into the gloom. All

further effort to repel her fears came to nothing. The storm was already

of two hours' duration, and Ben would have certainly returned to the

cave unless disaster had befallen him. Was he lost somewhere in the

intertwining trails, seeking shelter in a heavy thicket until the dawn

should show him his way? There were so many pitfalls for the

unsuspecting in these trackless wilds.

Yet she could be of no aid to him. The dark woods stretched

interminably; she would not even know which way to start. It would just

mean to be lost herself, should she attempt to seek him. The trails that

wound through the glades and over the ridges had no end.

"Ben!" she called again. Then with increasing volume. "Ben!"

But no echo returned. The darkness swallowed the sound at once.

The night was chill: she longed for the comfort of the fire. The actual

labor of building it might take her mind from her fears for a while at

least; and its warm glow might dispel the growing cold of fear and

loneliness in her breast. Besides, it might be a beacon light for Ben.

She turned at once to the pile of kindling Ben had prepared.

But before she could build a really satisfactory fire, one that would

endure the rain, she must cut fuel from some of the logs Ben had hewn

down and dragged to the cave. She lighted a short piece of pitchy wood,

intending to locate the heavy camp axe. Then, putting on her heavy

coat--the same garment of lustrous fur which Ben had sent her back for

the day of her abduction--she ventured into the storm.

The rain splashed in vain at her torch. The pitch burned with a fierce

flame. But her eyes sought in vain for the axe.

This was a strange thing: Ben always left it leaning against one of the

chunks of spruce. Presently she halted, startled, gazing into the black

depths of the forest.

Ben had taken it; he had plainly gone forth after fuel. Trees stood all

about the little glade: he couldn't have gone far. The inference was

obvious: whatever disaster had befallen him must have occurred within a

few hundred yards of the cave.

Holding her torch high she went to the edge of the glade and again

called into the gloom. There was no repression in her voice now. She

called as loudly as she could. She started to push on into the fringe of

timber.

But at once she paused, holding hard on her self-control. It was folly

to make a blind search. To penetrate the dark mystery of the forest with

only this little light--already flickering out--would probably result in

becoming lost herself. Such a course would not help Ben's cause.

Evidently he was lying within a few hundred feet of her,

unconscious--perhaps dead--or he would have replied to her call.

Dead! The thought sped an icy current throughout the hydraulic system of

her veins.

She was a mountain girl, and she made no further false motions. She

turned at once to the cave, and piling up her kindling, built a fire

just at the mouth of the cave. It was protected here in some degree from

the rain, and the wind was right to carry the smoke away. This fire

would serve to keep her direction and lead her back to the cavern.

Once more she ventured into the storm, and gathering all the cut fuel

she could find, piled it on her fire. The two spruce chunks that Ben had

cut for their fireside seats were placed as back logs. Then she hunted

for pine knots taken from the scrub pines that grew in scattering clumps

among the spruce, and which were laden with pitch.

One of these knots she put in the iron pan they used for frying, then

lighted it. Then she pushed into the timber.

Holding her light high she began to encircle the glade clear to the

barrier of the cliffs. To the eyes of the wild creatures this might have

been a never-to-be-forgotten picture: the slight form of the girl, her

face blanched and her eyes wide and dark in the flaring light, her

grotesque torch and its weird shadows, and then rain sweeping down

between. She reached the cliff, then started back, making a wider

circle.

Adding fresh fuel to the torch, she peered into every covert and

examined with minute care any human-shaped shadow in that eerie world of

shadows; but the long half-circle brought her back to the cliff wall

without results. She was already wet to the skin, and her pine knots

were nearly spent. Ever the load of dread was heavier at her heart. In

the hour or more she had searched--she had no way of estimating

time--she had already gone farther than Ben usually went for his fuel.

As yet no tears came; only the raindrops lay on her face and curled her

dark hair in ringlets. But she must not give up yet. It was hard to hold

her shoulders straight; but she must make the long circle once more.

With courage and strength such as she had not dreamed she possessed,

she launched forward again. But fatigue was breaking her now. The tree

roots tripped her faltering feet, the branches clutched at her as she

passed. It was hard to tell what territory she had searched, or how far

she had gone. But when she was halfway around, she suddenly halted,

motionless as an image, at the edge of the stream.

The flickering light revealed a tree, freshly cut, its, naked stump

gleaming and its tall form lying prone. Yet beneath it the shadows were

of strange, unearthly shape, and something showed stark white through

the green foliage. Great branches stretched over it, like bars over a

prison window.

Just one curious deep sob wracked her whole body. The life-heat, the

mystery that is being, seemed to steal away from her. Her strength

wilted; and for an instant she could only stand and gaze with fixed,

unbelieving eyes. But almost at once the unquenchable fires of her

spirit blazed up anew. She saw her task, and with a faith and

steadfastness conformable more to the sun and the earth than to human

frailty, her muscles made instant and incredible response.

Instantly she was beside the form of her comrade and enemy, struggling

with the cruel limbs that pinned him to the earth.

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